When I saw Meng Fei again, his demeanor and temperament were a little different from before, but I couldn't tell what was different, I always felt that he was weird. It wasn't until we finished the conversation that I understood why he had changed this way.

"Pretty good, huh?"

I took the phone and said, at the moment, the guard and discipline, locked the door of Meng Fei's room, did not listen to the conversation between me and him, and gave a relatively relaxed space for conversation.

"Very good!! Work every day until you don't want to move at all! Eat something at night, lie down and go to sleep! Hehe! Meng Fei replied with a smile.

“…… Tired? I'm looking for you a relationship, go somewhere easier? I asked with concern.

"Don't, it's fine now! In this, you can't be too idle! Meng Fei hurriedly stopped and said.

After I listened, I was silent for a long time, frowned and replied: "I came out one step late, and I didn't help you ......!" ”

"Nannan, I'm glad you're inside!! Otherwise, I may not even have a chance to atone for my sins! Meng Fei paused, shook his head and said.

"Atonement??" I was stunned for a moment, feeling that what he said was a little inexplicable.

“…… South-South! We've been out together for about seven or eight years, right?! I've never been so relaxed as I am now, chatting with you in such a calm tone, really! Meng Fei looked at me and said sincerely.

"Why do you seem to be ......!" I'm halfway there.

"I'm a little more honest than I used to be, am I? Ha ha! Meng Fei smiled.

“……！” I didn't speak, so I acquiesced.

"Nannan! I've been in your place, and what happened to you has happened to me! So, I know you better than anyone else!! ”

"What do you want to say?" I looked at him, frowned, and asked.

"The road is not right, go down any further, you will be as ...... as me!" Meng Fei replied softly.

My brow furrowed even tighter.

"Sitting in the position of the two of us, the early stage is enjoyment, the middle stage is apprehension, and the later stage is torment!! You'll watch friends pop up next to you, and then you'll be drinking, chatting, and walking side by side. But in the end, you will watch them "leave" one by one, and one by one they will never be heard from again...... You're anxious, sad, and there's nothing you can do...... Perhaps, among the people who left, some of them were ...... you sent him away with your own hands! ”

It didn't take long for Meng Fei to come in, and the sentence for squatting was not as long as mine, but it seemed that suddenly his thinking had a new improvement, and he became very quiet, but it was not superficial.

This state of thinking has nothing to do with IQ, and it has little to do with ordinary experience. This feeling is only felt after being completely hopeless in life, suffering a major blow, and rekindling hope and getting back on your feet.

"Huh! Am I getting chattering? Meng Fei asked me.

"Well, sort of!"

I smiled and nodded.

"Nannan! I got out of prison, and I don't know when! But I hope you can come and see me once a year!! Because, I really don't want you to be like me! When you step into this iron door, you can remember what you did wrong, what kind of interests you have offended, and what kind of friends you have given up......! Meng Fei looked at me and said seriously.

“…… Well, I understand! I nodded earnestly.

"When are you going to get married?!" Meng Fei probably felt that the topic was a bit heavy, so he diverted the topic and asked with a smile.

"It should have been over, but didn't I have an accident in the middle? This just came out, and I don't know what other people's parents think! It's over, let's talk about it!! I replied truthfully.

"Let's finish it early!! Sooner to have a baby...... Don't live for yourself, think about the nearest person around you! Fortunately, Xinxin gave birth to a son for me, we are about the same, and I am almost thirty, and when I go out, I will be at least forty or fifty years old...... Then...... My parents, I don't know if I'm gone, if I don't have this grandson, by their side...... I can't imagine how they're going to live! ”

Meng Fei said to me in a flat tone, and he was not so emotional that he shed tears, because he had already survived the most difficult time. The fantasy point is that he has attained nirvana, removed the dirt from his previous body, and has lived with a clear conscience since then.

I looked at him and felt a lot of emotion for a while. This used to be a master who messed with a lot of teeth, and it was often difficult for others to change things once they decided. But now that I've been squatting for so many days, why has it completely changed?!

He gives people a very healthy, relaxed, and casual feeling, although there is no end in sight to the sentence, he seems to be full of infinite good expectations for life and family.

His words were unfocused, and there was no experience to talk about, but they had a crucial impact on me. To put it mildly, during this period, Meng Fei was like a Buddha, constantly trying to surpass me, the "evil ghost", tirelessly chattering, but every time I listened very seriously. There are some things, the old immortal can't persuade me, but Meng Fei can persuade me, I don't know why, it's so weird!

Maybe it's really like what Meng Fei said, the one who understands my difficulties the most may be him. No matter how good the old fairy is with me, even if he is conjoined, then he is not in my place, so I can't think about what I think.

Later, in the words of the old immortal, without Meng Fei in the later stage, you don't know how much you will suffer! Yes, he made atonement!

As the sun set, I left the reception hall, and I vaguely remembered the last words Meng Fei said to me.

"There was a day when I convinced myself that I didn't want to do it! We must withdraw decisively...... It is even more decisive to ...... Sacrificing something, that's what Lord Wei's dad told me, but I didn't do it! ”

I understood all of Meng Fei's words, but I didn't understand this sentence too much, and I didn't understand what sacrifice he was referring to!!

However, when I came to my senses, I was in a state of struggle, and I didn't know what to do.

……

The car slowly drove back to the city, and when it reached the middle of the national highway, there was a sudden traffic jam ahead, because there were many taxis, which came out of the dirt road and then scattered and fled.

A few of us pulled out our heads in curiosity and swept outside. I saw an army green domineering, parked on the dirt road, a young man with a bag and a white coat, pointing to several cars pulling the earthwork below and scolding: ". You. Mother!! The circle I draw, the soil is mine! It's not good for you to take a single piece of grass!! Go back and tell the five fat sons, swords, guns, swords, halberds, axes, hooks and forks, I will practice him! ”

Below, six or seven drivers who were smashed into the dirt pit, accompanied by three or four young men, covered in blood, did not say a word.

"Gone!"

The young man in the white coat waved his big hand, directly took the four people next to him, sat on the army green domineering, and then fled with the taxi convoy.

"Who is this?? So lawless? Ma Xiaoyou blinked and rushed to Hui and asked.

“…… His name is Xue Yu, and he is the brother of Xiaoer and Yuanyang!! It's been more than a year, and it's been a lot of fun! ”

Before Xiang Hui could speak, a taxi driver who was also blocked next to him was smoking a cigarette and interjected casually.

"Nobody's in charge?" Ma Xiaoyou asked puzzled.

"There's something to do with it later!! This is also fucking Xiao Hei, Qin Wantian, and Dai Fat are gone! Or, can it be their turn, Niu B coaxed?! If there is no money in H City, there will be more tiger B! This is not to provoke the stubble, kick the stubble, take a beating, and be honest! The driver calmly commented.

“…… What, he offended you? Xiang Hui looked at the driver and asked puzzled.

"I'm a rental, and I can't get along with them, so what's not to offend! It's just that these people are not benevolent! For the sake of B money, dare to do anything! Last year's demolition, the old man and the old lady were all tidy, how could they be as particular about the old social brothers??! The driver replied again.

When we heard this, we didn't squeak anymore, and the taxi in front of us also ran away, and the master next to us overtook us with a foot on the accelerator.

P.S.: This chapter is a bit depressing, I owe a chapter today, and I'll pay it back another day!