Chapter 289: The Lonely Narrator

All narrators are lonely.

Loneliness forms a unique private world, allowing the mind to gallop freely, for the lonely to guess and taste another artistic conception alone. This kind of loneliness will also become a kind of yearning and longing.

Originally, I should have stopped writing, but I didn't expect that the book looked at the wind and the shadow of a fictional extremely beautiful woman, whose life experience was sympathetic but went astray, by mistake, from acquaintance to confidant, it was put aside, but unexpectedly, it was in response to the statement that the characters in the book also have spirituality, she actually said to Wu Weidao in reality, I don't agree to write me like this. The characters in the book are so sensitive, which both surprised and embarrassed him. Continue to write and become a confidant, after all, because of the limitations of the identity situation, there are unsatisfactory points. At this time, the chatters saw the content of the chat between him and Yue Qifeng, and asked him relentlessly, in order to end this chat life, he categorically said that the elite group will show Xiàn and release amazing wisdom and energy in terms of self-protection and legitimization of their own behavior and interests, and we must learn the ability to do our own things well, and we must not be confused and misunderstand our own affairs. This is a heavenly opportunity, and it can be stopped in moderation. The chatters listened to this and went away happily. He also turned his energies to his own creations.

Wu Wei originally thought that when writing a novel, he could pick up themes everywhere and interpret them at will, less deliberate and more comfortable, allowing his thoughts to stretch out like vines. In the stretch, there may be a collision with some unsolvable problems, the collision has the feeling of collision, and the artistic conception of alienation has alienation. Collision and alienation seem to be the two balance points of life, if you do not grasp the balance between these two balance points, only know the sound of collision, do not know the artistic conception of alienation. The collision becomes a hard kneading, there is no space, the mind is difficult to stretch, the experience is contracted, and more human scenery cannot be appreciated. It will inevitably become cruel torture. It's better to stay distanced. Not that is, not separated, not far or close, not deep or shallow, not close and not alienated, is the state of alienation. Only by being close but remaining alienated, and not losing the tendency to be close in the midst of alienation, can we enjoy and taste the beauty generated by that distance. Now there is her intentional intervention, which is not true, but it is more powerful than the truth that drives him to continue the narrative, and there is more speculation in the narrative. The character has its own logic, specific to her, how this logic should be displayed, how to write to meet her wishes, for him it has become providence. Be able to get hints from the characters in the book. He realizes that it is too important, and he is determined not to live up to her expectations.

Wu Wei has become a lonely narrator again. On the surface, he likes to be noisy, but in fact, what he likes is to be alone. The loneliness of being alone brought him a different scenery of the world.

Passive solitude makes people feel the coldness and snobbery of the world; Active solitude can make people appreciate the contempt and transcendence of the fetters of secular power; Whether passive or active, solitude will produce the convergence and restraint of introverted thoughts, and as a result, the thoughts and ideas that are scattered, contradictory, and dissociated in one's own heart. In the process of repulsion and compatibility, pain is generated, and the inner power of purification and expulsion is formed. Alone is the charm of remarkable loneliness. Loneliness becomes appreciation. It becomes a choice because of appreciation. Loneliness has become the hard work of purifying the mind and sublimating the spirit. If you want to make a difference in life, you must first practice sitting and meditation, you must endure loneliness, and then you must be one with loneliness. Realize the regeneration of life and move towards new glory.

The literary mood described in One Hundred Years of Solitude may have been the same as the human scene a few years ago. In more distant ancient times, it may have been just a seabed, the distant ancestor of life. He imagined that after the disappearance of human beings, it would only take tens of thousands of years for nature to erase a trace of human activity on the earth. In the past, there were many living beings on the earth, but they couldn't leave any traces because of too much time, and even if they wanted to leave anything, they were gently erased by the hand of nature. Today's human beings use curiosity to deliberately seek clues of life, and extend such curious tentacles to the universe. The thought that the present will be erased, and the careful construction of the present will eventually be erased without leaving a trace. No wonder the proposition of timely pleasure is so ingrained and rock-solid. There is no reason not to be pessimistic, or even pessimistic, about the distant future. The one qiē in the pen is also like the existence of facts, the boundary between the two storage is blurred and artificially delineated. The deliberate spirit of the pen and the stubbornness and deliberateness of the facts, I did not expect to narrate such a sharp confrontation scene, so as to comfort the lonely narrator.

Wu Wei often imagines that in the land where he lived, what creatures had lived, would they study, work, and live like them, whether there were rich and poor men and women, there were monks at home, there were joys, sorrows, and sorrows, and they could not escape the fate of birth, old age, sickness and death. Some people say that Christianity speaks of two worlds, and Buddhism speaks of three worlds, which is still limited to the human world. Measured by the concept of time on a large scale, life is only about getting from one point to another, and the time and distance between points become meaningful. Even if human beings invent light-speed or even faster-than-light vehicles, it will still take tens of thousands of light-years to travel in space with the human body. In the face of such a large scale of time and space, it is impossible to rely on the human body to cross it. Science fiction is popular these days. The progress of science has indeed shown a bright dawn, and we can only hope that human beings can transform into artificial intelligence.

Some people think that it is superfluous for people to come into the world. Although it is redundant, it doesn't count if you say it, and when you have the final say, it is invalid.

As a narrator, Wu Wei was hazy at first, but gradually realized that he wanted to be an excellent narrator. Inexplicable associations, absurd grafting, and baseless descriptions, but there seems to be a gravitational temptation in them that makes people indulge in this. A discoverer, he always finds a reason to be self-sufficient.

Accustomed to being poor, young children, innocent playful, poor, can not erase nature, hungry howling, freezing and crying cold, filling their stomachs only know how to play. Looking into the distance with no end in sight, hope becomes disappointment, and the accumulation of disappointment will turn into despair, extinguishing the flame of hope, and laziness will sprout and grow.

What does loneliness produce, the effort to eradicate loneliness turns out to be a boring repetition that seems meaningless, but it turns out that the best way to eliminate loneliness is to simply repeat some kind of mechanical action, and repetition will plunge people into deeper and more terrible loneliness. The boring repetition and the lonely loneliness were originally a pair of twins.

The accumulation of low self-esteem and repression can be devastating. The accumulation of self-confidence is no longer a simple self-confidence, the accumulated self-confidence is pride, and pride is self-showing in front of the public.

Wu Wei sighed that the inevitable things in life have been done enough, and in the accidental, you need to grasp it carefully. Life requires perseverance and perseverance to become a qualification. It is not difficult to condense the qualifications into qualifications, and then knead them into painstaking wisdom to develop into talents, and it is not difficult to achieve a career, but it is difficult to get the inspiration of the Creator. The light of the Creator's wisdom will always shine there, but whether or not we can illuminate our hearts and dispel the fog and darkness within it does not depend on our own efforts, and it is purely our luck that we have been able to receive that calling. Where does the wisdom of the Creator reside? In the universe, in all things, we treat everything religiously. Actively paying attention to and participating in all things increases our chances of being illuminated by the light of wisdom. It's just an opportunity. This is very similar to the Lutheran concept of God's election, and being able to be chosen by God has nothing to do with the elective person's election effort, which is entirely God's business, and it is fortunate to be chosen by God. Paul, the most important preacher of Christianity, was probably the most fortunate man to be favored by God himself. Ananda was one of the most important missionaries in Buddhism, and he possessed a miraculous memory that seemed to have come for the sake of Buddhism. If God's election is linked to the efforts of the electees, it is God's election that is the result of one's own efforts. That would be to attribute the blessing of being chosen to oneself, and that would dissolve the grace of God's election, and thus the sanctity of God. This is a warning to those who strive to be chosen by God that effort cannot be equated with being elected. Just work hard and don't expect too much. It is very important to establish this concept, do not expect too much in return, do what you do, and do what you do. Did. There is no guarantee that you will get it, and of course, don't think about what you will get if you do it. To do so is to qualify for God's election. For example, the various academic certificates and vocational qualification certificates under the same period are only alternative qualifications. The expectation is too heavy. It will tie the human heart very tightly, and the heart will lose its freedom. The Buddha warned people not to be greedy, because greed will lose the freedom of the mind. There is nothing more terrible in life than the loss of freedom of the mind.

It is not difficult for a person to achieve a career in life when he receives the instruction of others, but it is not difficult for a person to achieve great things when he receives the inspiration of the Creator. Since the Creator is omniscient and omnipotent, how can he create such a wise and flawed and even sinful human being, which requires countless sufferings and arduous efforts to transform and improve. If God exists and creates such a type of human being, it can only be said that this is a game that only God can afford, and everything is in God's control. In a game like this, there are so many Karakuri programs hidden deep in it, for people to find and guess. This is how humanity comes close to grasping God's intentions. The wonders and wonders that God has arranged are hidden in the Karakuri program, which can only be perceived and awakened by human beings.

There are countless opportunities hidden in the course of life. The search for life, the search for painstaking things, is to seek a combination with some mysterious chance. It is extremely important to associate with the people and things you are associated with. It is no wonder that a relationship with God is considered the luckiest. God, because it is formless and insubstantial, is it possible for anyone to approach it; It is precisely because of the formlessness and substance that it is not easy for people to approach, and it is a very fortunate thing to be close to God. Human beings have proximity to all things, and from the point of view of accessibility, the mystery of God has become a topic that can be pondered and compared.

The most meaningful thing in life is time, so everyone longs for health and longevity, knowing that it is impossible to live forever, but still trying to prolong life. Sooner or later, people will reach that point, when they can't enter, but they can't stop. Everyone is afraid of death, and there are times when they are not afraid of death. At the end of old age, life has a sense of completion, and the fear of death is dissolved. Life is composed of countless moments, and life may be fixed at a certain moment at any time, and the moment is the length of life, and the length of life may be located at a certain moment, and the length of life may also be stretched in an instant, or even extended to eternity. The attitude towards time is the attitude towards life. People can seize the day, day and night, or they can pass the time in helplessness. The path of time can be infinitely extended, or it can be frozen in a fortuitous moment. The path of time is the most volatile, it can

To motivate people, but also to torture people. If you leave time, people's value, wealth, resources, and emotions will be difficult to measure, even if they are measured, they will be meaningless. People, walking on the road of time, the scenery of time is infinite.

If people's efforts cannot surpass the past, it means stagnation and a decline in life. Sooner or later there will be a moment in life, has it come to that moment now? How, isn't it? Yes, there is no need to explore, return to simplicity, walk without desire, and retire after success, there is a kind of indifference and calmness, and be content with this. There is no need to be greedy and crazy about consuming time. I feel that I have the time, energy, and resources to struggle, just to be struggling and doing, and I can not ask about the result. That's life. What does it mean to be at all times? Moments have the potential to be eternal. There is no need to seek eternity in the sense of immortality, eternity actually exists in any possible moment, and every moment has the potential to solidify into eternity. The length of human life is actually made up of those moments. No matter how long the length of life is, it may be condensed and compressed into an instant, and although the moment is short, it can stretch the length of life infinitely. The most dynamic thing in life is time.

In recent years, Wu Wei has become more and more fond of the places where he once lived and worked, especially in his childhood and youth, as if he was suffering from a nostalgia for his hometown. Use the theme of super programs to express and describe the land you love, the hometown you love, the parents you love, the brothers and sisters you love, the wives and children you love, the friends you love, the profession you have been engaged in, the life you love, and the land and people that give you life, emotions, joy and hope. It is as if driven by a strong desire to write as an act of wishing. In this way, he expresses his thoughts, nostalgia, and hope for the distant future.

Life is like a piece of land, whether the land is barren and can only bring pain and sorrow to people, or whether it is rich and fertile soil that is rich in hope, happiness and joy, depending on how life acts. If you do less as a low deed or even as a negative deed, your life will become a barren land.

Life is like a boundless paradise, extending to all aspects of life in all directions, life is so rich and abundant, it is simply a rich and inexhaustible bonanza for people to develop, collect and enjoy, where the pace of life goes, where it will become a paradise.

The countryside is more deeply implicated and yearning, and no obstacle can block the attachment to the countryside. The passage of time has a natural filtering and purification, and the remaining strong love permeates the sky over the native land.

The course of life is a process of continuous sedimentation and fermentation, whether it is constantly depleting the soil or constantly adding water and nutrients, and gradually becoming a barren land where nothing can grow, or a fertile soil, a happy land that can carry happiness, joy and hope? Only fertile soil can carry the happiness, joy and hope of life, not only to nourish this life but also to future generations. Life is constantly accumulating something, constantly depositing something, constantly introspecting what new elements are added to life, regenerating new soil elements, so as not to be buried. Just as poisonous weeds can fertilize the field, every qiē of life experience can be turned into nourishment for life, enriching the content of life and nourishing life.

The different stages of life accept and carry different elements of creation. the love of parents at an early age; the brotherhood of self-sacrifice and rescue between later brothers; learn the grace of the teacher's teachings at the stage of education; the love of young couples; The workplace is the most abundant stage of life, and happiness is the eternal way of joy; The care of the dying finally dissolves the contradiction of seeking the Tao, and realizes the conversion of love under the light of the lover, and achieves eternal indifferent detachment. (To be continued......)