Chapter 283: The heart is like a knife
Jing Xuan may have thought of this as well, he was stunned at first, and then immediately replied: "Acacia, Sauvignon Blanc." ”
After Shen Yunxi heard this, he was sure that Acacia was the person he had been looking for.
"Is that the person Sister-in-law knows is her?" Seeing that Shen Yunxi didn't answer, Jing Xuan couldn't wait to ask.
Shen Yunxi nodded, "Yes, she is Acacia." ”
After hearing this, Jing Xuan immediately stood up, as if he didn't believe it, and asked Shen Yunxi in shock, "Is it really her?" ”
"It should be." Shen Yunxi hummed lightly and said.
Jing Xuan's clenched hand slowly loosened, there was still a little disbelief in his charming eyes, at this moment, his mood could be said to be excited, the gloomy cloud surging between his eyebrows was replaced by a touch of shock and joy, it took him a while before he calmed down, but then he thought of what Shen Yunxi said just now, he frowned again, and asked, "Sister-in-law Wang, does she really not want to see me?" ”
Shen Yunxi shook his head helplessly and said, "I don't want to." I tried to persuade her after she refused, but she insisted that she couldn't see it, and later excused herself by saying that she was not feeling well, so she turned around and left. ”
The corners of Jing Xuan's lips hooked up a wry smile, "It turns out that she is so reluctant to see me......"
"Can you tell me what happened between you?" Shen Yunxi asked.
She wanted to know what Lu Dao was lovesick for, and she didn't want to see Jing Xuan. In fact, even if Acacia didn't say anything, she knew that she must have feelings for Jing Xuan, otherwise she wouldn't have had such a strong reaction when she talked about him.
Obviously, she didn't want to mention anything about Jing Xuan. Therefore, now she can only ask Jingxuan.
However, Jing Xuan didn't have the heart to answer her words at this moment, he was thinking about how to meet her, and he couldn't tolerate other questions.
"Sister-in-law Wang, can you tell me where Acacia is now? As for what happened between us, I'll tell you another time, okay? Jing Xuanjian frowned slightly, and said earnestly.
Shen Yunxi's face was embarrassed, "It's not that I don't want to tell you, it's that she doesn't want to see you at all." ”
"As I said just now, I just looked at her from a distance to see if she was doing well." Jing Xuan said anxiously.
But Shen Yunxi was her own insistence, she shook her head and said, "If you really just want to know this, then I can answer this question for you." She's not having a good time, not at all. I've known her for so long, and she basically hasn't really laughed. ”
Jing Xuan froze in place, as if he had been hit hard.
A 'bad' had sent him to hell, and he thought more than once that if she left him, she could live well, so what if he let her go?
However, at this moment, he realized that this kind of thinking was just his self-righteousness.
How could she have done well without him?
"Do you want to know what Lu Dao is like when I met her for the first time?" The pain on Jing Xuan's face and eyes, Shen Yunxi looked at it, and then, she asked.
Jing Xuan shook his head.
Shen Yunxi stood up, walked to the door, held the door frame with one hand, and returned to the scene when she met Acacia that day, she said: "That day, I found her in a deep alley, she was dying at that time, she was beaten all over with blood, and there were countless injuries on her body, and the most seriously injured was her right hand, if it wasn't for me, her right hand would have been useless. Now it's not crippled, but it still can't be too hard.
When she first woke up, she didn't say a word, she lay on the bed all day, staring blankly at the top of the bed, her eyes were blank, I tried my best to say all the good things, but she was still indifferent, still as usual.
Looking at her like that, I was really worried that even if I saved her life, she would be starved to death.
Fortunately, when I went to see her again one day, I found that she had gotten out of bed, not only cooked something to eat, but also greeted me with a smile and apologized and thanked me for all she had done before. Later, she proposed to me about opening a sake brewery, as well as grievances and hatreds about 'Sauvignon Blanc'. For her to be so fragile but strong, I have no reason to refuse. ”
Speaking of this, Shen Yunxi turned his head, looked at Jing Xuan, who walked behind her at some point, and continued: "Although she is alive now, her heart is dead. All along, I thought it was because of her family's affairs, but now that I see you, I know that maybe I guessed wrong at that time. So, for such a her, do you still want to see her, do you dare to ask for it? ”
"Whatever she becomes, I want to see her, I want everything." Jing Xuan nodded firmly and said.
Listening to what Shen Yunxi said, his heart ached beyond measure.
Every word she said was as sharp as a knife, tugging at his heart.
With her words, a picture flashed through his mind.
There is only the woman called Acacia in the painting, there is pain, there is sorrow, there is strength, there is despair, and there is forbearance......
He never knew that she had been so miserable these days.
She said she didn't talk and didn't eat. Is she trying to commit suicide slowly? Because of what? …… Him?
He wanted to see her, and there had never been a moment when the feeling was stronger, and he had to see her right away!
Yes, Jing Xuan took a step forward, grabbed Shen Yunxi's shoulder, and begged her urgently regardless of identity and etiquette and said, "Sister-in-law Wang, you tell me, tell me where Acacia is?" I have to see her right away! Sister-in-law Wang, can you tell me? I beg you! ”
He had a lot of things to do, a lot to tell her.
He also asked her why she wanted to leave him in the first place, and since she left, why was she so embarrassed.
Covered in blood! What happened to her? Who did you provoke to end up in such a world?!
But, he blames himself more!
What was it up to her to do in the first place? She suffered so much!
If she is not happy, what are the days he has lived all these years?!
Shen Yunxi stared at Jing Xuan's sad eyes, her eyebrows frowned slightly, such a thing as Jing Xuan said that she didn't touch her, that was a lie.
It doesn't feel good to miss someone, not to mention, he is in a situation like Acacia Zhiludao. However, she can't forget the lovesick resistance when she mentions him.
Although she still didn't know what happened between them, she could vaguely guess something, she would be in the situation she was in today, maybe it was related to Jing Xuan.
"Sister-in-law!" Jing Xuan frowned and called Shen Yunxi, his tone hurried.
Shen Yunxi turned her head slightly, looking at him holding her hand, frowning slightly, she turned around and said, "You let go of me first." ”
Jing Xuan was stunned for a moment, then reacted, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, I'm too anxious." ”