"I'm the one who messed him up, is it right or ......wrong for me to treat him like this?" Su Yingrong sighed softly in her heart, it's okay, it's okay to be confused about some things like this, I consciously have a clear conscience, what if others misunderstand. Su Yingrong felt bitter in her heart, glanced at Yang Jinghui affectionately, picked up her wine glass to drink, and Jiang Pengcheng beside her snatched it. Yingrong has been feeling unwell recently, and the doctor said that she can't drink, and I'll replace her wine.

Su Yingrong's face was crimson, He Jiquan tried to stir up some atmosphere, but it didn't work, Jiang Pengcheng tried to observe something from it, but Yang Jinghui and Su Yingrong chatted so nonchalantly, that is, one question and one answer, or Su Yingrong asked mostly.

I heard that you have changed positions and are no longer working in the family planning office?

Yes, now as a secretary.

The work of the agency is quite complicated, and there are a lot of connections and interpersonal relationships to consider, right?

Okay, I'm just doing my part.

Do you still keep in touch with other students?

and XX by phone

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There are only two situations for male and female classmates to reunite, one is to regain the old love and linger compassion; The other is to respect each other and keep your distance. In such a situation, Su and Yang are definitely the latter. After chatting, it gradually became cold, He Jiquan got up and left the scene to light a cigarette, and Jiang Pengcheng whispered to Su Yingrong and got up to leave. Only the two men who were supposed to be sitting side by side remained. Yang Jinghui couldn't help asking, "We have decided to get married, but we can't tell me face to face, didn't we say that we should get together and disperse?" Are you afraid that I will be sad and sad, or will I be reluctant? What is going on in your heart?

Su Yingrong stroked a strand of hair that fell on her forehead, I said I still love you, but I can't marry you, I have to marry Jiang Pengcheng, but I don't love him, don't guess whether I am forced or not, this is my decision, whether you believe it or not, this is what I think in my heart.

Yang Jinghui froze for a moment, thinking of the answer, but he didn't expect Su Yingrong to answer so directly. It's just that one thing is still as always Su Yingrong's style, she is always so decisive and clear, and she knows what she wants, what she wants, and the way she wants. But I still subconsciously asked.

For what?

Maybe you will understand in the future, we are all adults, the reason why I miss you, you don't think there is a positive answer to you in the text, you think it's okay for me to step on two boats, but one thing you have to remember, I love you, it's true, and the answers in the text message are also true, I also thought about telling you in reality one day, or calling you, or talking to you in person, but what I didn't expect was that you would come to Ningcheng.

It was my unexpected arrival that was not a surprise, but a frighten of you, right? Is this what you mean by love? Or am I too naïve to rely on you, but I need you to take care of you everywhere, and I can't understand you when I'm naïve? Do you want to deal with it in the way you think is right? Are there any difficulties and problems that you need to bear alone that you can't tell me?

Yang Jinghui picked up the wine glass in front of him and drank it.

Su Yingrong frowned, her eyes were full of tears, but she sniffed, looked up at the ceiling, and held back her tears from falling. Yang Jinghui's last sentence touched her, and she almost said it, but she still controlled it rationally and didn't say it.

just said to Yang Jinghui lightly and calmly, remember not to hurt yourself in this way of punishing yourself at any time, even if you look down on yourself, it will also make others more determined in their choices.

……

At the corner of the bathroom, He Jiquan and Jiang Pengcheng were smoking, He Jiquan asked Jiang Pengcheng when he was going to get married, and Jiang Pengcheng said New Year's Day. Asked Jiang Pengcheng about his work again, and he thought of a person, so he asked tentatively, I don't know Mayor Jiang and you?

Jiang Pengcheng said, that's my father. While they were talking, a customer came to the bathroom to relieve them, and the two had to make room and return to the table.

Yang Jinghui and Su Yingrong didn't say anything, Yang Jinghui stood up with wine on his face, and shook slightly. Jiang Pengcheng, Brother Jiang, you must be good to Su Yingrong, if you dare to lose her, I will call Qi University classmates to trouble you, she is our department flower, class leader, let you pick it. Come on, come on, drink, I wish you all white-headed, white-headed old age, happiness, happy life. Cheers, drink the wine, and the blessing is received. With that, pour yourself another glass. To do good things in pairs, these two glasses of wine, one for you and one for Yingrong, she can't drink it for you.

Jiang Pengcheng had to drink two glasses of wine in a row. Yang Jinghui's wine glass was loosened, and he leaned on He Jiquan when he sat down, Brother, I want to go home .......

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On the way back, He Jiquan wanted to take a taxi to go, Yang Jinghui said that he likes to walk in the snow the most, especially with his beloved, he wants to find that feeling, he doesn't want the snow to become a nasty weather in the future, Yang Jinghui cries for a while, laughs for a while, brother, are you my cousin? I'm so lucky, brother, why do you say you love me, but you can't marry me? Don't love that person but decide to marry him? What the fuck is this love? The vows when you are in love are the same as bullshit, time has passed, and even the taste is gone, how ridiculous and naïve is it in retrospect? …… How can I forget her? How can I bless them in style? …… The first woman in my life who said she loved me but couldn't marry me......

Yang Jinghui was incoherent, He Jiquan had no choice but to hold him, this kid, drunk like this, still shouting not to take a taxi, walking in the snow, romantic? I didn't feel it, I was so tired. Yang Jinghui drank with emotion, didn't eat anything, and had a hangover for two nights in a row, stopping and stopping, crying, laughing, and talking for a while, and muttering about to vomit.

When Yang Jinghui was brought home in the early hours of the morning, He Jiquan took off his clothes and was so tired that he gasped for breath on the sofa. After resting for a while, he brought warm water, wiped Yang Jinghui's body, and wiped Yang Jinghui's youthful face, Yang Jinghui sprayed wine, his ruddy lips were slightly open, his neck and chest were red from drunkenness, and his mouth was still muttering something from time to time. After wiping, He Jiquan changed Yang Jinghui into pajamas, and the young man lying on the bed was hungover for two nights in a row, and he actually took care of him for two nights. That night, from seeing his empty eyes, seeing him sad alone drinking drunk and dreaming of death, I couldn't help but notice him, usually very busy at work in the province, and his relationship with his wife has always been respectful, but, just no passion. It wasn't until that time in the big chat room that I mistakenly entered a "comrade lover", that I realized that there was such a kind of person in the world of Lu Dao, and it turned out that I liked to watch boys It was a kind of appreciation. When I came back this time, I heard that there was a theme bar in Ningcheng, so when I got there, it was really the same as the rumors, the blue hue made people relax, and then I met Yang Jinghui, so I fell into his grief for some reason, and my heart would grieve with his grief. At this moment, Yang Jinghui is lying next to him, and he will go back to the province tomorrow to continue working, so it is better to see him again when he has the fate. He Jiquan held Yang Jinghui's hand, looked at Yang Jinghui's slightly opened lips, lowered his head and slowly approached......

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