Deng Rumei went to a nearby convenience store to buy wine, Pan Baoshan felt very uncomfortable, and felt that he was too lacking in energy, so why did he imagine that Deng Rumei was fooling him? I really wronged a good person.

impulsively put Deng Rumei'an next to Lu Shaoliang, although the original intention was just to make her frightened, not to really harm her, but after all, there is danger, in case she is infected with a dirty disease, it is simply a sin.

Pan Baoshan sighed, and the more he thought about it, the more he blamed himself.

In an instant, Pan Baoshan had a strong sense of atonement and wanted to find a way to get Deng Rumei's understanding. But how? Tell her the truth and let her go?

Pan Baoshan was unwilling.

Concealment is infuriating, but the truth is more likely to hurt.

Besides, this kind of thing is easy to misunderstand, in case Deng Rumei thinks that he is doing it with sinister intentions, it will really be doomed.

Some things will eventually be dusty.

was melancholy, Deng Rumei came with a few bottles of 65-degree Erguotou, opened a bottle for Pan Baoshan to rinse his hands, and comforted at the same time: "In fact, ordinary contact will not be infected." ”

"I know that I just don't feel good in my heart, and I'm awkward." Pan Baoshan rubbed his hands and said, "Go back and hurry to the office, find a basin to pour out the wine and bubble it hard, and you have to ...... it."

Pan Baoshan just wanted to say that he had to throw away the clothes that had been photographed by Lu Shaoliang in the afternoon, but suddenly realized that he would reveal the stuffing, so he hurriedly stopped.

"Put what?" Deng Rumei saw that Pan Baoshan was halfway through what she said, so she blurted out and asked.

"Oh, wipe the small gift given by Lu Shaoliang with wine." Pan Baoshan said, "He gave a set of tea sets, but it was the hand of the driver he brought, but who knows if he had touched it before, so it is better to take precautions." ”

"Its practical wine scrubbing doesn't necessarily work." Deng Rumei said with a smile, "But prevention is prevention, and it's good to have psychological comfort." ”

"It's for comfort, Sister Deng, you really know me."

"Do you want me to help?" Deng Rumei looked very interested.

"Yes." Pan Baoshan replied very quickly, taking advantage of it can be regarded as a kind of compensation for her, and it can be regarded as a relief for herself.

It wasn't late, it wasn't eleven o'clock.

Pan Baoshan and Deng Rumei walked back.

"Director Pan, when are you going to get married?" Deng Rumei asked with a smile, "I'll give you a big gift for backup then." ”

"It's still early, I don't plan at all now, and things at work haven't stabilized yet." Pan Baoshan smiled, "What did you call me just now?" ”

"Director Pan." Deng Rumei raised the corners of her mouth.

"Oh, you asked me to call you sister, but you called me director, it seems to be asymmetrical."

"You didn't call me Director Deng at the wine table just now?" Deng Rumei smiled.

"Isn't that on the occasion?" Pan Baoshan said, "In private, I don't always call you Sister Deng, so don't call the director any nonsense, it looks like a raw person." Of course, don't call it a brother like before, it's easy to think crookedly. Just call the name Baoshan directly, which is kind and natural. ”

"Nonsense, why is it easy to think crookedly when you call your brother?" A glimmer of light quietly floated in the corner of Deng Rumei's eyes, but it soon dimmed again.

"I don't know what's going on, as soon as you call my brother, I feel it all over my body."

"Hey, don't mess with me." Deng Rumei smiled, "If you can't eat, you have to walk around." ”

"Okay, that's the end of the conversation for now." Pan Baoshan grinned and shook his head, and said, "Sister Deng, I want to ask you, when will you get married?" ”

"There's no deadline." At this time, Deng Rumei's face showed a trace of loneliness.

"Don't worry about it, I heard that the girls in the reception office all have the mentality of following a similar path to Ding Wei, making some money with a lot of money, or relying on an official to find a good job, even if it is a positive result?"

"Yes, yes." Deng Rumei sighed, "Alas, in fact, very few people are really willing to do that, but out of helplessness, they want to change the status quo as soon as possible." Take Ding Wei as an example, she is rural, her family is very poor, and she came out to work before finishing high school to earn money for her younger siblings to study. I'm in a similar situation to her, but I'm struggling on the road of working with blood and sweat, when will it end? You may say that people like us can't bear hardships and stand hard work, and are not willing to work hard, but just take shortcuts that are despicable. ”

"No, I really don't think that way, Sister Deng." Pan Baoshan hurriedly made a statement.

"It's okay to think like that, we're all used to not caring about other people's opinions." This topic seemed to touch Deng Rumei's heart, she took a deep breath, and continued: "I can't see fairness, the powerful and rich in society always control and occupy advantageous resources, and their food, clothing, housing, food, food, drink, and lazar, so that people living at the bottom don't even dare to think about it." Of course, let's not talk about the big gap, don't compare. Let's just say that it's almost a level, but looking back, if I could finish my studies as smoothly as most people do, and find a relatively stable and decent job more easily, I think I would have lived honestly and dutifully like most people. But in reality, there is no if, I can't even fully enjoy the minimum right to education, so what can I say? Some people will say that no matter how you go, you have to rely on yourself, after all, there are still relatively few people who have money and power, and everyone is busy like ants in order to live. That's right, I'll admit it, so many people are running on the road, but I'm not convinced, why am I standing behind the crowd? So I have to find a way to change the trajectory of my life as soon as possible. ”

Deng Rumei's words, Pan Baoshan was a little dull when he heard it, this is a woman's outpouring, full of helplessness in anger.

"Existence is meaning." Pan Baoshan comforted Deng Rumei, "Don't care what others think, just like you said, just get used to not caring about other people's opinions." ”

"Actually, I'm not indulging myself." Deng Rumei took a deep breath again, "Maybe you won't believe it, there is only one man who has had a relationship with me so far, and it is my former boyfriend." Since the end of my only relationship five years ago, no man has touched me again. For five years I was very concerned about my body, but as a normal woman, I had normal desires, so I was very with you during the previous time, and it was because I recognized you, or it was just out of the pleasure that a woman desires for a man, and I didn't want anything from you. You may not believe it, did I meet a man who recognized me before you? ”

Pan Baoshan looked at Deng Rumei and did not answer, listening at this time is the best performance.

"Hey, maybe you won't believe it, but I'll say it anyway." Deng Rumei smiled, "It's really not, almost all the men I come into contact with have a dirty heart and body." ”

"Believe, I really believe!" Pan Baoshan immediately replied that this kind of statement must be made in a timely manner.

After that, there was silence for a while, and the two walked side by side.

The orange light of the street lamp silently casts a warm curtain.

Deng Rumei slowly raised her arms, stretched out her slender ten fingers, placed them under the light curtain, and turned slightly, saying: "It's still my own good, I would rather believe them when I need to, I enjoy that feeling very much." ”

Pan Baoshan's mind was turbulent for a while, he felt that Deng Rumei's temptation at this time was too great, and he just wanted to seize this opportunity to make the atmosphere more relaxed, so he hurriedly said and laughed: "You use both hands?" ”

Deng Rumei just smiled faintly when she heard this, and still continued her topic, "Now that I am in the reception office, I rely on the amount of alcohol I have to stand up, and I am only responsible for pouring down the guests. often threatens his sisters' Yin Yikai on the grounds of dismissal, and he can't succeed in me. ”

"You make me feel so real now." Pan Baoshan has begun to react unconsciously, "There were some things in the past that I didn't want to, but because I didn't know you and didn't dare." ”

"Heh, dare now?" Deng Rumei tilted her head and asked.

Pan Baoshan was embarrassed to answer directly, but just smirked.

"Or don't." Deng Rumei pursed her lips, "Men, you should not dare more." ”

"This ......" Pan Baoshan laughed evilly, "I listen to Sister Deng about this, if you don't dare me, I won't have the courage, if you let me dare, I'll be bold." ”

"Really, then you're going to put me in the land of unchastity." As soon as Deng Rumei's words came out, she seemed to feel inappropriate, "I'm older than you, how can I instruct you to do bad things?" ”

"That's a bad thing?" Pan Baoshan shook his eyebrows.

Deng Rumei smiled, her eyes gradually blurred.

Pan Baoshan's heart was still burning all over his body, and he laughed and said: "No matter what is bad or good, whether you have courage or not, everything will go naturally." After speaking, he raised his hand to touch Deng Rumei's black hair.

A gust of wind blew the strong smell of Erguotou koji on the hands.

Pan Baoshan immediately shivered.

"What's wrong?" Deng Rumei asked in surprise.

"Alas, the poison is close to you, stay away from sexual intercourse." Pan Baoshan was really scared, and he was very sorry for this mood.

Deng Rumei laughed politely after hearing this, "It seems that it is not natural, and it is all in vain." Let's go, don't think about it, hurry up to your office and pour wine and soak your hands, and rest early after that. ”

"That's it." Pan Baoshan looked at his hands and lost any mood.

At this time, they were almost at the Agricultural Bureau, and the two of them quickened their pace again, and they entered the gate after a while.

There are lights on the second floor.

"Do you still have people in your unit working overtime?" Deng Rumei asked.

"Probably not." Pan Baoshan carefully identified that the light came from the finance department, "Even if there is, it will not be the turn of the finance department." ”

As he spoke, the lights went out.

It was very open, and there was a "click" sound of leather shoes in the hallway.

Pan Baoshan pulled Deng Rumei to the side of the newspaper reading column to hide, listening to the footsteps, it should be Kong Na. What was that dominatrix doing in the office in the middle of the night?

After a while, Kong Na really came out of the office building, holding a bunch of things. I heard that Kong Na will take public property home, from the size of the paper to the seat, as long as she has the temperament, she will always get it back.

No one dared to say anything about her, and of course Pan Baoshan didn't want to come out of that head, so he didn't see it.

After Kong Na left, Pan Baoshan and Deng Rumei entered the office building.

"We don't have anything, are we still afraid of people?" Deng Rumei said.

"Alas, it's not that I'm afraid that the dominatrix will see us, but I'm afraid of seeing the dominatrix." Pan Baoshan said helplessly.

"What did you say?" Deng Rumei was puzzled.

Pan Baoshan smiled and told Deng Rumei about Kong Na.

"Oh, women like that are a real headache." Deng Rumei said with a smile, "Your Agricultural Bureau is too brittle, no matter how you say it, it's just a related female worker, how can you let her go to the sky." ”

"Who wants to mess with her when they are stunned?" Pan Baoshan said, "Especially after I came, the dominatrix seems to be aimed at me, and everyone is still waiting to see the joke, it's really fucking tricky." ”

"Since you can't help it, leave it to me." Deng Rumei said, "Some people just don't recognize reason, so we don't need to be reasonable." ”

"Not to mention, I thought about looking for you to see if there was a way." Pan Baoshan Yile, "What are you going to do?" ”

"The more deceitful and bluffing the fierce person, the less daring he is." Deng Rumei said, "Being ruthless to that kind of person can sometimes have unexpected effects." ”

"But be careful, don't make a big deal out of it." Pan Baoshan was a little worried.

"I've got it." Deng Rumei nodded.

As he spoke, he came to the office door.

Pan Baoshan opened the door, and after entering, he first covered the clothes in the trash can with newspapers, and then took out the washbasin, "Hurry up and pour the wine." ”

Deng Rumei opened two bottles of wine, poured them in, and asked, "What about the gift box?" ”

"There." Pan Baoshan pointed to the side of the sofa.

"Oh, it looks pretty good." Deng Rumei said, "The packaging box is so good. ”

"Lu Shaohao's good image is also quite boastful, saying that it is specially custom-made, high-quality sandalwood materials." Pan Baoshan said, "It's still foggy, saying that the width of the box is more than 30 centimeters, half is 15 centimeters, nearly 40 centimeters long, and one-fifth is 7.5 centimeters or something, a little nervous." ”

Deng Rumei frowned after hearing this, and asked in surprise: "Baoshan, you really don't understand what that means?" ”