Chapter Ninety-Eight: The Goddess wants to drink, and she can't stop it
When it came to "I never needed her", Ling Sisi almost shouted loudly, at this moment, she completely believed Julia's words, in the face of this "mother" who did not appear in her memory, she did not have a sense of happiness and happiness, for twenty-one years, only Ling Tianhua had accompanied her, so she did not have the role of "mother" in her heart at all.
When Ling Sisi knew that her mother did not die because of dystocia, but cruelly left herself and Ling Tianhua shortly after she was born, she no longer had that deep longing and love for her mother, and some were just resentment, outright hatred. Facing Julia at this moment, all the hatred she buried in her heart poured out, and there was no trace of temperature and blood on her pale face, and the same was true in her eyes......
Luo Yufeng stayed beside Ling Sisi, and when he saw that her face was bloodless, her body trembled and she was grief-stricken, she was naturally distressed.
And Julia was not surprised by Ling Sisi's situation, she had been mentally prepared before, and immediately cried with tears in her eyes: "Sisi! I know you hate me! Hate me, my mother who never appeared in your memory......"
"Don't call me Sisi!" Ling Sisi didn't wait for her to finish speaking, then interrupted sharply: "Only my father, as well as my relatives and elders, can call me that!" You're not qualified to call me that! Don't think you're my mother, I won't recognize you as my mother! I don't have a mom like you! ”
"I ......," Julia cried in grief, "I know I'm sorry for you, sorry for your father!" I'm not qualified to be your mom either! But you have always been my own flesh and blood! I'm your mother! ”
Ling Sisi glared at her coldly and roared, "You just gave birth to me!" But you're not my mother, not anyone, I don't need a mother in my life! It's enough for just my dad! I don't need you, and he doesn't need you! ”
"Thinking ......"
"Don't say any more, I don't want to hear you call me by name, I don't want to hear the word 'Mommy'! Ling Sisi interrupted her again and roared sharply.
Julia sobbed in a trembling voice and said, "That's good! Insult...... Miss Ling! I came to you just to see you, and I didn't want to be with you, because I knew that you and your father would not have me in their lives! Won't forgive me either! I don't deserve to be in your life anymore, and I'm content to be able to talk to you! I'll leave now, and I'll stay away from the river and sea tomorrow! I won't bother you anymore and make you angry! ”
Ling Sisi listened to her words, her heart was even more full of hatred, her trembling heart was constantly dripping blood, as if she was about to stop beating and lose her temperature, she stood firmly in place, glared at her fiercely and shouted, "Yes!" We won't forgive you! You don't deserve to be in front of me and my dad, I don't want to see you again! Never want to see you again! ”
After saying this, Ling Sisi's tears flowed down her cheeks like spring water, and there was no trace of temperature on her pale and painful face, and after clenching her teeth and glaring at Julia, she turned around angrily and planned to leave......
Seeing this, Julia didn't want to do any more, trembling and crying, and hurriedly shouted, "Si...... Think, I don't ask you to forgive me! I'm not going to bother you anymore, and I'm not going to bother your dad anymore, you're ...... today Only...... It's like you've never seen me! ”
After saying that, Julia turned her eyes to look at Zhou Qiang with tears in her eyes, and said sadly: "Xiaoqiang, let's go!" ”
"Yes!" Zhou Qiang looked at her with a distressed look on his face and nodded, turned to look at Ling Sisi, stopped talking, and after a pause, he immediately walked out of the café with her.
Ling Sisi stood in place in a daze, looking at the figures of Julia and Zhou Qiang leaving, still crying in the heavy rain of pear blossoms, crying with grief, but she didn't cry out loud, until Zhou Qiang drove the car and Julia disappeared from sight, and finally couldn't help the pain in his heart, squatted down, covered his face and cried bitterly......
Luo Yufeng was distressed when he saw this, and he also squatted down, held her arm, and said softly: "Miss Sisi! ”
Ling Sisi trembled and cried in grief, she didn't look at him, the tears passed through the barrier of her hands, fell to the ground, and shattered, each tear shattered, representing the rupture of her heart. For twenty-one years, she has lived in the world without her mother, and there is only Ling Tianhua in her life, but Julia's sudden appearance has made her overwhelmed, expectation, longing, grief, resentment, and all kinds of emotions are intertwined in her heart, and after all, she still turns into hatred for Julia, and hatred for the most intimate and strangest person in this world......
And the only way to vent her grief at the moment is to cry, Ling Sisi cried unscrupulously, pouring out the tears accumulated in her eyes for twenty-one years, burying her feelings of love and hate in tears, maybe only in this way can she eliminate the hatred for Julia in her heart!
Luo Yufeng stayed beside her, pulled her arm distressedly, patted her back gently, and said softly: "Miss Sisi!" Don't cry anymore, okay? ”
"I want to cry! You're going to make me cry! Ling Sisi turned his head, looked at him with tears in his eyes and said sadly.
Luo Yufeng looked at her with tenderness in his eyes, nodded and said, "Okay!" Then you can cry, cry once, and your mood will be better! ”
Ling Sisi nodded secretly, hugged her body with both hands, and buried her head and cried......
Luo Yufeng didn't say anything more, squatting beside her and guarding her, waiting for her to stop crying.
After a long time, Ling Sisi stopped crying, raised his head, and turned to look at Luo Yufeng sobbing with a cry and said, "Luo Yufeng! Let's go! ”
Luo Yufeng nodded and said, "Okay!" He took her arm and stood up and left the café together.
After sitting in the car, Ling Sisi leaned on the seat weakly, holding back tears, but after all, he couldn't hold back, and after sniffing, he sobbed and said, "Luo Yufeng, take me to drink!" ”
Hearing this, Luo Yufeng frowned and said, "Ah! Miss Sisi! Do you really want to drink, forget it! ”
"I'm going to drink! Don't stop me, take me with you! Ling Sisi looked at him with a commanding tone and said.
"Oh well! I'll take you there! Luo Yufeng looked at her distressedly and nodded, and immediately drove along the street, came to a small bar in the night market, and sat down with her.
Ling Sisi asked for three bottles of wine in a row, and after the waiter brought the wine, he drank a bottle of wine with his mouth......
Seeing this, Luo Yufeng hurriedly reached out and held the wine bottle in her hand, and said softly: "Miss Sisi, don't drink so much wine!" ”
Ling Sisi pushed away his hand and took a big sip on his own, looked at him with a sad look on his face, and said, "Luo Yufeng, you said that I treated her like that just now, should I not?" ”
Luo Yufeng looked at her eyes, was silent for a moment, and slowly spoke: "Yes!" I understand your feelings, and I can feel it, my mother who has left you ruthlessly since she was a child......"
"No, she's not my mom! She's not! Ling Sisi interrupted Luo Yufeng's words and roared excitedly: "There is no mother in my world, there will be none, and I don't want her to be my mother!" ”
"But this shouldn't be wrong, you look so similar to her, her words and performances today show that she is your mother!" Luo Yufeng comforted softly and said: "No matter how much you hate her, she is always your biological ......"
"Say no more!" Ling Sisi took a sip of wine, lay on the table weakly, and cried and said, "Why will she appear?" Why do you want me to see her, I'd rather not see her in this life, then my life will be very good and happy! I hate her, and I'll never want to see her again! ”
Luo Yufeng looked at her distressedly, sighed lightly, and said softly: "Do you really have no hatred for her?" Do you really not want to see her again? In fact, with your kind and innocent heart, you still have a deep miss and love for her! ”
"Nope! I didn't! Ling Sisi shook his head again and again and said, "I hate her, and I don't have any love and miss for her at all!" You are not allowed to talk nonsense! ”
"Alright! Then I won't talk about it, I won't mention her anymore, don't cry anymore, let's go back! Luo Yufeng said softly, and reached out to take the wine bottle in her hand......
Ling Sisi clutched the wine bottle tightly, glared at him coldly, and stubbornly shouted, "Luo Yufeng! Don't stop me from drinking, or you won't follow me!" You drink these wines with me, and we'll go back when we're done!" ”
Seeing that she was obviously angry, Luo Yufeng frowned secretly, slowly let go of his hand, and nodded: "Okay!" Then I'll drink with you! Immediately picked up a bottle of wine and drank it, but he didn't drink it in a big gulp, he wanted to protect Ling Sisi, and he had to take her home, he couldn't drink too much!
Ling Sisi blew on the bottle without any scruples, and after drinking a bottle of wine, she was naturally drunk, but she still continued to blow with the second bottle of wine, lying on the table weakly, and spilling the wine on the table.
Seeing this, Luo Yufeng hurriedly snatched the wine bottle in her hand, supported her body, and said softly: "Miss Sisi! We don't drink, let's go home! ”
"Nope! You...... You let me drink, and I still ...... I want to drink! Ling Sisi lay on the table and shouted intermittently, at this moment he could no longer insist on holding the bottle and drinking.
Luo Yufeng didn't follow her wishes, knowing that she was already drunk, he helped her stand up, and said, "I'll help you go to the car, and we'll go back to Tianhua Building!" ”
Ling Sisi was helped to stand up by him, her body was weak, but she fell down again, she couldn't stand at all, Luo Yufeng helped her up, and she fell down again. Luo Yufeng shook his head helplessly, put her on his back and carried her out, so that he naturally felt her two plump and round breasts, and then smelled the unique and charming aroma on her body, and suddenly his heart was rippling, and his blood was surging......