If I were Wu Di, I would never come to this school again, what's the point?

I don't know if she will be like me now, when she sees these questions on the lecture notes, she can't reflect any information in her head, I read the questions carefully word by word, only to find that after reading them as if nothing had happened.

I obviously want to study seriously and do the questions seriously, but I always don't have any clue, the feeling of being blocked in my thinking is probably like I sometimes want to pee but stare at the urinal for a long time, the difference is that I can pee in the end, but the problem just can't do it.

This is the state of repentance after I broke free from the quagmire of fiction in my sophomore year of high school - I can not study well, but I can't help but study hard.

Wu Di said in a romance martial arts novel that "the prodigal son does not change his money", but I found that I would rather use money in exchange for my meaningless return, which is completely boring, and I can't catch up with others at all, I know that sometimes I can't turn back even if I want to.

I definitely don't have any talent in my studies, especially for those science topics, I think I can't do it at all, but I still have to keep pushing for it.

No matter what, it's always painful to ask.

For example, what is the meaning of the more and more love letters that Wu Di has received, there is absolutely no response.

Could it be that Wu Di is not doing well now, will he fall in love? She gives me the feeling that she is like a fairy who does not eat the fireworks of the world, and will never touch the hearts of mortals.

Therefore, I think if a boy likes Wu Di, it must be a very painful thing.

Fortunately, I don't have that strong love for Wu Di, of course, because I have another one in my heart, her name is Wang Lijia, and she has always been the top student in the class. Not only is her English great. Mathematics, physics and chemistry can also be among the top 10 in the class. Her long black hair always made me feel ape unconsciously, just like the eternal woman left in an ancient painting, and the darkness was full of poetry. I sat in the back row, and I used to get distracted by staring at her hair, and it felt like I was appreciating a piece of history.

In my heart, she is the most beautiful girl. At least before Wu Di came to this class. After Wu Di came, even if I tried to add points to Wang Lijia in my heart, the facts could not be changed - in terms of appearance, the gap between them was really obvious.

I still remember the reason why I was so attracted to Wang Lijia was that she once carried a teacup to the water dispenser next to the blackboard in front of her, and she leaned down and stared at the teacup intently, which hit the softness of my heart, which is why I fell in love with her at first sight.

Some people may wonder why her small act will make my heart move, but in fact, I don't know why in my own heart, there are not so many perfect cause and effect relationships in the world. That's why there is such a real life.

It's a pity that we are in the same class for a year, and we are just the most ordinary classmates, and we may not have said more than a few dozen words together, but she is the only girl I care about in this school.

But after each exam, I subconsciously compare my own results with hers, I can only smile bitterly and stop thinking about anything, an unknown person like me, even if I think about it. There will never be any action, and I know that she and I are not from the same world at all.

What I didn't expect was though. The goddess in my mind will even say bad things about others behind people's backs, and the object of this bad talk is, of course, Wu Di, who has just come to our class.

Wu Di did not impress again in the subsequent monthly exams, and her scores in each subject were the average score of the class. The science and English scores were exactly the same as the average score of the last class, and only the Chinese language score was a little higher than the average.

This kind of "unexpected" Wu Di disappointed many people, and also made more people happy, it seems that as long as the total score is higher than Wu Di. can proudly say - I defeated the most beautiful female student!

No, now the title of "female scholar" can be removed, there is no doubt that Wu Di has studied in the United States for a year and has to write books, and she obviously can't keep up with everyone's progress in learning.

Wu Di, who has lost the aura of a scholar, seems to be closer to mortals, so the number of love letters she receives every day is simply amazing, I once saw her open her personal mailbox in the classroom, the love letters were overflowing, and all of them fell to the ground at once.

And such a Wu Di, of course, was also rejected by the girls in the class, if she was a boarder, then no one in the dormitory would definitely want to talk to her.

But to be honest, I am of course disappointed to know that Wang Lijia is actually saying bad things about Wu Di behind my back, probably the object of everyone's crush should be perfect in their own minds.

I think it's okay for those students who are now doing better than Wu Di to be complacent, but people like me are definitely not qualified to make irresponsible remarks.

The teacher said that the third year of high school will make a student make a qualitative leap. But I didn't notice any change in my studies, my studies were like a chemical reaction that I forgot to put in the catalyst, and it went on slowly but there was no noticeable phenomenon. Sometimes I think alone, and I find that even if I review the knowledge over and over again, I still can't, and now I can't remember a lot of it, which is very illogical, but it is my own fact.

This kind of fact will probably make anyone angry...... Except for Wu Di, because I found that no matter what her grades are now, she maintains almost the same posture in the classroom, I have no idea what she is thinking, why she can be so calm.

What a boring girl, it's like a perfectly delicate doll, I made such a definition in my mind.

It wasn't until later that I found out that she could be naughty too.

I regret that I discovered her true charm so late.

Now there are three evening self-study periods every night, and I have already begun to give up on myself, and I can't help but want to escape - I skipped class.

If I were to ask someone in our class who knew everything about our homeroom teacher's whereabouts during the last evening of each day, it would be hard for him to imagine that it was me.

I'm not the class leader, nor am I any relative of our class teacher. I was just a very average student in the class.

But I can tell anyone clearly about any of the activities of our homeroom teacher during the last period of the week. For example, on Monday nights he would make up lessons at home for students from other schools to earn extra money, on Wednesdays he would pick up his children who were late at home, and on Thursday nights he would watch a show he liked so much while drinking tea.

It's a rule of his life, nothing out of the ordinary, but it's very important to me. (To be continued......)