When Shen Yan and Wen Ren Qingye knew about this matter, it was already a few days later, and the marks on Xia Mingxuan's neck were getting deeper and deeper, and Xia Yuxuan blamed himself for accompanying him in front of the hospital bed, but he looked like he was broken.

What kind of person is Xia Yuxuan? For Xia Mingxuan, Xia Yuxuan is his elder brother, and even accounts for two-thirds of his life, but this is Xia Yuxuan, but now he lives in self-blame all the time.

"That day, I saw Su Bingyan treat Ming Xuan like that, and I was terrified...... I'm really a coward, if I stop Su Bingyan, Mingxuan must be ...... well now"

The things of that year gradually became perfect in Xia Yuxuan's mouth, and Shen Qingyu and others finally understood the development of all things back then.

At that time, there were three people at the scene, Xia Mingxuan who was sleeping, Su Bingyan who wanted to commit murder, and Xia Yuxuan, who already had his own ideas. What is it like to see your familiar sister become a different person, and even want to strangle her brother to death? Xia Yuxuan's whole person stiffened at that time, because he could see the undisguised killing intent on Su Bingyan's face, so he was scared, so he watched Su Bingyan strangle Xia Mingxuan to death......

This period should have been a secret that Xia Yuxuan had hidden in the deepest part of his heart, but it was this secret that tormented him year after year, Xia Yuxuan was already a big child at that time, and when he thought of what the doctor said, a demon appeared in his heart and told him that Xia Mingxuan was killed by him, and it was precisely because of this that Xia Yuxuan spoiled Xia Mingxuan unconditionally, and even directly expressed his opposition to the Su family.

"It's all my fault...... It's all my fault...... It's me who is afraid, it's me who is afraid of Su Bingyan! It's ...... I'm scared."

Shen Qingxuan just watched Xia Yuxuan's collapse and cry, but he didn't say a word.

She understood what Xia Yuxuan meant, the so-called fear, in addition to seeing Su Bingyan strangled Xia Mingxuan alive when she was a child, more fear came from Su Bingyan. Su Bingyan killed Xia Mingxuan at that time, and the worst result turned out to be that the Su family and the Xia family broke up, but Su Bingyan, as the middleman, did not do any harm, how could such a woman not make Xia Yuxuan afraid? and Xia Yuxuan's strength in the capital proves a kind of fear.

Xia Yuxuan has never been in contact with the people of the Su family, even if he encounters it, he will avoid it, even if Xia Mingxuan is so big, he will prevent Xia Mingxuan from contacting the people of the Su family, so, what is he afraid of?

The only explanation is that Xia Yuxuan is afraid of Su Bingyan.

To say how can a big man be afraid of a woman? But sometimes that's it, Xia Yuxuan was not mature enough to see everything and didn't react at that time, since he saw Su Bingyan's hideous smiling face, he always dreamed of Su Bingyan in his dreams, and dreamed that the person who was pinched by Su Bingyan's neck became himself, such a dream has been done for many years, and it has become his nightmare, even now he doesn't have to be afraid of the Su family, and he can even step on it when the Su family falls, but he doesn't dare.

The nightmare left by Su Bingyan was so frightening that he was so scared that he didn't even want to face the Su family, no matter how powerful he was in ordinary times, but in fact, he didn't do anything about Su Bingyan.

In a sense, Xia Yuxuan has already fallen ill, a disease called Su Bingyan, a disease that has invisibly invaded his life.

Xia Mingxuan was still lying on the hospital bed, silently, if it weren't for the fact that the electrocardiogram on the side was still moving, I am afraid that this young man would have died, but like this, in such a ward, it seemed extremely depressing.

Shen Qingxuan hadn't been home for several days, and he had been staying here, even looking for a possible way to save Xia Mingxuan.

But Xia Mingxuan is not a disease, this is fate, the destiny is like this, if you want to change, how can it be?

When Duan Jinglou came in with the food, what he saw was Xia Yuxuan kneeling on the ground, and he knew that this person had been here for many days, and after walking over and getting the food, he pulled Shen Qingxuan up from the chair.

"Let's eat first, think about it after eating, when Qingye and Shen Yan are going to come over, you don't want them to see you like this, right?"

Duan Jinglou's voice was full of distress, for Shen Qingyu's pale face now, he even felt that it would be good if the person on the hospital bed died, and now that he was half-dead, his own pain made others suffer too.

Shen Qingyu nodded a little tiredly, sat on the chair over there, and watched Duan Jinglou serve her food and vegetables, and couldn't help but feel a little sour in her heart, she had thought a lot of things in the past two days, and she also thought of a lot of things, whether it was her son or Jinglou, she couldn't give up, and now the person lying on the hospital bed was Mingxuan, she didn't dare to think about it, if it was someone lying there......

"Shen Yan said that he hadn't seen you for a few days, he was very worried, and you didn't call him, he called me before and said to come over immediately, you eat more."

Duan Jinglou said while serving Shen Qingyu vegetables that since he started practicing, he had discovered one thing, that is, what kind of person Shen Yan was.

At the beginning, Duan Jinglou felt that he liked Shen Yan because of Yu Yan, but after so long, if he didn't see anything, he couldn't say anything.

Shen Yan seems to greet everyone with a smile, but his heart is the most ruthless, he can say that he is unkind, and he kills without seeing blood, just like he guessed before, it is like having the memory of his previous life, all his personalities have been stereotyped, and he will disguise himself as the one everyone likes in front of outsiders, but in private it is another appearance, and there is no room for anyone in his cold eyes.

Of course, in this person, there is no Shen Qingyu and Wenren Qingye.

When he killed someone for the first time, Shen Yan was next to him, his dark eyes were cold, but there was a smile on the corner of his mouth, which made people shudder, and Shen Yan's words were completely imprinted on his heart.

Shen Yan said, this world has never been fair, either you eat me or I eat you, killing people is just a unique means, in order to be more powerful, all the blood of the enemy must be paved into a necessary way, in order to be able to protect the people you want to protect, hold your precious things in your hands.

He didn't know what Shen Yan had experienced, but he could see Shen Yan's seriousness from Shen Yan's dark eyes, different from the image of a child in front of Yan Yan, in front of him and Wen Renqingye, Shen Yan was like a cruel executioner, killing all innocence.

"When is he coming?" I ran out of my phone and forgot to charge it. Shen Qingyan hadn't seen Shen Yan for a few days and missed it a little, so he asked.

"It should be soon, he called when I bought you food." Duan Jinglou once again served Shen Qingxuan with vegetables, asking Shen Qingxuan to eat more, without looking at Xia Yuxuan who was kneeling over there.

All Xia Yuxuan's guilt and all his fears are just because of heart disease, as long as he is strong enough, he can block everything, but Xia Yuxuan is not a strong person, he is cowardly, he can only stuff himself in his memories, and then repeat the scene of the year over and over again, there is no cure.

Sure enough, as Duan Jinglou said, Shen Yan and Wen Ren Qingye really came over soon, and they were Chunzi together, and it seemed that they came together.

"Mom~" When Shen Yan saw Shen Qingxuan's depressed expression, a trace of displeasure flashed in his dark eyes, and his eyes had involuntarily swept over Xia Mingxuan on the hospital bed, he had already known everything before, so he planned to come over to take a look.

If you want Shen Yan to say, Xia Mingxuan will die if he dies, there are people dying every minute and every second in this world, these people have never looked for their mother in their previous lives, let their mother live like that, and now like this, there is no need for his mother to save him.

"The little banquet is here, have you eaten?" Stretched out his hand and hugged Shen Yan, Shen Yan is not yet two years old, although he usually looks like a little adult, but in front of Shen Qingyao, he is also willing to be coquettish to make Shen Qingyan happy.

"I've eaten it, Mom, hurry up and eat." Stretching out his hand to hug Shen Qingyao's neck, Shen Yan saw that the dishes over there hadn't moved much, and he always felt that Shen Qingyan in front of him had lost some weight, and he must have been not eating well these days.

As soon as Shen Qingyu saw Shen Yan, he was in a better mood, and when he heard Shen Yan's words of concern, he nodded.

"Mom, I'm going to eat it, do you want to eat some more? There's your favorite vinegared eggplant. ”

Shen Yan didn't want to eat, but seeing Shen Qingyan looking so tired, he wanted to coax Shen Qingyan to eat more, so he nodded and happily said that he wanted to eat too.

Duan Jinglou felt Shen Yan's gaze from the moment Shen Yan came in, and naturally knew that Shen Yan was a little irritable in his heart, and he didn't say much, he walked over and made a move towards Wen Renqingye, and the two walked out of the ward.

"Is Xia Mingxuan still saved?"

He had seen that Wen Ren had been looking at Xia Mingxuan since he came in the morning, so he asked such a question, in fact, he didn't think that Xia Mingxuan was still alive, let alone alive under Shen Yan's nose, just now he could feel Shen Yan's killing intent flashing.

Wen Renqing heard Duan Jinglou's words, looked at him with a smile, and then glanced at the ward before speaking.

"That'...... Do you want to be saved? Or do you want to be saved? ”

Duan Jinglou was stunned when he heard the answer, but he understood the meaning of hearing the green night.

Xia Mingxuan's life or death, I'm afraid that the Xia family and Shen Qingxuan care, even if Duan Jinglou, Kingfisher and others are here for a few days, they don't have any extra thoughts, and even feel that if Xia Mingxuan can die early, he can not be free from this kind of pain.

From the bottom of his heart, Duan Jinglou had to admit that it was better for Xia Mingxuan to be dead, just like Shen Yan thought.

Seeing that Duan Jinglou didn't speak, Wen Ren Qingye suddenly laughed.

"You are really like him, except for Shen Qingyu, you are cold to everyone."

It goes without saying who this is talking about.

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