Quitting in disgrace

He wanted to propose to Su Luoyan, even if this woman did not dissolve the previous marriage, he wanted to give Su Luoyan a good start. This is what he once owed, and he should have done it at that time, but he had waited so long that he felt that he could not continue to procrastinate, otherwise, he would not be able to forgive himself at all.

The ring had been bought a long time ago, and it had always been treasured there, and after settling Su Luoyan, he hurried home. That kind of excitement has been lingering in my heart, it turns out that if you love someone, you simply hope that she can be happy. He wants Su Luoyan to be happy, at least to see this woman smiling often.

When he reappeared in Su Luoyan's room, Su Luoyan was the only one left in the room, and the sky had already darkened. Lin Xi has already gone back. Through a door, looking at Su Luoyan curled up on the sick*, the love in his heart surged again. When my hand touched the handle, I could hear my heart pounding.

Su Luoyan hadn't fallen asleep yet, her eyes had been falling on Mao Mao's body who was sleeping peacefully, that lovely child, who was sleeping soundly at this time. She reached out and stroked her rosy cheeks, and the deep love in her heart began to flood. In a few days, she will be able to leave with this child in a few days. She looked at the scenery for a long time and wanted to remember the city, but the city was so thick that it gave her so many unforgettable memories.

"Luo Yan, haven't you slept yet?" Leng Yunhao pushed open the door and appeared in front of Su Luoyan, there were no roses, would such a marriage proposal seem a little shabby? But he is willing to show a true heart and let this woman feel his love. He is not good at sweet words, but he is willing to use his life's actions to make this woman feel his warmth.

Su Luoyan glanced up at Leng Yunhao, his eyes were cold, and his expression was also light. Seeing this man running here every day, she felt more guilty in her heart. She knew what he was thinking, but she couldn't. It's love, but I just can't say it. She didn't dare to come closer, and she didn't have the strength to take another step.

"Luo Yan, is it okay to marry me? Marry me. Leng Yunhao suddenly knelt on one knee and took out a ring from his pocket, he was particularly excited, and his fingers trembled a little. He looked at Su Luoyan fixedly, expecting that this woman would agree immediately. Su Luoyan was a little stupid. This moment seemed to have been expected a long time ago, but after so many things had happened, it was as if she had seen through it.

She is a married woman, and Fang Yichen has made it clear that he will never divorce her. Then she has no choice but to go away and fly high. She didn't want to hurt Leng Yunhao, he still had a great future. An excellent man will not lack women, nor will he lack love. She thought that as long as Leng Yunhao was willing, he would definitely be able to see more beautiful scenery and not have to stay here.

That diamond ring was so beautiful, she wanted to take it with a smile, but she heard a voice in her heart tell her, Su Luoyan, you can't be so selfish. Yes, she can't be so selfish, otherwise she will only bring harm to Leng Yunhao. So, she sorted out her mood for a while, and then smiled faintly.

"Yun Hao, thank you, I'm already married." She said very lightly, but her heart was heavy, she didn't want to believe this fact, but she appeared naked in front of her eyes, her hands curled up in the quilt, clenched into fists tightly, is this the only way to suppress the heartache?

"Luo Yan, I know that I can wait. You don't have to agree to marry me now, but you have to give me a chance, okay? I really love you, and I don't want to marry any woman in this world except you. He said affectionately, and his warm eyes looked at Su Luoyan like that.

If there was a beggar in love, he would rather be the beggar who surprised everyone. He just wanted to protect this woman and pass on his love to Su Luoyan. Others, the so-called dignity, the so-called face, those flashy things, for him, are all a kind of fiction.

"Thank you, thank you, I'm sleepy, and Maomao is going to sleep. Go back early, you don't have to come here every day. She turned her head away, suppressing the tears in her eyes and not churning. So love, but still have to refuse. She is not ruthless enough, but she learns to say ruthless words.

Leng Yunhao has been kneeling there, staring at Su Luoyan for a long time, her gaze falls on the window, even if she comes back, it will be projected on Mao Mao's body, he is there, as if it is air. She couldn't see it at all. He originally thought that she should be touched, but she was so cold.

His heart hurts, even if she can't agree to marry him now, then at least give him a chance to protect him, so that he can still see hope. But now, she rejected him so firmly. He didn't know how to clean up his mood, he shouldn't be so depressed, he shouldn't be so sad. Loving someone is a hard thing to do, and sometimes there is a lack of courage. He slowly got up and held the ring in his palm, the corners of the diamond stinging his heart.

As if he was tired, he dragged his heavy legs and walked slowly outside. The lonely back turned into a lingering scenery in Su Luoyan's eyes. She watched the man's back disappear, and then finally burst into tears. She reached out to cover her mouth and suppressed her crying, worried that Leng Yunhao would hear her. Yun Hao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I love you very much, but I can't marry you.

He retreated dejectedly, and in her world, he could be banished at any moment. He was clear about that. She always closed the door that he could open easily. No matter how long he waited outside, no matter how much he longed to be able to enter her world, all this was in vain for him.

Shen Yuqing was about to be discharged from the hospital after a week in the hospital, and to her surprise, during this week, Leng Yunhao came to visit her at first, but later, he never stepped into her ward. This is a great sorrow for a mother. She couldn't accept that her own son wasn't around when she was sick.

"Jason, what has Mr. Leng been busy with lately?" The matter of being discharged from the hospital was handled by Jason. Shen Yuqing was a little disappointed, she called Leng Yunhao and asked him to come and pick her up and discharge from the hospital. originally thought that Leng Yunhao would definitely be able to do what he promised. But the man eventually gave the matter to Jason.

"Mr. Leng has been really busy lately. Madam, please be considerate of the president. Jason said with a smile, helping Shen Yuqing pack up his things with his hands and feet. He wouldn't make irresponsible remarks in front of Shen Yuqing. This is the minimum work ethic for a subordinate. He knew Shen Yuqing's love for Leng Yunhao, and he could also understand the heaviness of this love.

"Is it really that busy? I'm also his mother, and he can't get out of such a big thing as being discharged from the hospital. If I die one day, won't he be busy? Shen Yuqing said angrily. When people reach old age, they are particularly insecure. Especially now, when Shen Yuqing's social circle is getting smaller and smaller, and her own son doesn't put all his mind on her, it is inevitable that she will have some superfluous thoughts.

"Ma'am, the president won't do this to you. You can rest assured. The president really has something very important to deal with these days, so he sent me to pick you up. Jason helped Shen Yuqing to walk out of the hospital, Shen Yuqing was just silent, and said that something important to Leng Yunhao must be related to Su Luoyan.

She has been suffering from a headache about this matter. In my heart, I hope that Leng Yunhao can be rational and not continue to entangle with Su Luoyan, but as soon as Leng Yunhao's stubborn temper comes up, no one can persuade him. She was very worried that Leng Yunhao would do something excessive, and she had persuaded him several times, but it had no effect, and she couldn't help but sigh.

If everyone has their own fate, then is this Leng Yunhao's fate? The thought only flashed through my mind and then vanished. As a mother, she shouldn't think like this, she has to believe that her son is, but the worry in her heart has always existed.

The car started and slid out smoothly from the gate of the hospital, but at this moment, Shen Yuqing saw a familiar figure, that person was none other than Leng Yunhao who she was thinking about just now. He frowned and walked inside, carrying a lunch box in his hand. She stared at the long figure, and the sadness in her heart became a little stronger.

During the time she stayed in the hospital, Leng Yunhao only came to see her three times, and all her daily life was taken care of by special care, and Leng Yunhao only sat down when she came over occasionally, and rarely talked to her. But now, this man is actually carrying a lunch box, who is this going to deliver food to?

She knew that if she asked Jason, she would definitely not know the answer, but if she wanted to know the answer, it would be very simple. After returning to the cold house, Jason left. Shen Yuqing called the old man of the Lin family, they were all old friends, and after greeting each other, she learned about Lin Xi's phone number from the old man of the Lin family.

She knew Lin Xi, that girl was very cute when she was a child, and when she was older, she had more anger on her body, which was the result of no mother's education. She thought about it for a while, and still dialed Lin Xi. Now if she wants to know the news of Su Luoyan, she can only do it in this way.

"Lin Xi, I'm Aunt Shen." After Shen Yuqing dialed the phone, he immediately reported to his home. There was kindness in her voice, and Lin Xi on the other end was also taken aback when she saw this unfamiliar phone number. She was on her way to the hospital, but she didn't expect Shen Yuqing to call her.

"Hello Auntie, do you have something to do with me?" Lin Xi said cautiously, Leng Yunhao's mother called her, it must have something to do with Leng Yunhao. She was thinking about how to answer Shen Yuqing's question, and she was also guessing in her heart what kind of question Shen Yuqing would ask. Sure enough, as she expected, Shen Yuqing's topic was related to Leng Yunhao.

"Oh, I just can't contact Yun Hao, I was discharged from the hospital today, he said to come and pick me up, and he hasn't come yet, so I want to ask you, do you know where Yun Hao is now." Shen Yuqing's tone was a little anxious, but her face was light and light. Wouldn't it be a piece of cake to deceive a yellow-haired girl like Lin Xi?

"Oh, Auntie, are you sick? Yun Hao is also in the hospital now, which hospital are you, why don't I come and pick you up? Lin Xi, who was nervous, immediately fell into Shen Yuqing's trap, and she began to expose Leng Yunhao's whereabouts to Shen Yuqing little by little. Zhilu said that his son went to the hospital, and after confirming this matter, Shen Yuqing's heart calmed down a little.

"He went to the hospital and apparently came to pick me up. Well, Lin Xi, it's okay, I'll wait and see, maybe he'll be here in a while. She pretended to be polite and continued to use this method to trick Lin Xi's words. She knew that this girl had no scheming, and it wouldn't be long before Lin Xi would tell everything about it.

"Auntie, I'll come and pick you up, Luo Yan had a car accident, Yun Hao is taking care of Luo Yan over there, and he may not be able to get over for a while." Lin Xi immediately told Shen Yuqing everything that had happened. Does everyone have such a mentality, and it is easy to reveal the true nature of a child in front of the elderly?

"Oh, Luo Yan was in a car accident? Such a serious thing. Forget it, I'd better go back by myself. Thank you, Lin Xi. What Shen Yuqing said was extremely reasonable, and when she hung up the phone, Lin Xi felt that Su Luoyan was really blessed to be able to meet a good-natured mother-in-law like Shen Yuqing.

So, three days later, when Leng Yunhao didn't show up in the hospital because of something in the company, Shen Yuqing appeared here. She carried a flower basket and appeared in Su Luoyan's hospital room gorgeously. When Lin Xi saw it, he naturally found an excuse to go out. Now that Su Luoyan is with her mother-in-law-to-be, she is purely troublesome to stay here.

"Auntie, you're here. Have a seat. Su Luoyan said with a detached eyebrow, she always had a faint expression. When Shen Yuqing came in, Lin Xi had already given her tea. She didn't say anything, and there was no reaction on her face. I did it not far from Su Luoyan.

Shen Yuqing didn't make a sound for a long time, she just looked at Su Luoyan quietly. Retreating from all the glitz, this woman is just like an ordinary woman. She is too ordinary, and her eyebrows are faint. The photo book says that this kind of person is a thin person, and there is no blessing to enjoy a comfortable life.

No matter which way you look at Su Luoyan, she is not the ideal daughter-in-law of the Leng family. If this woman is not married and has children, then she can do nothing, after all, Leng Yunhao likes her. But now, she has a marriage, and she has not dissolved her marriage, at this time, she is entangled with Leng Yunhao, if she is known by outsiders, what is this.

"Are you alright? Nothing is a big deal, right? Shen Yuqing asked lightly, not caring, as if he was just saying a few words casually. She didn't care what happened to Su Luoyan. If something big happened to this woman, she thought that the most painful person would definitely be Leng Yunhao. It was the child she had worked so hard to raise, but now she had put her heart on another woman.

If there is a battle between her mother-in-law and her future daughter-in-law, then she really disdains to compete with this woman, if she is a little better, if she is a little better, then she will definitely be relieved to hand Leng Yunhao into the hands of this woman. However, Su Luoyan is not worthy, she is already destined to be unworthy of Leng Yunhao from the bottom of her bones.

"It's fine, it's all right. Thank you for your concern. Su Luoyan was still polite. Facing Shen Yuqing, she knew this woman's thoughts. After she married Fang Yichen, she once came to Su Luoyan once. That time, Shen Yuqing begged her in the tone of a mother, begging her to let her son go.

At that time, Su Luoyan was only heart-rending in pain, but she had always suppressed it. Nothing touches a heart more than a mother's plea. She didn't think about competing with anyone for something, even Leng Yunhao. She loved this man, but wanted him to be happy.

"Maomao is still well-behaved, I haven't seen him for a long time, and he has grown up a lot." Shen Yuqing set her eyes on the child beside Su Luoyan. She had seen Mao Mao once, and her first feeling was that this child was somewhat similar to Leng Yunhao, but she never said this thought.

"Well, it's very well-behaved, and I don't cry. Now I have five teeth. As soon as he talked about his child, Su Luoyan's face showed the brilliance of a mother. It was her only pride, and the only thing she was thankful for. If this child is not born, she will definitely regret it.

"Yes, children are the meat of their mother's heart." Shen Yuqing let out such an exclamation, and then remained silent. What she was going to say next, Su Luoyan could guess. She introduced the topic to the child, didn't she just want to tell her about Leng Yunhao?

She still remembered the last time she went to see Shen Yuqing stupidly, Shen Yuqing at that time was very polite to herself, and that politeness made her feel a huge tension, and she knew that she was no longer qualified to enter the Leng family. Then there is no need to continue to hurt Leng Yunhao.

She wanted what she had to say, Shen Yuqing should be satisfied, and when Leng Yunhao proposed marriage, she rejected the man's request. An unblessed marriage is always painful. She didn't want Leng Yunhao to fall into this kind of pain. She didn't dissolve the marriage, but the next thing she had to do was make it never exist.

She just looked at Maomao's body, the little guy was sleeping soundly, and the little face was flushed, which made people can't help but like it when they see it. She never told Leng Yunhao about the child's life experience, so he never knew that he had become a father

Su Luoyan's silence made Shen Yuqing sensitively aware that he didn't need to make much effort to pull out the topic he wanted to talk about. If it weren't for Leng Yunhao, she thought that she would not have known this girl. The first time I saw Su Luoyan, it was at the Su family's family banquet, and Leng Yunhao and Su Ruolin were still together at that time.

She clearly remembered this child, who was born with a sense of indifference, rejecting everyone from herself. Su Luoyan at that time was worthy of everyone's pity. She was only twenty-two years old, and she was imprisoned, whether it was wronged or true, she was no longer innocent.

At that time, she never thought that this girl would have anything to do with her son, all she looked forward to was a peaceful life. When people reach old age, they only hope that their homes and everything will be prosperous. However, everything changes drastically after her car accident.

"Luo Yan, you are a smart person, you must know what I came to you for. I don't want to go around in circles with you, you and I are both mothers, can you please be considerate of motherhood? Shen Yuqing got straight to the point and went straight to the point. She didn't have that much spare time to continue going around with Su Luoyan on this topic.

Leng Yunhao is her son, she doesn't want Su Luoyan and Leng Yunhao to continue to have a relationship now, she wants to interfere to end the relationship. She would rather see a man sad than see Leng Yunhao destroyed. She is already this age, and there is less and less time left in this world, and the only thing she hopes for is that Leng Yunhao can live a stronger life.

"Auntie, you can rest assured. I won't get involved with Yun Hao. As much as I love him, I know that the two of us can't cross paths. I've done a lot of stupid things since I lost my memory, and I hope you'll forgive me if there's anything that offends you. Su Luoyan took a deep breath, and her heart was already cold.

She is not without pain, letting her give up Leng Yunhao is like removing a piece of flesh from her body, she is in great pain, but she still has to accept this fact. She knew that Shen Yuqing looked down on her, she didn't have a prominent family background, she didn't have a beautiful appearance, whether it was family or career, she couldn't help Leng Yunhao.

A woman like her will always be a burden to Leng Yunhao, she just greedily enjoys the life that Leng Yunhao provides her, but builds her happiness on his pain. It's not that she doesn't want to marry this man, that intense * has been gnawing at her heart.

But she can't be so selfish, the greatest fulfillment of loving someone is to hope that he can be happy, even if this happiness is not given by herself. When Shen Yuqing came to her, she had already expected what Shen Yuqing wanted to say, so she was still somewhat prepared in her heart. So I didn't show any particular surprise.

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