At night, the wind was a little strong.

Even though the day is still hot and summery, the wind blows coldly when it reaches night.

Xu Yan stood on the side of the road downstairs in his house, looking at the figure not far away, lonely.

Although the red figure is petite, it looks extremely desolate under the light of the crossroads......

It's no different from a normal little girl, if...... There are words of shadow at her feet.

Memories that were already on the verge of being forgotten were unearthed again, without the slightest reservation.

It's like, back to five years ago.

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"Ah, big brother...... I want to eat cream ice cream! ”

In an almost coquettish tone, the little girl in the white dress reached out her right hand and grabbed the teenager standing in front of her.

The boy was about twelve years old, and his skin was a little dark, and his cheeks were red because of the long exposure to the low sun.

His expression was a little embarrassed.

The hand in his trouser pocket stirred, and then crouched down.

He raised his hand high and placed it on top of the little girl's head, rubbing it gently.

"There's not much money, na, Lan Lan is obedient, brother will buy you an old popsicle!" It's not creamy, but it's still sweet! ”

With a smile on his face, the boy always showed such an expression in front of the little girl.

In his left hand, he holds a plush toy, which is a puppy toy with snow-white hair.

With some hesitation, the little girl named Lan Lan thought for a while.

"Then brother will buy it for me in the future?"

"Of course, it's an agreement!"

A smile appeared on Lan Lan's face, and she opened her mouth and was about to say something, but suddenly closed it again.

"Ah, my brother said, since it's an agreement, you have to pull Gougou."

"Ah, pull Gougou?"

Without waiting for the young man to say anything, Lan Lan stretched out her white and tender little hand, stretched out her little thumb, and looked at the young man with a bright smile on her face.

"The agreement is to pull the hook, and if you don't obey it, it's a puppy!"

"Ah...... Hehe. ”

Looking at Lan Lan's stubborn expression, the young man smiled helplessly.

Immediately, he stretched out his little finger, hooked Lan Lan's finger, and then gently pulled.

"Pull the hook, hang yourself, don't cheat for a hundred years, it's a puppy to deceive! That's it! ”

Letting go of his hand, the boy asked in a doting tone.

"Hmm!"

"Then you're going to stay here honestly."

Glancing at the shop across the road, the young man stood up and said to Lan Lan.

"Don't run around?"

"I know it."

"Stay here, don't go anywhere!"

"Lan Lan Zhilu said!"

After repeated admonitions, the boy ran towards the shop across the road.

"Ah, it's Xiaoyan......"

"Ah, Grandma! That one...... I want an old popsicle! ”

"It's good, give!"

The old lady of the shop took out the old popsicle with the bag from the refrigerator and handed it to the boy.

The boy put the five cents in his palm on the cabinet.

"Are you taking Lan Lan out to play?"

Putting away the five cents on the cabinet, the old woman asked casually.

"Well, it's just across the road......"

"Oh, you really love her! Did you sneak her out to play again? ”

"Ah...... That, there's no way, Auntie always locks Lan Lan in the house, so she can only sneak her out, hehe......"

"You're like a sister to her."

"Of course, Lan Lan is my own sister!"

The boy loves to laugh very much, even if he doesn't know people, he will not hesitate to show a smile.

This may be a reason for personality.

"Then you should hurry up, otherwise Lan Lan will be in a hurry!"

"Know, grandma!"

Holding a popsicle in his right hand and his left hand on the doorknob, the boy turned to the old grandmother and smiled.

"Twitter!! - Bang! Boom! ”

The sound of the car's tires rubbing against the ground was extremely harsh, and then there was a violent crashing sound, and the loudness had already reached the store.

The hand on the sliding door stopped somewhere, the smile was still on the boy's face, and then ...... His expression froze, he didn't know what Lu Dao was for, and he seemed to have lost something in his heart.

Hearing such a sound, the grandmother of the store also changed her face.

"Lan Lan!"

He screamed in panic, and the young man's smile was put away and replaced with a look of horror.

Wow, pull the door open.

What caught the boy's eye was a truck, a truck of sufficient size that filled the entire line of sight, and the goods it was pulling were scattered aside.

Lan Lan ...... It's gone.

In her place was a black figure, standing at the crossroads, dressed in black.

The boy could see it very clearly, the man in black, she was laughing, who were she laughing at?

Laugh at me?

In the blink of an eye, the black figure had disappeared when he really opened his eyes again, and then ...... It's that red.

"Ahh!!h

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Lan Lan's funeral.

"Smack!"

The crisp slap was loud, and then a red palm print appeared on the boy's face.

Standing in front of the young man, Lan Lan's mother, who was already haggard and unshaped, had a distorted face.

"Auntie...... Let me see Lan Lan......"

"What else are you going to do! It's all you, if it weren't for you, Lan Lan wouldn't have died, it was you, it was you who killed Lan Lan!! ”

Grabbing the boy's collar with both hands, the woman who was on the verge of collapse shook the boy's body back and forth.

There was a loud roar in his mouth. The madness in his eyes seemed to tear the young man in front of him to pieces.

"Wife, let go!"

pounced, Lan Lan's father grabbed the crazy woman's hands and forcibly broke his fingers.

Because of the remaining strength, the boy took a few steps back.

"It's you, it's Lan Lan you killed, it's Lan Lan you killed, you killed my Lan Lan! You're a murderer! He's a murderer! ”

"Ah, wife, calm down!"

Standing in front of the woman, of course, Lan Lan's father yelled at the young man standing behind him without twisting his head.

"Hurry up and go home!"

Indifferent...... There is only indifference.

Stand still for a long time...... The boy turned around and left Lan Lan's house.

The young man didn't know what the road was for, what was playing with himself, Lan Lan, who was playing with himself, was gone, and it seemed that the whole world had changed.

This world is ...... It seems to have turned gray.

"It's not me ......"

Looking at the sky, the boy unconsciously said this.

"It's not me, it's not that I didn't kill Lan Lan, it's not me ......"

The young man's smile, with Lan Lan's death, has also disappeared.

And the boy is Xu Yan.

The weather was a little cold at night.

Xu Yan tightened the thin undershirt on his body and refocused his gaze on the figure at the crossroads.

Originally...... Lan Lan has never disappeared, she has always been in that place.

It's been five years, and five years is enough time to change a person's personality, and it can also change a person's height, and it can also change a person's appearance.

But...... In any case, there is no way to change the mass of memories hidden in the deepest part of the memory.

"Aren't you going to say hello to her? Now you can talk to her. ”

Sadako appeared next to Xu Yan.

It's still the same look, the spotless white clothes, and the black hair hanging down, and the face can't be seen clearly.

Even the voice is so weak.

I thought I wouldn't remember this memory for the rest of my life, but I didn't expect it to be dug up by a guy called Sadako today.

To her...... What kind of emotions should you have? Hate or grateful?

If it weren't for her appearance, I would ...... for the rest of my life I can't see Lan Lan anymore!

Holding his head up slightly, Xu Yan exhaled softly.

I took a deep look at the intersection standing in that memory, as if to imprint her image into the memory.

Then turn around.

"Not anymore."

"Don't you want her to fulfill her wish to be reincarnated? Now that you can see her, why don't you help her? ”

Sadako's tone was rare with a questioning tone, and she watched as she walked past her own side towards home.

With his back to Sadako, a sneer appeared on the corner of Xu Yan's mouth.

Let Lan Lan be reincarnated and start a new life, these are naturally hopeful.

But......

Looking at the starry sky at night, Xu Yan felt like a stone was blocked in his chest.

"Now I am not qualified to see Lan Lan......"

"Eligibility? What qualifications? ”

“……”

Xu Yan is not speaking.

Because for five years, the figure that he has never forgotten, the man who stood across the road, the man in black, the man who laughed at himself and laughed at himself.

That, the one who suddenly disappeared!

That one...... Woman!

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