147. Chapter 146
"Then what do you mean?!" Huang Shulan was a little angry, threw the dishes and chopsticks in her hand, and said indifferently, "I don't care what you two mean!" Marriage or divorce! It's all your own decision, and your father and I didn't stop it then, and we won't stop it now! But if you don't get divorced and don't want to have children, that's impossible!! It's either a child or a divorce!! ”
Ziyu held back her grievances and anger all morning, but she was completely stimulated by Huang Shulan's harsh words.
The heart hurts as if it is being pinched and kneaded with a cold hand at this moment!
And He Junqi never said a word, his attitude was simply indifferent!!
Yes, he didn't speak, the reason was very simple, he just wanted to see the attitude of the woman next to him!
"Mom......" Ziyu threw away the chopsticks in her hand almost in despair, and the sadness in her heart was self-evident.
Under her sour eyes, she was almost about to overflow with tears, but she held on, and now she sheds tears, who are she going to show cowardly? Do you want to win the sympathy of the two indifferent people next to you? They are so ruthless, probably only the cruel sarcasm that gave her!!
"Who do you He family think of me? Is it a daughter-in-law, or is it just a child-giving tool?! I know that you are not satisfied with me, look down on me, and think that I am not worthy of your son! But I don't think so, in terms of appearance, I'm still a 100% beautiful woman on the outside! In terms of figure, what do I want, I am still judged by everyone outside, which is pleasing to the eye! In terms of work ability, I consider myself to be an excellent and rare talent! In terms of wife's duty, I did everything I had to do, the only one just didn't give birth to a child for your He family, but ...... Is having a child something that a wife can do independently? ”
Speaking of this, Ziyu glanced at He Junqi, who had been silent beside her, and a sneer rose from the corner of her charming lips, "I don't know why you married me, but I know better than anyone else, it's not because you love me!" If you don't love me, why do you marry me? If you don't love it, why don't you want to let go? Last time I gave you a chance, I said that we can both get divorced!! Didn't you already sign a divorce agreement a long time ago? As long as you want to get a divorce, take it and I'll sign it!! ”
At that moment, Ziyu seemed to hear the mournful sound of her heart trembling violently......
Even the voice between her lips was so weak, after speaking, she turned her head and continued to look at Huang Shulan, who looked a little stunned, her face was pale, but her attitude was very resolute, "Mom, as long as we haven't determined that the other party is the only person we want in this life, then I'm sorry, I can't have children for this man!" It's not only a responsibility for myself, but also for my baby! I hope you, as a mother, can understand! How much influence a perfect family has on a child's growth, you must know better than me! ”
If He Junqi hadn't been born in such a cold family as theirs, would his character have become so indifferent and withdrawn?
After speaking, Ziyu got up, and actually felt physically and mentally exhausted, "Mom, I'm full, you eat slowly, I'm tired, go upstairs to rest for a while." And ......"
She turned her head and looked at He Junqi with red eyes, "If you think clearly, tell me ......"
Divorce or not, he has the final say!!
Ziyu turned around and went upstairs, leaving only the silence of the room to the mother and son in the restaurant.
Forgive her, she is not so great, she can finish this scene as if nothing happened! She really, can't do it!!
As soon as the door of the room closed, Ziyu couldn't help it and burst into tears......
The delicate body slid down the cold door panel, and fell to the temperatureless wooden floor, tears flowed all over his face.
She hugged her injured body, very tight, very tight.
Again and again, I kept apologizing to myself in the bottom of my heart, I'm sorry, and I let myself be so painful!! Moreover, this time, it still hurts so completely...... Until, deep into the bone marrow!!
For this loveless marriage, she can't see the light of the future more and more......
At noon, Ziyu slept without turning on the heating, so she threw herself into this suffocating cold, only in this way can her aching heart be frozen to numbness, and if she is numb, it won't hurt anymore, it won't hurt, and there won't be so many tears anymore!!
The heart will not be so desperate that there is no trace of anger......
In the restaurant, for a long time, the two mothers and children sitting facing each other did not speak.
Finally, Huang Shulan couldn't bear it anymore and said angrily, "What did she mean by that just now?" Does she want a divorce or what? ”
"Yes! She wants a divorce! ”
Just like these four words, the cold Zhihe Junqi's cold thin lips overflowed, and at that moment, he clearly felt his heart, but it still hurt violently.
She said, let him think clearly, to leave or not to leave!!
"In short, leave without having children!!" Huang Shulan's attitude was not shaken by Ziyu's words just now.
"Mom!!" He Junqi frowned, "Whether it's divorce or having children, this is a matter between our husband and wife!" Why do you and your dad talk about divorce at every turn? Have you ever considered what we had in mind? Have you ever considered her mood? As she said, what is there about her that she doesn't do well enough to make you so dissatisfied with her?! He Junqi doesn't know when he has subtly attributed himself to the woman's side, and he doesn't know when he has used the word 'husband and wife' to describe their relationship when he mentions himself and her!!
"Mom! If you say that she didn't give birth to a child for our He family, it's not fair for you to blame her for this!! People who are reluctant to have children...... It's always been your son! Moreover, your son and I have never touched her!! Since we got married, we have always slept in separate rooms, and ...... Or what I asked!! ”
He Junqi finally told his mother all the truth.
Huang Shulan listened to his words, and almost turned her back on her breath, "You...... You're just messing around!! ”