68. Chapter 68
On the night Zhang Tiande came here, the father and son were talking in the study. talked about the current situation in the army and the current situation, discussed the next arrangements, and somehow, talked about Qin Youchen.
"Youchen is still very capable, strictly speaking, in your generation, there is no second person who can be compared with you, except for him. He is by no means a thing in the pool, don't look at him doing things for us now, the future is uncertain. Zhang Tiande took a sip of tea and spoke highly of Qin Youchen.
Zhang Yifeng did not deny it, nodded and said: "I don't deny this." He's really the only opponent I recognize. In fact, I wanted to compete with him a long time ago, but unfortunately, he actually left the military world. This was also a rare opportunity, he was back in the military. As his father said, he will be an enemy in the future. I think there is always a chance to compete. ”
"Hmm. It's good that you know the way. Zhang Tiande bowed his head and continued: "He handled the matter very well this time. Otherwise, there would have been chaos here by now. ”
"yes." Zhang Yifeng said, frowning again: "It's just that I'm thinking about how long he will do things for us." We don't need him for the time being. ”
Zhang Tiande lowered his eyes and said, "Hmm." When necessary, I will give Ruan Wu to him. ”
"She?" Zhang Yifeng was stunned for a moment, this Ruan Wu has always been his father's favorite woman, and he once even did not hesitate to kill Qin Youchen, the most valued subordinate, for her. Now that he said that he wanted to give her to Qin Youchen, even if it was Zhang Yifeng, he couldn't help but be surprised, so what was the purpose of making such a fuss in the first place?
Zhang Tiande glanced at Zhang Yifeng and said, "I know what you're thinking." Ruan Wu is indeed still my favorite woman, and despite that incident, it does not affect my love for her at all. However, because of this, I gave her to Qin Youchen, which is enough to see how much I attach importance to him. He is an acquaintance, and he should know what I mean. ”
"The point is, will he accept it?" Zhang Yifeng continued: "I have seen his wife, not an ordinary woman. ”
"His wife?" Zhang Tiande was stunned for a moment, it was the first time he saw Zhang Yifeng commenting on a woman like this, he couldn't help but glance at his son more, and said: "I remember that the person who blocked a shot for you this time was her." ”
"Hmm."
"What a bold man." Zhang Tiande smiled, but there was no trace of a smile in his eyes: "However, saving you so desperately makes me suspicious." ”
"I was also suspicious before, and I wanted to test her, so I asked someone to give her a gift. Guess what she said later? ”
"How?"
"Huh." Zhang Yifeng smiled: "She said that saving me was purely unintentional, not intentional, and she couldn't afford my thanks." ”
"What?" Zhang Tiande was surprised: "Did she really say that?" ”
Zhang Yifeng smiled. If she had any purpose, saying something like that made him even more curious about what her purpose was. But if there was no purpose, he wondered what triggered her unintentional mistake. This woman is different from others, she looks at herself without awe, nor admiration, but melancholy and indifferent, intuition tells him that Zhao Ji does not have any calculating thoughts, but perhaps it is the instigation of this intuition that makes him full of exploration of her.
Ruan Wu sat on the bed in the bedroom, his hand touching the lines on the leather sofa, staring at his hand above, there was a shallow scar on the tiger's mouth, which was a wound left many years ago, and it had long faded after the washing of time. However, there is a scar that time cannot wash away.
She turned her hand, her palm turned towards the scar, and the scar on her wrist was shocking, which still showed the ruthlessness of her heart when she started that day, and she smiled, but laughed like crying. The scenes of that day were still vaguely in front of her, but she didn't tremble, and in retrospect, it was more calm and desolate.
Who is to blame? Blame yourself for being stupid. But if she regrets it, she doesn't. It is rare for a woman to fall in love with someone in this life, and she feels that it is too late to be lucky, how can she regret it?
"Second lady, the meal is ready, do you want to wait for the marshal and the young marshal to eat together?" A grandmother walked in and asked respectfully, pulling her mind back.
She came back to her senses, glanced at the old woman, and said, "Send someone to ask." ”
The old lady took it and retreated.
She got up from the couch, turned around and glanced at the luxurious room, that is, a single lamp cost a lot of money, everywhere is luxury, all enjoyment, all nephrite warm fragrance. This is the life she wants, the life she has longed for since she was sensible, everyone is respectful and attentive to her, and many people are stammering, this is the treatment she wants. It's not the poor situation of being bullied and humiliated like when I was a child, but a beautiful life like heaven.
Everything she dreamed of was in her hands, but she smiled sadly, she was happy for a while, but it was only for a while, after marrying Zhang Tiande, it was a while before she met Qin Youchen. However, after meeting him, everything changed again, and everything he had enjoyed turned into torture.
Because she got everything, but she couldn't get the man she loved. She wants to guard a man she doesn't love for the rest of her life, maybe in a few years, when she gets old, she will be abandoned. What is it? What about her love? Where is it?
"I really don't understand women, and I want to live a comfortable life, and I want to love love, as if everything in this world can be both." Qin Youchen once said this, at that time, he didn't know that she was Zhang Tiande's woman, but a casual sentence was a little mocking. The words are still in my ears today, but they are more sarcastic than when I first heard them.
She felt very uncomfortable in her heart, and couldn't help but think that maybe she shouldn't have stopped attacking him that day because of her soft-heartedness, she should have simply poisoned him to death, and then committed suicide by cutting her wrists, instead of choosing to die herself in order to keep him, if so, even if they couldn't be together in life, they could still become a ghost couple when they died. That would be good for her.
Why was he so soft-hearted at that time? If you are ruthless, you will have less sin in the past few years! And he won't marry another woman!
Ruan Wu thought hatefully in his heart, and muttered in his mouth: "He once promised me that even if he married another woman, he would not be good to her, can he really do it?" No, I should have told him not to marry a woman other than me for the rest of his life! ”