Chapter 81: A Star, a Heart
Gao Jin took a look at the fixing of the four places, although the rope was rusty, but it was still firm, and wiped it on the swing board with his sleeves, signaling that Shuangmuzi could sit down.
Frost Muzi smiled back with a thankful smile, and then swung on the swing, which felt like before.
Gao Jin sat down on the stone bench beside him, and the two of them were silent thoughtfully.
"Brother Jin, do you remember, when we were children, we used to be here, counting the stars, looking at the moon, at that time, we were so happy!" Shuangmuzi looked at the dark night sky, but there were no stars and no moon in sight.
"Yes, at that time, you were still clamoring for us to pick stars for you, and you also said, whoever picks the stars, you will marry whoever you want in the future." Gao Jin thought back to the past and smiled happily.
"But none of you cried all night because you didn't pick the stars, and I cried all night." Frost Muzi smiled faintly.
"Xuan'er, if I were willing to take the stars, would you still travel the promise you once made?" Gao Jin looked at Shuangmuzi solemnly, he was no longer waiting, he protected her, he wanted her to be happy.
"It's a pity that the stars are gone." Frost Muzi looked gloomily at the night sky; All she wants is a 'heart'.
"The stars are always rising, and I can pick them whenever you want." Gao Jin followed Shuangmuzi's eyes and looked at the dark night sky, with the happiness he wanted.
"Even if it rises again, it will not be the same one again." Shuangmuzi deliberately hinted at Gao Jin, she is no longer the Lin Xuan'er she used to be, and her heart is no longer the innocent heart.
"I can try to get 'her' back." Gao Jin also knew the meaning of Shuang Muzi's words, but he was willing to wait, waiting for Shuang Muzi to take his heart back from Song Jingran.
"I also tried to get that 'heart' back, but slowly I realized that it was not that I lost it, but that I abandoned it." Shuangmuzi was undoubtedly telling Gao Jin that she didn't want to get back that 'heart', but that she had completely thrown her 'heart' to Song Jingran.
"Haven't you thought about taking it back again?" Gao Jin still had a trace of thought, although he knew about Shuangmuzi's feelings for Song Jingran, he didn't want to see her hurt, he just wanted her to be happy.
"Perhaps, that's where 'it' goes." Shuangmuzi didn't want to leave Gao Jin with a trace of fantasy, although she was cruel like this, after all, there was nothing wrong with loving someone.
"Perhaps?" Gao Jin fantasized, and maybe.
"No maybe." Shuangmuzi completely dispelled a trace of Gao Jin's illusions.
"Xuan'er, I" Gao Jin finished speaking, and was interrupted by Shuangmuzi.
"Brother Jin can like Xuan'er as much as he used to, but he can't like Muzi as much as he does now." Shuangmuzi interrupted Gao Jin's words, she was afraid that from Gao Jin's mouth, she would hear what she didn't want to hear, and she was even more afraid that she would hurt him.
"What if it's love?" Gao Jin no longer had the luxury of getting Shuangmuzi's heart, but he still held the thought in his heart.
"We are not good people, if we have 'love', we can only become passers-by." Shuangmuzi deliberately hinted to Gao Jin that if Gao Jin insisted on doing this to herself, then she could only choose to become a passerby with him.
"What about the lover in your heart, he will marry her soon, shouldn't you wake up?" Gao Jin shouted angrily, his atmosphere was that Shuangmuzi would rather be a passerby with him than accept the love he gave, so how did Song Jingran treat her, and whether she was worth it.
"I've always been awake, I've always been sober looking at myself, sinking step by step." Shuangmuzi was stunned, Gao Jin's words were like sharp needles, deeply pierced into Shuangmuzi's heart; He is going to marry someone else, and she is still clinging; But she was relieved that she still had children, simply because they were his children.
"I'm sorry, I" Gao Jin looked at Shuangmuzi with gloomy eyes, his heart was full of obscurity, how could he be impulsive and say something to hurt her, at this time, he hated himself.
"It's okay, I've already" Frost Kiko hesitated, she wanted to say that she was used to it, but she still hurt, so she was still in the adaptation stage.
"It's getting late, I'll send you back." Gao Jin didn't want to talk any more, he knew that all Shuangmuzi needed was time, and he could wait.
Frost Muzi nodded in reply; Because both of them were dressed in black, in order not to arouse suspicion, Gao Jin walked the path with Shuangmuzi in his arms, and made light efforts all the way, and sent Shuangmuzi into the backyard of Yanyulou.
"Don't overthink it, rest early." Gao Jin delivered the frost wood safely, and then turned around and left.
"Brother Jin occasionally looks at the scenery around him, maybe, you will find it more beautiful." Shuangmuzi relayed the words of the dark soul to Gao Jin, hoping that Gao Jin could find someone who really loved him.
Gao Jin stopped, as if he understood what Shuangmuzi was referring to.
"Xuan'er hopes that Brother Jin will be happy." Seeing that Gao Jin stopped, Shuangmuzi thought about it, but he also understood what he meant, left his words, and turned to leave.
Gao Jin sighed secretly in his heart, he knew that one heart would not accommodate two people at the same time, so he was destined to let down one person.
On this day, Bai Nianming specially invited Gao Jin and others, including Shuangmuzi and several others, to come to one of his other courtyards as guests. I see, this courtyard, located in the eastern suburbs between a mountain and water, the courtyard is not big, a main building, several first-class wings, a delicate pavilion in the courtyard, you can enjoy the mountains and rivers all around, the scenery is very beautiful.
Several people sat down in the pavilion, Bai Nianming was in the main seat, and the dark spirit was beside him, Bai Nianming said with a smile, "Today, it is really Bai Mou's luck to invite the prince of Jin to come here." ”
"Brother Bai is polite, such a beautiful scenery, this king is fortunate to see it, and it is also Brother Bai's doing." Gao Jin was on the upper seat, with Dark Soul and Frost Muzi on their side.
Bai Nianming hugged the dark spirit and said with a smile on his face, "The prince has a wonderful word, Bai Mou sighs to himself." ”
"Hey~ Brother Bai is too modest, today is mainly about 'music', don't be so rusty, just drink happily." Gao Jin did not lose Bai Nianming's aura, hugging one on the side, so he was not romantic.
"Okay, let's have a good drink, and tonight, we'll stay here." Bai Nianming picked up his wine glass and gestured.
"Good work" Gao Jin was not lazy, picked up the wine glass and touched it; Song Jingran and Yan Yongyan too, and then raised their wine glasses to signal.
"I heard that Major General Song will marry Miss Xia in a few days, which is really gratifying." Bai Nianming put down his wine glass and looked at Song Jingran again.
"Thank you." Song Jingran gestured.
"Since ancient times, talented people with beautiful women, Song Dashao and Miss Xia are also a match made in heaven, today, Bai is here, first send a glass of congratulatory wine." Bai Nianming picked up his wine glass and signaled to Song Jingran.
"Song thanks Bai Gongzi, it's just that Zixia is not in good health and should not drink, if Bai Gongzi doesn't mind, Song will do it for him." Song Jingran was indifferent all day long, but he still had to say it properly.
"Song Dashao loves his wife very much, Bai has no objection, please" Bai Nianming drank it with his head held high.
Song Jingran signaled, took a sip of the glass, and drank the two glasses of wine.