Chapter 325
Seeing his beloved apprentice lonely and embarrassed, Xingya's heart was not only sad, but also self-blame. If there was no green silk left at the beginning, and there was no emotional entanglement between the two of them, maybe it would not have become what it is now. One fell into the devil's path, and the other gave up on himself.
Xingya slowly walked to Chu Mochen's side, and Chu Mochen still looked stupid. He looked at the person in front of him who was gradually approaching him with confused eyes, and his thoughts came back after a short pause. He reached out, wanting to touch. He said softly: "Qingsi, you are here, I know that you are reluctant to me." He tilted his head, shook his head, held the flask in his hand and shook it, and continued: "Obviously you love me so much. You can't bear it!"
Looking at the appearance of the apprentice, Xingya sighed softly, stretched out his hand, and wiped away his broken hair that was wet with wine in front of his eyes, only to see that his eyes were red, and there were still traces of tears in the corners of his eyes. Seven days, like this, seven days passed in a blur. How long do you have to torture yourself?Xingya thought, raised his right hand and put it next to Chu Mochen's ear, Chu Mochen was stunned, thinking that Qingsi in his dream was going to touch his cheeks and ears, and said happily: "Qingsi, do you want to touch my face?" I saw Xingya's palm move slightly, and when the spiritual power flowed, a white liquid flowed out of Chu Mochen's ears. Chu Mochen slowly regained his senses, and his expression was no longer a silly smile, as if he didn't know why. He withdrew his hand that was stopped in mid-air, the sticky feeling on his hand, his eyes were red and extremely tired, and he felt very stinging when he was illuminated by the sun, he hurriedly blocked the sunlight with his hand, and lowered his head to see his embarrassed appearance. In the past seven days of haze, he has long forgotten how embarrassed he is. He slowly raised his head and saw Xingya in front of him looking at him indifferently, Xingya slowly said, "Are you awake?"
"Thank you, Master!" Chu Mochen hurriedly saluted, only to find that his hands were stiff, and even the movement of saluting looked very difficult. His voice was hoarse and tired. "The boy woke up. ”
"If I could, I would love to let you dream for three or four years. Xingya said thoughtfully. "Chen'er, there is no difference between you being drunk and sober, if you are not drunk, everyone will get drunk. ”
"Master, the apprentice can't let it go. Chu Mochen said slowly, how embarrassed he was at the moment, and how deeply he had loved. "Master, wine is a good thing, and if you drink it, it will become a good memory. ”
"Chen'er, however, drinking wine is a painful existence in reality. Xingya said seriously. "Don't numb yourself anymore, why torture yourself like this. ”
"Master, this is not torture, this is atonement. Chu Mochen said, pain and heartache on his face. "I can't see her in reality, so I want to see her in my dreams. At least in the dream, I didn't plunge the sword into her heart. didn't tell her when I still loved her deeply that I was going to get married. ”
Listening to Chu Mochen's words, Xingya couldn't help but be silent, how could he not be like this at the beginning, thinking that he couldn't do anything in reality, so he "did whatever he wanted" in his dream. However, in the end, the reality still slapped himself hard, it used to be something that could not be chased, and it was all a bubble after all. We always make excuses for regret and find the past, but we forget the beauty of the present, but we forget that no matter how bitter the memories are, they are sweet. "Chen'er, no matter how you struggle, you know that those past are just bubbles! What you miss is that person, not those past things, why use past regrets to hurt yourself. ”
"Master, I don't want to. But, I can't do it!" Chu Mochen shouted loudly. "I believe she still loves me!" However, when she heard me say that I am going to get married, she just said coldly, "Congratulations!" Master, I don't want congratulations. I'd rather he beat me and scold me, I don't want her to admit it!"
"Chen'er, she can only admit that you and her are no longer all the way, how can she be with you? Xingya asked. "To love or not to love, it's all your own feelings, it's a person's business. You don't know if she loves you or not, you're just imposing your emotions on her. ”
Chu Mochen stopped talking and got up from the ground in a daze. He looked out the window at the bright sunshine, his eyes still stinging. He tried hard to squeeze out a smile and said, "Then let me be amorous for the last time!" He turned his head to look at Xingya and said, "Master, do you know why I want to marry Qu Furui from Wujimen?"
Xingya smiled faintly and said, "For her?"
Chu Mochen nodded and said, "For her and for me." On that day, Qu Hanlian threatened me that if I didn't marry Qu Furui, she would kill Qingsi, because she had the ability to see through her heart. So, I had to say yes. And now, I know that no matter how much I love her, we will never be together again, and I am willing to marry Qu Furui, she is a good girl, maybe she can redeem me. ”
"Chen'er, I respect your choice. Master and all the disciples of the Star Silence Pavilion don't want to see you languid, and we will be heartbroken. Xingya said, his voice was a little choked, and he raised his old hand and patted Chu Mochen's shoulder.
"Master, I won't let you worry anymore. Chu Mochen said. "Wujimen, I want a letter of proposal, and I hope that the master will fulfill it. ”
"Uh-huh, I promised for the teacher. Xingya nodded, walked to the desk, and picked up a pen to write a letter of proposal for Chu Mochen. This was the only thing he could do for Chu Mochen. It is not impossible to cut off the past and start a new future, and the world sheds too many tears for love. At the end of the day, the only best thing is the right one. Forgetting one person's pain, you can only get warmth from the next person and forget the pain.
After Xingya finished writing, he put the letter into a red envelope and handed it to Chu Mochen. "You give it to Mo Li and let her send it. ”
"Yes!" Chu Mochen took it and held the letter tightly. Striding to the door, opening the door, the sky was beautiful, as if everything in the world was waiting for his rebirth, and the moment he came out, all the good things bloomed for him. He handed the letter to Mo Li. "You send the letter to the Wuji Gate!"
Looking at the big words "Marriage Proposal" on the envelope, Mo Li was extremely surprised, and couldn't help shouting: "Second senior brother, this ......" She seemed to say something, but was stopped by Chu Mochen with a wave of her hand. "Mo Li, I know what you want to say, but, I want to tell you that I put it down. Chu Mochen looked at Mo Li seriously and said, "Mo Li, I let it go, the past is like smoke, and it is gone." Excuse me, send it to Wujimen. "Finished. Chu Mochen returned to the room without looking back. Only Mo Li was left standing in place at a loss, is this the end?
Qingsi, you and I have dispersed. One part, two wide, each rejoicing.