Chapter 136 - Confession
Yang Jinghui has been puzzled by He Jiquan's sudden change, the two have been busy with their respective handovers recently, and He Jiquan took the time to go to the provincial capital, and he has never had the opportunity to sit down and have a good chat. He Jiquan didn't take the initiative to tell himself, so he was not suitable to ask, but with his intuition, Yang Jinghui felt that He Jiquan might encounter some troubles or changes, at least for now, he should still be powerless to help.
When He Jiquan left Haicheng to Yunyang, it was the provincial party committee that reused and promoted him, not to mention the promotion to the deputy department, but also the member of the Standing Committee of the Jiangchuan Municipal Party Committee, at that time the whole Haicheng was happy for He Jiquan, because the leaders of Haicheng County had returned to Jiangchuan to serve as the director of a certain bureau, including He Jiquan's predecessor Liang Baomin returned to Jiangchuan to serve as the director of the Agricultural Committee, and He Jiquan's promotion pointed out a new direction for the successor Ji Yonghai in a certain sense, that is, he could be promoted to the deputy department or become the leader of Jiangchuan City. And this transfer from Yunyang seems too hasty, that is, unlike the predecessor Li Chongyang, who was promoted to the Provincial Department of Transportation as the director, and he has not heard the rumors that the provincial leaders are dissatisfied with He Jiquan, so from this point of view, the reason for the transfer can only be his own request.
Thinking of what He Jiquan said when he first came to Yunyang in Haicheng or when he first came to Yunyang, "We brothers work together to ......" still seems to echo in my ears, He Jiquan arrived in Yunyang first, and then summoned himself to be a pioneer for him. It must be He Jiquan who has arranged all the procedures, and if he wants to leave Yunyang, he must not be able to let go of himself. He did his best to arrange everything thoroughly, and when he thought of this, Yang Jinghui was extremely moved in his heart.
At this time, He Jiquan's phone call was broadcast, He Jiquan's work has been handed over, and he will return to the provincial capital tomorrow, and will perform his new post in the Provincial Development and Reform Commission under the help of the Organization Department of the Provincial Party Committee.
He Jiquan said that it was inconvenient for him to appear in public in Yunyang now, and asked Yang Jinghui to go to his house to sit. Yang Jinghui thought that the two of them should not have had dinner yet, so he brought some food and rushed to He Jiquan's house, He Jiquan's current house is a house allocated by Yunyang City according to the corresponding post level policy, Leng Yun has only been here once over the years, basically He Jiquan only came back at night for the night. Yang Jinghui bought some instant foods such as Zhang's spicy beef, salt-baked peanuts bought in the supermarket, pickled pepper chicken feet, meat sausages, and instant noodles. I brought a bottle of bamboo leaves and a dozen beers.
He Jiquan opened the door for Yang Jinghui in his pajamas. took what Yang Jinghui brought. turned around and went into the restaurant to find tableware to put on the plate, at this time he was just like the first time he met in Ningcheng, he was not the secretary of the municipal party committee who sat majestically and upright in the past, he was really like a "cousin", in fact, He Jiquan was only a round older than himself, and he was not yet forty years old. is also young and powerful, and he has always been wise and open-minded, no matter how he looks, he will feel that he is very lonely.
After putting all the food brought by Yang Jinghui on the table, He Jiquan found two cups and opened the bamboo leaf green brought by Yang Jinghui. In fact, Yang Jinghui and himself are still full of similarities in many places, personality, hobbies, prediction of some situations, judgment and love and hate of some people, and even some eating habits, Yang Jinghui also likes sour and hot under the leadership of He Jiquan, Yang Jinghui poured bamboo leaf green wine for He Jiquan, looking at the yellow slightly green wine, Yang Jinghui didn't know where to start for a while, but looked at He Jiquan with some emotion, "Brother He, we can no longer fight side by side together from tomorrow, and we can't work hard for the future of Yunyang, It's not like I can do something heartily and happily like in Haicheng, obviously the direction is good, but I can't do my best to the end, I just feel a little bad in my heart...... He Jiquan pressed Yang Jinghui's hand holding the wine glass, brother, "Let's only drink tonight, don't talk about Yunyang's things, nothing to do with Yunyang", He Jiquan picked up the wine glass and touched Yang Jinghui and drank it and said, "You have to remember brother, although you and brother will not work together in the future, but brother will not forget you, my heart will always think of you, this is just the end of my grassroots level, it is the beginning of another life journey, brother is very happy that the eight years have not been in vain, we have grown together, the original brother I always have to remember is now even if my brother leaves, You can also protect yourself, because he is also mature and strong enough now that no one can ignore him. Speaking of this, he glanced at Yang Jinghui, and still rubbed Yang Jinghui's hair a few times as before.
After drinking two more cups, He Jiquan continued, "Maybe you think that my brother left Yunyang a little suddenly, and his departure was not complete and brilliant enough, my brother told you, I think it's time to go back, in fact, life is like walking a rocker, one end is work, one end is family or life, everyone is maintaining this balance, if you go desperately to no matter which end of the rocker, the result will be to put the other end on the edge of the most dangerous." So in order to maintain this balance, we are all trying to adjust whether it is better to move a little more to work, or to move a little more to life and family. The fulcrum I need now is to return to the provincial capital, my brother has been at the grassroots level for eight years, and has done some things, which may be remembered by some people, and my brother feels that these eight years are enough, my brother has not wasted his time, and has not sought personal gain, and so many years later, when I have gray hair, I recall that I have paid for a city, and that city has my dedication at that time, which is enough for .......
The two drank the liquor, then turned on the beer, and after drinking a few glasses, Yang Jinghui began to drink, and every time He Jiquan talked about the past, Yang Jinghui could remember some fragments, He Jiquan said, "Do you know the way?" Brother, from the first time I saw you sad in the bar, when I drank that cup of drunken life and dreamed of death, I noticed you, like I have known you for ......a long time", Yang Jinghui remembered the scene when the two met for the first time, but tonight listening to He Jiquan's almost monologue, Yang Jinghui, who was already feeling bored, because he always thought that He Jiquan's unsatisfactory return was cup after cup, and soon he got drunk first, his eyes sank in confusion, and he fell into drunkenness, He Jiquan pushed Yang Jinghui twice, Yang Jinghui did not react, in fact, Yang Jinghui remembered, But he didn't want to wake up, so he listened to He Jiquan talking to himself in a daze, "Do you know the way?" Brother, in fact, my brother came from the provincial capital to Wangjiang and then to Haicheng for you, if you are drunk, you may not know the Tao in this life, I am also drunk, I don't say that I will not say it again in this life, I think I fell in love with you, yes, I am a homosexual, I appreciate men, but you appeared, I only saw you, I have not seen you before, and there will be no in the future, just for a second, it's as simple as that, yes that's love, I've never had this feeling, that day I watched you drink in the bar, and I will feel inexplicable sadness for a moment, your two nights of hangover, I can't forget you from now on, I always think about what you're doing at the moment, I think about it when I eat, I think about it when I walk, I think about it all the time, but I can't tell you, and I can't let you know the Tao, I can only plan you into my life, I hope to accompany you for a while, and then walk for a while, I ......", He Jiquan said a little incoherently, "I put you here", He Jiquan patted his chest, "I won't let you know the Tao, do you know the Tao?" It only takes a second to fall in love with someone, and if you want to forget that a person may not be able to do it even if you are afraid that you will spend the rest of your life, I am afraid that you will spend the rest of your life all for memories." He Jiquan dragged Yang Jinghui to the bed, covered Yang Jinghui with a quilt, turned around and went to the sofa to fall asleep, but he didn't see Yang Jinghui's tears quietly falling. (To be continued......)