Remembrance one

"I failed the test again."

I said this to her.

She tugged at the headband in her hand, unconcerned about what I was saying.

"I failed the test again."

So I repeated it again and said this to her.

"Well, for the fifth time this semester."

This time she finally responded, but it was better not to say anything.

The winter wind was quite cold, and the scenery outside the window was still cold, but I didn't seem to be in the same good mood as I had been a few days ago, so I sat next to her rather angrily.

"I really failed the test."

"You're so annoying."

That's what she answered me.

"You're annoying, you're annoying, you're annoying."

Then she lowered her headband and said it three times in a row.

When it was over, I could hear the wind blowing on the window.

I don't know what she is doing and she is in the same bad mood as me, but because she is really in a bad mood, she didn't continue to repeat that sentence, but just a few words are always stuck in my throat, it moves slowly, trying to squeeze out these words, and then I put my teeth against my mouth.

"If you don't do well in the exam, there will be next time, continue to work hard next time, and it's over."

Finally, she finally knew what I wanted to hear, so she spat out a string of short sentences in a very impatient tone.

“…… And then what else would you like to hear? ”

She just looked at me, her dark pupils reflecting my face.

I don't want to look any further.

A voice inside me said, so I looked away.

"You've been talking nonsense with me since the beginning of the school year, it's good, I can't remember how many nonsense you talked about in the first semester of the whole first semester of high school, hurry up and finish it, and then don't bother me anymore."

She waved her hand impatiently, her two slender eyebrows were almost slightly upturned, and she looked very angry, but I don't know what she was doing, and she had the feeling of appreciating the famous paintings of the world.

All in all, it was the first time I had seen such a vivid expression on her face.

"Li Youji, my name is Li Youji."

So I hurriedly gave my name, hoping that she would know the name of the guy who had been talking nonsense for half a year.

I'm at the same table as her.

It's just half a year at the same table.

At the beginning of the semester, the two of us sat together, and then the first sentence that came out was probably the beginning of this pattern of getting along.

"My name is Li Youji."

I put it this way.

"Oh."

She's oh.

It was only in the afternoon that I found her name in her workbook.

Later, half a semester later, I tried to talk to her, but the reaction was always to ignore her. I don't know if she has a normal human expression, I think there is, if the face is expressionless, it can be regarded as an expression.

Then, after another half a semester, she finally began to reply:

"Oh."

"Oh?"

"Uh-oh."

These are the three most common ways to answer.

Today I heard the fourth sentence:

"You're so annoying."

I don't understand.

Other people in the same seat are generally not so unfamiliar even if they have a relationship, and she and I don't seem to be at the same table, but we are enemies of life and death.

Then, today was probably the last chance she ever gave me.

The last chance to talk to her.

I felt compelled to say something special, but I didn't think it was necessary, and I admit that she was a very good-looking girl, but that was not a reason for me to hold back my grievances and talk to her unilaterally.

It's just because she's as she appears to be, and she has no friends at all.

I feel very sorry for her, and although I don't actually sympathize with her position, I still feel sorry for her, even if she doesn't think so.

So I meditated hard, and finally held back a vulgar joke:

"I'll tell you a secret, don't tell anyone, actually, I'm an alien."

As soon as he said this, the wind began to stir the windows again, and it was annoying.

So, I finally saw a third expression on her face.

"Are you an idiot?"

A fifth answer was also heard.