84. Chapter 84
Zhao Ji sat on the bed, wearing white pajamas, his black hair was scattered, straight like a black waterfall, falling to his waist and chest, half of his pale side face looked hazy and dreamy under the light, but it was beautiful, especially the facial features, which made people feel more and more beautiful. Qin Youchen sat on the edge of the bed, staring at Zhao Ji's face with interest with a pair of eyes, and couldn't help but feel a little stunned in his heart, he didn't expect that the woman in front of him was so quiet and so beautiful - completely different from other women, she was the kind of person who was enough to attract the attention of others even if she stood quietly in the corner. I can't help but wonder what is so special about the man she loves that can be so infatuated with a woman like her?
Thinking of this, Qin Youchen smiled softly.
Zhao Ji heard it and asked puzzledly, "What are you laughing at?" β
"Do you know that you feel like the elegant and quiet woman in ancient times. A demeanor and temperament like yours can't be learned by ordinary people. Qin Youchen said with a smile.
This Qin Youchen has been talented and intelligent since he was a child, and his style of acting has never been according to the cards, since he was a child, he has done "unique" deeds in an endless stream, and he is still often passed on by word of mouth. One of them is that when he was six years old, he secretly followed his second brother into the land of Fireworks Willow Lane. It can be said that since then, he has read countless women, what kind of woman has not been seen, however, somehow, Zhao Ji just gave him a special impression, as if he had never seen such a woman in his memory, which made him feel that she was very special.
"There are many differences between people, and I am like this, and it is not surprising that others have their own similarities." Zhao Ji lowered his head slightly, and his voice suddenly weakened: "Even if some people have the same appearance and shape, their character is completely different. β
Although her voice was not loud, Qin Youchen could hear it clearly, and her mind was as careful as her, so she naturally heard the reason in her words, and after thinking about it carefully, she could figure it out. He asked, "Are you talking about Zhang Yifeng and the man named Feng Yuantong?" β
Zhao Ji looked up at him in astonishment, as if asking him something.
Qin Youchen smiled: "During the time you were in a coma, you kept calling that man's name. If it weren't for what I heard and saw with my own eyes, I really couldn't believe that my Qin Youchen's wife actually had a deep affection for other men. Of course, it also confirmed my previous thoughts. β
"With your cleverness, you can naturally guess an approximation. I think you've also learned a lot from Bao Cui and my Ying'er on weekdays, right? Zhao Ji smiled, looked at him with clear eyes, pursed his lips slightly, and said, "Indeed." I already have a heart. β
Qin Youchen looked at her quietly: "Whether I have feelings for you or not, as your husband, hearing such words from the mouth of your wife, as a man, it is inevitable that you will be unreasonable." β
He paused, then continued, "But, I am more curious about what kind of man he was, and what he had done for you, that made you so obsessed with it, and evenβeven that he betrayed you. You can't forget him. β
Zhao Ji smiled bitterly: "Have you ever loved someone?" It's not fake, it's not a joke, but really love someone? β
A simple question, but Qin Youchen was stunned on the spot, speechless. He thought that he knew how to love this thing, but he didn't know what Lu Dao was, and when Zhao Ji asked such a sentence, he couldn't answer. Did he love? He couldn't help but ask himself. Living to this day, he has met many women, and many of them are infatuated with him, but if he is a little worried and restless, there is only one Ruan Wu. However, as soon as he said Ruan Wu's words, he didn't feel that his feelings for her were really love.
"Actually, I don't understand either." Zhao Ji said: "I used to think that love is to get, if you love someone, you will want to get that person, and then I thought that love is to let go, if you really love that person, you will ruthlessly let go of the other party, and then later, I thought that love is forgiveness, even if the other party is sorry for themselves, you can forgive." At the end of the day, I thought that love was trust, trust from beginning to end. But-" Zhao Ji's eyes looked at the corner of the end of the bed in a daze, and suddenly stopped talking to herself, her eyes turned around, a pair of eyes seemed to be plated with a film, her eyes were a little helpless, and a little helpless, she smiled again, the smile was not as bitter as before, closer to poignant, like a flower that was knocked down by a storm: "Now, I don't even understand what love is." I can't even figure out whether I miss him now because I still love him deeply, or because I have so much unwillingness in my heart that I can't let go of that person in the past. β
Qin Youchen saw that she was about to cry again, and a wave of irritability unconsciously surged in his heart, he couldn't get used to seeing her show that look at every turn, especially since she was sick, he had seen too much of her kind of expression, every time he saw her, his heart was restless and impatient, and he couldn't wait to erase all her like that from his mind.
His Danfeng eyes narrowed slightly, and his tone of voice was a little cold: "You asked me to stay, just to let me listen to you say this, do you want you to cry?" If so, I'm sorry, I'm going first. β
"You ......" Zhao Ji saw him stand up, felt the faint anger on his body, was stunned for a moment, thought about his performance, and suddenly reacted, and said: "I'm sorry, it's me who lost my temper." It's my own business, and it has nothing to do with you. I shouldn't have ......"
"Why do you want to put on such an innocent and pitiful appearance?" Qin Youchen frowned unhappily and turned his head to look at her: "Zhao Ji, I'd rather you treat me with a cold face like before, than see you crying and crying for other men in front of me like this now." It's so ugly! β
These words were like a basin of cold water pouring down from his head, pouring Zhao Ji's whole body cold, and the emotional horse in his mind suddenly stopped. She was stunned, her mouth slightly open, and she recalled the scene she had just treated him, and her heart was full of chagrin. I don't understand how I could be impulsive and behave in front of him. It's so stupid and ridiculous!
She was alone and didn't say anything, but here Qin Youchen spoke again: "These days, the two of us should have thought it through. What are your plans? β