Chapter Twenty-Eight: Little Lotus Shows Its Sharp Corners
In addition to insisting on reading the original works, Wu Wei also read a lot of newspapers and periodicals to understand the trends of the frontier of theory. He submitted his article to the most authoritative social science journal in the country, and received a reply from the editor, thinking that his article was written with views and opinions, but he felt that it was still too thin, and he did not adopt it after research. Being able to receive a reply from such an authoritative journal, although it was not adopted, greatly encouraged Wu Wei's confidence in academic supremacy. The title of the article he wrote was the Manifestation of the Basic Economic Law of Socialism in Enterprises, and the core point of view was that enterprises should realize the simultaneous increase and decrease of workers' income and enterprise efficiency, and he cited a set of figures: In the 20 years from 1957 to 1978, the industrial output value and profits increased dozens of times, but the average wages of workers did not increase but fell, and the fact was that it violated the requirements of the basic socialist economic law. In his article, he also fully affirmed the principle of giving priority to the development of heavy industry and the achievements made in the early days of the founding of the People's Republic of China, but he held that when the development reaches a certain stage, it is necessary to go back and raise the income level of the people. Later, he further developed this view, so many laws, he saw that there are paradoxes between some laws, what if there are paradoxes? It is necessary to conform to the requirements of man, to unify to the will of man, to the law and the requirements of man, to exaggerate the will of man, to be punished, but also to avoid going to the other extreme, only to see the law but not man, let people be the slave of the law. There is a very sharp contradiction between the basic socialist economic law, the law of distribution according to work, and the law of money circulation; the efficiency has increased by more than 10 times or dozens of times, and the people's income has not increased for more than 10 or 20 years; judging from the consumer goods market, the ratio between money and commodities is coordinated and balanced, and the rational form covers up the irrational content. Wu Wei followed Ren Dao to investigate and write a report, and after the guidance of the section chief, he made rapid progress, and the report he wrote when he went down and came back was also praised by Ren Dao. Soon, his independently written articles were also published in national professional authoritative journals, which further boosted his confidence.
One Sunday, Wu Wei was sitting in the office studying "Capital", the door was open, he heard the footsteps from the corridor and the sound of talking was getting closer and closer, turned his head and saw Li Jie leading his little son in, so he stood up and said hello, Li Jie asked him to sit down, and he also took his youngest son's hand to Wu Wei's opposite, and said, there is no rest on Sunday, and look. You may not be able to write a good article just by looking at it, he has to do it, there are always mistakes and problems in the past, there are not many successful things, what decent things can be written in this context? The people who can think and write things first are supermen, saints, prophets, and great men; Others can summarize and write things when they do it, and they are superior and wise people; Others do it themselves, see the way out, and follow it is a smart person; It is an ordinary person who does not understand what others do, and they need to be guided and told by others; Others do it, others don't know how to do it, and those who don't do it well are stupid; Others do what they don't do, and it's the whole person who is still there to dismantle the stage and set up stumbling blocks. You haven't caught up with the good times, and the current interpersonal relationships are too complicated.
Li Jie's remarks about people, Wu Wei seemed to understand a lot of things at once after listening to it, and said with great admiration, you are very clever about the division of people, people should measure themselves to see what position they are in. I listen to the section chief, they often talk about you, saying that you read the article to see the big picture, take it and sweep it with your eyes, you can probably know the idea of the article, the structure of the article, and do not look at the punctuation marks and sentences at all, unlike some people who sit there and pick out the punctuation marks to see if there is anything wrong. Li Jie smiled modestly when he heard this, each has its own way. After saying that, he got up and left, and said, "Go on." Wu Weizhi said that he meant that he was unwilling to discuss the people and affairs of the unit with him.
That night, Wu Wei was sitting in his room in the guest house to continue reading and studying, and there was an article published by himself on the table, he sat and sit, around the girl who had seen it one after another recently, he fell into thought, and suddenly, as if a feeling of unusually relaxed suddenly sprouted in his heart, he felt a little strange for a while, why didn't he have this feeling? was hesitating, but he heard a knock on the door, and when he opened the door, he couldn't help but be overjoyed, it turned out to be Song Rou. For a moment, he realized that the sense of relief was the disappearance of the mountain gully that stood between the two of them, and the feeling of self-ashamed pressure that he felt every time he faced her disappeared. However, he disappeared here, and Song Rou walked in with a preoccupied look, which was a scene he had never seen before. He quickly let her sit down at the table, immediately poured another glass of boiling water, and asked her with eager and concerned eyes: What's the matter, what happened? She saw him with the kind of distressed gaze she had never seen before, and her tears fell down in a thread, which made him more and more distressed, and asked again: What's wrong? I quickly took out a towel and ran to the water room to unscrew the faucet and pass the water, wring it out and ran back and handed it to her, but I saw that she was holding the publication in her hand and reading it intently. Wu Wei said, I haven't had time to tell you yet. When did you arrive? Why don't you say hello? Song Rou said, I'm afraid you won't welcome me. Wu Wei said with a smile, how could the Heavenly Maiden be unpopular when she came to the world? Song Rou wiped her face with a towel, and said with your mouth. These days in our house have blown up the camp.
Song Rou is also very interesting, she deliberately took the publication that published Wu Wei's article to her uncle's house to read, which naturally attracted the uncle's attention, and when she read the article, she praised the young man for being good, very talented and learned, and he would have a great future in the future, so he took the initiative to tell his brother and sister-in-law about the situation. Even so, Song Rou's mother resolutely opposed the marriage between the two and threatened to sever the mother-daughter relationship. On one side is his mother, and on the other side is his beloved, and it is difficult to give up either side, but he is in a situation where it is difficult to have both. Song Rou couldn't stand it anymore, so she had to give in to her mother and wanted to break up with Wu Wei.
Wu Wei is considering how to deal with the issue of social relations, which is an unavoidable problem after entering society. His attitude towards social relations is ambivalent, on the one hand, he hates it, on the other hand, he is interested, and he wrote a small article about going through the back door when he was still in Tuweizi. Go to the back door, the network, the first to get the moon near the water, what to do and what to eat, the waves worn in the store, the hot kang built by the coal building, the fat eaten in the restaurant, and the swaying of tobacco and alcohol.
Some elderly colleagues said to the younger students, especially the students who have just left school, that you should try to get involved in social affairs as little as possible, and that you should get rid of all the burdens of social relations and concentrate on studying. It is true that some people are not accustomed to the social climate of talking about relationships, especially that
It is those who are upright and stubborn, and there are those who want to adapt and are difficult to adapt.
After some painful reflection, Wu Wei divided social relations into several types. People's social relationships are not limited to negative meanings, but also have positive social relationships, such as mutual encouragement, care, and help. Talking about social relations, there are always some annoying and unpleasant, but they can't be separated from, can't get rid of them, and can't avoid them, and they need to be dealt with properly. There are many more social relations that are not good than those that are good. It must be treated differently through identification. Whatever is conducive to work, study, and life, strive to consolidate and establish a new one; What is necessary in life but has a restrictive effect on work, study and life should be limited to a certain range, although it is necessary but sufficient, so as not to affect study and work too much; All those social relations that blindly pursue personal enjoyment should be resolutely avoided, and those that have been formed should be detached as soon as possible; However, as for all social relations, as far as they can come into contact with, they strive to explore how they occur, how they develop, how they interact with each other, and what results they will produce.
Wu Wei also often hears some old colleagues advise him, you are tired of listening now, and you will be the same in a few years. You say people aren't very motivated to work, and you will be the same in a few years. You say people only care about themselves, and in a few years you will too. You say that people have become treacherous with each other, and in a few years you will be the same. You say that people are busy with household chores, and in a few years you will be busier than others. In short, whatever you are not used to seeing now, you will be the same in a few years, and when you are like this, you will be used to everything, not only used to it, but also feel infinitely interesting.
Wu Wei met an acquaintance in his hometown on the train back to Fubo, 30 years old, he said that he himself had ideals and ambitions in the past, and could speak well. However, due to too much selfishness and lack of righteousness, especially when it is going well, there is support from the top and a foundation from below, so they start working nonsense and planting a heel. Now, the working conditions are not good, the society has no requirements for me, there are no constraints, and I feel that I have no head, and I don't want to do it for the time being. When the working conditions are changed, and then break through, what's the big deal, pull out a few, write and write, it's nothing more than those few. However, if you have a good way, you must learn the lessons of the past, and you can't fall where you fall, and you won't become a dog that eats. There is a foundation on the ground, and there is a charity below, and once the two aspects are started, it will be successful. There is a leader in our unit, and the masses demand to open up some land, but they do not dare to do it. I said to him, the masses are asking you to do it, what else do you want to decide, isn't that the case above, it's a big deal to criticize a few words, don't do anything. How about you stick to your principles? Who will send you something? You should think not only of yourself, but also of your children. I said this to the root of him, and he stopped squeaking. Some people who want to stick to their principles but seem to be lagging behind the situation also feel that it is dangerous and disadvantageous for them to continue to do so. I think you should also consider considering it if you have the conditions in the future. Wu Wei just smiled when he heard it.
Xu Dong said to Wu Wei emotionally, I have summarized one thing in the past few years, you can't live a good life in society! You don't fix him, he fixes you. I feel at ease now, but for what? Others can't fix me if they want to!
Wu Wei has Wu Wei's idea to be a real person! Adhere to principles and uphold justice. It looks difficult, but I feel like I have no regrets in my life! I have never done anything hurtful to others, this is the pride of my life!
It's also difficult to be a real person, life is difficult, the leadership is autocratic, the person is rectifying each other, the work is not ideal, and it is really difficult to be a real person.
What is the psychology of reading dead books and dead books? To see reality as a darkness, as a pile of garbage, and to continue to fill the brain with a lot of useless, cumbersome, dead things, is as if it is not finished without stiffening one's mind, as if this is the only way to struggle and contribute to society. Aware of the dangers of reading dead books, reading dead books, reading society. It is unfortunate that social relations force people to take care of themselves, and people have to be enslaved by their social relations. There was a cartoon in the newspaper showing some scientists and professors with heavy burdens on their backs and a large group of wives and children behind them. After all, the state still does not have the strength to liberate people from the state of self-indulgence at once, but it is precisely what is required to adhere to the ideal by making the necessary sacrifices in the desire to live.
It's not about that simple spirit of hard work, but to let the fire of life radiate a flame of light that expells the darkness, how can you comfort yourself with this kind of death under the Nine Springs without regrets? In fact, it is also the mental preparation of how to effectively use one's own life. If you struggle all your life and do nothing, and you don't contribute anything to society, why do you still talk about self-deception and masturbation?
If the matter in society is to be judged by the criterion of whether it is reasonable or not, then I am afraid that it will be difficult to accomplish this task even if there are many additional courts. The lack of rationality is always there.