76. Chapter 76

Zhao Ji sent away the people who led the way, and walked around the garden alone, with flowers, rockeries and stone bridges, the scenery was beautiful, but her mind was not on it at all, she was thinking, what did they mean by calling her over today, it was simply because she was Qin Youchen's wife and invited her, or did she have some other purpose. I don't know why, she can't forget the situation when Zhang Yifeng went to her husband to find her in person that day, and at that time she felt that things would not end like that.

"How's the view?" She stood in front of a cluster of chrysanthemums, and a voice rang out from behind her.

She turned her head and saw that it was Zhang Yifeng.

He smiled and walked over to her, looked around at the scenery, and asked, "This garden is not bad, right?" ”

Zhao Ji also looked around and replied calmly: "Hmm." It's beautiful. ”

He smiled: "Since you think it's beautiful, do you want to live here for a while?" ”

She looked at him, almost the same face carved out of the same mold as Feng Yuan, but it was much more complicated than Feng Yuantong, mixed with a lot of emotions, the man in front of her was like a fog, shrouded, what was inside, people couldn't see it clearly, couldn't understand it, and it was difficult to figure out.

She didn't answer his question, but asked another question: "The second lady said that you and Dashuai had something to do temporarily, why did you come back so soon?" ”

"How can you not be happy when you come today?"

His eyes were deep, looking at her with deep meaning, and the words he said were full of ambiguity, Zhao Ji looked at him quietly, not knowing what he was thinking. If she was interested in her, she didn't believe that such a man would bother to be interested in such a married woman as herself.

He went to a long stone bench in the garden and sat down, patted the vacant seat beside him, and said to her, "It's still early, let's talk before we go to see my father, don't you mind?" ”

Ruan Wu put his hand on Qin Youchen's hand, looked at him affectionately and intently, and called softly: "Youchen, in the past few years, haven't you ever thought about me?" Have you never considered my feelings for you? ”

Qin Youchen glanced at her hand, and a glimmer of light flashed in Danfeng's eyes, with a little coldness: "Why mention the past." Now that you and I are both good, isn't that enough? ”

"Not bad?" Ruan Wu murmured with trembling lips, a pair of eyes staring at him tightly, as if he was afraid that he would miss any slight change in expression on his face in the blink of an eye, and smiled bitterly: "Do you think I'm doing well?" Where do you feel it? ”

Qin Youchen frowned slightly, a little impatient: "Don't hold on to meaningless things anymore, it's not good for you or me." Haven't the events of the past taught you a long lesson? ”

"Lessons? Do you think that's a lesson? Ruan Wu's expression became a little excited. She admitted that if she hadn't been too stubborn back then, Zhang Tiande wouldn't have found out, Qin Youchen wouldn't have been implicated because of her personal feelings, and that dangerous farce wouldn't have happened. However, although she paid a terrible price and regretted her impulsiveness at that time, she never felt that it was a lesson, let alone any guilt towards anyone. Because she felt that her love for Qin Youchen was proud, there was nothing to be ashamed of.

But he thinks it's a lesson?

What a merciless irony.

She laughed again, this time with a self-deprecating laugh, she withdrew her hand, looked at Qin Youchen sadly, and said: "It is said that women are ruthless, I think the truly ruthless people in this world are never women, they are men." Once a man doesn't love a woman, he can say really hurtful things, never leaving room for hope. Qin Youchen, you are such a ruthless man, in the past, you ruthlessly rejected me after knowing my feelings for you, and now, my feelings for you have not changed after so many years, but you have not been moved, but you have refused even more ruthlessly. Qin Youchen, in your eyes, I am a hopeless slut, right! ”

Qin Youchen's brows furrowed even tighter when he heard her belittle herself like this, in fact, he wouldn't say such cruel things to her, however, since she really loved herself so deeply, he had to do this way, otherwise, he would be really cruel to her. Even if he didn't love her, he didn't want her to bind himself because of him. After all, she's still that young.

"Why are you doing this? Not worth it at all. He shook his head helplessly and stood up: "Ji'er has been away for a while, I'll go to find her." ”

"Ji'er?" Ruan Wu muttered and sneered: "You are already so intimate with her?" Qin Youchen, even if you don't love me, you should always remember the promise you made to me, right? ”

Qin Youchen's steps to leave paused, he turned around and glanced at her: "I haven't forgotten." ”

"Then why are you so close to her!" Ruan Wu stared at him sharply, and his tone of voice was also very cold: "Don't tell me, it's just your way of being indifferent to her!" ”

"Whether I'm intimate with her or not has nothing to do with the title, right?" Qin Youchen replied indifferently.

"Don't you think it's related?" Ruan Wu walked over, stood in front of him, stretched out a hand, gently stroked his face, and asked, "So, in that case, you also call me Ruan'er, call me like Zhang Tiande, do you call me?" ”

Qin Youchen was silent, he looked at the stubborn eyes in front of him, his lips pursed into a straight line, he knew very well in his heart that she was stubborn, and she intended to use this to break what she had just said, in fact, he originally thought that it would be okay to scream, but if he really wanted him to call out, he felt like something was blocked in his throat, and he couldn't call it out.

How can it not be called? He vaguely knew why.

Zhao Ji is different from her after all.

When Ruan Wu saw him like that, she already knew the truth in her heart, she withdrew her hand and smiled: "Look, you can't call it." ”

"I will keep the promise I made to you."

"That's not what I want to promise!" Ruan Wu suddenly said in a loud voice, his body took a few steps back, and there were tears in his eyes: "Qin Youchen, you are really cruel to me!" ”

"You just said that men don't have the slightest pity for women they don't love."

"Do you love her, then?" Ruan Wu continued, tears almost falling.

Qin Youchen looked at her hazy teary eyes, opened his mouth slightly, and said, "This is not something you should care about. ”

As he spoke, a tall figure appeared at the door of the living room: "What are you talking about?" ”