Shen Yaoguang was slightly stunned, she didn't expect her father to say this.

She made a good decision, and she doesn't blame her father, because no matter what, her father is her father, and she is the father who has doted on her since she was a child, and no one can replace this father's love. So, she decided not to care about what he did.

But even if such a decision was made, when she heard her father's narration of the past, although she knew that her father was also involuntarily, although she also knew how stubborn Grandpa Lu Dao was, but from her father's mouth, she knew that he had to marry his mother so unabated, and it was also from his father's mouth that he and Aunt Song had done those things under her mother's nose over the years, and she really couldn't care about it at all. That's why she deliberately asked those words, she wanted to see his father's guilt on his mother's face.

But her father actually said that he had never felt ashamed of his mother, but he felt ashamed of her.

And she knew that her father was telling the truth, and he really didn't feel ashamed of his mother, but why would he feel ashamed of her?

"Dad, I think you should be ashamed of your mother, Aunt Song, even Song Jingxian, even Sister Yurong, and Brother Qinghe. But I never felt ashamed of me. This is also the reason why I was so torn about what to do when I learned the truth. Because no matter what you've done to others, you've never done anything that doesn't hurt me. I'm sad because my mother cares about you so much, but you care about other women. I'm even more sad for what that woman is Aunt Song, and why is your daughter Song Jingxian. ”

Shen Huayu held the tea, but he didn't drink it for a long time, as if he was missing something, he put down the cup for a long time, and sighed lightly: "Maybe I said that you don't like to listen to it, I really never feel ashamed of your mother." Because I wasn't going to marry her. In order to dispel this thought from my father, I approached her, and I wanted her not to mention marriage. Because it was only if she gave up that my father would dismiss the idea. However, she knew that the relationship between me and Gui Fen was clear, but she still insisted on marrying me. What's more, since I married her, I think I treat her well, and I have no other women except Gui Fen over the years. And she knows everything about me and Gui Fen. When she wanted to take Gui Fen in, she also agreed. The only thing she didn't know was that Jingxian was my daughter. ”

Shen Yaoguang looked at him in a daze, and it took a long time to come back to his senses, and he said uncertainly: "You mean, all these years, Aunt Song has been in the mansion and all those things with you, and my mother knows all about them?" ”

Shen Huayu nodded, "Yes!" The only request she promised to take in their mother and daughter was that no one else would know about it. So everyone only thinks that Gui Fen's mother and daughter stayed in the Shen family because she and your mother are cousins. ”

Shen Yaoguang was stunned, and suddenly laughed, that smile was endlessly sour, "So you think you don't feel sorry for my mother at all, do you?" Have you ever thought about it from her point of view? Have you ever wondered how much courage a woman has to have to agree to take in her father-in-law's childhood sweetheart? Have you ever wondered how my mother has lived every time you have been with Aunt Song for so many years? She has a daughter's family, regardless of face, came to the door to propose marriage to you, have you ever thought about how much courage it takes? Have you ever wondered how much she likes you to do that kind of thing? Have you ever thought about her willingness to take them in because she was afraid of losing you? Have you never thought about her from your mother's point of view? Do you think that if you are considerate enough to her, it is enough? However, have you ever thought about how cold your heart is every time you turn around and be gentle with another woman after being gentle and considerate to her? Dad, I, I feel that as your daughter, I have no position to ask about the affairs of your elders back then, because I am not in it, and I cannot judge who is right and who is wrong. But as a woman, I know how painful it can be when I see my beloved man with another woman. Yes, when watching you marry your mother, Aunt Song must have been in pain. But forgive me, I can understand her pain, but I can't empathize with it. But my mother's pain, I can! I'm selfish and just want the people I care about to do well. I hope that everything will go well with you, so when I knew that Song Jingxian was your daughter, I could obviously expose your plan to save them, so that she would die completely, but I didn't, because I knew that if this was the case, you would be very sad. You're my father, and I don't want you to be sad, so I'll let them go. But I also wish my mother a happy life. Dad, you must know that only yours can make your mother happy. However, you have done these things all these years, and you have never felt that you have a clear conscience. How much do you care about her? ”

Shen Huayu staggered his gaze and didn't face Shen Yaoguang's sour eyes. As he himself said, he really hasn't felt ashamed of Tang Wanqiu over the years. Not only Tang Wanqiu, even Tang Guifen, his guilt for her was just a short moment when she came all the way with her daughter and appeared in front of his door in rags.

He can't live with many people in his life, such as Shen Yurong, she is clearly his daughter. But because he couldn't face his mistakes, he locked her in the backyard and didn't let anyone see her. For example, Shen Qinghe is obviously his only son, but because he doesn't like his mother, he has always ignored him. If it weren't for the fact that he was the only son of the Shen family, Old Man Shen would have regarded him more seriously than the root of his life, and the illness he brought out of his mother's womb, coupled with his father's ignorance of him, he was afraid that he would have died a long time ago.

and Tang Guifen. They are childhood sweethearts and promise each other for life. But he never married her. Later, if it weren't for the fact that her family was in the middle of the road, her father married her to the creditor in order to repay the debt, she was afraid that she would not marry for his life.

and Song Jingxian. She was his daughter. But over the years, he has not fulfilled his responsibilities as a father for a day.

But when facing these people, he never felt guilty from the bottom of his heart. Maybe it's because he never positioned himself among the good guys. I'm used to doing whatever I want, so I don't think there's anything wrong with it.

But strangely, he felt guilty about his favorite daughter. As Shen Yaoguang said, the only thing he didn't have to feel guilty about was her. Because of these years, his kindness to her is not a fraud at all.

However, when Shen Yaoguang said that she knew about the relationship between him and Tang Guifen, he suddenly felt afraid to face those autumn-like eyes.

Over the years, the relationship between him and Tang Guifen has not been broken. And when Tang Wanqiu agreed to take in Tang Guifen's mother and daughter, she put forward the condition that she was not allowed to let others know about it. But she didn't say that she couldn't let the people in the house know about it. Because it's really hard to hide this kind of thing. Therefore, when many people have an affair with someone in the family, there is always a time when the paper can't hold the fire. Tang Wanqiu knew this, so she didn't ask him to hide the matter so much that no one was allowed to know it except for the three of them.

However, over the years, really, except for the three of them, no one really knows the Tao anymore.

At first, he thought that he might be suspicious, even if it was a subordinate who served him closely, he didn't dare to trust him too much, he was afraid that if he revealed it, he would ruin his reputation.

But it doesn't make sense.

Not to mention that he is already a high-ranking and powerful capital, even if it is an ordinary family, three wives and four concubines are common. He just raised an extra woman at home, where did it really affect his reputation?

However, he just doesn't want others to know the truth.

Later, he was drinking in the garden, and Tang Guifen accompanied him. Because there was no one on the side, Tang Guifen had no scruples and sat on his lap.

But Shen Yaoguang suddenly went in.

When he heard Shen Yaoguang's voice, he almost froze all over, and the next moment he didn't have time to think about anything at all, so he instinctively pushed Tang Guifen away, because he was too hard, Tang Guifen fell directly to the ground, and the wine and food on the table were also sprinkled on the ground, and some were also sprinkled on Tang Guifen's body.

When he came back to his senses and wanted to go to Tang Guifen, Shen Yaoguang happened to hear the movement and rushed over, so he stretched out his hand and retracted it, watching his childhood sweetheart stand up in embarrassment, looking at him with a sad look in his eyes.

At that time, he realized that for so many years, he had never been willing to let anyone know about his relationship with Tang Guifen, because he was unwilling to let his daughter know about it.

Because this incident is enough to ruin his image as the most beautiful father in his daughter's heart.

His hand unconsciously fiddled with the cup, and his voice was low and a little hoarse, "It's not that I don't care about your mother, in fact, I've been with her for so many years, if I really have no feelings, how can I treat her well for so many years?" In fact, if you want to ask, which is more important in my heart, your mother and Gui Fen, I really can't answer. But I can tell you for sure, if you choose one of the two, I will choose your mother. Because, I won't make you sad Yao'er! ”

Shen Yaoguang's eyes subconsciously enlarged a little, some were surprised, and some couldn't believe it.

Shen Huayu smiled softly, raised his hand and knocked on her forehead, "Silly girl, when has your father disappointed you all these years?" Saying that, he seemed to remember something, and his smile deepened a little, "It's also strange, I always feel sad that I am saddened by you, more than I am sad." I still remember when you were a child, you burned your family's study when you were playful, and it was full of good books from my collection. I'm mad with rage, thinking I'm going to teach you a good lesson. But I found a feather duster and lifted it up, and as soon as you cried, I couldn't beat it anymore. People say that children are creditors of their parents in their previous lives, and they come to collect debts in this life. I didn't believe it before, but now that I have you, I fully believe it. ”