Of course, this kind of superiority is just a momentary thing, in fact, this is a sad thing, Wu Di and Wu Di are very powerful, more powerful than other students in this school, but it is not me.

Because of this, I felt sorry for my crush, I felt that love was sacred, and there was no room for a trace of blasphemy, and yes, I decided with her, even if she might never know.

As for why Wang Lijia was able to stop me from skipping class, just as she didn't know that I had a crush on her, she didn't know either, once, when I walked to the corner of the corridor with a bag containing a basketball after the second night of self-study, I ran into her.

She saw me carrying a schoolbag, and immediately understood my intentions, in fact, this is still thanks to Wu Di, because of Wu Di, my attention has risen a lot, and I often do not study in the third class evening, those who like to pay attention to Wu Di, naturally found out about this matter, and then of course I skipped class and couldn't hide it.

But everyone is a high school student, and no one is idle to report me, and I always have no sense of zài in the class, which can show that I don't have a protagonist's life, because the protagonist in those campus novels has a mocking face, whether it is a student or a teacher, they have to target him.

In fact, I don't even qualify to be targeted.

Wang Lijia, who discovered my intentions, raised the corners of her mouth slightly, and said with a smile: "It's almost time to take the college entrance examination, so don't always go out and run around, study hard." ”

It was one of the dozens of sentences she spoke to me, but it made me a habit.

That is, if I ran into Wang Lijia when I skipped class and left, I would walk a few more steps, wait for her to pass me, then turn around, put down the schoolbag on my shoulder and silently return to the classroom. Endure another lesson.

And the premise is, no matter what I think, no matter what I want, no matter how bored I am.

It's a habit that doesn't make any sense, but it's a rule of life that belongs to me. I've always lived with some rules, and I didn't feel unpleasant to be tied down.

Maybe, probably, probably...... This is my fidelity to love. Whenever I don't skip class because of Wang Lijia, I feel an inexplicable comfort, like praying sincerely for the denigration of the gods, and then getting a response.

Until one afternoon after school, I went to the cafeteria to finish eating. On the way back, I saw the president of our class, who had good science grades, and a girl walking along the path next to our school building, talking and laughing. The class leader was very embarrassed when he saw me, obviously distanced himself from the girl, and then smiled at me very awkwardly.

I smiled and nodded.

But the moment we passed by, my smile gradually stiffened, and I felt like my heart was about to twitch.

Because that girl is what I thought about for a long time. Even every smile she has I am very attached to, I care about every word very much, and even remember Wang Lijia in my heart.

And Wu Di doesn't have such treatment as her in my heart.

What hurt me even more was that the path was also around the corner, and because I was in a trance, I stopped, and I heard this conversation between them:

"That guy is Wu Di's tablemate...... Tut. The squad leader said.

"How. Are you envious? Wang Lijia's tone was slightly dissatisfied.

"Where...... Actually, that guy likes you, he thinks he's very hidden. But in fact, there are many boys who know. ”

"Huh? It's disgusting to be liked by someone like that...... It's better to let him disgust Wu Di! ”

"Don't curse Wu Di like this, isn't this cheaper for him?"

"Hmph, why are you defending Wu Di like this?"

……

Obviously, they thought I was far away, which is why there was such a conversation. No one would say such hurtful words to their face unless they tear their faces.

Am I really a disgusting person?

In the cold wind, I walked forward in despair, until a very ethereal voice came to my ears: "Just flee like a coward? ”

Hearing this, I looked up in some surprise. Sure enough, it was my tablemate Wu Di.

It is the winter of Layue, the weather is quite cold, Wu Di is wearing a pure white down jacket, and the lower body is tight jeans, which completely outlines the curve of her tight legs, her neck is wrapped around a red scarf, the long black hair is as black as ink, tied into a single ponytail with a silver headband, and she also wears gloves on her hands, which is really fully equipped.

Her expression is indifferent, different from her gentle appearance towards me in the past, but I feel that this Wu Di is the real her, and her heart is like an iceberg.

But even so, she is as beautiful as ever...... I have to admit in my heart that her charm as a girl is simply not resistible by any man.

Naturally, I didn't have any response to Wu Di's words, my mind was a mess, I didn't understand what the emotion was at this moment, jealousy? Saddened? Is it inferiority...... I'm a coward, a ridiculous coward, and I turned out to be a disgusting person in the eyes of her crush.

I lowered my head, I always felt that such a disgusting self was not worthy of talking to Wu Di at all, so be it, anyway, I am such a person.

Anyway, I'm used to it, the world has always extinguished my hope for life again and again, and I have verified it with my own personal experience - hard work is not rewarded.

I know there is one less reason to restrain me from skipping class. I don't know if that's to be celebrated or sad.

Wu Di walked quickly past me with my head down, and I was relieved, but in fact, I really wanted to tell her that I was not a coward, I just, just, ...... There's no way, no matter what, I'm not as good as Li Yuncong, the head of the class, and looking at the two of them, the relationship is very good, how can I destroy their happiness?

"Stop!" I was about to leave, as I had suffered in the past, skipping class, reading novels, and doing something to vent myself, but I heard Wu Di's ethereal voice without emotion, and almost instantly, I guessed who she was talking to......

I felt like my brain was going to explode, what the hell did she want to do, wouldn't she just leave secretly at this time? It was me who was insulted, not her......

I wanted to leave like this, but Wu Di's sentence kept ringing in my ears: "Flee like a coward like this?" ”

Indeed, I am a coward in front of Wang Lijia because I like her! I like it very, very much, even if she just said something like that, but I still can't let go of her!

However, I hope to prove that in front of you Wu Di, I am not a coward! (To be continued......)