Chapter 189: Couple's Cup
"You don't have to." Fang Zixuan frowned slightly, she was self-aware, "I'm not a person who talks about love, and I can't guarantee that I will like you, what kind of woman do you want to find on your terms, a person like me is really not a suitable person." ”
"I know, we've known each other for so long, I don't know what kind of person you are? But there is no way," he lowered his head, and his voice became low, "three thousand weak water, only take one scoop to drink." ”
Fang Zixuan's eyes became confused, she didn't even know what she had done to make him interested in her, and she didn't know when he had such a change, all this came very suddenly, but she seemed to have a premonition.
Although she doesn't understand feelings, she doesn't regard this matter as a flood beast and avoids it like a snake and scorpion, her attitude towards life is not only rigorous and self-disciplined, but also going with the flow.
Since accepting him as a friend, she has become accustomed to his existence, including meticulous shouting and warmth, plus a few roommates and Fang Xinlan whispering in her ear all day long about the ambiguous relationship between them, if she doesn't feel anything at all, it is impossible, and it is precisely because of this subtle feeling that she came to Japan in a panic, and she didn't even say hello to him, but this helpless panic disappeared when she saw him, replaced by a down-to-earth peace of mind.
I know what kind of person he is, but now he gives her the feeling of being safe and trustworthy, which is an intuition, but the same person gives her such a polarized feeling before and after, which is really contradictory to the extreme.
"Do you want to stay in Japan?" He looked up and smiled. It seems that he has figured out something, and he no longer forces her.
"I can learn a lot of things here that I can't learn in China, but since the cooperation project is going to be cancelled, then I shouldn't stay here." She said "shouldn't", not "don't want to".
"I see." All this was originally made up by him in anger, and since the two of them had released their previous suspicions, of course he was in a good mood and didn't care.
"No matter how this thing goes, I want it to go with the flow and you really don't have to meddle." She thinks very openly, learning this kind of thing. As long as there is a heart. Where is not learning, it is just to spend more time and energy.
"I know, you don't have to worry." He reached out and stroked her long, silky hair, "Remember you used to tie it up in a bunch. ”
She didn't hide from his intimacy. Just biting the sushi and looking at him with wide eyes. "The band that tied my hair in the library just now broke."
She has always felt that long hair is easier to care for than short hair. Just tie it into a bunch every day, and you don't have to go to the barber shop every now and then to cut your hair and waste time.
"You look good like this." Knowing that she would not resist, he had to stroke her long hair inch by inch. She was originally very beautiful, even a little seductive, but her serious expression has ruined this beauty, maybe she didn't feel it in front of him, her face will always unconsciously relax and soften, and the long hair that hangs down adds a bit of girlish gentleness to her.
"You like my hair?" She looked at him suspiciously, she had never paid attention to it, and she didn't know why he was so obsessed with his hair.
"I like you as a whole person." He couldn't help but laugh.
"Because I'm pretty?" In fact, she herself is not sure if she is a beauty, after all, the standard of "beauty" is difficult to define, but she understands that although her current appearance is not as good as Shang Xinlan, it is much better than Chen in her previous life, so she didn't have so many suitors back then, and men are really visual animals.
"No matter how beautiful you are, you won't be able to captivate the country." He laughed out loud, what kind of beauty he hadn't seen, Fang Zixuan was naturally not the most outstanding.
Even if a woman doesn't turn her face when she hears this, she will feel a little mustard in her heart, but she is not an ordinary woman, not only is she not angry, but she also nodded thoughtfully, "That's right, then how can you like me?" ”
He was speechless, many people had asked him this question, she was obviously not a big beauty, her temper was weird and difficult, she didn't look like a normal woman at all, why did he fall in love with her?
He didn't know the answer himself, and even rejected this feeling at first, but liking is liking.
Perhaps from the time she was fourteen years old, when he first saw her in a bookstore, he fell in love; Perhaps it was her long-standing distinction that attracted his attention; Perhaps it was that time when she was resolute that blood shocked him and admired him; Maybe it's the accumulation of countless moments, and finally a tipping point erupts.
Most of the love in the world is unreasonable and illogical, so why should he get to the bottom of it?
"Because he was born to look for his other half, I know my other half is you." Since you can't answer it, let's change to a romantic answer.
"Are you showing your sense of humor, or are you telling a fairy tale?" She looked at him with a smirk, clearly unfazed by such unrealistic claims.
He laughed, she was not a romantic person in the first place, and her thinking was purely rational, I am afraid that what he said just now would give her goosebumps.
"There is no reason for this kind of thing, this kind of subjective emotion can't even be controlled by myself, and it's really difficult for you to make me have to say an answer."
"Oh." It wasn't an academic question, and she had no intention of breaking the casserole to get to the end, so she nodded, swallowed the sushi in her hand, and got up and walked to the counter to settle the bill.
"I'll come." He was shocked, how could he let a woman settle the bill.
Fang Zixuan handed the prepared change to the cashier, "The person who comes is a guest, so let me be a host." ”
She looked very serious, he didn't plan to stage a push-and-shove drama in a foreign country to make people see jokes, and he didn't have too strong machismo thoughts, he just shook his head helplessly, "Do you know that this is an insult to men." ”
"Why?" She looked at him in amazement, not knowing that the little thing of settling the bill would rise to such heights.
"When a man and a woman are out for consumption, it is polite for the man to pay the bills, just like a man opens the door for a woman and pulls a chair, which is a sign of gentlemanly demeanor." He dutifully taught that Fang Zixuan was not familiar with human feelings, and he was even more blank in getting along with men and women.
"Is there such a rule?" She looked at him suspiciously, she had also had the experience of eating out with her colleagues and classmates in the past, either saying that they would pay for each other, or that they would decide who would pay, and she had never heard that the man had to pay the bill.
"Is it necessary for me to lie to you about this kind of thing? Of course, many men don't care so much about this now, and even want the woman to pay for it, but I don't mind this kind of thing, you can understand it as a man's self-esteem to save face. He smiled gently, his face was not gloomy, his frankness made Fang Zixuan a little ashamed, he had always taken care of his feelings, but she hadn't considered him.
She didn't think about taking advantage of him, and she didn't have the self-esteem of a poor person, after all, compared to the net worth of the two of them, the small amount of money like going out for a meal was completely negligible.
"I'm sorry, I'll pay attention next time." She apologized profusely.
"As compensation, why don't you take me on a tour of your little home?" He curled a tuft of her hair and played with it, a gesture that seemed frivolous to her in the past, but now it felt only intimate and not disgusted.
She nodded, but she didn't snatch her hair back, and even tilted her head slightly to accommodate him.
The dormitory where she lives is not far from the school, it is a very clean house, five international students share a house, each of them has their own room, she just moved in, she doesn't know much about the roommates here, and she usually nods when she meets.
Her room is very neat, refreshing and simple, in addition to the original furniture, only a few books and some essential daily necessities, outside the window is a ginkgo tree, a few leaves fall with the wind to her window, adding a bit of autumn to this place.
"Tea?" She stepped aside to boil water.
"Can you find extra teacups here?" He looked around and there was not a single thing that was superfluous, obviously nothing to entertain.
She gave him an embarrassed look, she couldn't even find a disposable cup in her room, "I'll go out and buy it." ”
"Okay." He didn't refuse, and accompanied her to a nearby supermarket.
"I want this cup." In his hand is a pair of pink and pink blue ceramic couple cups, the most exaggerated thing is that they are also painted with peach hearts.
"Do you think this looks good?" She looked at him incredulously, such a pompous card ventilation really didn't match his overall style, "I think this cup is more normal." ”
In her hand is an orthodox Japanese teacup with blue and white underglaze, which looks very elegant.
"I like this." He hooked the corners of his lips and insisted, "I use it, I have to like it." ”
Although she thought his aesthetic was very strange, she still wisely kept silent, he was right, the things were for him, and his opinion should be respected.
"You live in a humble place, have you ever considered moving to a better place?" He always felt that with her character, he should not be used to living with people.
"I'm about to go back to China, what else do I think about doing so much?" She smiled slightly and handed him the pink blue ceramic cup, "My tea art still hasn't improved, so you can drink it on the spot." ”
"After all, it's just a rumor, and you don't necessarily have to go back." He took a sip, looking at the pink in her hand and the pink blue in his hand, there was an uncontrollable pride on his face, such an ugly cup, but how he looked at it was pleasing to the eye, she was not entangled in the details of life, he used a little trick, and successfully let her use the couple cup. (To be continued......)