223. Whoever wins loses
If you ask Lin Wanqing who she hates the most now, she will definitely answer that it is Tang Jinxuan.
Obviously, she was married to a terminally ill prince, and she couldn't be as good as the royal court, as soon as King Yun died, she would become the most pitiful, and even the dowry would be confiscated, and she would go directly to the nunnery as a sister-in-law.
At the beginning, she thought that even if she was a concubine, even if she didn't marry as well as Tang Jinxuan, at least she had a man, much better than Tang Jinxuan.
But now?
Everything has changed, and she has become a woman who can't have children, just like when she and her mother watched Aunt Yan and Aunt Qin coldly, now, she has become such a person. As for Tang Jinxuan, King Yun not only got better, but also gave her a child, so that she officially became Princess Yun and entered the royal literature, which means that if she follows Lin Ruoyan, she will not be able to catch up with Tang Jinxuan's footsteps for the rest of her life.
Even if she wants to catch up, she can't catch up, after all, she is already a concubine with someone and is not tolerated by the world.
However, if she was asked to appoint her, she was unwilling, thinking that she should be better than Tang Jinxuan, why is it like this now...... So, the memory returned to the whole process of becoming Lin Ruoyan's aunt, and I always felt that something was wrong.
"Originally, it was obviously her in that room, wasn't it?" She knew about the conspiracy between Princess Zhan and the county lord of Xian'er, so she would actively promote it. It's just that she obviously didn't drink much, but in the end, she didn't know how to look, and she was still ......confused when she was broken in.
Before, she always remembered that Tang Jinxuan used her life to prevent her from committing suicide, so her heart was full of gratitude, and she didn't doubt this. But now, she thought about these things with hatred in her heart, and realized that the original thing was not simple.
"What a deep scheming, Tang Jinxuan, I really underestimate you!" Thinking about it carefully, the more I thought about it, the more wrong it became, and finally I thought that the man arranged by the county lord of Xian'er was obviously a guard, not Lin Ruoyan, and realized that all this was arranged by Tang Jinxuan, and it was she who harmed herself and made her Lin Ruoyan's concubine, so that Mrs. Lin gave her a dead medicine and ruined her life.
I have been thinking about Tang Jinxuan's sacrifice to save her, and I suddenly remembered that everything was wrong, and I realized that I didn't have to be so passive at all, because she was innocent and could let Mama check it.
And as soon as he hit the wall, he was suspected of committing suicide in shame, so he was asked to be a concubine by Princess Zhan...... And all of this was arranged by Tang Jinxuan, who was only sixteen years old, she took everyone's emotions into account, but ended her crisis and made it impossible for Princess Zhan to attack her.
"Huh...... Hehe...... "Thinking of these causes and consequences, Lin Wanqing smiled miserably, thinking that she had been harmed by Tang Jinxuan for a lifetime, but she was still stupidly grateful to her, thinking that she had saved herself - thinking of this, she felt that she was stupid and ridiculous, at this time, Tang Jinxuan should be holding the child and counting her stupidity.
The maid who was waiting for Lin Wanqing at the door hurriedly took a few steps back after hearing the sound that something was wrong coming from inside, for fear that she would be implicated.
"Tang Jinxuan, you hurt me so miserable, I will never let you go, your prince, your children, and the people you defend, I want to destroy them, I want you to taste the taste of life is worse than death, so that you can also understand the feeling ......of sadness and despair," After thinking about the matter, Lin Wanqing's face was full of distorted hideousness, and the hatred in her heart burst out, and she was about to destroy people.
In fact, Lin Wanqing has a lot of people to hate in her heart, she hates Mrs. Lin, because she ruined her own happiness, and she couldn't even give birth to a child. It's just that the current Lin family doesn't have a child, and her heart is a little balanced, because Lin Ruoyan was given a child-killing pill by her, and she will have children in the future.
There is also the county lord of Xian'er, if she hadn't relied on the power of the Zhan Wangfu to snatch her status in the main room, why would she be drugged by Mrs. Lin, so she hated it in her heart. But seeing that the county lord of Xian'er couldn't get a child even if he dragged Lin Ruoyan to death, and was counted down by Mrs. Lin, she felt happy, and the hatred in her heart was reduced a lot.
You won't make me feel better, and I won't let you have any better.
She also hated the Wang family, because the Wang family took away the expensive dowry, so that she had no support, but she knew that the Wang family's life in the Tang family was not easy, even if she gave birth to the so-called eldest son and grandson.
Among all the people, Tang Jinxuan was the best left, so she aimed all the hatred in her heart at Tang Jinxuan, thinking that no matter what, she would destroy her, even if the jade was burned.
After knowing that she had lost her qualification to be a mother, Lin Wanqing was completely distorted, her heart was full of revenge, she didn't like anyone, and felt that everyone owed her. However, even if her heart is full of resentment, on the surface, she is still that kind and never has a temper, so everyone doesn't know that her heart is so terrible and terrifying.
In the prince's mansion, the crown princess felt very uncomfortable because of Lin Wanqing's affair with the prince, but she didn't dare to divulge half a sentence. And Wang Yuefen didn't know about such a thing, no one told her, and she was still lying there without moving, only two days of hard work, she looked ten years old, looking extremely desolate and miserable.
The queen let her go, but unfortunately the crown princess didn't make her words clear, so the people took care of her a lot more perfunctory, and she couldn't even eat. She wanted to say, but there was no credible person around her, and the crown princess killed all the people around her, and none of them left her behind.
Thinking of the grandmother who took care of herself, and the innocent personal maid, tears of remorse burst out of the corners of Wang Yuefen's eyes, and she realized how innocent and ridiculous she was before.
She thought that with the child in her womb, she would be able to value her mother and child, but she didn't expect that many things were doomed, and she couldn't change it, let alone fight with the sky.
"What are you doing here? The house is deserted, and there is no one to take care of it? Lin Wanqing's angry rebuke sounded outside the door, she entered the prince's mansion in the name of taking care of Wang Yuefen, and when she saw Wang Yuefen's miserable end now, she was extremely happy in her heart, but she did a very good job on her face, no one would doubt her purpose, at least Wang Yuefen wouldn't.
"Qing'er......," Wang Yuefen saw her, the tears in her eyes couldn't be hidden anymore, and she slid down her emaciated face, her eyes full of remorse. "Don't scold them, come in and talk to me," she hadn't said a word in two days, and she had a lot in her heart, but she didn't know who to talk to.
There was no credible person around her, and those people only mocked and ridiculed her, laughing at her stupidity, because she had offended many people in the past for a lifetime, and now it was time for retribution.
As soon as Lin Wanqing heard this, she immediately stepped in and asked anxiously, "Have you eaten?" ”
If a woman is not smart, the result is like this, life is better than death. Fortunately, she had already figured it out and knew that if a woman didn't fight for herself, no one would be able to help her. When your family ignores you to the end, the only one who can help is herself, so she has to move forward step by step, and she must not be like Wang Yuefen now.
Wang Yuefen shook her head sluggishly, sighed and said, "Where can I still eat, these cold words are enough for me,"
"Side concubine, you can't be like this all the time, you know, the more lifeless you are, the happier the crown princess is, this time, she took the opportunity to beat all the credible people around you to death, just to let you wait for death alone, after all, your mother's family doesn't know about this matter now, she just wants you to die, do you understand?" Leaning over her side, he whispered persuasion, and no one noticed the sparkle in his eyes.
After Wang Yuefen heard this, there was no trace of anger on her face, but she said disheartenedly: "I understand, but what am I going to fight with her now?" The prince and the queen must hate me very much, wishing I was dead, "What she is most afraid of is the queen's anger, she is afraid that she will take her own life, so she has no thoughts of life."
Lin Wanqing actually wanted Wang Yuefen to die, but she knew that if she wanted to find an excuse to enter and exit the prince's mansion, she had to let her live, and if she lived, the crown princess would have an opponent, otherwise, wouldn't it be more eye-catching to stay by the prince's side.
Because of this, she will come into the mansion and persuade her carefully, anyway, if she is alive, she will not get the attention of the prince, but if she does it herself, the prince will think that she is kind and kills two birds with one stone.
"You are stupid, don't blame me for saying so ugly," Lin Wanqing said in a hateful tone, while reaching out to help her up, and then sat beside her and whispered: "If this queen really wants your life, will she let you live until now?" She must be worried about the Wang family, so she doesn't care about you, why can't you figure it out?! ”
When Wang Yuefen heard this, her face was a little angry, she turned her head to look at her, and asked, "Is it true?" ”
"Definitely, otherwise where can I come to see you, you, it's just that it's too simple to think about things, so you are not the opponent of the crown princess," stupid, so that she can be used by herself, otherwise it will be difficult for her to use someone like the crown princess.
"Heh, now that I have no children, what qualifications do I have to be a rival with her? The prince doesn't want to see me at this time, my life is over! Reaching out and touching his belly, there was mockery in his tone, but more regret.
I regret that I am so impulsive, I regret that I always do not listen to persuasion, and I regret that I did stupid things .......
"As long as she doesn't give birth to a son, I don't know who wins and who loses!" She was confident in this, otherwise she would have cried to death because she would not have children.
But at this moment, it is the county lord of Xian'er who has a headache, isn't this the best proof?
"Really?" Wang Yuefen's tone was full of suspicion, and she had no confidence at all.
"Do you still doubt what I said? These days, I have been with you, carefully persuading you, you don't listen to me, now like this, don't you listen to me? Seeing that she was still hesitant, Lin Wanqing couldn't wait to beat her hard to make her brain move. After you became pregnant, how many days was this prince on the princess's side? But was she ever pregnant? ”
Wang Yuefen's eyes lit up, and she finally heard what made her confident, and the strength in her body came back, and she felt hungry.
Hearing the sound of "cooing", Lin Wanqing glanced at her, then turned around and walked to the door and said: "Go and prepare something to eat, no matter what she does, now she is still the prince's side concubine, if you are dissatisfied, you can go and tell the crown prince and princess, don't show your face here,"
After some threatening words, the maids and the old mother turned dark, and finally listened to her helplessly - because Lin Wanqing was right, they were unhappy in their hearts, and they were just subordinates, and Wang Yuefen was the master.
Seeing that Wanqing, who was usually gentle and gentle, and couldn't even say a word loudly, would reprimand the maid because of herself, her eyes turned red, and she felt that she really cared about herself.
The gratitude that flashed in her eyes was seen by Lin Wanqing, she didn't bring it up, but mentioned another thing, "Take good care of your body, I will come to see you often...... As long as the crown princess is not pregnant and has no children, you still have a chance, and you can still get past her, understand? ”
"Hmm," her eyes flushed with excitement, she nodded, grabbed the quilt with both hands, and held it very hard, indicating her determination at the moment.
"This princess doesn't know what's going on, she's been married to the prince for so long, why is she infertile? Is there any problem? After Lin Wanqing muttered a few words, she stood up, pretending that she hadn't said anything just now, and said with a light smile: "I'll go find someone to clean up here, there is a smell in the house, it's weird and unpleasant, and it's not good for your body,"
"Okay," Wang Yuefen remembered what Lin Wanqing said just now, and she was a little absent-minded at this moment.
A gleam flashed in Lin Wanqing's eyes, and then she turned around and walked out casually.
As for Wang Yuefen, her mind was full of what Lin Wanqing had said at this time-the crown princess can't give birth! Yes, if the crown princess can't give birth, then she will definitely have a chance, because the imperial doctor said that as long as she can take care of her body, she will have a body in the future, and this time it didn't hurt her roots, didn't it?
Thinking of this, a trace of madness flashed in her eyes, and she didn't think about what would happen if she did this. At this moment, her mind is full of things about the crown princess not being able to get pregnant, which has been engraved into the bone marrow, and she can't change it.
And when she was most critical, it was Lin Wanqing who persuaded her without giving up and woke her up, so she wouldn't return her intentions, just like Tang Jinxuan did to Lin Wanqing at the beginning.
As for Lin Wanqing, after knowing that she had successfully implanted a method in Wang Yuefen's heart once and for all, she didn't go to see Wang Yuefen again, but ordered someone to take care of Wang Yuefen, and she drank tea in the yard, a little leisurely, and a feeling of being a guest, but unfortunately she didn't find it herself.
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I still like Lin Wanqing's ruthlessness, haha!