Chapter 268: Good Day and Good Day
But for Bai Huaqing, that night had betrayed her expectations.
Bai Huaqing didn't wait for Gao Yuanshang's explanation, so she said coldly: "I didn't expect that your so-called promise was just your hypocritical artificiality, and I didn't expect that a person you regarded as an enemy could still conceive your child." ”
Gao Yuanshang locked his eyebrows, thinking of this, he also said angrily: "It was the queen mother who drugged our wine that night, and I don't want to be like her." ”
Although Bai Huaqing can't understand too much about this kind of thing between men and women, she believes that there is no persecution in this kind of thing, so she said angrily: "When it comes to men and women seeking pleasure, is there still someone forcing you to do it?" ”
"As I said, it was the queen mother who drugged our wine, so we don't know what we did." Gao Yuanshang no longer complained about this matter, but it was impossible for him to complain to the queen, so his grievances could only be swallowed in his stomach.
Despite this, Bai Huaqing was still excited and angry: "Even so, why do you still tell me that she will only be a nominal princess, and you will not touch her at all?" ”
Gao Yuanshang grabbed her shoulders and said excitedly: "That's because I'm afraid that you will leave me after you know, so I'm afraid of losing you." ”
Rather than Gao Yuanshang being afraid, Bai Huaqing couldn't understand what he was doing, it was better to say that he didn't have enough confidence in himself, or he didn't have confidence in Bai Huaqing, with Bai Huaqing's stubborn temper, it was the best witness right now, and he didn't want to accept it in his heart, and he and Song Anle lived happily.
"Lying." Bai Huaqing was not moved at all, she still said angrily: "If you are really afraid of me leaving, you will keep me in any way, if you are really afraid of losing me, you will not let others frame me, and even laugh at me for not being favored by you so far, but you are unmoved." ”
Although Bai Huaqing almost lost her mind, she still knew what she minded or wanted in her heart, such as her unwillingness to be framed, and for example, she also wanted a guarantee, that is, the child.
Gao Yuanshang vaguely understood what Bai Huaqing cared about, although he always wanted to give it to her, but he pursued perfect possession and giving, so he hoped that their beautiful time together was based on no regrets.
But since Bai Huaqing cares about these things, and has been ridiculed by others because of these, he does feel guilty, so he said very solemnly: "If you just care about my favor, I can satisfy you tonight, but please don't veto all your intentions with one point of view, I have never deceived you, heaven and earth can be learned." ”
Bai Huaqing also eased her anger slightly, but she turned her face away, determined to persevere her dissatisfaction to the end, no matter what Gao Yuanshang thought, as long as he was willing to stay, she would not reject it, because she needed this night.
Gao Yuanshang saw that her emotions eased slightly, he stroked her shoulders again, and said gently: "Qing'er, I know that you have suffered a lot of grievances for me, but I really hope that you can be happy, just like we used to, you can laugh heartily, you can be unrestrained and relative, that is what I like." ”
Bai Huaqing glanced at him suspiciously, he was able to move her, but in the last sentence, she was confused, if he only liked her before, then does it mean that he has begun to dislike her?
Bai Huaqing's inner timidity, instantly shuttling through every consciousness, she is now nothing, if she loses Gao Yuanshang's favor, she doesn't even have the qualifications to keep alone, so she can't let herself become so miserable.
Bai Huaqing had already vented her emotions that should be vented, so she also knew that it was enough, so she softened her tone, but still said coldly: "If this is your mercy to me, please take it back, I don't need it." ”
"Qing'er, I'm not pity, I care." Gao Yuanshang said solemnly: "I hope that everyone I care about can be happy, and it is precisely because I care, so I have to be cautious everywhere, because I am afraid that I will lose it if I am not careful, so I would rather choose to protect the people I care about by staying away, maybe you can't understand it now, but I am willing to give you time to experience, I believe that one day you will understand me." ”
Although Gao Yuanshang is very fond of Bai Hua, he sometimes deliberately shows his coldness, because she has no understanding of the way to survive in the palace, she needs time without exploration, she must learn to protect herself, rather than blindly relying on the wings of others.
So he is hot and cold, he may misunderstand Bai Huaqing, plus all the recent happenings, the signs are all for Bai Huaqing, the reason why he didn't help her is also to hone her stamina, but she doesn't seem to be able to pay attention.
"But I really don't know what to do;" Bai Huaqing finally broke through the bottom line of weakness, she cried and said: "There are too many women around you, all of them are talented and beautiful, but I have nothing, I'm so afraid that I will lose you, I'm really afraid." ”
Gao Yuanshang hugged her tightly in his arms, each other was afraid of losing, which led to a gap between each other, and those who could understand would naturally feel emotional, of course, those who couldn't understand would only make the misunderstanding deeper and deeper.
Gao Yuanshang felt sorry for Bai Huaqing's timidity, just like she had felt in her heart, so he said affectionately and gently: "Don't worry, you won't lose me, no matter when, I will be by your side." ”
"What about Anle?" Bai Huaqing moved out of his arms, and said worriedly: "She is pregnant with your child now, if one day, you have to choose between An Le and me, what will you do?" ”
"I'm not going to change my attitude towards her just because she has my baby, and we'll have children in the future." Gao Yuanshang showed a happy smile on his face, but he always had inexplicable guilt in his heart, maybe it was just because of that child.
"Really?" Bai Huaqing looked at him with a sad face, as if he was showing his lack of confidence.
Gao Yuanshang actually didn't have the right mood to celebrate because of the child he had just lost, but in order to appease his son's hesitation, he still said affectionately: "Tonight is our good day and auspicious day." ”
Bai Huaqing shyly lowered her red fluttering little face, this result was undoubtedly the result she was expecting, although she knew it was a bit far-fetched, but compared to everything she wanted, she would never miss the opportunity.
Gao Yuanshang lowered his head and kissed her gently and softly on the lips, because he was afraid of being disgusted by Bai Huaqing, he was just gentle and sticky, until Bai Huaqing began to respond, he kissed more affectionately.
The hot summer may be the best season to promote lust, under the thin clothes, in the blazing lingering, it is no longer a kiss, can satisfy the desire they need.
When they both longed to be owned, Gao Yuanshang hugged Bai Huaqing into the bed, and he also deceived himself and gave each other affectionate and vague kisses, so that they were both intoxicated with love.
Suddenly, the voice of the palace maid came from outside the hall: "The eldest prince, the imperial concubine suddenly felt unwell, please come over." ”
The mutual who was originally caught in lust was suddenly disturbed by the sudden sound, and Bai Huaqing was still panting for a tight breath, and he couldn't even find a spare breath to be annoyed.
Presumably they both knew that Song An's behavior was deliberate, and of course, the good interest of being disturbed couldn't help but be a little disappointed, so Gao Yuanshang said coldly: "It's not comfortable to pass the imperial doctor, this king doesn't have time to pass." ”
"But the imperial concubine also said that if you don't go over, the imperial concubine will come to take a trip in person." The voice of the palace maid came again, and from the voice of the palace maid, it was not difficult to distinguish her composure, as if she had already been prepared.
Song An's intention was to sabotage their good deeds, and her use of such despicable means would certainly be dissatisfied by Gao Yuanshang, but as for Bai Huaqing, she was only full of hatred at this time.
Gao Yuanshang believed that in order to prevent Song Anli from being with Bai Huaqing, since she could send someone to spread the word, she must be able to come to stop it in person, but she used her body as an excuse, and he couldn't ignore it, after all, it was also his child, and he couldn't lose one child at the same time, and at the same time not pay attention to another child, such a thing would only ruin his reputation.
Bai Hua's eager interest has also faded, and Gao Yuanshang is obviously embarrassed, even if he stays, they can't have anything, and why should she embarrass him.
"Let's go." Bai Huaqing pushed Gao Yuanshang away and turned inside, although she avoided the expression on her face, it was not difficult to hear her displeasure from her tone.
"I'll come when I go." Gao Yuanshang's words fell, so he got up and picked up the clothes on the side and put them on.
"No, take good care of your children." Bai Huaqing seems to be angry, but it is full of other meanings, such as reminding Gao Yuanshang that he should only pay attention to that child.
Gao Yuanshang glanced at her with a solemn face, in fact, Bai Huaqing's words were not difficult to understand, even if it wasn't for her reminder, he wouldn't treat Song An with good words.
Song Anle sat on the soft couch in the hall, facing the dark night scene, she seemed to be distracted, but she didn't dare to say that her mind was too far away, so she seemed a little uncertain, and even had an uneasiness that others couldn't see.
If it weren't for the palace report, Gao Yuanshang had been looking for Bai Huaqing, she hadn't thought of paying close attention to Bai Huaqing, so she learned that Gao Yuanshang was with her, and if it was a short time together, she didn't plan to disturb them, after all, Bai Huaqing must have felt uncomfortable when she learned that she was pregnant.
Originally, she wanted Gao Yuanshang to comfort her, but she didn't want to go, it was completely beyond the time she set, so she had to send someone to disturb their interest.