46. Chapter 46 I can give you anything but my heart

Xichen knew that Dao Zini was now extremely cold to herself, so she simply said bluntly, "I admit that I am not worried about Qingdai's body this time, so I want to take her with me." In the past two months, her spirit has deteriorated a lot, and if she is not fed your blood, I think she will be bedridden again as before. Although the war at the border is tight, the border people are simple, and you can go around if you go, which is much better than staying in this house all day long. When you are well, I still have to ask you to take blood for Qingdai to eat. When the battle is over, return to the capital, and I will marry you. Although I can't treat you like I love Qingdai, you are kind to me and Qingdai, and I will live up to you in this life. ”

"Will it not live up to me?" Zi Ni looked at the man in front of her who had made her heart move, although this sentence, which had been delayed for four years, made her have mixed feelings, but it could no longer move her and move her heart. Xi Chen's words today have been said very clearly, and he only has Qingdai in his heart. Even if Zi Ni made such a big sacrifice, he couldn't love Zi Ni for half a point. Even if he promised to marry Zini, it was just out of a mentality of repaying his gratitude, and it was even more premised on Zini's blood. Such a "live up", how can Zi Ni be embarrassed? The heart was old in waiting, and died after hearing You Xiao's words.

"I won't live up to you!" Xi Chen looked directly into Zi Ni's eyes, "Except for my heart, as long as I have it, as long as you want it, I will give it to you!" ”

"Thank you, General!" Zi Ni lowered her head, hiding the disappointment and bitterness in her eyes, and tried her best to keep her voice from rising and falling, "I am willing to accompany the general and his wife to Changyu Pass." Originally, I have been much better in the past few days, and if I drink herbs for two more days, there should be no problem. Zi Ni looked at Xichen without any emotion in her eyes at this time, "It's Madam, I don't know if she can stand such a long distance?" ”

"It's fine. I've thought it all through. Two days later, I will lead my own soldiers first, and it doesn't hurt for you and your wife's carriage to go a little slower, and it is a big deal to delay a few more days on the road, so that when I get to Changyu Pass, I can also order someone to find a yard first and clean up. ”

"It's okay, I'll accompany my wife, I can take care of her on the way." Zi Ni's words completely relieved Xi Chen.

Back in the room, Xichen told Qing Dai of his decision. Of course, the matter of Zi Ni's blood collection was still hidden.

"Ade, Zini has been in the house for more than four years, and she has been nameless and shareless. This time, let her accompany you to the border gate. If she gets along well with you, and returns from the war, I will obey the commandment to take her as a concubine. If you don't like her, I will go into the palace to face the saint and ask the emperor to choose another person for Zini. ”

"Ah Chen, in fact, you should have taken her as a concubine a long time ago. I said I wouldn't blame you, and I believe you only have me in your heart. Obviously, it was the emperor who gave her a marriage, but you never gave her a name, and she has never made trouble for so many years, it can be seen that this Zini girl is a good person. What can I say? What Qing Dai said was also true, "It's just that I don't understand, why do you want me to go to Changyuguan with you?" ”

"Ade, your medicine needs fresh deer blood as a medicine guide. It was difficult to find this thing in the capital, but the woodland next to Changyu Pass happened to be inhabited by deer. If you go, you will be able to take medicine in time, and your body will recover faster. The reason Xichen said naturally made Qing Dai no longer hesitate.