178 See my son
Mo Zhonghui stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the office, with one hand in his trouser pocket, his tall back gave people a feeling of loneliness for no reason, as if he couldn't help but feel distressed when he saw it.
Since the birth of the child, he has not been able to see his father, and only sees the appearance of the child in the photos sent by Shen Chenpeng every day. The eyes are good-looking, like An Nuan. Everything else is like myself, it's just like me.
How many such quiet moments, he wanted to touch the child's face and kiss his little mouth, but all he could reach out to was abstract pictures.
When he was very young, his father was always very indifferent to him, almost helped him design a future, and forced him to follow the path he designed. Gradually, as he grew up and had his own thoughts, he always thought that one day he would become a father, and he must not be a competent father, because he would give his children everything he wanted, and this would spoil a person.
Now that I think about it, he didn't even have a chance to spoil him.
An Nuan called him and told him that he could participate in the child's full moon ceremony, at this moment, he should be excited, he should be excited, but in fact the mood is not like this. There was an indescribable discomfort, depression, and a terrible pain in my heart.
Zhang Xu knocked on the door and walked in, these days, he always saw Mr. Mo standing here alone, his back was very lonely.
"Mr. Mo, don't you really think about the cooperation plan proposed by the Gong Group?"
Mo Zhonghui replied without hesitation, "Don't think about it. ”
"But this plan is really good, it can allow us to open up the market in Jincheng and even the entire south. And ......"
Mo Zhonghui waved his hand, "Zhang Xu, don't say anything, my Mo clan and the Gong clan will never have any cooperative relationship." ”
Zhang Xu wanted to say something, but he didn't dare to say it after all.
In the past, Mr. Mo only focused on interests in the shopping mall, but now, he has been emotionally entangled. Just because the daughter of the Gong family had a good impression of him, he gave up such a big benefit. If he was still with An Nuan, it would be fine. The Shen family doesn't want to see him at all now, but he is still so infatuated.
Zhang Xu sighed silently in his heart.
"Zhang Xu, what do you say is the best gift for a child who has just completed the moon?"
Zhang Xu paused slightly, and then said, "Is the baby going to be a full moon?" Time flies. ”
"I want to give him the best gift, but the best gift is not the company of my father? I can't afford this gift. ”
Looking at Mo Zhonghui's confused eyes, Zhang Xu only felt his heart tighten. He didn't understand such affection, but he was ruthlessly rejected.
"Zhang Xu, you go down, I want to stay alone for a while."
"Mr. Mo, in fact, there is another thing, your mother has called me a lot, I hope you can go back to see her."
Mo Zhonghui stretched out his hand and stroked his forehead, and said lightly, "I know it, you go down first." ”
——
Mo Zhonghui went home in the evening, and Tang Jingwei was sitting on the sofa tinkering with something. When he got closer, he saw that she was knitting a small sweater, and at that moment, his brows were slightly twisted.
"Hui'er, I'm finally looking forward to you back, sit down, Mom has a lot to say to you."
Tang Jingwei pulled Mo Zhonghui to sit down, and showed him the things she had prepared like a treasure, "You see, my mother is bored at home during this time, and she knits a lot of clothes for the baby. There are also these gold utensils, all of which were bought by the mother, but I don't know when I will be able to see the baby. It's been twenty-eight days today, and it will be a full moon in a few days. ”
"Mom, the baby will be full moon next week, and I will go to his full moon ceremony."
Tang Jingwei's eyes flashed with a glint and asked with some expectation, "Can you take me to see the baby?" In the end, it is the child of my Mo family. ”
Mo Zhonghui was a little embarrassed, "Mom, the child's surname is Shen." ”
Tang Jingwei was stunned, "Hui'er, the child is from our Mo family, why do you want to have the surname Shen, have you compromised like this?" Now I'm a grandmother, from the birth of the child to now, I haven't even seen the child, his Shen family has done so much, have you never thought of snatching the child? ”
Mo Zhonghui's brows furrowed tightly, he sighed slightly, and he said lightly, "Mom, what right do you think I have to snatch the child over?" Do you think I can snatch the child from Shen Yiming's hands? Now, if his Shen family can let me see the child, I should be content. ”
"Hui'er ......"
Mo Zhonghui said in his heart that he didn't hate was false, this emotion hidden deep in his heart will always be there, and it will be touched occasionally.
"Mom, I will take these things you prepared, but there is no guarantee that the Shen family will accept me."
Tang Jingwei saw that he was unhappy, and hurriedly flattered Lu and said, "Hui'er, mom doesn't mean anything else, I just feel sorry for you, I know that you look at the baby's photos every day, and my mother feels very uncomfortable." ”
Mo Zhonghui was still expressionless, and said lightly, "I'll go back to the room first, don't be too late, the Shen family won't want these things." ”
Being able to let him participate in the child's full moon ceremony is probably the biggest compromise the Shen family has made.
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The day before the full moon ceremony, Lin Yichuan suddenly came to Beijing, he didn't call An Nuan, and came directly to Shen's house.
An Nuan was putting the child to sleep, preparing to go downstairs to pour some water to drink, and saw Lin Yichuan sitting in the living room chatting with his second uncle.
An Nuan thought that there was something wrong with her eyes, Lin Yichuan stood up and greeted her with a smile, "An Nuan, long time no see." ”
She rushed to him and asked in a low voice unpleasantly, "Lin Yichuan, why are you here?" ”
Lin Yichuan frowned slightly.
Shen Yiming stood up and explained in a deep voice, "I asked him to come over, the baby's full moon ceremony is a meal for the family, and you don't have any friends, I think it's probably Xiaolin." Before you were in the UK, he took care of you for many years, the second uncle has never really said thank you to him, today I took the opportunity of the child's full moon to invite him here, thank him well, without him, probably there is no you today. ”
The second uncle's attitude towards Lin Yichuan changed so much that An Nuan was a little caught off guard.
"Second uncle, didn't you say that the full moon ceremony is just a meal for the family, not for friends? Why let others break the bank. ”
Lin Yichuan's brows furrowed even deeper.
Shen Yiming took a sip of her and said in a muffled voice, "Nuan Nuan, how can you talk like this, Xiao Lin is your best friend, he should come over to witness your happy moment." ”
An Nuan's expression was very solemn, and she roared angrily, "Second uncle, I'm very stupid, but I can't be so stupid as not to understand your purpose." I don't like you like that! ”
An Nuan didn't drink any water, and ran upstairs in a huff.
Lin Yichuan almost went up on his heels, and when he walked to An Nuan's bedroom, he hesitated for a moment, and then walked in.
An Nuan sat on the bed, her smiling face flushed with anger.
He shook his head self-deprecatingly, and said lightly, "An Nuan, I didn't expect you to hate me so much, don't worry, I'll leave in a while, and it won't affect your mood in any way." ”
"Lao Lin, I didn't mean that."
"An Nuan, I just really want to come and see your child, see you, I swear I have no other purpose, I just want to bless you."
"Lao Lin, I really didn't mean that, you were used by my second uncle."
Lin Yichuan smiled faintly, "An Nuan, I have always remembered your due date, even if your second uncle doesn't call me this time, I will still come to Beijing when you are due date, but I'm afraid that when I come, your child will be two months old." ”
Seeing the self-deprecating expression on Lin Yichuan's face, An Nuan felt a little apologetic, just now he was just angry with his second uncle, but Lin Yichuan misunderstood.
"Lao Lin, I really don't hate you, I have always wanted to report good news to you during this time, but I am afraid that you will come over, I am afraid that you will worry about me. Really, you've done enough for me, and I don't want to trouble you again. This time, my second uncle came to you for a purpose, because tomorrow Mo Zhonghui will come, and my second uncle will ......."
Lin Yichuan smiled lightly, "It turns out that you are just afraid that Mo Zhonghui will misunderstand." An Nuan, since you can't let him go like this, why don't you just be together? ”
An Nuan lowered her head and said lightly, "I'm not afraid that he will misunderstand, I don't like my second uncle to use you." ”
"So you're still thinking about me?"
An Nuan lowered her head and did not speak.
"Can I go see the baby?"
An Nuan raised her head with a smile, "Okay." ”
An Nuan took him to the baby room, where the child was sleeping soundly on the cot. This month, almost every day, An Nuan can't imagine that his little hands and feet when he was born are just like fake, as if they will break when he touches them.
Lin Yichuan said jokingly, "This child is the same as Zaozai, born prematurely for so long, or it should be called Zaozai, Xiao Zaozao." ”
"The nickname has been chosen, it's called Ding Ding, and the second uncle said that there will be another one in the future, the girl is called Dong Dong, and the boy can be called Dangdang." An Nuan smiled bitterly, "However, I won't regenerate, just one ding." ”
Lin Yichuan smiled lightly and said, "You can't say it too early, the world is unpredictable, who knows what will happen to Lu Dao in the future." ”
An Nuan pursed her lips and didn't say anything.
"An Nuan, did you tell you that this kid looks too much like Mo Zhonghui?"
An Nuan said bitterly, "Do you need to say this?" ”
It can be seen at a glance, even if An Nuan doesn't want to face this fact, but the fact is that it is.
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On this day, the Shen family was preparing for the child's full moon ceremony, the three aunts went to the vegetable market to buy a lot of vegetables, and the three uncles got back a lot of streamers and balloons, ready to decorate the hall, Lin Yichuan went to JM, and would come over for dinner in the evening.
"Uncle, in fact, you don't have to bother so much, it's just a family meal."
Shen Yipei stretched out his hand and rubbed her hair, and said lightly, "Nuan Nuan, because my family's identity is here, so I can't give the baby a large and grand full moon ceremony, we all feel very sorry for the child, this is the only thing we can do for him, how to make the atmosphere a little better." ”
"Uncle Xie Lu, Uncle Xie."
An Nuan saw that they were sweating profusely, and went to the kitchen to make tea for them.
"Uncle, don't be busy yet, let's have some tea."
Shen Yipei put down the movements in his hand, sat down and enjoyed drinking the tea made by An Nuan. He smiled and quipped, "How do I feel that my home is warm and fragrant with tea." ”
"Uncle, don't tease me. Uncle, you should rest for a while, drink some tea and get busy. ”
Shen Yibo also put down the matter at hand, and called Shen Yiming by the way, "Second brother, don't be busy yet, rest for a while." ”
Shen Yiming snorted, "I'm not as good as you, no one invited me to tea." ”
Shen Yipei and Shen Yibo were both amused, and Shen Yipei patted An Nuan's shoulder, hinting at her with his eyes.
An Nuan bit her lip, walked to Shen Yiming's side, and said in a low voice, "Second uncle, let's rest for a while." ”
"What? Don't be mad at me? ”
"I'm really angry, second uncle, you shouldn't use Lin Yichuan like this. In this world, the person I don't like the most is him, and I don't want to give him another chance, and then let him down, which is really unfair to him. ”
Shen Yiming put down the ribbon in his hand, and his long arm naturally rested on An Nuan's shoulder. sighed and said, "I admit that I deliberately let Lin Yichuan come over, I don't want you to have anything to do with Mo Zhonghui anymore, the Mo family has a lot of hatred with my Shen family, even if you can marry smoothly, you will not be happy." In the days to come, Tang Jingwei and Mo Bailing will always look for your fault. Who knows if Mo Zhonghui wants to remarry you now, is it just for the sake of the child. At that time, as long as there is any contradiction between you, the two lives of Mo Pingshan and Mo Pingjiang will still be added to you. Nuan Nuan, my second uncle doesn't want you to live too tired, I just want you to find an ordinary man and hold you in your hand and love you. ”
An Nuan pursed her lips and said in a low voice, "I know that the second uncle is for my good, but you can't use Lin Yichuan like this." ”
"Okay, the second uncle is actually selfish, Lin Yichuan loves you, and the second uncle doesn't know if he can find someone who loves you more than Lin Yichuan in the future."
"Second uncle, just because Lin Yichuan loves me, I can't treat him like this. I'd rather find someone who doesn't love me so much in the future, and we take what we need and live an ordinary life. ”
Shen Yiming snorted, "I don't allow such a thing to happen, your future husband must love you and love you very much." ”
An Nuan sighed silently in her heart and didn't say anything more.
A father, when faced with his daughter's lifelong events, will be selfish after all.
——
In the evening, Lin Yichuan came early and helped hang streamers and balloons for a while.
Shen Chenpeng couldn't help but whistle when he went home and saw the new look of his home.
"Tut-tut, the first time I saw my family become like this, it was personally arranged by three busy people, An Nuan, your treatment is not something ordinary people have."
Shen Yipei walked over and said with a smile, "Not only the three of us are credited, but also Xiao Lin, Xiao Lin has helped a lot." ”
When Shen Chenpeng saw Lin Yichuan at this time, his brows frowned slightly, pulled An Nuan aside, and reprimanded in a deep voice, "Nuan Nuan, you are deliberate, you deliberately brought Lin Yichuan here, do you want to use him to be angry?" ”
"Lin Yichuan is my friend, and it is natural to invite him to participate in the child's full moon ceremony."
Shen Chenpeng snorted, "Nuan Nuan, you don't have more than one friend, why do you only invite him?" You're deliberately angry. ”
An Nuan rolled her eyes and scolded angrily, "Cleaner mouth, I invited not only Lin Yichuan, but also Judy." ”
"That girl is in good shape, can I chase her?"
An Nuan slapped him the shoulder, "Judy is my friend, you dare to touch her." ”
"Just kidding, I still prefer Chinese girls."
"Brother, how is your love life lately? You and Gu Qiu ......"
Shen Chenpeng immediately sank his face and said very seriously, "Gu Qiu and I have already separated, don't mention it in front of me in the future." I have a rich love life now, and I am accompanied by different girls every day, not to mention how chic. ”
An Nuan snorted, too lazy to take care of him anymore.
For dinner, the Shen family and an outsider, Lin Yichuan.
The family took good care of Lin Yichuan and competed to pick up vegetables for him, and even Shen Yiming, who has always been more serious about outsiders, personally served Lin Yichuan with vegetables.
"Xiaolin, don't be polite in our house, you are the best friend of An Nuan, we treat you as our own."
"Uncle Xie Lu, I hope I didn't cause you any trouble."
Shen Yiming said with a smile, "How come, we are all welcome when you come to the house, Nuan Nuan has a bad temper, so you can tolerate her stinky temper and not be like her." Tonight, you can stay at home, and you can help tomorrow morning. ”
Before Lin Yichuan could say anything, An Nuan stood up, very excited, and moved his lips, but he didn't know what to say.
However, her excitement undoubtedly gave Lin Yichuan a very loud slap in the face.
Lin Yichuan pursed his lips and said with some bitterness, "Uncle, no, I've already booked a hotel." ”
Shen Yiming glared at An Nuan fiercely, and his deep voice was like an order, "Xiaolin, you will live at home today, and we will need your help early tomorrow morning." ”
Lin Yichuan subconsciously looked at An Nuan, and when he saw that An Nuan did not react, he responded.
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The family had a very happy meal, only An Nuan kept a faint expression. After eating, the second uncle suddenly received a very important phone call, and his expression was unusually serious when he talked on the phone. After hanging up the phone, he said to An Nuan with some heaviness, "Nuan Nuan, the second uncle will not be able to participate in the full moon ceremony tomorrow." ”
"What's wrong?"
"Something happened, and the second uncle had to rush to the field overnight."
An Nuan took his arm and comforted, "Second uncle, it's okay, you go and do something, the eldest uncle and brother-in-law are all at home, and the gift is ready, I took him to accept the gift you gave Ding Ding." ”
Shen Yiming reached out and touched her hair dotingly, "You girl, it really makes the second uncle sad to say this." ”
Shen Yiming said and turned to Lin Yichuan again, "Xiaolin, An Nuan will be handed over to you tomorrow to take care of." ”
Lin Yichuan nodded with a smile, and just wanted to say something, Shen Chenpeng snorted, "Everyone in our family is here, why do you entrust Nuan Nuan to an outsider." ”
Shen Chenpeng's words made Lin Yichuan very embarrassed, and the atmosphere was a little embarrassing all of a sudden.
Shen Yiming's deep voice was word by word, "Xiaolin is not an outsider, but also our own family." ”
"What kind of family member is he, his surname is Shen? Is he Nuan Nuan's husband? Is he Dingding's father? Neither, what kind of family is that? ”
An Nuan sighed lightly and pulled Lin Yichuan's arm, "Lao Lin, let's go, I'll take you to the room prepared for you." ”
After An Nuan pulled Lin Yichuan away, Shen Yiming taught Shen Chenpeng a hard lesson.
Shen Chenpeng roared unconvinced, "I just can't get used to you casually helping Nuan Nuan find a man, you know that Lu Dao Nuan Nuan only has Huizi in his heart, why can't he fulfill them?" Do you like to ruin such a good marriage so much? ”
Shen Yiming didn't bother to deal with him, and left with a few guards.
——
An Nuan took Lin Yichuan to the guest room and said with some apologies, "Lao Lin, I'm sorry, my brother ......."
Lin Yichuan smiled lightly and shook his head, "I know that your family, except for your second uncle, everyone is towards Mo Zhonghui." Tomorrow, what do you want me to do? Leave, or accompany you in a play, I will accompany you. After tomorrow, I may not come to Beijing again. ”
"Old Forest ......"
"An Nuan, I am also a person, I have feelings, I have self-esteem, I will be sad, I will be hurt. When I came to Beijing this time, I was relieved to see that you and your children were doing well, and I would have no worries in the future. ”
"Lao Lin, I'm sorry."
Lin Yichuan smiled and patted her shoulder, "You are not sorry for me, love this thing, maybe you really can't force it." Actually, like your family, I also hope that you can be with Mo Zhonghui, after all, everyone who knows you knows the Tao of Lu, and he is the favorite in his heart. An Nuan, life is just a few decades in the world, there are not so many beautiful years to waste, love him and cherish him, once you miss it, maybe it will be too late to regret it. ”
I don't understand these truths. She took a deep breath and said lightly, "Lao Lin, you said a lot, you can't force this thing." ”
"An Nuan, can you have a good chat with me tonight?"
An Nuan nodded.
"Actually, I've always been hesitant, many times I wanted to come to see you, but I didn't dare to come, and every time I saw you, it became harder to let go. I said to myself, when your child is born, I will take that opportunity to come back and take a good look at you. That was the last and only chance I ever gave myself. I have secretly sworn in my heart that from this time on, I will work well and live a good life, and I will no longer miss you. I will also try to accept new feelings, and in order to give him a complete home sooner rather than later. ”
"Lao Lin."
"I have never been a qualified father, and when I was born early, I didn't even dare to face him, because when I faced him, I would think of that unbearable past. In the days that followed, I didn't fulfill my responsibilities as a father, I didn't love him enough, I didn't love him enough. Nuan Nuan, I feel like I'm really old, and I'm already starting to look back on the past. Early on he was sensible and cute, in order not to make me sad, he already knows a lot of things, he will not mention you in front of me, he will only take advantage of my absence at home, secretly hold your photo in the room and shed tears. When I came home from work that night and saw him crying with your picture, I realized that I was really an irresponsible father. ”
An Nuan's eyes turned red when she heard this.
"Nuan Nuan, for the sake of being early, I decided not to love you anymore, try to find a good girl, love Nuan Nuan, and give Nuan Nuan a complete home."
That night, Lin Yichuan pulled An Nuan and talked for a long time, and they all knew that this might be their last conversation.
Seeing that the sky was about to dawn, Lin Yichuan said jokingly, "Nuan Nuan, it seems a bit too much for me to have a pregnant woman to talk with me all night." ”
An Nuan smiled and shook her head, "Lao Lin, we haven't communicated like this for a long time, for the sake of Nuan Nuan, you must take care of yourself, find a good girl, and live a good life." Early biological mother ......"
Lin Yichuan interrupted her, "An Nuan, don't say it, although I want to find a girl to live a good life, I will never find someone I hate, at least I have to look at it." ”
An Nuan pursed her lips and didn't lobby again.
Fate may really be destined. Two people who have no fate, no matter how reluctant they are, they can't get together.
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At dawn, An Nuan and Lin Yichuan walked out of the room together, there was such a coincidence in the world, so early, Mo Zhonghui had already come and was walking upstairs.
At that moment, time seemed to stand still, and all three of them stopped.
As soon as the morning dawned, An Nuan and Lin Yichuan walked out of the room together, what a reverie scene.
Shen Chenpeng went to pick up Mo Zhonghui, parked the car, went upstairs, and also saw this scene. The corners of his mouth twitched, and he pointed at An Nuan and Lin Yichuan, and roared in a low voice in disbelief, "You, you two, last night, you were together all the time?" ”
Mo Zhonghui didn't seem to hear Shen Chenpeng's voice, he lowered his head and walked straight to the baby room.
Shen Chenpeng smacked An Nuan's forehead fiercely, "Little girl, you are simply a ruthless woman." ”
After Shen Chenpeng also left, Lin Yichuan asked in an indifferent voice, "Don't you explain?" ”
"No explanation."
It's okay to misunderstand, at least there won't be so much involvement.
Today is a good day, although the family has a meal, but some friends of the three uncles have come, and the family is more lively than ever.
An Nuan saw that her three aunts were very busy, and she also helped in the kitchen.
"Nuan Nuan, you go with the baby, it's enough for us here."
"yes, yes, take the baby down in a moment and let everyone see."
Seeing that there were more and more guests, An Nuan asked a little puzzled, "Auntie, didn't you say that you would have a meal with your family?" How could such a person come? ”
Xue Yulan shrugged her shoulders and said extremely helplessly, "Our Shen family has blocked the news very tightly, and I don't know who released the news and ran over to give gifts together." Don't worry, these gifts will be returned, and they will be returned together when your second uncle comes back. ”
After staying in this circle for a long time, An Nuan can gradually understand that the second uncle has always been low-key, but there are always times when he is helpless. There are no airtight walls, and this always makes sense.
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An Nuan went upstairs and went to the baby room when he hesitated. Compared with the bustle downstairs, the baby room is relatively quiet, Mo Zhonghui is holding the sleeping child, his movements are so cautious, motionless, as if he is afraid that he will wake up the child if he moves. He looked at the child's eyes, full of love. With two faces of similar size, this scene looks so beautiful that people can't take their eyes off it.
Seeing An Nuan push the door in, Shen Chenpeng couldn't help but tease, "Where is your old Lin?" You didn't have anything to do last night, did you? You've just finished your confinement. ”
Shen Chenpeng made a joke, and Mo Zhonghui's expression was stunned for a moment, and then his face sank.
Shen Chenfeng patted Shen Chenpeng on the shoulder, "Let's go first, don't disturb the warmth of their family of three." ”
After Shen Chenpeng and Shen Chenfeng left, the two of them and their children were left in the huge baby room.
An Nuan walked up to him and said lightly, "I'll hug it, it's time to nurse when I wake up in a while." ”
An Nuan's hand stretched over, and Mo Zhonghui turned around and hugged the child tighter.
"Mo Zhonghui, if you hold the wrong position, the child will be uncomfortable."
Mo Zhonghui ignored him, stood aside with the child in his arms, staring motionless at the child in his arms, as if the child was all he had.
I don't know if Mo Zhonghui was uncomfortable or too tight, the child struggled in his arms, and cried 'wow'.
An Nuan hurriedly walked over, "Mo Zhonghui gave me the child, you are holding it in the wrong position." ”
Mo Zhonghui's eyes lit up, and he roared, "How wrong am I hugging, I have checked this action many times on the Internet, and I have rehearsed it countless times in my heart." One month after the child was born, I saw him for the first time, can't I hug him well? ”
"But the child is crying."
"He was fine when you weren't here."
Mo Zhonghui's voice probably frightened the child, and the little guy cried louder and louder.
"Mo Zhonghui, if you are so nonsense again, I will never give you a chance to see the child in the future."
Mo Zhonghui sneered, his smile was very bitter.
An Nuan took the child from his arms, patted it lightly twice, and the little one fell asleep again.
Carefully lay him on the cot and covered him with a thin quilt.
"An Nuan, do you have to do this to me?"
His cold voice sounded behind her, and her heart couldn't help but tighten.
"Do you have to find Lin Yichuan to be angry with me? Do you have to spend the night with him? ”
An Nuan stood up straight, turned around, looked at him indifferently, and said in a low voice, "Mo Zhonghui, we don't have a relationship anymore, who I'm with should be my freedom." ”
"The child is just a full moon, and you can't wait to find him a stepfather?"
"Yes, I want to give my child a complete home, and I want to be able to enjoy father's love like other children from the time the child is sensible. Lin Yichuan He loves me, he can give up everything for me, even his career, his family, such a man, can give me a sense of security, why don't I choose him? ”
Mo Zhonghui's hands were clenched into fists, and his face suddenly turned pale.
Lin Yichuan can give up his career and family for him, what an ironic sentence, he is powerless to refute it.
"You're still blaming me, blaming me for snubbing you because of my family."
An Nuan smiled lightly, "Mo Zhonghui, don't mention the past, today is the child's full moon ceremony, we are arguing and arguing here, that is disrespecting the child." ”
"I'm not arguing with you, I'm just trying to figure out, what did I do wrong? Why do you want to do this to me? My uncle committed suicide, my father committed suicide, I saw my father end his life in front of me, he asked me to separate from you when he was dying, have you ever thought about how I felt at that time? I was very sad and helpless, and I didn't know what to do with it for a while. I was very scared in my heart, firstly, I was afraid that my mother would choose this path, and secondly, I was afraid that I would lose you. So I chose to run away, and if I really did something wrong, then running away was my biggest mistake. Are you going to give me the death penalty just because I escaped once? Didn't you give me a chance at all? ”
An Nuan sighed lightly, and said in an indifferent voice, "Mo Zhonghui, does it still make sense to say this now?" ”
"How is it pointless, my woman wants to take my son with another man, An Nuan, do you have to drive me crazy? I asked you to give me time, all I wanted at that time was time, and you didn't give it to me for anything. ”
She still said in an indifferent tone, "Mo Zhonghui, don't say anything, it's meaningless." ”
His hands suddenly clasped her shoulders hard, "I lost two loved ones at the same time, even if I did wrong during that time, I should be forgiven by you." ”
An Nuan shook off his hand vigorously and roared, "I also lost my beloved father during that time, where were you when I needed you the most?" I arrived in the United States, you left the United States, and you didn't even give me a word of comfort. My father has been alive for so many years, why have you not told me why? What right do you have to take care of him privately, and not let me know the truth? ”
"I'm doing this for your own good, your father's condition is very unstable and he will leave at any time, I'm afraid that you will be hurt twice."
An Nuan wiped her tears vigorously, "Mo Zhonghui, why are you making the decision for me?" That's my father. During those years in prison, when I came out of prison, do you know how tormented I was? Do you know how much pressure I have on my heart? I always thought that my beloved father was killed by me, I love you so much, how I want to be with you, but my father's death lies in the middle, I dare not accept you, and I force myself to leave you again and again. When I finally couldn't resist the power of love, when I was finally with you, my heart was also tormented. Every night in your arms, I ask myself that this is my father's murderer, and I enjoy snuggling up to you. I told myself, I can't do this, my father will blame me in heaven, but I can't control my love for you. Mo Zhonghui, have you considered my inner struggle and fear? ”
"All of a sudden, you've gone from being the murderer of my father to the benefactor who cares for him, and I feel like the whole world is joking with me. You think it's good for me to keep it a secret from me, so why don't you keep it a secret, but tell me the cruel truth when he is about to leave. If I could take care of him by his side all these years, at least I would feel less guilty, but you are always self-righteous and making arrangements for me. ”
An Nuan couldn't control her crying loudly anymore.
Mo Zhonghui was distressed in the end, so he walked over and gently hugged her into his arms.
An Nuan reacted greatly, pushed him away hard, and roared angrily, "Mo Zhonghui, it turns out that loving someone will also have times when you are tired." In the past few days of the breakup, I have been thinking, we have been entangled for more than ten years, and in the past ten years, we have counted the happy days, since we are not as happy as we imagined, why should we be entangled with each other. I'm really tired. ”
"An Nuan, for the sake of the children, let's not make trouble anymore, in the past, I did something wrong, you also did something wrong, we don't mention the past, let's live a good life for the child in the future, okay?"
An Nuan shook her head self-deprecatingly, "I always thought that love and affection were the whole of life, and I would not be able to live without you." But it turns out that this is not the case, I can still live a good life alone, and I can still take good care of the children. My second uncle was right, marrying someone is not marrying a person, but marrying a family. And your Mo family and my Shen family have such a big grievance, we will always have family conflicts together. ”
"My mom doesn't object to us anymore."
An Nuan interrupted him, "Mo Zhonghui, tell me honestly, in the deepest part of your heart, who do you think caused the death of your father and your uncle. ”
Mo Zhonghui gritted his teeth and did not speak.
"You always feel that they were killed by my second uncle, and even if you want to remarry me now, it's just for the sake of the children. Mo Zhonghui, that's it, this relationship has exhausted both of us physically and mentally. I also believe that in this world, there are many women who are willing to give birth to children for you Mo Zhonghui, and there is no need to force a marriage for a child. In this life, we used to love vigorously, and it is enough. In the days to come, I would rather find someone who doesn't love each other so much, live a down-to-earth life, without so many grievances, without so heart-rending memories, just simple. ”
The child suddenly cried again on the small bed, An Nuan wiped her tears vigorously, walked over and picked up the child.
There is a soul in the heart, whether this thing really exists, and whether the child feels her heartache at this moment.
An Nuan hugged him tightly in her arms and whispered to Mo Zhonghui, "You go out of the house first, it's time to breastfeed." ”
Mo Zhonghui walked over, wrapped his long arm around their mother and son, and said in a hoarse voice, "An Nuan, instead of taking my child to marry someone else, why don't you let me take care of your mother and son." You can leave me and live with another man, but I can't. Without you, being alive would be an ordeal for me. We were together, there were so many obstacles, and now that my mother is no longer against us, will you give me another chance? I swear I'll never let you down again. An Nuan, I love you, I really can't live without you. ”
"Mo Zhonghui, please go out first, I'm going to breastfeed now."
Mo Zhonghui ignored the loud crying of the child, hugged their mother and son, and refused to let go, as if as soon as he let go, they no longer belonged to him.
"An Nuan, I don't want to lose you, even if your second uncle wants to beat me to death, I want to be with you. Please give me one more chance, forgive me for the sake of the child. ”
The child was held by An Nuan, crying louder and louder in her arms.
Dou Yajuan pushed the door in, muttering, "Why is the child crying?" ”
As soon as she pushed the door and saw a family of three hugging each other, she was stunned for a moment, and then silently retreated.
"Mo Zhonghui, I'll say the last thing again, please avoid it first."
"I don't shy away from it, I haven't seen you anywhere in your body."
An Nuan gritted her teeth, "Mo Zhonghui, do you have to force me?" There are a lot of people downstairs, and if I let the guards drag you away, you'll be very shameless. ”
"Then you can let people drag me away, I don't need this thing for face."
Mo Zhonghui sat down on the sofa loudly, looking like he wouldn't leave.
The child cried louder and louder in An Nuan's arms, afraid that if he cried again, he would have to hear it downstairs.
"You're not leaving, are you? Then I'll go. ”
An Nuan took two steps, was grabbed by Mo Zhonghui, and pressed the sofa, "What's wrong with feeding in front of me?" Do you have to think so complicated? Doesn't that mean you have a ghost in your heart? ”
Sighing lightly, he compromised, "Okay, I'll avoid it first." ”