Chapter 364: Wandering (Part II)

Under Zheng Xiuyan's gaze, An Minxuan slowly withdrew her eyes, silently took the liquor that had been carried by her from Zheng Xiuyan's hand, and didn't speak, opened the bottle cap and drank it directly, saying that it was drinking, but in Zheng Xiuyan's eyes, there was no difference between it and pouring it, and she wanted to dissuade An Minxuan, but Zheng Xiuyan thought of An Minxuan's reaction recently, and she couldn't help but think like this, since she knew An Minxuan, An Minxuan hadn't indulged herself once, so this time, Just let An Minxuan indulge it.

That's right, An Minxuan's only idea at this time is to want to indulge once, for more than 10 years, he has been very strict with himself, knowing that if he wants to maintain the image that has always been loved, many things can't be done, such as going to nightclubs or something, of course, An Minxuan knows that even if he goes, there will be no problem, after all, he is an adult, but, as an artist, he can only be strict with himself, he doesn't care about other artists, anyway, He wants to set a positive example for the fans who love him.

An Minxuan, who has always had such thoughts, naturally can't do anything negative, parents don't understand the behavior of children chasing stars, but fortunately, An Minxuan's own image is very positive, coupled with the students of Seoul National University and the proud results, many parents of An Qing support their children to love An Minxuan, what is the main reason for this qiē? It's because An Minxuan's image is really not a little stained, and the mood of the parents is always very light, and you can understand them. No matter how important you are to the country and how much honor you can win for the country, it has nothing to do with them. They just want their children to be able to spend their lives peacefully and not be affected by bad, and An Minxuan's self-discipline makes An Qing's parents very relieved, so they will allow their children to support An Minxuan, because such an idol is worth parents not to worry about.

So. Even if An Minxuan was in front of the public, he didn't have it when he was drunk, and he would still joke about the mythical brothers at that time. But An Minxuan doesn't care, getting drunk is actually very common, but An Minxuan still doesn't want fans to notice such a side of him, I have to say. An Minxuan's self-discipline is a little too perverted. But the more this happens, the more reassuring it is for parents.

This time, he still let go of a qiē, and An Minxuan, who was still at home, was infinitely upset about whether to quit the entertainment industry or stay in the entertainment industry, which was absolutely very hesitant and difficult to make a decision, he wanted to indulge once and get drunk.

Zheng Xiuyan brought a total of 3 bottles of liquor, and Zheng Xiuyan, who knew the amount of alcohol An Minxuan. Naturally, she was very well prepared, when she came. Just hold the idea of letting An Minxuan get drunk, maybe there is a good saying in China, borrowing wine to kill sorrow is even more sorrowful, but even if she wakes up more sad, Zheng Xiuyan also hopes that An Minxuan can get drunk, because if it goes on like this, will An Minxuan really be able to resist?

3 catties of liquor, if it was changed before, An Minxuan would not have any problems, but this time it was not good, he was already in a hurry, and he was very worried, so he got drunk soon.

Zheng Xiuyan looked at An Minxuan, who drank 3 bottles of liquor in one breath and was a little shaky, and breathed a sigh of relief, although she didn't know the specific situation, but Zheng Xiuyan guessed more or less, when such a thing happened, An Minxuan must not have had a good rest, even if the matter is over, An Minxuan can't get a good rest because of some problems, An Minxuan, who has not had a good rest for a while, is also a good thing to get drunk and sleep well.

"Hey, Shuyan." After getting drunk, An Minxuan is no longer silent, he has countless things in his heart, and he always bears it alone, but at this time, with the strength of wine, he desperately wants to say it.

“oppa。” Zheng Xiuyan looked at An Minxuan, who suddenly spoke, and was stunned, this is the first time she has heard An Minxuan speak, even if it is because she is drunk, Zheng Xiuyan is very happy in her heart, just open her mouth.

"Hehe, it's really Xiuyan." An Minxuan, who was already drunk, naturally couldn't be so sober, and when he heard Zheng Xiuyan's reply, he smiled, as if he was very happy that he had guessed correctly.

"Well, it's me." Zheng Xiuyan looked at An Minxuan, who was very out of shape, and did not feel disillusioned, but was pleasantly surprised, because even An Minxuan, who was unconscious, could still recognize her.

"Hmm, Xiuyan, you say, what the hell am I going to do?" After laughing for a while, An Minxuan's face suddenly became tangled and asked.

"Just follow Oppa's instincts and make decisions." Zheng Xiuyan couldn't hold back the words of persuasion, of course she hoped that An Minxuan would continue to be in the entertainment industry, you must know that An Minxuan is destined to be a person born for the entertainment industry, and the rare musical talent in a hundred years has surprised people more than once, but feeling that An Minxuan's expression even if he is smiling, it reveals a feeling of infinite bitterness, and Zheng Xiuyan does not want to persuade him.

"Instinct." An Minxuan's face collapsed suddenly, rubbed his hair and said: "My intuition tells me that leaving the entertainment industry is the best and most comfortable decision, but I am reluctant and unwilling." ”

Zheng Xiuyan didn't say anything, even if it was because An Qing, who had always supported An Minxuan, An Minxuan had a reason to be reluctant, not to mention, the biggest reason was his mother's wish, although An Minxuan's single ranked third on the billboard list, but An Minxuan had never performed on the biggest stage in the world, how much, there are regrets for his mother.

"However, in the entertainment industry, it's really tiring, very tiring." An Minxuan seemed to open the conversation folder all of a sudden, and he didn't care about Zheng Xiuyan's reaction, and said to himself: "In the eyes of others, an international superstar, what a glorious title, but there is too much hard work in it, in South Korea, if you want to be recognized by this title, then you can't have the slightest stain, this alone can make people crazy, I am just an ordinary person, ordinary people, there will be shortcomings, stains, but, in order to meet the expectations of the people, I tried hard to restrain myself." , it's funny, in the late 20s, I'm not as good as a 15 or 6-year-old student's life, monotonous and terrible, I, too..."

Zheng Xiuyan quietly listened to An Minxuan's self-talk, and did not interject, at this moment, Zheng Xiuyan finally knew why An Minxuan had such popularity and was so loved, because it was completely exchanged for An Minxuan's freedom, self-discipline like a madman, Zheng Xiuyan couldn't stand it after just listening to one or two points, but An Minxuan maintained it for more than 10 years.

As he spoke, it seemed that his feelings broke out, An Minxuan shed tears unconsciously, he has always been very strong, because, if he is not strong, who will show him weakness? But under the influence of alcohol, this strong appearance that has never been punctured is finally removed.

Zheng Xiuyan looked at An Minxuan, who was extremely sad, and had an impulse in her heart, got up gently, walked to An Minxuan, and hugged An Minxuan's head to her chest.

An Minxuan lay on Zheng Xiuyan's chest, feeling Zheng Xiuyan's deepest feeling in An Minxuan's mind, and finally cried.

Don't forget it, Zheng Xiuyan is the first person to make An Minxuan feel mother's love, although, at Zheng Xiuyan's age, such a thing seems to be very incredible, but An Minxuan does feel it, and, deeply imprinted in his mind, this, this is why, An Minxuan has always had a different kind of feelings for Zheng Xiuyan, and even after Zheng Xiuyan confessed to him regardless of a qiē, he knew that he should pay attention to the relationship between the two, and he would not alienate Zheng Xiuyan subconsciously The reason why he will not alienate her, usually fine, After all, An Minxuan, who was in a sober state, couldn't have discovered such a fact by himself, but after getting drunk, some memories that he hid in his mind and didn't want to recall and subconsciously ignored them all exploded at this moment. (To be continued......)

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