Chapter 190: Girl's Ambition

PS: It's almost Christmas, hehe, another year has passed in a blink of an eye, time is so fast, but the dream will not change at all, it's been almost a year, the dream is still almost, I almost feel a little broken!

Li Ying saw Kong Fan's nervous appearance, and laughed out loud, compared to Kong Fan at this time, Li Ying seemed to have figured out something more, she said with a smile: "Just kidding!" ”

When Kong Fan looked at Li Ying's appearance, he felt that his abrupt behavior just now was a bit excessive, but seeing Li Ying's expression at this time, he knew that things had not gone worse.

Li Ying looked at Kong Fan's pale face and began to change, and she knew that what she said just now frightened Kong Fan, and she said resentfully: "Why, do you think that Senior Sister's appearance is not up to the standard of your support?" ”

Kong Fan hurriedly waved his hand, shook his head and said, "No, senior sister, you are the national color and Tianxiang!" It's just that I didn't think about it in that direction, and I wanted to be with a loved one for the rest of my life. ”

After Kong Fan finished speaking, his eyes looked out the window, and he said softly in his heart, "Where are you?" I hope that the person who can accompany me for the rest of my life is you. ”

When Li Ying heard this, her face immediately turned red, she lowered her head shyly, but she didn't hear anything, but when she looked up, she realized that Kong Fan was not talking about herself.

Li Ying looked at Kong Fan's somewhat lonely appearance at this time, her heart ached slightly, and she said with a smile: "Hey, look at the beauty outside the window again?" It's good to say, I'm also a class flower, okay? ”

Kong Fan turned his head and smiled at Li Ying in embarrassment because of his distraction, and said, "No, I think of something." Banhua? What class flowers? ”

Li Ying nodded confidently. Said with a smile: "Me! I'm a recognized class flower in our class! ”

Kong Fan nodded with a smile and said, "No." Banhua? You're so beautiful that you're just a class flower, huh? Aren't there a lot of beautiful ones in your department? This is not a joke, with a girl like Li Ying who can be beautiful and moving without makeup. It must also be a class flower in the empty class.

Li Ying's eyes were empty, and she said coquettishly: "You, Banhua can't look down on it, and you want to chase the flower?" ”

Kong Fan scratched his head and smiled: "Hehe, just kidding!" ”

Li Ying looked out the window and said with a smile: "You don't know how big you are, how many people you meet say to support me." Even a few days ago, there was a son-in-law who said that he wanted me to be his lover, with 10,000 yuan of pocket money a month, and living expenses were calculated separately. Your senior sister and I are all Cinderellas, I don't know how many people are lining up to give crystal slippers. ”

Kong Fan blinked and looked at Li Ying in front of him, and Kong Fan saw that it was a strong self-heart.

Li Ying looked at Kongfan and continued: "I know that this sounds quite funny, the most exaggerated thing is that I even saw a person who was over half a hundred years old, holding a box of money in front of me, saying that as long as I accompany him for a year. But I still refused. Either way, I think at least I know what kind of life I want. ”

Kong Fan couldn't help but sigh in his heart, and he smiled and said, "Senior sister." I support you and go your own way. Maybe someone can invite you to dinner every day, maybe someone can send you flowers every day. But girls have to have their own lives, even if they eat steamed buns every day. There are pursuits, and there are girls with ideals. will be the girl who will eventually succeed. ”

Li Ying nodded with a smile and said seriously: "Someone once said that if a woman is willing to spend all her money on makeup, someone will be willing to invite her to dinner." In fact, the meaning of this sentence is not simply literal, but many people have only understood it at the first level, and I think they completely misunderstand the true meaning of the speaker. ”

Kong Fan was puzzled and asked, "Then Senior Sister, what do you think the true meaning of this is?" ”

"All the money on a girl's body refers to all the abilities and everything of a girl, including her money, ability, knowledge, aspirations, etc.; Makeup is just to dress up and enrich yourself. The real meaning of this is that only a girl who is smart enough to spend everything she has on growing herself, so that she will meet someone who really understands herself, and will make herself truly appreciated. Those who invite you to dinner, or accompany you to go shopping and have fun, what you get will never be true understanding, real recognition, and no real love. Girls need someone who really cares about themselves, who is considerate, who can make themselves grow up when they are ugly ducklings, who can make themselves happy when they are swans! Li Ying looked deeply at Kongfan and said.

Kong Fan couldn't help but swallow his saliva, this was the first time he had heard this, but his understanding at the beginning was the same as most people, and Li Ying said such an understanding that Kong Fan was shocked and speechless. Kong Fan hurriedly picked up the milk to hide the shock in his heart.

Li Ying said with a smile: "Actually, meeting someone in your life who can make you transform from an ugly duckling into a swan is what you should be grateful for and cherished forever in this life." So, Kongfan, if one day, I stand at the peak, but I am still lonely, you have to remember, I may have been waiting for you, because you are the only one who gives me this opportunity to transform! ”

Kong Fan just drank a sip of milk and said this to Li Ying, and immediately choked and coughed desperately! Li Ying laughed at this scene, and even tears broke out from the corners of her eyes.

"Senior sister, according to what you said, so many years ago, girls and female students were raised by the rich, wouldn't they still be grateful to their lovers?" Kong Fan joked.

Li Ying rolled her eyes and said with a smile: "You, I still think you are a confidant, and you let me down so quickly." ”

Kong Fan was stunned for a moment, and then smiled bitterly, in Li Ying's place, he seemed to be starting to get dizzy.

Li Ying looked at the empty appearance, sneered, and hurriedly said, "Just kidding!" I understand what you mean, it's just that my own words didn't make it clear. A girl's transformation from an ugly duckling to a swan does not refer to a simple appearance, but something deeper, heart, mind, knowledge, personal, a kind of transformation from the inside out, which requires a lot of things, if these things can be solved by a money, then I believe that Chinese women can hold up half the sky a long time ago. ”

Li Ying didn't seem to feel that her words were shocked enough, and she continued: "Think about it yourself, China has had a lover since ancient times, if you follow your idea, wouldn't many Chinese strong women have already appeared?" Metamorphosis is not a simple word! Transformation from an ugly duckling, it will be even more difficult, maybe the person who will transform you will also be very poor, will be very dark, will be very pitiful, and even like a child, but he can take care of you, maybe he will not necessarily appear in front of you when you need him the most, and he will not necessarily be when you are sad and crying, but he will definitely have no regrets, no matter what, the person who will be by your side. ”

Li Ying glanced at Kong Fan, and said with a smile: "Many women say that men will abandon their wives of bad chaff, hehe, in fact, many women will do it now, but you have to believe me, Kong Fan, I'm not that kind of person, so if I really succeed in transformation, I will definitely cover it." After speaking, Li Ying glanced at the stunned and empty, and laughed.

Kong Fan looked at Li Ying, who was becoming more and more confident in front of him and more and more full of the charm of a strong woman, and felt strange in his heart......

But I don't know what the road is for, but Kongfan's heart is becoming more and more free and relaxed, this kind of heart that has nothing to talk about and doesn't need to be guarded against is very comfortable......

So, on the quiet second floor of the cafeteria, in a quiet corner, Kong Fan and Li Ying chatted quietly, joking, and spent the morning quietly. Outside the window, there are students who shuttle by from time to time, or hold books, hurrying by; Or ride a bicycle and pass by leisurely; Or three or two friends, meet to go shopping in the city, etc., still and moving, complement each other, so that the empty heart seems to have been washed.

The reason why Chen Lao took him to wander for three days was mainly in consideration of this, he was afraid that he would not be used to returning to this realistic society all of a sudden, and he was also worried that his persistence every day would add more negative factors to his soul because of this. And the defenseless chat with Li Ying at this moment made him let go physically and mentally, and let him naturally let go of himself again.

Kong Fan and Li Ying sat together all morning, until eleven o'clock when the cafeteria started to be crowded again, and the silence turned into noise again, the two discussed it and simply ate lunch.

This meal was the meal that Li Ying gave to Kong Fan, and Kong Fan sat there quietly, watching Li Ying run around and serve the plate four times before returning to the table.

Kong Fan looked at the table full of dishes, his index finger moved, and the gluttonous worms in his stomach kept cooing. As soon as Li Ying sat down, Kong Fan waved his chopsticks and started eating.

Li Ying smiled and was about to eat. Who knew that a discordant voice came from next to Lu Dao: "The whole little white face, I don't know where Lu Dao is good, wait to eat and drink, such a beautiful girlfriend still doesn't know how to pity!" ”

Li Ying's cheeks suddenly turned red, Kong Fan was stunned, and smiled awkwardly. Li Ying turned her head and shouted: "It's about your wool!" I'm willing, can you handle it? Do you have nothing to do when you are full? Roll as far as you want! ”

As soon as Li Ying said this, the people at the next table immediately laughed in low voices.

The four boys at the table stood up abruptly, and looked for another one with their plates.

Kong Fan was suddenly happy, and he smiled: "Hehe, I didn't expect my senior sister to be crazy, and she is so strong!" ”

When Li Ying heard this, she said shyly: "Isn't it fierce?" But as a person, as long as he is good to me, I will be good to him, and if he is bad to me, I will never spare him. After saying that, she waved her fist and knocked it twice on Kongfan's shoulder, signaling.

Kong Fan smiled embarrassedly: "Senior sister, don't take such a bully, you have to take me for a demonstration!" ”

When Li Ying heard this, she immediately laughed, "What, don't you want to?" ”

Kong Fan rolled his eyes, and had no choice but to bow his head...... (To be continued......)