112. Chapter 112

"Just because of me, a wife who came out of nowhere, you chose me without hesitation. Seriously, wouldn't you regret it? Zhao Ji's eyes were large and clear, and he looked at him quietly.

When Qin Youchen heard this, his eyebrows raised slightly, and he pursed the corners of his mouth: "Zhao Ji, you are so stupid, how did I fall in love with you in the first place?" ”

He adjusted his sitting posture and helped her tuck the corners of the quilt before he continued: "You have asked tentatively over and over again, aren't you really afraid that I will turn my head and walk away after listening to your concerns?" ”

"Will you?" She stared at him intently, her expression very serious.

Qin Youchen was a little stunned when he saw her like that, this woman was afraid from the bottom of her heart that she would leave. But stubbornly just don't say it. Speaking of which, what kind of life has she lived in the two years since he disappeared? It seems that Zhang Yifeng has been taking care of it. Zhang Yifeng, who was a proud man, was willing to take care of her like that without return. Do you want to be able to impress her with these efforts?

In the past two years, has she always been unmoved by Zhang Yifeng's dedication?

Qin Youchen asked, "How did the two of us get along in the past?" Zhao Ji, do you love me? My husband, who has been separated for two years, has finally returned to you, and I should be very happy, why do I feel that you are so calm? The attitude towards me is still so tepid. Zhao Ji, aren't you happy that I'm back? Because I messed up your relationship with Zhang Yifeng? ”

"Zhang Yifeng?" Zhao Ji was stunned and frowned: "What are you talking nonsense!" ”

"Or else? Your reaction is so abnormal. What a wife should look like. ”

"Qin Youchen." She called him solemnly: "I was originally such a person, if you are not satisfied, you can leave, you don't have to use words to stimulate me like this." ”

"What's wrong with you?" Qin Youchen frowned puzzledly: "I just asked the doubts in my heart, and you are going to drive me out." Isn't that too unreasonable? You were originally such a person, and I don't understand more and more how I fell in love with you in the first place. ”

He said to himself, and when he finished speaking, he saw Zhao Ji's surprised and hurt expression, and suddenly realized how much he had hurt her by what he had just said. Secretly blame yourself. I want to apologize, but I don't know what to say.

Zhao Ji's expression at this time was as if he had nothing to do, and he didn't speak, and lay down sideways. She turned off the light on the bedside table and covered half of her face with the quilt.

Qin Youchen was at a loss and patted her on the shoulder, but there was no response. Looking at her thin back quietly, as if seeing an injured kitten, the self-blame in his heart made him murmur, "I'm sorry......"

Zhao Ji couldn't hear it. Although she couldn't hear it, he repeated it and muttered it again. It seemed that in that case, his heart would feel better.

I dried my hair in a daze and lay down with it.

In the dark world, there are "other half" lying beside them, listening to each other's subtle breathing, which is a very wonderful feeling. The lamp at Qin Youchen's end was on, shining through, and the figure of a person lying on the bed was projected on the wall, and the two overlapped, looking natural and intimate. Zhao Ji looked at the shadow, and had a very strange feeling in his heart.

When I was with Youchen at the beginning, I was actually very happy for a short time. But the sense of security he gave himself was long-lasting.

Standing today and looking at the past, people are still around, but two years have passed. And he had forgotten what they had done. It saddened her. In fact, when he came back, why wasn't she excited and happy? But more than that, it was the fear that he would disappear from his eyes again. After having lost his memory, will he stay by his side as he did in the past? And she, who is deaf, really has the confidence to bring him happiness?

"Youchen." She suddenly called his name, it was very natural, her voice was soft and nice, she held his hand, she closed her eyes tightly, plucked up her courage, and shouted: "Youchen, Youchen, Youchen......"

She didn't say anything, just called his name over and over again, every time she screamed, she felt a little more affectionate and attached, her voice was slightly choked, and the person she had been looking forward to for two years really appeared in front of her at this moment, lying on her side, within reach. However, she couldn't say joy, she couldn't say sweetness, but felt panicked, so sad that she wanted to cry. The pain of lovesickness in the past two years, all kinds of sadness turned over and over in her chest, making her uncomfortable. Ever since she saw him again, she has been suppressing and suppressing constantly, however, how can she suppress it!

"Youchen ......"

She screamed, tears falling from her eyes, as if she wanted to pour out all the emotions that had accumulated in her heart for two years, and kept crying. His shoulders trembled, and his lips pursed. Looking at the beloved man in front of him, tears rained down.

Qin Youchen was shocked when he heard her call herself like this, looking at her trembling back, he knew that she was crying silently, and something in her heart was suddenly knocked over by someone, and it was a mess. Although it was chaos, he was calm. At this time, she is fragile, so fragile. He stretched out a hand and wanted to touch her back, he seemed to know that she was crying for something, and because of this seemed to know that she was crying, the sudden distress was incomprehensible.

"Youchen, I'm so scared ......" she finally said it.

His eyes narrowed, a pair of hands stretched out, instinctively hugged her from behind, hugged her tightly, kept hugging her into his arms, as if he wanted to use his solid embrace to give her the most comprehensive world and give her warmth. No anxiety, no loneliness, no sadness......

How much love can be suppressed so hard. How much love can be so self-contained. At this moment, he deeply realized that this woman was in love with him. He pursed his lips, for the first time since his amnesia, he had a real sense of belonging, and for the first time he felt that he was real. For someone, it really exists and has value.

"Youchen...... Don't leave...... Don't leave me again. She choked. Turning around to feel his embrace, she shrank into his arms, looked up, and looked at him with blurred tears in her eyes.

Those eyes were earnest and sincere, and Qin Youchen was touched by it. He held her face and whispered, "Silly woman, I'm sorry. I've hurt you. ”

He lowered his head and kissed her.

How amazing, obviously forgetting all the memories. But in front of this woman, he can instinctively react many times. She cried, and he was distressed. She was sad, and he was soft-hearted. When she smiles, he is in a happy mood. How so? Is it predestined? Qin Youchen didn't understand. But he knew that even if he had amnesia, he would definitely easily fall in love with her again.

Is this destined to be in love?