Chapter 108: Picturesque

Song Xiaojing frowned deeply with a worried face, since she wanted to work Gao Yuankang, she naturally wanted to ask for a position, but the special avoidance between the Song family and the royal family made it inconvenient for her to explain directly.

"Anle, I" Song Xiaojing hesitated in embarrassment, because she wanted to test Song Anle's tone first.

"Xiao Jing, I know that you are worried about our Song family, but after I think about it carefully, I feel that we can't be selfish and ignore your happiness because our Song family is involved in the royal family, so she doesn't have to worry about it."

Song Anle actually guessed Song Xiaojing's mind a long time ago, after all, chastity is a symbol of happiness for a woman, and she has no right to deprive Song Xiaojing of happiness because of the grievances between the Song family and the royal family, after all, she is not the heir of the Song family, and she has no obligation to give her life's happiness for the Song family.

Song Xiaojing nervously grabbed Song Anle's hand, she said with a sad and aggrieved face: "Anle, I don't want to climb the royal family, I also know that I am not worthy of the dignity of the royal family, but my body is not clean now, I am afraid that it will affect the reputation of the Song family for generations, so I can't stay here, even if I go to beg, I can't tarnish the reputation of the Song family." ”

"Don't say that;" Song Anle gently held Song Xiaojing's hand, and said weakly: "Since it is a family, there is no distinction between words, and the five princes did not express their position, I think the dignified prince will not pay too much attention to the dignity and humility of the status, besides, you are also the second lady of my Song family, if you really marry the fifth prince, even if you are happy, it can be regarded as the best of both worlds." ”

Song Xiaojing was deeply touched, and she said not very confidently: "Really? ”

Song Anle smiled lightly, "As long as you think about it, you are willing to be locked in that palace wall, I will try my best to help you, but you have to know whether Gao Yongkang is the sustenance in your heart, or whether he can build a harbor for you to live in." ”

Song Anle is no longer possible, and there are other words to dissuade Song Xiaojing, so she can only obey Song Xiaojing's intentions, but she is reminded of the key points, after all, Gao Yongkang's special identity will never be able to be a couple for a lifetime in the future, so if Song Xiaojing chooses to follow him, she must be ready to share a husband with others.

For Song Xiaojing, having lost her virginity, what qualifications did she have to screen, so she said with a stunned face: "Now what qualifications do I have to choose, as long as I can not affect the family, I can do anything alone." ”

"Don't say that;" Song Anle held Song Xiaojing's hand distressedly, and said earnestly: "Life is short for decades, family is important, but at least you should live for yourself once, don't let people leave regrets in life." ”

In fact, regrets, how much everyone will leave in life, this is a necessary point in life, just like every turning point in life, will leave you with different feelings, but among those feelings, how many are regrets, and how much is experience, I am afraid that only after the vicissitudes of life, when looking back on those youthful pasts, can we draw conclusions.

Song Anle felt shameless to face her hypocrisy, because she was selfish and didn't want it, Song Xiaojing and Gao Yongkang were related, but she really wanted Song Xiaojing to be happy, hovering on the edge of contradictions, her selfishness was no match for her sincere heart after all.

"But I can't be so selfish;" Song Xiaojing said with a sad face: "Although I don't know the connection between our family and the royal family, I believe that you must have your reasons, so I can't embarrass you for my lowly reputation, I can't do it." ”

Song Xiaojing had a sad and sad expression on her face, she had never wondered why the Song family was so shy of the royal family, but now that she had really encountered it, she wanted to find out.

"I understand your feelings, but I believe that the arrangement in the dark, if you really can't escape, even if you forbear, there will definitely be other things happening, so we have to go with the flow and believe that everything will get better."

Song Anle is not only comforting Song Xiaojing, she is also reminding herself that it is not only Song Xiaojing who is implicated in the royal family now, but also the main thing, according to the current situation, it can be said that it is impossible to get rid of contact with the royal family, so Song Anle can only try to stop it first, and then Qing'er and Gao Yuanshang will continue to develop.

"But" Song Xiaojing still had a sad face with deep locked eyebrows, and her delicate face was almost extremely sad.

Song Anle guessed the meaning of Song Xiaojing's worried words, but she didn't want to explain it, because she didn't know how Song Cheng would be angry if she learned about it, so she didn't tell him.

So Song Anle deliberately shifted Song Xiaojing's question to another point, and she said lightly: "Okay, don't worry anymore, since the second prince promises to give you a satisfactory answer, I believe he will not lose his words." ”

Song Xiaojing nodded, but she still couldn't feel at ease before she had a definite answer, but she didn't want to press Song Anle too hard, so she said with moved eyes: "Thank you Anle, thank you for doing so much for me." ”

Song Xiaojing's gratitude, for Song Anle, is undoubtedly the acquiescence of things, so Song Anle has another layer of sadness in her heart, and she is even more clear that the uneasy intuition in her heart, as if it is involved with the royal family, is an arrangement in the dark, and they can't escape at all.

Song Xiaojing's matter was temporarily stabilized, and after discussing with Song Cheng, Song Anle decided to solve the matter of Gao Yuanshang's lover first, because she did not tell Song Cheng about Song Xiaojing's matter, no matter what, they should respect Song Xiaojing's decision, and secondly, after Gao Yuankang expressed his position, she could implement the matter.

Song Anle, accompanied by Song Cheng, came to the hanging tower where Gao Yuanshang lived again, this time they were no longer two people, but took a carriage driven by a servant, and drove at the gate of the hanging tower before slowly stopping.

Song Anle got out of the car with the support of Song Cheng, and walked in directly after getting out of the car, and Gao Yuanshang was dressed in a set of purple clothes embroidered with black patterns as promised, and happened to come over, Xu was surprised, so they all paused their steps, and in a short moment, they smiled indifferently.

"Song Gongzi came with Miss Song, it is really a rare guest." Gao Yuanshang was very hearty and easy-going to greet him, in the white snow, his graceful style, like a beautiful scroll carved in the painting, not only makes people have a kind of hallucination, but also makes people can't help but indulge.

Song Anle took his gaze back in time, such a Gao Yuanshang, just like him when she first met, made her a little tempted to get closer, but now she feels that she no longer wants to get closer, but a little more sentimental.

"Brother Gao is polite;" Song Cheng also rarely said to Gao Yuanshang so casually: "Song and his sister came uninvited, there are many presumptuous things, and I hope that Brother Gao will forgive me." ”

"Brother Song's words;" Gao Yuanshang said very politely: "To be fortunate to have two people come to patronize it makes the humble house shine. ”

Gao Yuanshang said with a little curiosity: "I just don't know, what is the matter with the two of you?" ”

There were still two days before the seventh day of the first month, and Gao Yuanshang was not curious about their intentions, but Song Cheng's unusual attitude couldn't help but make him feel a little weird.

Song Cheng subconsciously glanced at Song Anle, and then said casually: "Don't hide it from Senior Brother, this time I came because of my sister and Senior Brother's matter, I don't know if Senior Brother intends to talk about it?" ”

When he said this, Song Cheng's heavy thoughts made it a little difficult for him to breathe, but he still tried his best to hold his breath and ensure that his face did not change naturally.

The expression on Gao Yuanshang's face paused slightly, although it was only a momentary stiffness, but it was not difficult to see that he was suspicious of Song Cheng's intentions, and he was not sure if Song Cheng had really changed his mind, so he smiled and said, "Of course, Gao also wants to come to the door to discuss this matter." ”

"Two inside, please." Gao Yuanshang made a 'please' hand signal, Song Cheng bowed his head to show respect, and then went first, Song Anle followed closely, when she passed by Gao Yuanshang, he actually put the hand in the gesture in front of Song Anle, Song Anle looked at him inexplicably, but Gao Yuanshang replied with her a meaningful smile.

Song Anle retracted his eyes thoughtfully, Gao Yuanshang's smile made her feel faintly uneasy, but she couldn't imagine his intentions, Song Cheng subconsciously glanced back from the bottom of his eyes, and just caught a glimpse of the moment when the two of them interacted.

After Xiao Ju served them a tea cup, Gao Yuanshang said first: "Brother Song might as well say it directly." ”

"Since that's the case, Song is welcome." Song Cheng said sternly: "My sister's love is sixteen years old, and it should be the best time to get married, but because my sister is simple by nature, as my brother, I am reluctant to marry her early, and marriage is a lifelong event, as her family, I naturally want to choose a comfortable family for her." ”

Song Cheng paused, he also eased his facial expression, and pursed the corners of his mouth shallowly and said: "Now that Qing'er has a soft spot for Gao Gongzi, he should be happy for her as a brother, so I also hope that Gao Gongzi can cherish my family love, Song does not ask Gao Gongzi to give her a unique status, but asks Gao Gongzi to cherish her picturesque." ”

Gao Yuanshang lowered his eyes thoughtfully, his thick eyelashes covered the thoughts in his starry eyes, he didn't know why Song Cheng's last sentence was not 'cherish her as himself' or 'cherish her as a treasure' The meaning attached to the word 'painting', I'm afraid he will never be able to imagine that Song Cheng hopes that his love will always be like a picture, and it is unattainable.