Chapter 32: The Night of Tutoring (6)
“…… Never mind. ”
Yuki replied softly.
Because it's nothing.
Because in this world, only loss is painful, and not having it is just a pity, and it is not something to be sad about.
Moreover, it is not the first time she has lost an important person.
She will miss it, she will imagine whether her distant friends are soon, but she will not think about what kind of person this father she has never met, after all, there is no point in thinking about it.
Only a little embarrassed: "However, a long time ago there was no life without a father...... Wouldn't you be happy? ”
"It's ordinary."
This is Yuki's answer.
Ten years into this world, it took her some work to get used to it.
When she first arrived, she couldn't help crying, but as a child, she hid her mood very well, until she grew up and became a big child who couldn't cry at will.
Because she was afraid that the previous things would be repeated, she chose to understate the relationship with everyone, and it was not without children who wanted to be friends with her in elementary school, but she was estranged from all boys, and made friendship superficial with girls.
Maybe it can be considered intimate, only Takemiya Assuna and Minamizato Motori.
Only after high school did I miscalculate.
The light sound department is really a very warm place, so warm that she doesn't want to leave, so warm that it's like going back to the past, a simple department, a tea table made of desks, and a very intoxicating cake, which makes her almost forget her original intention.
At this time, Wei also suddenly spoke up: "Speaking of which, I feel that Xiao You usually doesn't talk much, and in addition to being with Nanli classmates after class, he is eating snacks in the light sound department." Why don't you talk to people more? ”
Yuki turned over and said, "...... No, there is still normal communication. ”
"Really?"
Only blink.
Yuki pulled down his eyelids, but because his back was to Yui, he couldn't see each other's expressions: "...... Speaking of which, isn't Sister Wei too, usually always so-so and rough, and no one will like it if it's always like this, right? ”
“…… Is that so! ”
Yuki couldn't help but feel powerless about Yui's frequent disconnection: "What are you surprised about!" ”
Yui explained: "But ...... When I was in junior high school, I didn't say that, but after I entered high school, Mio, Xiaoli, and Ritsu ......."
"This is different from person to person."
Yuki couldn't help but sigh: "Actually, most people prefer a steady and reliable character, right?" ”
"Like Xiaolu?"
Yuki closed his eyes: "Where can that messy minister be linked to this word?" ”
"So Xiaoxiao?"
Yuki couldn't help but veto: "It's enough to be stable, but it's ...... reliable"
Yui seemed to be entangled in this question, so after thinking for a few seconds, he suddenly came up with this answer: "...... The Minister of the Tea Ceremony Department? ”
One word that made Yuki shudder.
The last time I went to the tea ceremony department, it left a shadow on her, and the head of the tea ceremony department, who can be said to be a "feminist who likes children", has a mature and stable shell on the surface, but the contents inside are absolutely terrible.
So she wanted to say something and stopped, but finally nodded symbolically in agreement: "Probably...... bar. ”
"Do you want to be like that......
Yui couldn't help but start fantasizing about himself.
What if she became a mature and stable person?
I no longer need my sister's worries, I no longer need the attention of my childhood friends, and I will become a respected person in the whole school......
After a long silence, she finally came to this conclusion: "...... It's a little hard. ”
Yuki sighed, "Where the hell have you fantasized?" ”
Yui laughed a little embarrassedly, but suddenly concluded, "But...... I think no matter what kind of personality it is, if you try to get along with others, you will definitely be accepted, right? ”
“…… Nothing to do with personality? ”
Touched to the heart by such a sentence, Yuki couldn't help but say, "I know this...... But what if you are accepted? ”
Yes, the second disease can be accepted, nonsense can also be accepted, bad words can be accepted, and clumsiness can still be accepted.
“…… No matter how good the relationship is when you are together, you will eventually separate, and when you are separated, the better it is, the more heartache it will be, and when time erases the pain, former friends have become passers-by, right? ”
Time erases never the pain, it just makes people forget the beauty of the pain.
She held back the sourness that rose from the depths of her heart, and continued to whisper: "So, if you weren't friends from the beginning, if you didn't know each other from the beginning, wouldn't it be easy to say goodbye with a smile when you separated?" ”
Yui asked suspiciously, "...... Is it? ”
A few words made Wei widen his eyes slightly, but after all, a qiē could only become helpless: "...... Sister Wei, I haven't experienced parting yet. ”
"No, it's just that I think...... Not necessarily, right? ”
Only turned over and continued: "I may be very sad if I am separated from everyone in the light sound department, but no matter where I go in the future, this memory will always accompany me, although I can't play the guitar now, but because of the memories with everyone, I will continue to work hard, even if I can't drink tea together like this, but I will never forget every afternoon like this." ”
She hooked the corners of her mouth slightly, revealing a smile that was a little leisurely as usual, but unexpectedly firm: "Because the time with everyone has already passed, no matter what, it will not disappear!" ”
Yuki's eyes were closed, and his mind was in turmoil.
She rolled over and faced the ceiling as well: "But if you can't continue to be together, it will still be painful, right?" ”
"Huh? Why do you have to be so pessimistic? ”
Yui turned his head in confusion and looked at Yuki: "It's not okay if you weaken your momentum at this time!" If you don't believe it, who else will believe it? ”
Yuki was finally speechless.
Maybe this sentence touched her, but it didn't show it.
She just slowly held the hand that was close to the back of her hand.
It was an action she had wanted to do to another person, but she would never be able to.
There were no fireworks or temple fairs on this night, she just felt this warmth after many years, and showed a somewhat relieved expression.
If it's just a little bit of warmth here, it's okay, right?
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