Chapter 331: Mommy Who Doesn't Keep Her Woman's Way
She is such a duplicitous woman, unwilling to let others easily see through her heart, she does more freely than anyone else, but in her heart she is no different from an ordinary woman. She will also have times when she wants to be jealous, and there will be times when she wants to be willful, but she has always warned herself that she should not have such emotions.
Such a powerful process is inherently masochistic, but she doesn't want others to know about this painful process, smiling in the face of everything, the former sharp woman, the once smiling woman in the rivers and lakes, I don't know when Lu Dao has been covered up by the big waves of life.
She didn't know that the current woman was still not herself, she just kept moving forward, hoping that life would be smooth and that life would be smoother. But too many unsatisfactory things have been coming, and she is now worried about that baby, where has this child gone now?
Walking out of the high-end residential area, Su Luoyan hesitated on the side of the road whether to stop a taxi, but she didn't know where she was going, it had reached this point, she didn't need to go to the hospital, and the man would not easily return Maomao to her, so it would be a superfluous performance for her to do anything.
However, when she returned to the Fang family's empty house, this feeling would make her feel even more depressed, it turned out that when she wanted to find a place to stay, she found that there was no place to live in this world. Where should she be in order to be able to put a heart down completely.
She sighed, and walked down the street with her hands in her pockets, unable to sit still, unable to do anything but hold on to her temper and wait. But that feeling of torment has always haunted her in her heart, making her only want to escape in pain.
Where else can she escape, she has no way to escape, everyone thinks that she has reaped her own happy life, but only she knows that if there is a choice, she would rather give up everything now. The young grandmother of the Fang family, this is the dream of many women, but she is the only one who doesn't disdain it at all.
The mobile phone was buzzing in her pocket, she escaped and took a look, it was Fang Yichen's phone, he made more than a call, and she just glanced at it, and then she didn't pay attention to it, and then the phone finally stopped, and there was a sound of text messages coming, she unintentionally glanced at it, but she was quite shocked.
The text message came from Fang Yichen, not a word, only a small audio, when she pressed the play button, a child's cry came from the audio, and the cry came from Maomao. She was so familiar with the voice, but this lovely child was not with her right now. Su Luoyan's heart has already been pulled together, why did Fang Yichen do this, and sent her the audio of Mao Mao crying, did he do anything to Mao Mao?
She had already realized that Fang Yichen might have known about what happened last night, maybe Leng Yunhao knew about the existence of Lu Dao's tail, and just deliberately ignored it, but the two men were jealous, but they didn't take into account her inner feelings as a woman, and the innocent child was mixed in during the period, and everyone didn't know what Lu Dao was going to experience.
Hearing Maomao's cry, Su Luoyan's tears suddenly fell, as a mother, she has always been immersed in self-blame, but now, Maomao is taking responsibility for her mistakes, and her heart is even more painful. kept dialing Fang Yichen's phone, but the man on the other end didn't answer.
He didn't answer Su Luoyan's call, Su Luoyan's heart became even more anxious, originally thinking that he would not go to the hospital to see this man today no matter what, so as not to make his mood even more messy, but she didn't want to see his life, he could still manipulate her mood by any remote control method.
He was sure that this woman cared about Maomao, so she only had to gently pull the string of the kite, even if she was reluctant, she would have to turn away from the direction of the wind, and she would give up the scenery along the road, and she still had to return to him. She was no longer in the mood to sneak around, so she hailed a taxi on the side of the road and drove straight towards the hospital.
The smell of disinfectant filled the air, something that would make people feel very sensitive to the touch, and she tried to calm her emotions, but to no avail. She wasn't such a rational woman, and now that was exposed. She can also understand why many women become raunchy women after giving birth.
"Maomao, where the hell are you hiding Maomao?" Su Luoyan pushed open the door, and Fang Yichen was leisurely flipping through the newspaper in his hand. The time for breakfast had passed, and his complacent appearance meant that he obviously knew that Su Luoyan would appear here, and he was sure that Su Luoyan would appear here with great anxiety.
"What? After a night of wandering, I finally remembered my identity, Su Luoyan, don't forget, you are now a woman with a husband and children, and she spends the night with other men behind her husband's back. He spoke extremely calmly, but every word was like a knife inserted into Su Luoyan's heart.
He knew about Su Luoyan and Leng Yunhao last night, so he questioned Su Luoyan with such an attitude. He looked at the woman coldly, waiting for Su Luoyan to be embarrassed, waiting for this woman to be aggrieved. Even if he has always been unreasonable, but this time, what else can she say to justify? It doesn't matter if she doesn't return home at night, she is with Leng Yunhao, has she forgotten? The man he minded the most.
Zhilu said that he minded Leng Yunhao's existence so much, did she want to deliberately anger him? Or did she never take him seriously? A woman with a husband would do such a rebellious thing, he couldn't accept it anyway. He had already tried his best to calm his mood, and he had also figured out how to face Su Luoyan.
Angry this way obviously no longer works, what she is most afraid of is losing Maomao, so only hurting the person she loves the most can make her feel a little sad. He knew that it was a bit despicable to do this, but the first person to be despicable was her, so what he did was an attitude that didn't matter.
He looked at Su Luoyan coldly, without any emotion, he had a feeling that his heart was cold, even if you don't love, you can't love others, you know that I mind so much, you still have to violate this red line. Then, Su Luoyan, I won't ask you if you love me or not, because I already know that you have never loved me.
I already know about this matter, so I no longer expect you to give me a better answer, you gave me the answer with your actions, I can look at you coldly now, but you don't know that my heart has been dripping blood. I'm so good to you, even if it's a stone, it should change a little, but this stone, it took him more than a year, and it has been covered into a stubborn stone.
Leng Yunhao sat alone in the apartment for a long time, and his head was in a chaotic rhythm. He was haunted by a feeling of powerlessness, the feeling of wanting to love someone but not being able to love, which made him gradually lose himself. He could be sure of this woman's love for him, and he knew that she must have thought of him in her heart, but was it really as she said? Is all this just wishful thinking on his part?
He didn't understand what these were, he just knew that his heart was all occupied by this woman, although what Su Luoyan thought did not happen this night, but his heart seemed to be closer to this woman, he knew that he would wait for this woman's return no matter what.
Looking at the back of the woman leaving, he has been standing in front of the window, watching Su Luoyan look at the surrounding scenery, seeing the woman walking out of his sight step by step, he has missed too many things, if this woman continues to walk out, then in this life, I am afraid that the two will never intersect again.
He had already made a decision in his heart, this time, no matter what, he would keep Su Luoyan by his side, if that woman no longer had him in his heart, then he would use his life's energy to make this woman fall in love with him again. He has that self-confidence and believes that he can definitely do it.
He walked out of the apartment, he no longer saw Su Luoyan's figure, he thought that this matter was originally a matter between two men, he should go to Fang Yichen, he now has the ability to give Fang Yichen everything he wants, then as long as that man is willing to let go, he can pay any price.
He felt that the chips he had given Fang Yichen before obviously couldn't make that man succumb, so this time, he was willing to increase the chips, as long as Fang Yichen nodded, then he could give up the country, as long as the beauty was in his arms. He wants to make a bet like this, even if he loses, he has to achieve his wish
In the VIP ward, Fang Yichen looked at Su Luoyan coldly, he just felt that he had finally gained the upper hand, and now the feeling of letting this woman be aggrieved made him find a little confidence. He has been cuckolded, so he shouldn't be worn three or twice again. The way he is now, it was all caused by Su Luoyan.
This was the only sentence that came to mind when he heard that call, he had always felt that he was full of love for Su Luoyan, but after spending a whole night, he seemed to figure it out, he might be more just unwilling, just competitive and competitive.
He had never met a woman who could resist him like this, and Su Luoyan aroused the competitive spirit in his heart, so every time he saw this woman, he hoped that he could conquer her. The more she resisted, the more he wanted to get closer, but he just didn't expect that he was confused by this feeling, and he thought that this was love.
Is this a joke? How much does he really love her? Even he himself can't tell, he is not a compromised person, nor is he an indecisive person, but in front of this woman, he has lost his truest self. Then it's not love, he's just curious about her, just wanting to know what this woman is really like.
Some women are stories, you can understand them once you read them, but some women are obviously a dictionary, although they are broad and profound, but they make people feel tired when they look at them. What kind of book should Su Luoyan be? He had been thinking about it, apparently he had never read her book, he was just curious to see what was written in it, but it was so bitter and obscure that he had spent a lot of effort not understanding it at all.
He thought that as long as he put more effort into it, he would be able to read the content of this book, obviously he overestimated his ability to understand, and what was written in this book was not what he wanted at all, he was just swayed by his own mood, and continued to indulge in it, and finally lost himself after the worst.
Now it seems that he doesn't want to read this book, some books have not been able to read, so the best way is to choose to give up, but he is not willing to choose to give up. He spent so much time and so much energy trying to figure out the book. But now, all he had to do was imprison the book.
Since he can't read it, why bother others to read it, since this book is so obscure, then it is better to close this book, no one in this world needs to take the risk of reading it. Although it was a bit naïve, he didn't think there was anything wrong with it.
Now that Su Luoyan is his wife, he naturally will not allow this woman to have an affair with another man behind his back, although he is crippled and has lost his legs, but he has not lost this heart. This society is like this, a society dominated by men from the beginning to the end, and men can be allowed to spend all their time drinking, but it is absolutely impossible for a woman to be unruly.
"I only ask you about Mao Mao now, Fang Yichen, you don't have the right to treat Mao Mao like this." Su Luoyan didn't care about Fang Yichen's emotions, nor did she care how bitter and mean he was. She just wanted to know the news of Mao Mao, how the baby was now, and whether he was hurt.
"Maomao? Do you remember that you were a woman with children? I thought you had forgotten that little guy, but it seems that if I hadn't reminded you, you would have forgotten, don't worry, Maomao is fine now, but I will definitely let him know what a bad mommy he has. ”
Fang Yichen said in a weird manner, it seemed that only in this way would he feel more comfortable, but he didn't know what to say, the more he said this, it could only make Su Luoyan more and more indifferent to him.
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