Chapter 1326: Mourning is greater than dying

Ling Ruo looked at the Guerjia clan in a daze, he couldn't imagine that he would hear such words, and opened his mouth to speak, but found that his lips seemed to be stuck by something, and he couldn't open them or make a sound.

As early as before the words fell, Guerjia felt that the hand in his palm was gradually cold, and at the end of the day, it was like an ice cube, cold and cold.

Seeing that Ling Ruo had not reacted, the Guerjia clan hurriedly said, "Shui Xiu, go and bring goat milk to your master." ”

"Yes." Shui Xiu hurriedly got up to serve the goat's milk, and put it on the stove until it was warm before bringing it in, and during this time, Ling Ruo had maintained the same posture as just now, and he didn't even move his eyes.

Guerjia stuffed the warm goat's milk into Ling Ruo's hands, wrapped her weak hands and said softly: "Come, drink the goat's milk first, you promised me, you can't be excited, you can't be sad." ”

No matter what the Guerjia clan said, Ling Ruo didn't react, just looked at the smooth and white goat milk in a daze, and after a long time, suddenly there was a ripple in the goat's milk, naturally it was not for no reason, but something fell into it, but it disappeared in an instant.

The Guerjia clan, who was closest to Ling Ruo, saw it very clearly, it was a tear, she held Ling Ruo's hand distressedly and said: "Remember the child in your womb, don't move the fetal gas, and I don't know if this matter is true or not, maybe everything is just groundless." The emperor has always been a very rational person, even if he really likes Nalan Mei'er, he will not do such a ridiculous thing. ”

Ling Ruo tried to open his mouth and said with difficulty: "He may be calm in front of others, but Nalan Mei'er is his dead end, as long as he faces her, all the calmness will come to naught, sister, don't forget the original Tong Jia Liluo, just a stand-in makes him fascinated." ”

Guerjia retorted: "But don't forget Shu Mulu Jiahui, her eyebrows and eyes are full of Nalan Mei'er, but when she was drafted, the emperor didn't choose her, but something happened later, so she was allowed to stay in the palace by mistake." ”

Ling Ruo didn't answer, just shook his head incessantly, with endless pathos in his expression, "More than twenty years have passed, I thought that the emperor could let go of Nalan Mei'er, but it turned out that it wasn't, he has been ...... I can't put it down all the time. In the same way, no matter how much I have paid for him or how much I have lost, I will not be as good as Nalan Mei'er. ”

"No, if the emperor really can't let go of Nalan Mei'er, he can snatch her to his side as early as when he first ascended the throne, so why wait another four years. You believe me, this thing must be fake. ”

"No, it's true." Ling Ruo smiled sadly and said: "Just now the emperor came to see me and said that he had a bitter heart for forgiving Aqina's life, I didn't understand what the bitterness was at the time, but now I understand it, everything is understood." ”

"Ruo'er!" Seeing her like this, Guerjia felt very uncomfortable, and couldn't think of anything to comfort, so he could only choke up and say, "If you want to cry, cry." ”

"Nope." Ling Ruo took a deep breath, endured the sourness in his eyes and said: "If I cry, the child in my belly will cry too, I don't want the child to cry before he is born, don't worry, sister, I have nothing to do, nothing happens." Since the emperor doesn't have me in his heart, then why should I be sad for him. ”

Hearing her words, the Guerjia clan was even more afraid, and they all said that mourning is greater than heart death, is Ruo'er really dead to the emperor? So he didn't care about anything anymore, and just as he was about to speak, Ling Ruo had already taken a step forward and said, "Sister, I'm tired and want to take a break." ”

Seeing that Ling Ruo didn't want to say more, the Guerjia clan had to do it, "Okay, you have a good rest, and I'll come to see you tomorrow." Shui Xiu, you two take good care of your master, and if there is anything, hurry up and tell the palace. ”

"Yes." After sending the Guerjia clan away, Shui Xiu said: "Master, the slaves and maids help you to the bed to rest." ”

Ling Ruo shook his head and said, "No need, you all go down, this palace wants to be quiet alone." ”

Although Shui Xiu and Yang Hai were extremely worried, they also knew that she was in a bad mood, so they didn't dare to say more, so they lowered their hands and retreated.

When he was the only one left in the room, the sourness that he had endured in his eyes suddenly all came up, and he blurred his eyes with crystal tears, which would drip down at any time.

"Don't cry! Don't cry! Ling Ruo muttered these words in her mouth, but the sourness in her eyes continued to expand, making her almost want to cry out loud.

No, she said, she can't let her child cry before she is born, she must endure it for the sake of this hard-won child. The more I think about it, the more sad I feel in my heart, for more than twenty years, no matter how hard she tries, she can't get rid of the shadow of Nalan Mei'er, not only her, but even her children have been shrouded in this shadow, and they will ...... What should she do in the future? Is it really time to die from now on and not have a trace of fantasy expectations for Yinzhen?

She really wanted to die from now on, become a heartless person, never hurt or hurt, not sad or happy, but the position in her chest kept throbbing, and she couldn't stop.

She didn't dare to move or blink, because it only took a small movement to make tears fall from her already full eyes. He sat like this until his tears were vaporized into vapour by the heat of the room...... Or perhaps, it permeates the room.

On the other hand, Yinzhen couldn't concentrate after returning to the Heart Cultivation Palace, and opened a fold, but he didn't know where to put the pen down, although he knew all the ink words, he couldn't reflect them in his mind.

Yin Zhen closed the fold irritably, called Sixi in and said, "Su Peisheng has a confession over there?" ”

As soon as he heard this, Sixi hurriedly bowed down and said, "Back to the emperor's words, Su Peisheng didn't do anything, just kept shouting that he was wronged." He secretly glanced at Yinzhen and continued: "Your Majesty, forgive the slave for saying more, Su Peisheng and the slave were taught by a master, and his Xingzi slave knows very well that he will never have the courage to betray the emperor." ”

When Su Peisheng had an accident, although he was not present, he was the person next to Yinzhen, and he often went to see Su Peisheng, and Yinzhen suspected that Su Peisheng had put something wrong in the tea, but he didn't expect it to be a flattering medicine.

"Betrayal of me?" Yin Zhen looked at him coldly and said, "So, do you know the truth?" ”

Sixi heard the displeasure in Yinzhen's words, but he really couldn't bear Su Peisheng's trouble, and said: "Yes, the slave went to the Shen Criminal Division to see Su Peisheng, and he told the slave that whether it was a slave or Su Peisheng, he had always been loyal to the emperor, and the slave promised that he would never dare to hurt the emperor's dragon body." Besides, if he harms the emperor, he can't get any benefits. ”