Chapter 1045: Transparent
I wish the sisters and women a happy ~ always as beautiful as a flower ~ -
"Sixth sister, if you let the second uncle and second aunt hear this, it will be sad......" Chu Xia looked at Zhou Nanping with a serious expression, "The growth environment is different, the way of doing things is naturally different, you can't compare them with my father, it's not fair." ”
Zhao Yulan quickly answered: "Yes, the two of us live for our daughter, and all our thoughts must be on our daughter, but your parents are different, their responsibilities to the family make them have to take on more burdens, how can they treat their children like us?" ”
"What I understand is ...... Zhou Nanping sneered, "It's just that I am very envious when I see Uncle Lin and Aunt Zhao like this." ”
Looking at her, Chu Xia sighed: "Actually, you still have some blame for the second uncle and aunt in your heart, right?" ”
"I can't tell, I understand, I have no reason to blame them, but the memories of childhood are so bad......"
After a long pause, Zhou Nanping continued, "When I was sent to my grandmother's house, I was six years old and my brother was seven years old
My brother and I pulled on my parents' sleeves and begged, but nothing changed, and when we first sent it over, we were together, and my grandmother treated us well.
But just as the two of us were getting used to it, my grandmother fell seriously ill, and my brother and I were placed in foster care with two uncles.
They all have children, and my aunt naturally doesn't like us, and we have suffered a lot of white eyes under the fence. We've been counting days.
Originally, when my parents sent us over. Said that we could meet in a year, as a result. We've been waiting for seven years, and what does seven years mean? It represents that the two of us have grown from children who have nothing to do to young boys and girls who know the warmth and coldness of the world.
Other people's children help each other when they encounter difficulties, but my brother and I are like enemies every time we meet, not like we think, because the two aunts don't speak, and if we don't face our side, we won't be able to live.
In order to make ourselves stutter and dress warmly, we were not allowed to target from the beginning. It became a habitual hostility.
So, when my parents saw us, neither of us looked at each other, and that's why to this day, no matter what the other person is, we don't care about each other, because we are used to being indifferent, he doesn't like me, and I don't like him.
Including until now. I will worry about my brother and sister-in-law, and it doesn't mean that I really like my brother, just because he is my own brother. Sister-in-law, can you understand my feelings? ”
"Understood......" sighed, and Hatsu patted her shoulder comfortingly. But nothing more.
Who is to blame for this?
Don't blame the second uncle and aunt, and you can't blame Zhou Nanping's uncle and aunt. Everyone is so hungry that they can't eat, how can they be happy with the extra mouth?
Keeping a child in your own home is just a last resort. If it weren't for the fact that people in that era were afraid of what others said, probably several children of the Zhou family would be living on the streets, right?
Some accounts will never be clear, not to mention that she, an outsider, just listens to it, and the conclusion is not to be made.
"Third sister-in-law, I'm not telling you this, it's not to make excuses for myself, I just want to talk to you about my heart, indeed, every time I quarreled with my family before, I was making excuses for myself with this matter, but now, I say this, I really hope you can understand me more, because ......" Biting her lip, Zhou Nanping smiled embarrassedly, "Because I am particularly envious of your relationship with the second sister and the fourth sister, I also hope that I can really integrate into it in the future." ”
Chu Xia nodded: "Okay, what do you mean, I will say it to the second sister and the fourth sister, as long as you really don't blame the family anymore, and you really want to have a good relationship with the family, I believe that whether it is the elders or the juniors, they will be very happy!" ”
"Thank you, third sister-in-law......" sighed heavily, Zhou Nanping smiled bitterly, "In the past, I always blamed others for my unhappiness, but now I really calm down and consider it from a fair point of view, and I find that all misfortunes are caused by myself."
I knew that my parents were helpless to put us at my grandmother's house, and I knew that in order for our brothers and sisters to stay at my grandmother's house, they had suffered a lot of white eyes and listened to a lot of ugly things, but I still had to blame them.
I knew that it was difficult enough for my aunt to bring four children, but I always blamed her for not taking me and my brother with me, in fact, the situation of my uncle's family at that time was much better than that of my aunt.
Nominally, the eldest aunt lives in her mother's house, but in fact, all the expenses are earned by herself, and the third brother's grandfather basically didn't help anything.
Speaking of which, the eldest brother, the second sister, the third brother and the fourth sister suffered no less than my brother and I when they were young, but they suffered physically, while my brother and I caused a lot of suffering to ourselves because of our grudges against others.
Third sister-in-law, I figured it out, I still have to go back to City A, I want to be with my parents, I can't always let them feel sorry for me and my brother, I must let myself live well, so that they no longer care for me! ”
Talking and talking, why did you turn around and go back again? Didn't you just transfer this job? Chu Xia looked at Zhou Nanping speechlessly, she was really defeated by the other party.
Zhou Nanping was also very embarrassed: "I didn't understand it before, so I wanted to hide, but today Fang Xiang came over to look for it, and I suddenly knew what I was wrong."
I hid, it didn't solve the problem, since I didn't care, what else was there to be afraid of? Cherish the present, filial piety to the elders is the most important thing, third sister-in-law, am I right? ”
After looking at her a few times, Chu Xia knew that she had really figured it out this time, so she smiled happily at her: "Okay, I support you!" ”
"Kid, you're doing the right thing!" Zhao Yulan also looked at Zhou Nanping with a look of relief, "If your mother knows your decision, she may not be happy!" ”
is also a mother, Zhao Yulan is very sympathetic to Liang Xiaohong, a pair of children are so uneasy, what is the feeling in this heart?
Sometimes, she even thinks that although the Zhou family is so powerful now, it was not easier than her and Lin Baohe, no matter how hard they are, they can guarantee to raise the child by their side, but what about the Zhou family? What does it feel like for the children to be fostered one by one?
Especially when you see your child not taking the right path, how tormenting is this?
Old Man Zhao and Mrs. Zhao, who have always been silent about the affairs of the Zhou family, also praised Zhou Nanping a few rare words, which made her little face crimson with excitement.
After the love finally calmed down, she looked at Chu Xia with a serious face: "Third sister-in-law, don't inform the family yet, I want to go back and surprise my mother." ”
"Okay." Chu Xia didn't want to come down, "But you can't go back by yourself, decide when to leave, and let Uncle Wang send you." ”
"I want to leave early tomorrow morning." If she could, Zhou Nanping would have liked to leave now, but she was no longer the willful and reckless character she used to be, so she delayed it for a day.
"You really can't put it off for a moment when you settle down......" smiled and joked to her, and looked at her inquiringly in early summer, "I haven't gone out for a walk for so many days, I only have one class in the afternoon, why don't you wait for me to go out with you after class?" ”
Zhou Nanping was very moved by the mention of early summer, but she was a little embarrassed to trouble the other party, so she hesitated and didn't know what to do.
Looking at her expression, how could Chu Xia not know her thoughts, and immediately smiled and said, "Okay, I know what you mean, then it's decided, I'll come back to you right after class......" said and looked at the elders, "It's so good, why don't we all go?" ”
"Forget it, it's not like we haven't gone out for a walk, it's better to stay at home and be comfortable, why don't you call those children up and go out together to have a lively time." Mrs. Zhao refused without thinking about it, and looking at Mr. Zhao's expression, she knew that she agreed with her wife's statement very much.
In early summer, he looked at his mother and father.
"We don't go either, we're lazy and panicked these days, and we don't like to move." Seeing her daughter looking at herself, Zhao Yulan immediately said, since giving birth to two little guys, her daughter has been confined at home, at such a young age, it is estimated that she is about to suffocate, right? Let's give her a chance to go out and relax.
Originally, Zhao Yulan didn't say that, and in early summer, she really thought that they didn't like to move, but such a diligent person actually said that he was lazy and panicked, and he lied when he heard it.
After a little thought, she understood.
"Grandma, grandpa, father, mother, I declare that I don't have a panic, I sincerely want to go out to have fun as a family, if you don't go for my convenience, it's really unnecessary.
Anyway, I originally planned to let Lin Mengran and them together, just so that they can take care of you together, anyway, they are idle at home, let's do it together, okay? ”
"Okay!" Mrs. Zhao was the first to respond, and her granddaughter said so, it would be boring for her to be hypocritical, and besides, she was not a hypocritical person in the first place.
The smile on Old Man Zhao's face also deepened: "Call your Grandpa Wan, Aunt Yin, and Aunt Qi too." ”
"Okay!" The early summer happily responded, she now understands the minds of the elders, let them play by themselves, no matter how good the scenery is, it can't attract them, if there are juniors together, it will be different.
She was glad that it wasn't too late for her to understand this!
The whole family played happily for an afternoon, and the next morning, Wang Zhongliang sent Zhou Nanping back.
As a result, not long after Zhou Nanping left the next day, Fang Xiang came again, she went back to ponder for a night, and regretted that she couldn't hold her breath, her mother's family would definitely not be able to notify her, but now, she went to the door with a shy face.
Chu Xia happened to be at home, so he let her in and looked at her with a smile: "Come to apologize?" (To be continued......)