Mama Su asked Zhang Yan tentatively, such creepy information made her uneasy. In Mama Su's eyes, Chang Wan is a hard bone, and she is unwilling to give in before she dies, how could she abandon the person who married the Liu family in the past?

Zhang Yan choked up a little: "Because she still hates, hates the Queen Mother, hates the emperor's uncle, and hates me, the queen." ”

She knew that everyone in the Han Palace could not escape from Chang Wan's hatred, and she could even feel Chang Wan's resentment thousands of miles away, like a heavy chain strangling all the people who killed her.

"But ......" Zhang Yan crumpled the mass of letter paper and pressed it to her chest, her shoulders shook helplessly, and cold tears slid down her cheeks to her neck, fainting on her thin clothes.

However, Changwan shouldn't be like this. She obviously loves Liu Ying, even if she wants revenge, she shouldn't commit herself to others, if Liu Ying knows the truth, I'm afraid that his heart will be completely broken.

Mama Su stroked Zhang Yan's shoulder, and for the first time she hugged her own child into her arms.

Zhang Yan is only fourteen years old, she is just a fourteen-year-old girl, but she has to bear far more than others. Thinking about Liu Ying's shoes, helping Chang Wan survive in difficulty, and dealing with Princess Lu Yuan and the Queen Mother, she has never seen such a queen.

"You must not let Sister Juan have an accident with her, Mama Su, you must take care of it."

"The old slave will naturally take care of everything, but Chang Meiren is now in the palace, and it is not a situation that we can all control."

"I understand." Zhang Yan said firmly, looking at the layers of palaces wrapped in darkness outside the window: "But I just want her to live well, it's enough." ”

It doesn't matter if it's hateful.

This is what Zhang Yan owes her, the only thing she can do now is to take good care of Liu Gong for Chang Juan, and when the situation is turbulent, she naturally has to find an opportunity to reunite her with Liu Gong, as well as Liu Ying, whom she has always loved.

Although things have evolved like this, Zhang Yan has no regrets, if she does it again, she will still do it, this is already the best result.

Two years ago, when Zhang Yan first met Chang Juan, she felt that her eyes were clear, different from other seductive women.

Chang Wan knelt down at His Royal Highness in simple clothes, and didn't say much, Zhang Yan smiled at her, she was a little stunned.

After that, Chang Juan was successfully canonized as a lover, and soon she was favored by Liu Ying in every way.

"Why hasn't the emperor's uncle come today?"

Zhang Yan asked the palace maid beside her, and the palace maid just replied embarrassedly: "Your Majesty...... The emperor went to Chang Liangren, I'm afraid he will come later. ”

"No wonder my uncle hasn't come to play with me much lately, it turns out that I have a beautiful sister."

But Zhang Yan was happy in his heart, Liu Ying didn't stay in the harem much, and he hardly smiled except when facing Zhang Yan. In recent days, it is also very good to be willing to find someone to accompany you.

Later, every time Liu Ying came to Jiaofang Palace, she would mention Changjuan to Zhang Yan as a woman, who was empathetic, gentle and considerate, and what was even more rare was that she was really good to Liu Ying.

If Zhang Yan's favorite person is not her mother, nor her grandmother Lu Pheasant, but her uncle Liu Ying, who has laughed with her and played with her since childhood. As long as it is someone he likes and wants to protect, Zhang Yan will also love the house and Wu.

So when she met Chang Juan later, Zhang Yan took the initiative to call her sisters. After a long time, she gradually discovered that Chang Wan was good. Compared to other concubines, she is more real.

The happiest year of Zhang Yan's life in Weiyang Palace is that in the company of Liu Ying and Chang Juan, she can play like a child to her heart's content.

Playing with them, fluttering butterflies in spring, picking up fallen leaves in autumn, and building snowmen in winter. Zhang Yan really hopes that she can be happy like this forever, and when she sees Liu Ying happy, she will be happy.

However, it seems that from birth, God never gave her the right to happiness.

Zhang Yan didn't expect that all the happiness of that year would be replaced by the happiness of her life.

Chang Meiren is pregnant.

Zhang Yan clapped her palms and jumped happily in the Jiaofang Hall that day, she thought that Liu Ying would also be in such a mood. She is also preparing a gift for Sister Juan, congratulating her on having a child.

But that day, after Lu Pheasant got the news, he and Princess Lu Yuan came to the Jiaofang Palace.

Princess Lu Yuan dropped Zhang Yan's brocade box: "You stupid girl, everyone else is going to ride on your queen when she is pregnant with a child, and you still want to give her a congratulatory gift?" ”

"Sister Juan is a good person, her uncle likes her, and Shujun likes her too!"

Lu Yuan raised his arm and slapped Zhang Yan: "What uncle!" He is your husband, you are the queen, he is the emperor! ”

Zhang Yan sat on the ground with tears in her eyes, feeling aggrieved, she didn't want to hear others tell her the identity of the queen, she simply thought that Liu Ying was his uncle for life.

As long as you can be with your uncle, it doesn't matter if you marry him!

Lu Pheasant pushed away the angry Princess Lu Yuan, she pulled Zhang Yan up, patted the dust on her clothes for her, and said softly: "Shujun is still young, you don't understand this, grandma and mother won't blame you." But you have to be obedient, your sister is now pregnant with the emperor's child, if you don't act, you won't be able to see the emperor in the future. ”

Zhang Yan sobbed and wiped away a handful of tears from her face: "What is Shujun going to do?" ”

Lu Pheasant nodded with satisfaction and touched Zhang Yan's soft bun: "Shujun doesn't have to do anything, you just need to tell the outside world that you are pregnant with the emperor's child, and that's it, only in this way can you continue to play with the emperor." This is a secret, you can't tell outsiders, not even Changliangren, let alone the emperor. ”

"But Shujun is not pregnant, it is Sister Juan who is pregnant! You can't lie and lie to your uncle! ”

Princess Lu Yuan was angry, angry and annoyed by Zhang Yan's ignorance, shook her shoulder and shouted: "I'll tell you, Shujun, you are not allowed to associate with Chang Juan now, and when she gives birth to a child, that child will be yours!" You just need to pretend to be pregnant for me obediently, this is a strategy that my mother and I came up with, only in this way can we keep the Lu family's country, do you understand!! ”

Zhang Yan was so frightened that she didn't dare to speak, her eyes widened and she looked at her hideous mother, and after a long time, she stammered and asked, "That, that...... What about Sister Juan......"

What will happen to Sister Wan who has no children.

"Will die!"

These two words were like a sharp sword, stabbing into Zhang Yan's chest.

The blood all over his body seemed to be coagulated, and what wrapped his body was a chill that he had never felt before.

Lu Pheasant sent people to surround the Jiaofang Palace, sent a few palace maids to tell Zhang Yan how to pretend to be pregnant, and said that if half a word was leaked to the outside world, the life of the whole family of Changjuan who accompanied the funeral.

In the dark of the night, Zhang Yan curled up in the futon alone, and the nightmares of recent days made her afraid to sleep.