Chapter 153: Confess to Him

How many times did he ask her to move in with her in front of her, but she refused him again and again! Today is so abnormal, why does he, who should have been ecstatic, feel a little uneasy at this time?

"yes, didn't you always want me to move in with you?" She was amused by his stunned expression, and a smile reappeared on her face. "However, let me declare in advance, I don't cook every day!"

"I'll do it! I'll do it! He said busily, his heart could not hide his ecstasy, but he was full of doubts. But what exactly made you make this decision? ”

"I know you have to ask!" She smiled softly, a flash of gloom in her eyes. "Didn't you ask me last time, saying that you hoped that there would be no secrets between each other, in fact, I have always had a big secret in my heart, and I didn't want to tell anyone, but now I want to tell you the truth. Because, in this world, you are the only one who deserves my trust, and I also believe that you will keep this secret for me. ”

Looking at her solemn expression, the marshal also became heavy in his mood. He always knew that she was a person with secrets, and he also knew some of her secrets, but because she didn't want to say it, he didn't force her. And this time, she took the initiative to confide in him and Pan, and rarely took the initiative to approach him, does this mean that she has completely opened her heart to him?

"In the future, thank you for believing in me! I feel satisfied and happy to have you so trusted! He took her hand lightly and squeezed it slightly to show encouragement and comfort to her, "Please give me all the suffering and unhappiness!" I just want to see you happy. You deserve all the good things! ”

The future looked at him tenderly, and his heart was full of sorrow. mourning his unfortunate past life, his eyes have been faintly covered with a layer of mist. Hearing his affectionate and warm words. I was relieved again. Thank God for giving her a new life, and thank him for always guarding her and never leaving, in this world, where to find such a gentle and affectionate person, even if she never responded, he can be persistent with him and follow all the way?

"Marshal, thank you! It's true...... Thank you! She blinked vigorously, trying to dispel the fog from her eyes. A look of emotion.

"Look, I really don't want to hear you say those three words, I don't mind if you change to the other three!" Sensing that she might be in some kind of emotion, he used words to divert her, and at the same time squeezed her little hand, urging, "Come, let me hear a word?" ”

"What did you say?" Compared to his cheekiness, she looks very awkward. Besides, if you talk too much and indiscriminately, you will be numb and have no feeling, and you will still do it occasionally, which is more precious and fresh. "Don't make a fuss. I'm serious with you! ”

"Okay, you say, I'll listen! But. With me by your side, don't be sad. No cocooning, no pessimism. He looked at her with a straight face. Solemnly said, "If you still feel sad and sad with me, I will feel that it is my sin!" ”

The future was touched by his affectionate and warm words, and she couldn't help but feel soft in her heart, and those memories that made her low and painful when she thought about it seemed to be less oppressive and heavy.

Perhaps, she was reborn and came back just to meet him? How glad she was to have him in this life, if she didn't know him, or if he hadn't been by her side, she didn't know who to trust and who to find to face with her.

"Marshal, how about we have a little wine?" She turned and walked towards the room, where there was still beer in the refrigerator that the marshal hadn't finished drinking. Although she was in front of someone she trusted, she felt that she still needed a little courage to tell the unbearable past.

"I'll go get it!" He got ahead of her, rushed to the kitchen, and came out with two beers.

Sitting down opposite each other at the table, opening the can, Mirai first drank a sigh of relief, as if filling her cowardly soul with courage, she said with difficulty: "Actually, I am not an orphan......

"I know the way!" He nodded, "I can probably guess your situation." Actually, for so many years, you have been reluctant to accept me, and I can basically guess the reason. Because you are abandoned by your loved ones, you force yourself to be ruthless, you are afraid of being let down, you are full of suspicion of everyone, you only believe in yourself. ”

"Did you study psychology? Can you see that too? In the future, because of his analysis, it became a little easier, "Then guess what, how many brothers and sisters do I have, and how many am I?" ”

"According to my guess, you have at least three children in your family, and the last one must be a boy, you shouldn't be the oldest, you should be the second child!" He guessed.

"How did you guess?" For this answer that is not far away, the future really admires his IQ.

"The countryside is basically like this, my grandmother's house is also in the countryside, I often go back to the countryside to play, and the phenomenon of preference for sons over daughters in the countryside is very serious." He shrugged, as if expressing frustration at reality. "Alright, you go on!"

In the future, she raised her head and took another sip of beer, which was as bland and tasteless as boiled water to her in her previous life as a public relations person at the wine table.

"I have four siblings in my family, and I am the third. In front of me are the eldest sister Meng Yizhu and the second sister Meng Yiqiao, my name is Meng Yihui......"

"So your name is Meng Yihui......" he muttered to himself, chewing on her name.

"My eldest sister, forget it, let's call her by her name! Meng Yizhu, the eldest daughter of the Meng family, gathered the advantages of her parents, was born beautiful and smart, after graduating from junior high school, she was admitted to the best high school in our local county with excellent results, everyone envied her parents for being blessed, and her daughter must have a future in the future, and she will be able to make her parents happy. Her parents have a light on their faces, and they also hope that a golden phoenix can fly out of the mountain nest, in order to support Yizhu to go to school well, they have worked tirelessly to raise three pigs, and Meng Yiqiao and I have to cut pigweed every day for these pigs, when I Chinese New Year's Eve, it was dark, I was still wearing cloth shoes, my shoes were soaked with dew, my hands were red from the cold, and in the rape field full of fat grass, holding a sickle, cutting pigweed inch by inch......"

The various aspects of her previous life, to this day, are still vivid in her eyes and clearly engraved in her heart.

"The future ......" He couldn't help but reach out and gently hold her hand, hoping to give her strength and comfort. It's all gone, and suffering only makes you stronger, and that's your intangible wealth. ”

"I seem to be crooked, actually, I didn't mean to show you my suffering." The future got rid of his emotions and smiled self-deprecatingly, "When I was fourteen years old, the year you and I met for the first time, Meng Yizhu got the admission letter from Xichuan University, and I heard that the tuition fee needs three or four thousand, and the living expenses need to be prepared for two thousand yuan, and about six thousand yuan need to be prepared. At that time, the pigs had not yet been slaughtered, and it was the time when the green and yellow were not harvested, and the family could not come up with so much money for a while. Guess how they solved the money problem later? ”

Do you still need to guess? He had already seen the rest with his own eyes.

"Future!" He stood up, walked up to her, turned her chair to face him, and he crouched down and looked up at her, feeling heartache for her. "I take back what I said before, and please keep your secret! Just let it rot over the years, and don't turn it out and make yourself sad again. Shall we forget all the things that we were unhappy about before? ”

"How can you forget all those pains and humiliations?" She shook her head, unable to hold back her tears, "Do you know the truth? In order to raise money, they sold me to human traffickers, and when I resisted, Meng Yizhu was behind me and beat me unconscious with a stick. ”

"Huh?" The marshal, apparently taken aback by the news, stood up sharply and indignantly accused, "How can she do this? Why did she do that? It's too much! I've never seen such a selfish and ugly person! ”

Seeing that he was upset and hated for her, his heart was warm in the future.

"Really, how could this happen?" He crouched down again, and caressed her knee with pity, as if to soothe all the sorrow in her heart. "We met too late, I should have met you sooner, so that such a tragedy would not have happened. At that time, I heard that everyone was deceived without knowing the truth, but they just wanted to recruit workers for the factory and pay them in advance, but I really didn't expect the truth to be like this! Your parents, how can they be so partial, and how can they bear it? You are so smart and capable, how can they be willing to do it?! ”

"I used to be just a stupid girl, I wasn't smart at all, and I couldn't match the ability." She sighed, her stomach full of sadness turned into two lines of tears, and she was abandoned by her biological parents, which has always been the biggest pain in her life. "In the past, such as dying yesterday, I changed my name, hoping that I would not remember the past events that made me sad and painful, and I wanted to train myself to be a calm and self-controlled person, even if I accidentally met them again one day, I could be indifferent. In fact, last year, I had already met Meng Yiqiao, the second daughter of the Meng family, she was in the city of the future, and when I saw her, I was quite calm. I also tried to find her, wanting to know more about the future situation of the Meng family, but I didn't see it by mistake, and then I was busy, so I forgot about it. ...... to this day"

She paused, poured another sip of beer into her mouth, and drank it into her mouth along with the tears that flowed. He got up and pulled out two napkins, and gently wiped away the tears on her face, with indescribable pity and distress in his heart: "In the future, don't cry, the people who let you down are not worthy of your tears for them." I only allow you to shed tears because of joy, happiness and emotion, but not because of sadness. Your unfortunate experience is over, and from now on you will live tenfold and hundredfold happy, and you will be happy and proud to show them, and let them know how foolish it is to abandon you in the first place, and you will laugh and watch them cry, and keep them awake every night because of regret. In this world's most beautiful and smartest future, how could someone have eyes and ignore gold and jade, and sell you for a mere 6,000 yuan? I can't bear it, I really want to burst into foul language! (To be continued......)

PS: I wish you all a happy Dragon Boat Festival! This somewhat sad chapter seems to come a little out of place, so let's watch it after the holiday......