Zhou Xuanmo stared at Gu Qingqing deadly, as if he wanted to say something as a rebuttal, but in the end he just sighed, looked down at the bottles and cans that belonged to him that were packed out at his feet, and asked in a low voice while carefully sorting them out, "Qingqing, what about you?" ”

"What?" Gu Qingqing stopped what she was doing, turned her head for some reason, but met Zhou Xuanmo's meaningful gaze, and she felt a "chuckle" in her heart, somehow a little strange.

I only heard Zhou Xuanmo say in a deep voice: "Qingqing, just like you said, I may always put you in a protective position, but I never want to look at you as an equal, but what about you? How have you ever tried to trust and accept me completely? ”

"I don't have ......"

"Nothing?" Zhou Xuanmo smiled slightly, but this smile was a little bitter, "I'm afraid in your heart, you never thought about 'spending your life together' with me, right?" ”

Gu Qingqing was shocked: I have to say that Zhou Xuanmo is simply in a word! She never thought that she and Zhou Xuanmo could be together for a long time, and even in the deepest part of her heart, she was even mentally prepared to be dumped at any time!

It turned out that she had never fully trusted him from beginning to end...... In this case, what qualifications does she have to accuse Zhou Xuanmo?

Zhou Xuanmo stared at Gu Qingqing for a moment from just now, and Gu Qingqing is a character who will write everything on his face, so Zhou Xuanmo clearly saw the changes in Gu Qingqing's heart.

He sighed again: "Since you also think that I should leave for the time being, then it is better for us to be separated for a while." After saying that, he didn't hesitate to pick up his belongings and walk out of the small one-bedroom apartment.

There was no fierce quarrel with each other, and there was no earth-shattering all-martial arts, but Gu Qingqing knew that the quarrel between the two was the most serious since their relationship.

Obviously, I planned very well before, if I found that the signs were wrong, I would quickly withdraw and be a neat person. But feelings are not commodities, how can you say that you are not satisfied with the return? If people's feelings can really be so free, then it is estimated that they cannot be called "people".

The fact is that even if Zhou Xuanmo didn't propose to "break up", just the back of turning around and leaving made Gu Qingqing feel blocked in his heart and his eyes sour.

"How did you become such a chirping?!" Gu Qingqing was very annoyed and grabbed her short hair, which she was barely able to tie up in a ponytail, into a messy chicken nest - she completely ignored it, in a sense, she was a "girl".

In order to vent the depressed and tangled mood in her heart, Gu Qingqing worked harder to clean up the room: wipe the table, wipe the floor, wash clothes, wash bed sheets, after it came down, the room became very clean, and Gu Qingqing was so tired that she collapsed on the bed and couldn't move.

Gu Qingqing's original idea was that when she was tired and tired, she would be able to fall asleep, so that she would not think about these troublesome things. But in reality, if you are really tired, sometimes your body is extremely tired, and your brain is extremely excited, and you don't even feel sleepy.

Obviously, Gu Qingqing is in this state at this moment.

Unable to sleep and not wanting to move, unable to do other things to distract herself, Gu Qingqing's thoughts once again involuntarily diverged to the scene where Zhou Xuanmo pushed her (river crab) to the ground during the day.

"Hmph, that bastard, do you think I'm going to hurt someone casually just because I have two hits?!" Gu Qingqing muttered angrily, "Obviously, I live the belly of a gentleman with the heart of a villain, and I still have the face to say that I don't trust him, and I don't distrust him very much...... Ah......h

When this sentence was spoken, even her own voice weakened involuntarily, because Gu Qingqing knew that she was unwilling to entrust her life to the other party, and even always thought about how to get out of this kind of problem, which was really a manifestation of "very distrust".

Originally, in Gu Qingqing's thoughts, if you really like someone, you will naturally trust him (her). However, it seems that if you like someone, or even fall in love with someone, you don't necessarily trust him or her very much - because "love" and "trust" are two different emotions.

While it is possible for these two emotions to influence each other, they are not mutually causal.

For example, if people's emotions are "friendship" and "love", although a good friendship foundation can have a greater probability of developing into love, but it cannot be said that "two people can love each other because they are friends".

And Zhou Xuanmo and Gu Qingqing's feelings for each other seem to be in this state of "liking but distrusting".

Do you want to try to believe in this man?

Emotionally speaking, Gu Qingqing wants to believe it very much, but intellectually—no, maybe it's not called "reason" but just "obsession"—Gu Qingqing is always telling herself: Although Zhou Xuanmo is very considerate to you now, and your relationship is very good, what if this relationship disappears one day?

Yes, Gu Qingqing admitted that although she would not resent that she did not have a "good father" because of her average family background, nor would she deny herself casually, but when she got along with Zhou Xuanmo, she still inevitably felt a little inferior and lost.

This is also something that can't be helped, just like rich people always think that others have other purposes for approaching them, and those who are not very rich will always be thinking about "when will I be dumped" when facing rich people, as if they will definitely be dumped.

This is a strange circle of human instinct, people always like to control, not controlled by others, once their "pigtails" are held in the hands of others, then even if the other party has no malice, they will feel the sense of oppression controlled by others.

Compared with Gu Qingqing's entanglement, Zhou Xuanmo is not much better than her. Because from the moment he returned home (the villa where Zhou's father and Zhou's mother lived), he had to be forced to accept Zhou's mother's accusation about Gu Qingqing - "Look at what kind of attitude she has?" Sure enough, it was raised by the small people in the market, and there was no politeness and cultivation at all! I'm an elder! He slapped the table with me and stared at me loudly! ”

Compared with Zhou's mother's angry appearance, which can be described as "hysterical", Zhou's father muttered very calmly: "You say that people are 'small people in the market', aren't you yourself?" ”

This is not salty or light, but it can be regarded as igniting a powder keg, and Zhou's mother immediately started training as if it were machine gun fire: "The people of our city?!" I said which side are you from with the surname Zhou? Don't you think crookedly when you look at that dead girl's mother......

"Okay, okay, okay......" Seeing that Zhou's mother was talking more and more, Zhou's father hurriedly waved his hand to tell her to stop, "What did you say?" I haven't seen Xiao Gu's family at all, right? This can be related, and I have to say that a woman's ability to blindly connect is really scary.

"What? Do you still want to meet the people who love you?! "Mother Zhou's yin and yang strange qi.

"......" Father Zhou was speechless.

Originally, Zhou's father was not a very articulate person, and he was even worse off the "iron teeth and copper teeth" that he had cultivated in the morning market and among his neighbors.

So, seeing this situation, Father Zhou shook his head helplessly: I can't provoke you, can't I hide from you? So I got up and went to the second floor to continue my research on his small model and magazine.

Seeing Zhou's father go upstairs, Zhou's mother looked at her son on the side and said: "Silly son, don't be dazzled by that little girl, this marriage has to be the right one, you always say that Gu Qingqing is good, but how do you know that she is not here for your money?" ”

How do you know the way? Zhou Xuanmo really has no evidence, and in fact, although Gu Qingqing has shown so far is very consistent with the sentence "wealth cannot be yin", the suspicious nature of businessmen makes him not very sure whether this is true or deliberate.

If Zhou Xuanmo is playing casually, he can naturally ignore these at all, take money in one hand, hug people in the other, and play a love game to find the so-called "Lang Man's feelings".

But Zhou Xuanmo knew that he really had feelings for Gu Qingqing, but perhaps because of this, he didn't dare to fully believe in Gu Qingqing, and refused to let him become a person who walked side by side with him.

According to Zhou Xuanmo's thoughts, what is held in his hand is the easiest to control, and it is not easy to lose. Therefore, rather than letting Gu Qingqing grow up quickly into a person who is enough to stand side by side with him, Zhou Xuanmo would rather let her rely on herself a little more, so that she will not leave easily.

Sometimes, Zhou Xuanmo feels that his thoughts are very contradictory: obviously he is tempted because of Gu Qingqing's independence and not greedy for his money, but it is her independence that makes Zhou Xuanmo dare not fully believe - if she is allowed to soar completely freely and trust, will it be a complete betrayal?

He is not surrounded by this kind of people who lose because of "feelings", Zhou Xuanmu thinks that it is too embarrassing and too cowardly. He was afraid of losing everything, and he was reluctant to leave.

Lowering his head, Zhou Xuanmo looked at the suitcase at his feet—it was full of messy things he brought from Gu Qingqing, such as the couple cups and couple shirts he bought with Gu Qingqing, the coffee beans that he had drunk most of the coffee beans he had drunk from home, such as the gadgets that Gu Qingqing bought for him on a whim.

originally thought it was a troublesome thing, but I always thought that if Gu Qingqing moved out of the staff dormitory in the future, this kind of thing must be thrown away, but it turned out that it was all packed back.

People, indeed, are contradictory creatures.

Gu Qingqing and Zhou Xuanmo walked into the same dead end like this: they obviously liked each other, but they didn't dare to give it all. I want to believe it, but I don't dare to believe it because I am afraid of being hurt.