88. [2-042] The masters obstructed it in many ways
When she returned home, her mother's tears melted her father's anger, and her father just yelled at her a few more words, and said fiercely that if she ran out of the house like this in the future, she would not come back at all, so she took Hua Ge'er and turned around and went out.
Before leaving, he lowered his head and said to Brother Hua'er: "Hua'er, if you dare to follow your sister's example, Lao Tzu will run out of the door as soon as he yells, and see that Lao Tzu will arrest you and not beat you to death." ”
"Daddy...... Hua'er is obedient, Daddy won't beat me! ”
"Hmph, if you are disobedient, see if Lao Tzu beats you."
"Daddy, my sister is not well-behaved, which makes Daddy angry...... I'm good, Daddy, come with me to play......"
"Okay, come on, daddy hug, ouch, it's heavy again."
"Huh...... Hehe......"
A good father and son are filial, and a good child is deeply admired.
Is this my envy?
Shaking his head, he threw this thought out of his mind, turned around, and saw his mother's haggard face turning around, and hurriedly stepped forward: "Mother, you go and lie down, I'll go to the kitchen to serve you chicken soup." ”
"No matter how much chicken soup replenishes the body, you also need your daughter to be obedient; It's just that your father yelled at you twice, and before the stick hit you, you ran away, aren't you just letting others see your father's jokes? ”
The mother turned around slowly, looked at her coldly, and said coldly, making her heart as cold as falling into an ice cellar! This coldness spread to the bone marrow behind him, and then soaked straight into the heart and spleen.
This is her life, God arranged it, the past life and this life are the same, no matter what the circumstances, grandpa is to protect Daddy, Daddy is to protect his brother, Mother is to protect Daddy, she, who should take care of her? Or could anyone ever defend her?
Is there really no way to change such bad luck?
No, there is a cry in the heart, and there is no way to indulge.
Seeing that her mother gave her a cold back, Mengfan gritted her teeth and walked towards the corner behind the house.
In a flash, he entered the space.
Here, she has her own territory, where she can hold the ears of grain and wheat in her hands, scatter them casually in front of the house and behind the house to feed the chickens, she can cry uncontrollably, or she can cry uncontrollably.
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The next day, Mengfan looked at the chickens in the bamboo cage as usual, opened the cage and released the chickens and rushed to the bamboo forest, secretly telling Hei Mao to take good care of it, she did not go to find the fourth uncle, but went out alone, in order to hide people's eyes, she had already asked the little peacock to pack some things out in the space, and when she went home, she could just make a difference.
As the uncle said, she will not be loved by her father and mother, if she wants her father to stop beating and scolding at every turn, the only way is to let him have scruples before he wants to scold and want to beat.
And if she is asked to directly abandon family affection, she can't do it, after all, there is a saying: parents who suffer from the body! How can you leave it behind when you have received the gift of your body?
"Mengfan ......" Helian Yutian called out the word sister less and less, he felt in his heart that the little woman in front of him, who seemed to be only a little more than ten years old, revealed in her speech and demeanor was not the immaturity of the ordinary peasant girl, although she looked like this, but he always felt that calling her by her name would make him feel more comfortable.
"Big brother......" Mengfan smiled slightly, and that smile looked in Helian Yutian's eyes, and there was a feeling that the person in front of him was very lonely, obviously he was laughing.
"Little donor, I haven't seen you for many days, don't come unharmed." From a distance, I saw Mengfan stepping on the flat ground in front of the temple step by step, and the monks in the temple who were on duty in the outer hall today recognized her, so they took a handful of incense and candles from the incense candles placed horizontally in front of the Buddha and walked towards her.
"Master Mangon is well, thank you!" Mengfan knew that this was a monk and master, and he knew that he was a child who even had the money to buy incense and candles, so he gave incense and candles when he saw her, how intimate.
This master was one of several people who went to her grandfather's house to help make the bamboo cages.
"Little donor, the poor monk will accompany you to the halls to pay respects."
"Thank you, master, big brother, you can also go with me to worship the Bodhisattva."
Helian Yutian nodded, and also took some incense and candles to walk with her, and worshiped the Buddhas one by one, meditating silently along the way.
I only thought to myself that she was more casual here than in her own home.
Her appearance in front of the Buddha is very supple, although her kneeling posture is not as dignified and elegant as those who claim to be noble, but she is very attentive and sincere.
She looked up at the Buddha's demeanor, very peaceful and calm, and there was a faint joy in her eyes.
She is not very old, she is in the countryside, she wears a short floral cloth dress, but she is neither arrogant nor humble, and her expression is modest and polite.
Sometimes, it makes people feel as if she is standing in front of people in a gorgeous brocade dress, so leisurely and elegant.
"Little donor, I'm free today." As soon as I finished worshipping the temple, I turned to the eaves next to the main hall, and saw two masters standing in front of the door of the meditation room there very casually, smiling at her and Helian Yutian, who was much taller than her.
"Master, I haven't seen you for many days, don't come unharmed!"
"Everything is fine, thank you little donor for your concern."
"Master, see you again!" Meng Fan clasped his hands together and saluted, turned around and wanted to take a step, when suddenly words came from behind him: "Little donor, do you know this donor?" ”
Turning around, Meng Fan looked at the monk master who asked questions, only to see that he wrinkled his eyebrows slightly, there were a few wrinkles on his bald forehead, and he looked vigilant, he couldn't help but wonder, didn't this Helian Yutian say that he and his grandfather lived in the temple during this time? Why did the monks in the temple look at him with such eyes?
Raising his eyes, he glanced at Helian Yutian, saw that he opened his mouth slightly, and closed it again, thinking that he didn't want to speak, but who knew that he opened his mouth again and said: "Mengfan, my grandfather knows that you are coming, saying that he wants to see you, I don't know if you are willing?" ”
"The little benefactor is a woman, how can she meet outsiders at will? Helian Gongzi, you must know that there are differences between men and women in the world, according to the poor monks, you should avoid taboos...... Little donor, today you have visited the Buddhas, your mind has arrived, go home early if you have nothing to do, so that the Zun Lingtang will be worried at home. ”
'Meeting' outsiders? How did the word "reception", which can only be enjoyed by superiors, be used on her? Master monk's words, but there was a mistake in the grammar, Mengfan was stunned, and before he could answer, he heard a relatively old voice next to him.
"Old monk, I said, why are you so stupid? This kind of thing that wants to cover up can be seen by a discerning person at a glance, hahaha...... Good grandson, come on, let grandpa see how well-behaved your little sister looks......"