Xichen thought that Zi Ni was hated because of love, and since she couldn't give her what she wanted, it was better to let her heart die, and if there was a suitable person in the future, let her go out of the house. Therefore, Xichen did not delve into it, and he avoided it silently. But knowing that Dao Zini had a grudge, Xi Chen was even more concerned about the matter of taking blood.

In the past, Xichen would come to Zini's hospital in person to take blood every month, because he was worried that Zini's body would not be able to bear it, and he felt guilty. And now, he came to see Zi Ni cut her wrists and drip blood, because he was not at ease and was afraid that Zi Ni would do something. As soon as the mentality changes, the eyes naturally change. In the past, there was concern in his eyes, but now, there is only suspicion and defense in his eyes.

Of course, Zi Ni also discovered this sensitively, and felt a little more disdain for Xi Chen in her heart.

Hatred and contempt are like seeds, and they have taken root in Zini's heart invisibly. The idea of revenge suddenly came to me one day. At first, Zi Ni was also taken aback by her own idea, but once this thought came out, it made people linger as if they had entered a magic barrier.

Zi Ni prefers to sit alone and drink in the middle of the night, and the appearance of Xi Chen hugging Qingdai will always appear in front of her at this time. "For the sake of a person who climbed high branches, you not only destroyed my motherland with Jin Yao, but also burned down the temple where I grew up, and even deceived and failed my heart. How can you be so ruthless? You are truly the cruelest person in the world, your happiness, your everything is based on my pain. ”

Looking at the fluttering wick in front of her, Zini held the wine glass tightly, her knuckles turned white, and she secretly swore in her heart, "One day, I will let you understand the taste of loss." ”

Once a person has the idea of revenge, it is difficult to convince himself to let go, not to mention that Zini's hatred is the hatred of destroying the country, and it is the hatred of putting oneself in unkindness, injustice, and embarrassment. How many people can let go of such hatred lightly? How many people don't feel that they are doing the right thing for heaven when they are avenging their country?

Once Zini made up her mind, she began to ponder her physique. Since everything is a tragedy caused by one's own special constitution, let the tragedy end here. Since you Xichen did such a thing because of Qing Dai, I will let you lose Qing Dai forever.

Zini, who has been proficient in pharmacology since she was a child, fully understands that the reason why her body is not poisoned is all due to those drugs. Therefore, if you want to change your physique and turn your detoxified blood into venom, you still have to use drugs to change it. But this is the General's Mansion, if you want to use medicine for yourself every day, how can you escape Xi Chen's eyes? Moreover, such changes will not be made overnight. This method obviously doesn't work.

Then let's start with Qing Dai. After thinking about it, Zi Nisi made up her mind. However, he couldn't do it for a long time. Growing up in the temple, she was taught to be compassionate and compassionate since she was a child, and saving people's lives is better than creating a seventh-level floating slaughter, and now she wants to end a life with her own hands, and she really can't do it for a while.

As a result, Zini began to "get sick". Liver qi stagnation, chest tightness and abdominal distention, until bedridden. Xichen heard the report from the housekeeper and Xiaomei, and was also very anxious, if this Zini was sick, she would not dare to take blood and feed Qingdai. Although the body of Qing Dai has improved greatly, the residual poison has not been completely removed, and there is still a light bluish white around the eyes.