"You know he's such a person, and you don't mind?" Old man Zhang blocked his throat in one breath, he couldn't go up or down, he originally thought that she was deceived, and he also collected a lot of his crimes, wanting her to recognize his true face, but he didn't expect that she always knew.

"No one is perfect, you think I'm good, he's bad, his family may think he's good, I'm not worthy of him......"

"They dare!" Old Man Zhang said angrily, "Even people as picky as your Grandpa Zhou like you, they think you're not good because they're blind." ”

"What's good? What's bad? There is no fixed standard, it's just a matter of spending your own eyes. ”

"Are you determined to be with him?" The anger in Old Man Zhang's eyes dissipated, and all that was left was helplessness.

"I can't promise anything too far away, I just feel at ease with him." She has never been in love, and she doesn't know what it's like to be in love, but the kind of red heartbeat that Fang Xinlan said before, like an electric shock, she always felt that it was unlikely to appear on her.

"It's just reassuring and relaxing?" Old Man Zhang breathed a sigh of relief, it didn't sound too serious, there was no feeling of loving to death, and not marrying, which means that there is still salvation, "Can't we give you this feeling?" ”

"I can't." She didn't hesitate for half a second, the source of selfishness in her bones is insecurity, in her previous life, since her grandfather died, until this life, all she can rely on is herself, no one can bring her this sense of peace of mind and relaxation.

Perhaps this feeling is normal in the eyes of ordinary people, an ordinary girl with loving parents. Sincere friends, and even a few big brothers next door who care about her, they can all bring this peace of mind and relaxation.

But this feeling is extremely luxurious for her, before him, she didn't dare to slack off for a moment, her absurd father, her seemingly shrewd but actually stupid mother, and a pair of younger siblings who relied on her, the Fang family, who was full of calculations all the time, were powerless to the Zhang family. What is more important is your future and future. She had to fight and keep moving forward.

On the way forward, she didn't have the energy to enjoy the sweetness of family and friendship, so she had feelings for Yan Yue. It's also so mixed. Even she couldn't figure out whether it was family, friendship or love. Or all three.

"You don't feel a trace of ease and peace of mind at your grandfather's house?" Old Man Zhang felt a big blow.

"There's no way I'm going to hide behind you all the time." She told her frankly that she knew very well that her uncle Zhang Qi had a deep prejudice against her, and his current tolerance was only for the sake of Old Man Zhang's face. If one day Old Man Zhang leaves, the backer behind Zhang Yun will not be so strong, and she sees this more deeply than Zhang Yun.

Because no one can be her solid backing and support, and no one can be her harbor of anchorage, she can have the courage to keep moving forward until she meets him.

Maybe they didn't notice it, her state of mind has already changed unconsciously, she began to learn to believe in a person, rely on a person, has always been accustomed to taking her fate in her own hands, began to be willing to entrust him with a lot of things, now she is no longer a racing horse that must keep running forward, but can stop and look at the scenery leisurely, concentrate on what she likes to do, those troublesome and complicated things, naturally he helps her take care of it clearly.

Old man Zhang's face was clearly disappointed, but he had to admit that what she said was not wrong at all, he was indeed not her long-term dependence, one day in the future he would be gone, if there was no strong backing, maybe she would be gnawed by the hungry wolves of the Fang family, especially now that the third room is a good situation full of flowers, I don't know what the people in those rooms will be jealous of, but the third room does not have the strength to hold all this.

From this point of view, Yan Yue is indeed their best backing, but can someone like him give her happiness?

"He's notorious, so don't you worry he's just playing?" Old Man Zhang's anger gradually receded, replaced by worry.

"Although he has a bad reputation, I haven't heard of him being involved with any woman."

Old man Zhang was a little embarrassed, most of those rumors said that his life was depraved and erosive, but he had never touched a man or woman, it was rumored that he couldn't be humane at all, but how could he talk about such a thing with a yellow flower girl like Fang Zixuan?

Maybe it's better not to say it, maybe the two will break up not long after, and his granddaughter won't suffer at that time.

"It's come to this point, if I say more and do more, I'll be really stubborn." Old man Zhang feels that he has said what he should say and done, she has never been a foolish person, and he is willing to talk to him openly and honestly today, which can be regarded as untying his knot, as for whether the final outcome between them is good or bad, he doesn't know, but he can feel that in this relationship, I am afraid she is the one who dominates.

With this cognition, his mood unconsciously improved a lot, he didn't care what Yan Yue's plan was, it was only his precious granddaughter who was hurt in the end.

"Thank you, grandpa." Knowing that Old Man Zhang's attitude had loosened, Fang Zixuan also showed a shallow smile.

"You're still going to have to smile more." He sighed with emotion, in his impression, she hadn't laughed much, obviously she was just a girl less than twenty years old, so stiff face, how heart-wrenching.

"I will." She nodded, but her smile didn't last.

Thinking of the psychiatrist's judgment of her personality disorder, a hidden worry surfaced in his heart, not only for her love partner, but also for her ability to fall in love.

I haven't found any signs of deterioration in her condition over the years, and she is wise and foolish, making him think that such a judgment must be a misdiagnosis by the doctor, but her appearance in love makes the worries buried deep in his heart resurface.

Most people with personality disorders are extremely cold to love, where does she look like a girl in love? I'm afraid that a man in love is more passionate than her.

From beginning to end, when she talked about Yan Yue, neither her facial expression nor her voice tone had too many ups and downs, as if she was stating an objective fact, does she really have the ability to fall in love?

At this moment, he really hoped that Yan Yue would have the ability to make her fall in love with him, at least to prove that she was a normal person.

"Since you have decided to be with him, I will not hinder you, I just hope that you can have a happy relationship." Old man Zhang said sincerely.

Fang Zixuan glanced at him with some doubts, the old man's attitude before and after changed too quickly, she didn't think that her eloquence was so good, not to mention that she hadn't said a few words at all.

When Zhang Yun received a call from Fang Zipeng and hurried back from the capital, everything had already settled.

"Your grandfather didn't say anything?" She looked at her daughter suspiciously.

"Didn't say anything." Fang Zixuan packed her luggage, "Mom, this is for you." ”

Zhang Yun looked at the small cardboard box she held to her with some emotion, which was filled with all kinds of skin care products and nutritional products, this was the first time her daughter gave her a gift, "Our Zixuan has grown up, is sensible, and knows how to honor her mother." ”

Fang Zixuan didn't expect Zhang Yun to be so excited, these things were not precious to Zhang Yun, but she was as happy as receiving a rare treasure.

It turned out that this was the first time she sent something to her, for so many years, Zhang Yun has been worried about their sister and brother, and most of the booty that goes out every time they go out is for them, and almost everything about her clothes, bags and shoes is taken care of by her, but they have never reciprocated her.

If Yan Yue hadn't prepared the gifts of relatives and friends for her, she wouldn't have remembered to bring her a gift at all.

She lowered her head a little abruptly, and her voice was dry, "Mom, we will be filial to you in the future." ”

"Okay, okay, Mom is waiting to enjoy the blessings of your sister and brother." Zhang Yun's voice trembled with excitement, her marriage was not smooth in her life, and she was wronged in her in-law's family, if it weren't for this pair of competing children, she didn't know how to live this life.

Zhang Yun handed the gift to Sister Ying, and then looked at Fang Zixuan seriously, "Your grandfather really didn't embarrass you?" ”

"Nope."

Zhang Yun's hand unconsciously touched his face, although the palm print was gone, but the scar on his heart was always there, "He really loves you, your uncle and I have been taught a lesson before, Songwen still doesn't dare to go home, we all thought that you would definitely have a bad time coming back this time, but I didn't expect his old man to be too eccentric, and the whole family was tossed by him so badly, I didn't expect you to come back and say a few words to him, and he would be fine, the difference is too big." ”

Because it is his own daughter, Zhang Yun naturally won't mind, but is a little happy, Zhang Qi's family won't think so, they were scolded for Fang Zixuan's matter, but the people concerned didn't have anything to do, and a few words gently and skillfully made Old Man Zhang smile, how to balance their hearts?

"By the way, your grandfather asked you to go back to the old mansion for dinner on the weekend." Zhang Yun couldn't hide his joy, "Fang Ziying and Xiang Yang will also come at that time." ”

"Don't they live in the capital?" Not long after Fang Ziying got married, she did not attend her wedding abroad at that time, but I heard Fang Xinlan say that the scene was luxurious and grand, which made many unmarried women in S Province envious.

"I just came back from my honeymoon," Zhang Yun's smile was a little weird, and he lowered his voice, "I probably heard about you and Yan Yue, and came back to probe your tone." ”

"How would they know?" She frowned, she had never been in contact with the Xiangyang couple, and she didn't think that it was necessary to tell the world if she fell in love. (To be continued......)