Chapter 194: A Life Is Too Long

Gao Jin sat at the table, looking at an ordinary and sumptuous dinner, which was not from the dining room of the palace, so he was even more curious, and always peeked at the dark spirits on the side from time to time;

And her leisurely appearance faded away from the uncertainty in his heart, maybe it was just a simple meal.

Ignoring the more puzzled eyes, the dark soul picked up a piece of fish that seemed to be tender and attractive, put it into the Gao Jin bowl, and said with a smile, "King Liang taste, this is the steamed osmanthus fish personally selected by the concubine, I don't know if it can meet King Liang's appetite." ”

Gao Jin smiled, the moment he lowered his eyes, he hid the thoughts in his eyes, put the fish in his mouth, and chewed gently, he never doubted the cooking skills of the dark soul, so he was not surprised by the deliciousness of the taste, although the taste was delicious, he still had no intention of tasting it, because such a dark soul made him a little unpredictable.

Gao Jin glanced at the dark soul from the bottom of his eyes again, and she seemed to be still waiting for his answer, so he nodded and said, "It's really good, Rong'er's cooking skills are really growing." "Since the dark soul sells Guan Zi to ask for it, he might as well cooperate first.

"Thank you King Liang for your praise, only King Liang likes it." The dark soul was full of smiles, and as she spoke, she sandwiched a piece of refreshing celery and put it into Gao Jin's bowl, she knew that there might be eyeliner everywhere around her, and if she wanted Miao Ji to pay attention, she had to serve Gao Jin well.

Gao Jin smiled, and he didn't plan to say anything more, because he was a little speechless to deal with such a transformed dark soul, so he still handed it over to the meal to prove his complicated feelings.

The dark soul just kept picking up vegetables for Gao Jin, but he didn't move, Gao Jin saw that she didn't move, and took the initiative to put some vegetables in her bowl, and said with a show of concern, "Don't patronize the lonely king, you eat too, look at your mouth has been a lot weaker recently." ”

The dark soul smiled, picked a refreshing vegetable and put it in her mouth, chewed it gently, and thought in her heart that it was time to speak, so she took out the brocade handkerchief on her waist, wiped the corner of her mouth, turned her eyes to look at Gao Jin, and said, "King Liang, the concubine has a matter, I don't know if to talk about it?" ”

Gao Jin lowered his eyes, the corners of his mouth were outlined, and finally he still had something to tell, so he was also relieved of the dishes and chopsticks, picked up the Jinpa on the side, wiped the corners of his mouth, and pretended to be meaningless, "Concubine Rong might as well say it directly." ”

The dark soul smiled, turned his head and commanded, "You withdraw the meal, and then make a pot of tea for King Liang." ”

The palace people bowed their heads one after another, and they all received their own tasks.

The dark soul got up and sat down on the soft couch that Gao Jin walked on, glanced at the departing palace people on the side, and after the palace people retreated, she smiled and said, "The concubine is not talented, but there is one thing that King Liang will consider." ”

Gao Jin glanced at her and nodded again, but the dark soul sighed secretly, because there is no woman who is willing to add a woman to the man she loves deeply, but she has no choice but to do it, in order to lead Miaoji's thinking, in order to disturb her sight, she can only find a way in no way, even if it is to prick a needle in her chest.

Even if he sprinkled salt on his wound, the dark soul still said indifferently: "The concubine thinks that King Liang's accession to the throne is the blessing of Beiliang, and this is the New Year, and the harem of King Liang is still insufficient, and the number of people who have always been established, of course, it also depends on the wishes of King Liang, however, the concubines feel that King Liang should be the top of the Beiliang Jiangshan Society, add some popularity to the harem, and it can be regarded as adding a celebration to the New Year, and more importantly, there are more concubines in the harem, so naturally they can also share some affairs for the queen mother, I don't know what King Liang wants?" ”

Gao Jin's lacquered eyes exuded a deep rhyme, and the dark soul's sentence shared Miao Ji's worries, reminding him, so that he could reverie the dark soul's intentions a little, the harem of the three people is indeed a little unreasonable, if you add some people to the harem, it can disperse Miao Ji's movements, but it is also a good thing.

"The Lone King will arrange someone to do this, you just need to recuperate." Gao Jin held her hand, he would not feel so guilty when this matter came out of anyone's mouth, only when it came out of the mouth of the dark soul, he felt deeply guilty.

The dark soul smiled and nodded, she had done everything she could, hoping that things would be dissolved as soon as possible, but she hoped that time would come slowly, slower

The first heavy snow since the beginning of winter fell on the New Year; The fluttering snowflakes, waving in the air, have the charm of the scattered flowers of the goddess, and also carry a thousand emotions, skimming the clouds in the sky, brushing over the standing trees, until the earth is dyed white; It's really like a scene of a snowy year.

Lin Xuan'er loves the snow scene alone, even if the snow is falling, she still ignores anyone's obstruction, and comes to the high palace wall alone, watching the heaven and earth mingle, one by one, and the trees, against the background of the white snowflakes, like a slim girl.

When the wind blows, the branches of the trees sway gently, like the maidens waving their jade hands. The silver shimmering needles of snow fell slowly from the leaves and branches, like a handful of pearls on the earth; Suddenly, a cold wind blew, like a thousand trees and pear blossoms.

She was immersed in this snowy scene, and the corners of her mouth inadvertently outlined a poignant smile, as if she had returned to the snow scene of the past, at that time, with her immature body and mind, for the love of her heart, she braved the severe frost and snow, and ran into the snow, just to tell him that she liked him;

At that time, she didn't know love, she only knew that she wanted to have him, and it was for a lifetime; She didn't even know how long or short it meant to be a lifetime.

Now, she can't go back to that youthful age, after the vicissitudes of life, she understands what love is, understands the meaning of a lifetime, but also loses the courage of innocence, and no longer dares to imagine how long a life is, or how short it is.

Cui'er stood not far away with a thick cloak, looking at her quietly, she couldn't bear to be disturbed for a while, her lonely back, as if mixed with the snow scene, just in this cold winter, it looked a little sad.

Gao Jin knew that Lin Xuan'er loved the snow scene alone, although he cared about her, he still couldn't resist the heat in his heart, so he wanted to take her to enjoy the snow, which could be regarded as easing the relationship between them;

When Gao Jin arrived at the Xuanfei Palace, he learned that she was not in the palace, and after some inquiry, he learned that she was here.

When Cui'er reacted, Gao Jin's figure was already in front of her, so she wanted to salute and say hello; Gao Jin hurriedly raised his hand and made a 'shhh' gesture, Cui'er understood, but owed a debt;

Gao Jin took the cloak in her hand, waved her hand to signal her to retreat, and walked to Lin Xuan'er's side; I don't know if she was too engrossed, or if she didn't want to pay attention to the person who came, she still stood motionless.

Gao Jin felt neglected, so he gently put the cloak on her shoulder, Lin Xuan'er regained her attention a little, turned her eyes at Gao Jin, smiled, and then fell on a blank snow scene, just an unchanged snow scene, and could not find a corner where she was willing to stay.

Gao Jin saw that her series of expressions were so calm, and he was excited and happy, but he was calmed down by her calm thoughts, glanced at the tip of her slightly reddened nose, and said with concern, "The cold is heavier after the snow, so let's go back early." ”

"Do you remember, when I was a child, I liked to go into the palace to play, at that time I didn't know how big the palace was, I always wanted to be able to play the entire palace at once, but every time I was carried back to the house, even if I couldn't move my legs and feet, but I still didn't play the palace all over, and now I know that the palace is really big, I can't finish it at all."

Lin Xuan'er still looked away, with a slight smile on her face, this huge palace used to be her favorite place to play, but now she is so unfamiliar, and even after walking countless roads, she still never remembers, not because she doesn't want to remember, but because she has no intention of remembering.

Gao Jin smiled, and also put his eyes on the snow scene, as if returning to his childhood, "Yes, that is your favorite to go into the palace to play, every time I ask me to take you into the palace in various ways, but every time I am so tired that it is difficult to walk, and I can only carry you back to the house after the end, I remember once, you also asked me if I would always carry you on my back." ”

Gao Jin looked at her face, hoping to make her feel a warmth from her childhood memories.

Lin Xuan'er turned her eyes to him and smiled, in fact, her smile just wanted to give back to the former Jin brother, but the Gao Jin in front of her was no longer the same as before, she withdrew her eyes in frustration, and said indifferently, "Of course I remember, you told me at the time that you would carry me down, so I naively thought that you would really go down on my back!" ”

"As long as you are willing, I am willing to carry you on my back for the rest of my life." Gao Jin looked at her with a poignant smile, and his heart was full of pity, he knew that her sentence to go on was just a kind of dependence on his relatives at the beginning, but he wanted to turn her dependence into dependence.

Lin Xuan'er shook her head gently, the smile on her face was filled with endless sadness, and in her dim eyes, there were flickering tears, she turned her eyes to look at Gao Jin, she was not worried at all that he could see her sadness, but she still hooked a smile in her tears, "A life is too long, I don't want to." ”

Gao Jin was originally a fiery heart, and was instantly beaten into the frozen, although he repeatedly endured, although he has been warming her cold heart, although he humbly begged her, although he did everything, but he was never able to find her heart, the hands in the sleeve robe, inadvertently clenched together, angry, resentful, or hateful

"I don't want to, but I'll give you what you want." Lin Xuan'er put her eyes on the snow scene again, she didn't dare to look at Gao Jin's face with her own eyes, she was afraid that she could see anger or hatred in his eyes, that was not Brother Jin in her heart.

Gao Jin glanced at her inexplicably, this topic is always an answer, he doesn't want to continue to talk here, stop here, he can still control his impetuousness, but he can't guarantee that he can always endure it like this.