154. Chapter 153
Since that divorce, Ziyu seems to be completely iron-hearted.
began to refuse to cook at home, refused to get up in the morning to prepare any breakfast for He Junqi, and even a toast she was not happy with, and began to refuse to tie a tie for him.
In short, what she used to do for him in the past, now she doesn't do anything, the reason is very simple, she can't forget a person because she is used to the existence of a person, and now as long as she is not used to this person, then she will not be sad when she leaves the day in the future.
So, she just built a thick protective wall for herself!
On this day, Ziyu rarely cooked for He Junqi, and it was very rich, which made He Junqi very surprised.
"He Junqi!"
As soon as he picked up the chopsticks, Ziyu called him.
She bit the head of her chopsticks, looked at him with a look of something to say, and after a while, she said, "Actually, I have something I want to discuss with you." ”
"Say." He Junqi was concise and to the point, and he didn't look up at her, just lowered his head to eat.
It seems that I haven't eaten her food for a long time, and when I eat it again after all these days, it seems to taste more delicious than before.
Ziyu took a deep breath without a trace, pursed her lips, bit the bamboo chopsticks in her mouth, and said as if she had finally made up her mind, "I plan to move out of Lu to live!" ”
In a word, she spoke almost at the fastest speed in her life, as if she would regret it at any time.
Why did she move out of the city? In fact, she has thought about this issue very seriously, and the reason is actually very simple, it is still for ...... Let yourself slowly adapt to the days without him!
Oh, yes! Sooner or later, you will have to get divorced, so why live under the same roof like now? Ziyu had to admit that she was indeed more worried that if she continued like this, she would only fall deeper and deeper......
Finally, He Junqi picked up his head from the bowl, and He Ran's phantom pupils stared at Ziyu for a moment, his eyes were like torches, but they were like knives, extremely sharp.
After a long time, his thin lips opened lightly, and he pouted with a strong sense of warning, "Jian Ziyu, you'd better ...... Stop!! ”
His words made Ziyu shrink for a moment.
However, she finally chose to insist, "He Junqi, I'm serious!" Really, my attitude has never been so serious!! ”
Just because ......
She heard it with her own ears, and he said that he loved Ling Yiyao!! Such a heavy love overflowed from his mouth, and instantly broke all her stubbornness towards him......
She began to deeply question whether her love still has the meaning of persevering......
He Junqi held the hand of the chopsticks, stiffened slightly, and in the next moment, with a "bang-" sound, he directly threw the chopsticks in his hand, "Jian Ziyu, if you dare to mention this matter again, I will strangle you!" ”
After he said it coldly, he turned around and went straight upstairs.
There was a thud of the door slamming shut, and he shut himself in his study, and never came out all night.
He didn't turn on the light, and let the dark night light envelop his lonely figure deeply.
He stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, smoking one cigarette after another, the misty smoke enveloped him deeply, casting a sad shadow, and the dark smoke pupils were dyed with obscure eyes, which were particularly heavy.
He bowed his head slightly, and took another heavy puff of the cigarette in his hand......
The heart is so stuffy that he is extremely uncomfortable! It was like choking on the smoke, spicy and painful.
In fact, he hated smoking like this, but it seemed that this was the only way to numb his depressed heart at this moment.
Recently, this woman has been talking to him about divorce! And he never gave her a positive answer!!
And just now, she said that she was moving out of this house, and He Junqi realized that this time she was really serious, and very serious!! However, in the face of the problem of her moving out, he found that he had no way to deal with her!!
In the end, he was so ridiculous and helpless to threaten her with such a weak word, "If you dare to mention this again, I will strangle you!" ”
Scold! I guess this kind of thing is really only said by a child of a few years old!
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downstairs
Ziyu sat on the dining chair in a daze, looking at the table full of dishes that had cooled down before she started, and at the bottom of her heart, she felt a faint pain, as if she was being bitten and tortured by thousands of insects and ants, so uncomfortable that she couldn't help but redden.
Today, the table is full of his favorite dishes!
She spent an entire afternoon preparing for him, just to keep his favorite things for him......
He didn't know how many tears she had earned from this meal, and when he thought that he might never have the opportunity to cook for him in the future, the sour feeling in his heart was like a flood, gushing out.
In fact, she wanted to tell him that she didn't want a divorce, and she didn't want to move out of this house......
However, isn't it a matter of time before divorce and moving? The current marriage and cohabitation life are just a 'temporary' dream!!
The dream is shattered, and when it is broken, what should she do? Carrying his heavy love for him again, bearing such an abyss, and a distant dark life?
She was afraid that by that time, she would be too deep into the drama and unable to extricate herself, and finally beat herself into the eighteenth layer of hell with her own hands!!
She knows too well the deepening love she has for that man!! If it goes on, her love will only accumulate more and more, and she is afraid of ...... I'm afraid I can't afford that kind of separation!!
So...... When it's time to break, it's broken!! At least, now she still has a trace of sanity!!
This is the few self-protection circles left after her worst!
I got up, took a deep breath, and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, only to find that the tears were wiping more and more.
Eventually, thankfully, they were left to frantically outward and begin to clean up the mess on the table.
She kept the food for him, hot in the pot, whether he still ate it or not.
She didn't know if she would have the opportunity to eat with him at the same table like this in the future, and if she would have the opportunity to cook such a sumptuous dinner with him......
Everything, let's stop here!!
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The next day, Ziyu asked for a day off from the company's personnel on the grounds of moving-