116. 116 She was wrong, wrong, and wrong
Time passed bit by bit, and soon two hours passed, looking for all the ways from kindergarten to Cai Yihan's house, imagining all possible situations, and then looking again, but no child was found.
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Another hour passed, and still no one had found the child.
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Soon it was 5 o'clock in the afternoon, Yun Yun was almost crazy, S City is so big, and the current society is so chaotic, what if something happens to the child?
All the places where the child might go have been searched, but no one has ever seen the child.
What is she going to do, what is she going to do?
Yes, the only way now is to call Lin Yanchen, and the only way is to call Lin Yanchen and ask him to use his personal connections to dispatch the police force of S City to help find the child.
Yun Yun took out her mobile phone, but suddenly saw a call from Cai Yihan.
Yun Yun did not hesitate and immediately connected the phone.
"How's it going, is there any news from Lele?" Yun Yun asked eagerly.
"Yes, a police comrade called me just now, saying that Lele is at the police station, let's go over and pick up the child immediately." Cai Yihan on the other end of the phone replied hurriedly, and her voice was panting very loudly.
Yun Yun's heart was relieved, but why would the police call Cai Yihan instead of herself, could it be that Lele asked the police to call Cai Yihan?
didn't have time to think about it anymore, Yun Yun agreed, and then hung up the phone and quickly rushed to the police station that Cai Yihan said.
On the way, Yun Yun's thoughts surged again, when she first saw Lele, what a lively and lovely child with a happy face, but now, she was silent and depressed every day, except when she met Cai Yihan, Yun Yun could no longer see the happy expression on his face.
Yun Yun quickly arrived at the police station, and Cai Yihan also arrived at the same time.
When the police comrade saw that it was two people, he asked a little curiously: "Which of you is the mother of the child?" ”
"I am."
"I am."
Yun Yun and Cai Yihan replied at the same time.
The policeman was stunned for a moment, and then smiled, it seems that one is his own mother and the other is his stepmother.
"Who the hell is it?"
"I am."
"I am."
Yun Yun and Cai Yihan replied at the same time.
The policeman shook his head helplessly, "The child said that his mother's name is Cai Yihan, he ran out of kindergarten to go home to find his mother, which of you is Cai Yihan." ”
"I am." Cai Yihan replied excitedly.
Yun Yun's heart sank, speechless, and even more sad and helpless.
"Then look at your papers." Said the policeman.
Cai Yihan immediately took out his ID from his bag and gave it to the police, who took it, nodded after reading it, and then took Cai Yihan to meet the child.
Cai Yihan happily saw that the child went, leaving Yun Yun, who was considered like a liar, stunned in place.
Yun Yun smiled bitterly in her heart, what is she, what is she?
At this time, the policeman came over again just now, looking at Yun Yun who was in a daze, not like a liar, "Who are you children?" ”
"I'm the mother of my child." Yun Yun didn't know if it would be possible for her to say such things to others in the future.
"That guy?!" The police wondered.
"And the mother of the child."
"Okay, you can also go in and watch the child, the child is a little frightened, take care of it."
"Thank you!"
Before entering the room designated by the police, Yun Yun heard the child crying and shouting for his mother.
Her heart trembled slightly, her footsteps stopped for a while, Yun Yun didn't have the courage to move forward, she was afraid that the child's heart-rending cry would make all her persistence collapse and collapse.
However, due to her concern and nervousness for the child, Yun Yun still moved forward step by step.
It's just that the moment she stood at the door, Yun Yun regretted it.
She shouldn't have come, she shouldn't have allowed herself to see such a real performance of a child extremely attached to her mother.
In front of them, Xu Jiale and Cai Yihan hugged each other tightly with tears streaming down their faces, and the child cried and shouted, "Mom, don't you want me, you don't want to leave me again, I'm obedient, I'll be obedient to you in the future, as long as you don't leave me again." ”
"Mom, I beg you, okay, don't leave me again."
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Yun Yun's tears fell silently in an instant, she was wrong, she was wrong, she was wrong again.
She should not be selfish and think that only she can give her children the most selfless and greatest maternal love.
She should not be selfish enough to think that if she is not her biological mother, she will not treat her children well.
She should not be selfish and ignore the child's feelings to deprive the child of the original happiness and joy, and impose all the beauty of her own fantasy on the child.
It was she who was wrong, she was completely wrong, she was wrong at the beginning, she was wrong now, she was wrong at every step.
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Turned around and walked away.
Perhaps, for the sake of the children, everything can return to the original point.
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Yun Yun returned home alone like a walking corpse, and when she opened the door, Lin Yanchen had not returned.
Thankfully, he hadn't come back yet, and if he was, how could she hide all the loss and sadness in her eyes at the moment when he looked at him.
Lowering his eyes, the mobile phone rang.
"Are you home?" Lin Yanchen's voice seemed to come from the other end of the phone with warmth.
"Well, just got back."
"It's a bit too much, I'll go home later, you guys eat dinner first, don't wait for me."
"Okay, I'm done."
Hanging up the phone, Yun Yun walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, and then curled up in the corner.
The night outside the window comes so quickly that it is always unexpected, but the gorgeous and bright lights always light up the night and make the night all night.
It's just that the gorgeous dark night no longer has the warmth of the sunshine, and people will always be unable to see the way they want to go in the bright lights, and eventually lose themselves.
Her mind was blank, and Yun Yun didn't know how long she had been in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, if Lin Yanchen didn't come back, she would stay in front of the window all the time.
Lin Yanchen opened the door, and the stagnant silence in the room made his heart sink slightly, and he knew that something must have happened.
Trying to search for Yun Yun's figure within sight, soon, in the corner of the floor-to-ceiling window of the study, Yun Yun's slender figure was like a frightened rabbit, huddled tightly together.
Suddenly, Xiu's eyebrows frowned, and his slightly heavy heart seemed to be a boulder, making it difficult for Lin Yanchen to breathe for a while, and his long legs stepped away, striding towards Yunyun.
Yun Yun raised her eyes, and the spark that was instantly lit bloomed in her originally empty eyes, even if God was unfair, but at least, she still left Lin Yanchen by her side, shouldn't she be happy and happy for this.
Thin lips pulled slightly, Lin Yanchen leaned over, hugged Yun Yun horizontally, and his gentle words were like white clouds in a warm heart, "What's wrong?" ”
Yun Yun lowered her head and buried her face deep in Lin Yanchen's chest, where there was a devilish aura that soothed all her upsets.
"What's the matter, tell me." Putting Yun Yun on the sofa, Lin Yanchen's deep voice was intoxicating and charming, "What about Lele?" ”
Yun Yun looked at Lin Yanchen, his deep eyes were as affectionate and doting as ever, at this moment, even if she lost the whole world, at least, she still had him, "Lele and Cai Yihan went home." ”
Lin Yanchen looked at Yun Yun's face with sadness and sadness, and sighed helplessly, "Since you don't want to, why force yourself to do it, Lele is not close to you now, it's just a matter of time." ”
"Yanchen, do you think it's right for me to bring the child back?"
"There is no right or wrong in feelings, you love Lele, Lele is your child, you want him to come back, so just do it, you are not wrong."
There is no right or wrong in feelings! Just like you treat me, knowing that I have such an unbearable past, but I still love deeply?
If, one day, you feel that feelings can be separated from right and wrong, then, you and I, can we go back to the origin of not knowing each other at the beginning?
"No, Yanchen, I was wrong, I was wrong." Yun Yun lowered her head, and no longer dared to look at the tenderness in Lin Yanchen's eyes, "Lele is not suitable for living with me at all, his originally happy and happy days are what he wants the most, and it is also the most suitable for him." ”
Yun Yun desperately controlled her trembling voice and the tears that wanted to burst out of her eyes, "It's me who is too self-righteous, it's me who is too selfish, so I'm wrong again and again." ”
"Fool, who said you were wrong?" Lin Yanchen cupped Yun Yun's face, "Even if it's really wrong, it's a mistake from the beginning, so you can only make a mistake." ”
"No, it was my naivety and frivolity that made the mistake at the beginning, and I gave birth to the child by mistake, but I don't want to make mistakes again and again."
"That's not your fault, it's Xu Yihui's fault, it's that bastard's fault, so he's now taking everything he deserves for the mistakes he made to you back then." Although he didn't care about Yun Yun's past, as long as he thought that Yun Yun had been hurt by Xu Yihui so deeply, he gritted his teeth and hated.
"No, Yanchen, I don't want to go wrong, let Xu Yihui go, let their family reunite, and let the children be happy again." Yun Yun's tears finally stopped flowing.
For the first time, Lin Yanchen looked at Yun Yun in front of him with incredible eyes, what was wrong with her, she actually interceded for Xu Yihui, she actually asked him to let Xu Yihui go, she didn't hate Xu Yihui at all, she actually said that everything was her fault.
So, he has done so much, is everything his self-inflicted and self-righteous, in fact, she doesn't need it at all, doesn't need it?
Or, in her opinion, is it his self-inflicted self-inflicted self-righteousness that has made her mistakes again and again?
So, now she asks him to personally redeem the mistakes he made for her, and let him personally send Xu Yihui to prison and then personally welcome Xu Yihui out?
"Are you sure you don't hate Xu Yihui at all?"
"Are you sure you want Xu Yihui to go home and reunite with the child?"
"Are you sure that a child will only be happy if he goes back to his old ways?"
The words are heavy, the words pierce Lin Yanchen's heart like a needle, his life is so ridiculous for the first time, and the mistake makes his heart like a knife.