Chapter 369: I've Never Been a Good Person
In the palace of the concubine
Liu Rong finally prepared all the food supplements for the concubine, personally served them to the concubine, and specially used a silver needle to check it in front of the concubine to make sure that there was no problem, and then let the concubine use the food.
The prince has been following Liu Rong, perhaps because he feels that Liu Rong's attitude is somewhat different from the previous kindness, so he has been following, it should have been sad that Liu Rong was married, and he couldn't marry Liu Rong, but this would, but he found that the more terrible thing was that Liu Rong completely ignored or treated him as a stranger.
Liu Rong naturally noticed the state of the prince, and couldn't help but sigh slightly in her heart, when she met someone like the prince, she sometimes felt a little pressure, the most depressing thing in this world is probably that someone is good to you, but you can't return what the other party wants.
Finally waited until the concubine finished her meal, and Liu Rong proposed to the concubine that she should leave the palace and go home to see her mother.
The concubine thought that Liu Rong had indeed been in the palace for some time for her body, and after thinking about it, she had just been named a princess today, and she was afraid that she had a lot to say to the people in the family, so she was approved.
As soon as the concubine agreed, the prince also said goodbye, the concubine didn't want to agree, but then she didn't know what Lu Dao thought of and agreed, so the prince followed Liu Rong and walked out.
Both of them walked out of the concubine's palace and were about to divide in two directions, and the prince finally couldn't help but stop Liu Rong.
Liu Rong looked back at the crown prince.
When the prince saw Liu Rong's gaze, he didn't know how to speak, maybe there must be someone in this world, you obviously have a lot of things to say in your heart, want to express, want to get closer, and work hard to do all this, but you really have a chance to do this. But you find that you can't say anything, and you don't know what to say, Liu Rong may be such an existence for the prince.
Such an existence is not more about love, but about yearning. That's why the prince is more worried that he can't get close at all.
Liu Rong looked at the prince who didn't look like the prince at all, and the trace of restraint he carried, and couldn't help but feel a little moved, if the prince took the initiative to do something, it would be like persecuting Liu Rong, and Liu Rong might stay away. Just like there were some times before. But in the face of the prince's current situation, Liu Rong finally spoke: "It's not too early, the prince should go back." ”
Hearing Liu Rong's words, the prince couldn't help but lower his head. But I immediately heard a burst of laughter. Then look up quickly. When I saw Liu Rong's smile, I didn't know what Lu Dao was laughing at, and he laughed a little silly. Some pure.
Liu Rong took a few steps closer to the prince, and the palace maid beside the prince couldn't help frowning, but Liu Rong didn't care about this at all, and just approached and looked at the prince: "Prince, now I am also your sister, how about sending your sister out of the palace?" ”
The prince's eyes lit up, and the whole person finally relaxed: "Of course, my sister wants to leave the palace, and this prince must send it." ”
Liu Rong didn't say anything more, and led the way to the outside of the palace, followed by the prince.
The prince looked at Liu Rong's back, and he didn't know what Lu Dao was like in his heart, which was not in the prince's mansion when he was a child, and later in the palace, perhaps because of this, he really wanted Liu Rong to be by his side, just like that, he could feel that the whole person was comfortable in a warm place.
Perhaps, it's not bad to be a brother and sister like this, although they can't be together all the time, but as righteous brothers and sisters, they can still see each other every once in a while.
Maybe one day, the prince will not be satisfied with these anymore, but at this moment, the prince felt that he seemed to be closer to Liu Rong than usual, but his heart was satisfied, so he didn't want to say anything else, just sent Liu Rong out of the palace so calmly.
As soon as the matter on the prince's side happened, it reached the ears of the emperor.
The prince of Zhilu Dao personally sent Liu Rong out of the palace, and he smiled happily, the relationship seemed to be better than before, and the emperor frowned.
Gonggong Li couldn't help but speak: "The emperor doesn't have to worry, Liu Rong has already made a marriage, and now she is a righteous brother and sister, so there will be nothing wrong." ”
"Having said that, I'm worried that the prince won't understand." The emperor didn't say the following words, but mentioned other things: "The prince is not too young, come back and ask the Internal Affairs Office to prepare some famous posts, and choose a side concubine for the prince first." ”
With Liu Rong's temperament, as long as the prince marries, there should be no more problems.
Liu Rong didn't know that Emperor Lu Dao was still not at ease in this situation, so he almost walked to the inner palace gate, and not far from the outer palace gate, so he asked the prince to go back, and then left alone.
It's just that he didn't leave for long, but he was stopped by Lingyu, the palace maid who was serving the prince.
Liu Rong was puzzled, she still felt it like and disliked, Lingyu, the palace maid beside the prince, had always disliked her, but she didn't care, so the other party suddenly turned back, stopped her, and made her surprised.
"Why do you want the prince to send you, you have already made a marriage, why do you want to treat the prince like this." Lingyu's voice was a little excited.
"What's wrong with the prince?" Liu Rong couldn't help but wonder.
"The queen mother gave you a marriage, but you said that you were married, and the prince sent someone to check, obviously you didn't marry the general!" Lingyu looked at Liu Rong and became even more excited: "You obviously said such things in order to reject the prince, since you rejected the prince, why did you ask the prince to send you out, isn't this giving the prince another glimmer of hope, what is it to hook the prince's heart!" ”
"The prince is so good to you, why do you want to hurt the prince like this!"
Hearing Lingyu's words, Liu Rong couldn't help but be stunned, she didn't expect the prince to send someone to investigate this matter carefully, and she couldn't help but feel a little guilty, but what she said in front of the queen mother and the emperor was what she said with the emperor, naturally those who couldn't would deny it: "What are you talking about, I don't understand it at all." ”
Lingyu angrily pointed at Liu Rong and was about to scold.
Liu Rong had already turned around and continued to walk, but as she walked, she spoke: "Since Aunt Lingyu has this spare time, she will give me another ride for the prince, just send it to the outer palace gate." ”
didn't wait for Lingyu to catch up, so he said as if talking to himself: "Speaking of which, the prince is a good person, and he has helped me a lot, good people should not be hurt hard, if they can get along gently and calmly, why bother to meet like enemies." ”
"Besides, it's better to slowly cool and light like warm boiled water than to be stimulated with ice water all at once." Liu Rong said as if she thought of something, and laughed a little: "What's more, he is the prince, why should I stammer." ”
Lingyu looked at Liu Rong, who was a little playful like an elf in front of her, and the plain appearance she saw on weekdays was completely different, and she seemed to understand what the prince liked about Liu Rong, but she still spoke: "Since the prince is good, if you don't hide the marriage for Lu, you will be married by the queen mother." ”
Lingyu also reacted at this moment, and didn't speak like before, the palace is the place where words are most important, if you accidentally say a few wrong words, it may be fatal.
Although she doesn't like Liu Rong very much, in the end, Liu Rong is what the prince likes.
"People are good, but they are not necessarily suitable to be prime ministers, the prince of a country, maybe he will be the monarch of a country in the future, he can't completely belong to another woman, and the country court is not allowed." Liu Rong paused slightly, and her voice became lower: "What's more, a side concubine, I will be jealous with others in the future, maybe I will finish the game if I am not careful, why should I be a modern person." ”
The voice behind Liu Rong was almost inaudible to Lingyu.
Liu Rong didn't wait for Lingyu to speak, and spoke to Lingyu again: "Speaking of which, I recently saw the concubine, and I have some free time, so I keep thinking about it. So I found out that the problem is that everyone yearns for something that they never had. For example, weak people tend to be strong, and gentle-tempered people yearn for those who do not forgive others easily, just because they do not have them. ”
Liu Rong suddenly spoke, but it made Lingyu inexplicable for a while.
Liu Rong didn't care about Lingyu's puzzlement, Gu Zi continued; "But if there is a person who yearns for such a thing to come to you, and you don't actually have this trait, maybe it's the opposite, and your personality is still similar to each other, don't accept this yearning, otherwise the most painful thing will be yourself."
Although Liu Rong had a bad girlfriend in her previous life, she also had a good girlfriend, and because of this, she still remembers the matter of that girlfriend clearly even now.
She clearly remembered the pale face of her best friend who committed suicide in her previous life and was admitted to the hospital.
The reason for committing suicide was to meet a man who had always longed for her, and finally she accepted it because she was moved.
Because the man thinks that this girlfriend is beautiful and strong, he yearns for it, and the more he yearns for it, the more carefully he cares for it, and the result is that this girlfriend is moved, and finally accepts this feeling, and gives everything, regardless of the opposition of his family, he insists on coming together.
The result was not that the prince and the princess lived happily together, but that problems arose soon after the family's objections.
Without the support of the family, women are like duckweed without support, always hoping to get a little strength from men. So the man found that the best friend was not what he longed for, and after Liu Rong's best friend broke off all relations with the family, he said to the best friend......
"I can't forget my former crush......"
"I didn't think I was nice to you......"
"Everything is just what you say, I'm good to you......"
denied everything that was once beautiful, and also denied all the cognitions of her best friend.
She will never forget the appearance of her best friend crying and saying those words after being rescued and woken up, and then her best friend left and left the city, leaving her only one sentence, don't be with people who yearn for yourself too much, you won't be happy.
Liu Rong took the prince's palace maid Lingyu to the outer palace gate unconsciously, and Liu Rong finally turned to look at the prince's palace maid Lingyu: "Okay, let's send it here." ”
Lingyu frowned.
Liu Rong didn't look at Lingyu either, turned around and walked out, but after walking a few steps, Liu Rong's voice came: "If I am in a filthy place, I will also play tricks, and I will also be ruthless and harmful." ”
I am not the person that the prince yearns for, and in a specific environment, I will harm others in order to protect myself, just like I don't want Aunt Zhong to have a bad life, separating Dong'er and Grandma Liu, and watching Grandma Liu being poisoned by Dong'er little by little.
She is not a good person, everything she does is to satisfy herself, so that she has a goal and is not at a loss, her life is fulfilling, and she can be happy and happy, that's all. (To be continued......)