Chapter 239: I Want to Be Brave For My Love Once!
Xiao Yan shook her head violently, she stood on the side of *, and roared hysterically, "I don't want it!" Xu Jin Qiao, I don't want to break up, you can't do without me! ”
"Xiao Yan, I'm tired, I'm really tired, don't be like this, let's get together and disperse, please respect my choice." Xu Jin Qiao's dark eyes were impatient, and he kept calm and said, "What's more, I already have a girlfriend." ”
"Sun Ling? You don't love her, why do you want to be with her? You don't want me, what about Ye Meixuan? You haven't divorced yet, how can you talk about a girlfriend? ”
Xiao Yan was very excited, she grabbed Xu Jin Qiao's big hand hanging on the edge of the *, and wrapped it firmly with her hands, she stared eagerly at the man's plain and handsome face, trying to see the meaning of the joke from his expression or eyes, but he was very serious, so serious that people couldn't see half of the falsehood......
She couldn't help but be flustered and said uneasily, "Husband, I was wrong, I admit that I was wrong, you can beat me and scold me, but don't want me!" Aibao Commercial Building, Jinsheng Media, Jaguar car number, email password...... I know the truth, you love me! Then how can you be ruthless and don't want me? You're punishing me now for tempting me, aren't you? ”
Xu Jin Qiao slowly withdrew his hand, he closed his eyes weakly, and his tone was firm and unshakable, "I am serious, I don't want to capture and indulge, and I don't try to punish you." Xiao Yan, I did love you, I loved you very much, I loved you again and again to trample my self-esteem to the soles of my feet, the humility of love lost itself, I have been chasing your footsteps, every time you turn back, you can see me waiting for you in the same place, but after chasing for a long time, people will always get tired, the night of Jin Sheng's annual meeting, is the last chance I gave myself, the result ...... At that time, I will tell you that we are really over, even if I still love you and still can't let go of you, but I will try to forget you, and I will try to let go of this fruitless relationship. Someday, everything will be breezy. ”
Xiao Yan held her head in her hands, on the verge of collapse, she cried one after another, "It's not fruitless, I love you too, for what...... Why do we love each other so much, but we have come to this point? Xu Jinqiao, I don't want to forget, I can't forget you, please don't despair of me, give me another chance, okay? Please......"
"Xiao Yan!" Xu Jin Qiao was finally annoyed, he stretched out his hand and pointed in the direction of the door, his handsome face was cold, "Don't let me dislike you!" Even if you love me, it doesn't matter anymore, the affection I didn't get when I was alive, I don't bother to ask for it after I die! You go, I don't want to see you! ”
"I don't ......"
"If you don't go, I'll go!"
Xu Jin Qiao lifted the quilt and sat up, his expression was gloomy and terrifying, and he reached out to pull out the needle on the back of his left hand!
"Don't pull it out!" Xiao Yan was shocked, retreated helplessly, and burst into tears, "I...... I'll go, I'll go you stay! ”
Xu Jin Qiao's movements stagnated, he turned his face and didn't look at Xiao Yan more, she raised her hand to cover her lips, took a few steps back, and in the unwavering despair he gave, she turned around and ran away......
The tall body leaned back and fell on the *, Xu Jin Qiao raised his eyes and stared at the white ceiling, and moist liquid gradually oozed from the corners of his eyes......
I'm tired, I'm tired, and I'm afraid.
Who knows if Lu Dao's joy this time will be exchanged for her next time, deeper abandonment and hurt?
Water droplets can pierce stones, no matter how hard his heart is, if it is corroded and chiseled for a long time, it will break a hole, and there will be blood flowing out, he is also a human being, not a god, he also has flesh and blood, and it will hurt......
So let's separate.
Completely separated, no more entanglements......
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Xiao Yan bumped into Qiao Yufan and Ni Lang in the hospital corridor, and the two saw that the situation was not quite right, so they hurriedly stopped Xiao Yan who was running wildly, and asked urgently, "What's the matter?" Isn't my cousin in need of a doctor......"
"No, no......" Xiao Yan couldn't cry, as if grasping a life-saving straw, she grabbed a man with one hand, opened her red eyes that kept rolling down tears, and whispered in distress, "He doesn't want me anymore, help me...... Please, will you help me intercede with him? He wants Sun Ling to don't want me, I can't live without him, really, I know that I was wrong, I shouldn't have pushed him away......"
"This ......" Qiao Yufan's eyes widened when he heard this, and his face was full of surprise, "What does this mean?" Isn't there a routine plot development? ”
Ni Lang was also at a loss, "Cousin, what are you doing?" Isn't it hard to get through the rain? ”
"Death!" Qiao Yufan gritted his teeth, "I'll take a look!" ”
"I'll go too!"
Qiao Yufan and Ni Lang broke away from Xiao Yan and ran quickly to the ward, Xiao Yan was paralyzed and sat on the ground, she couldn't help but bury her head and cry loudly......
At this time, it was nearly seven o'clock.
The thin light seeped in through the cracks in the windows of the corridor, enveloping the thin figure on the ground, and her helpless and sad cry made the patients, family members, nurses, and doctors who passed by around her frightened, whispered, and thought that a family member had died, and wanted to come forward to comfort her, but hesitated.
Soon, Ni Lang rushed out, with a heavy face, without saying a word, picked up Xiao Yan by the waist, and walked quickly towards the gate of the hospital.
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When there was a knock on the door of Huo Baixiao's house, he was dressing Belle, and with a movement in his hands, he said softly, "Belle, you wait for Uncle on *, you are not allowed to go barefoot*, do you know the way?" ”
"Hmm." Belle nodded obediently, and looked at the door with her little head, "Is my mother back?" ”
"I'll take a look."
Huo Baixiao quickly walked out of the bedroom and walked towards the entrance.
The door opened, the two sides looked at each other, and Ni Lang took the lead in speaking, "May I ask if it's Mr. Huo?" ”
"I'm Huo Baixiao, may I ask ...... you are" Huo Baixiao was puzzled, and when his eyes fell on the sleeping woman in Ni Lang's arms, his eyebrows jumped, and he lost his voice, "Xiao Yan!" ”
"I'm Xu Jinqiao's cousin Ni Lang." Ni Lang introduced himself simply, with a solemn and rigorous expression, "Xiao Yan, she is asleep, I handed her over to Mr. Huo, please take care of it on behalf of Mr. Huo!" ”
"She ......" Huo Baixiao hugged Xiao Yan, full of doubts, "Is she still unconscious, or is she awake and asleep?" ”
"The latter."
"Then she and Xu Jin Qiao ......"
Ni Lang sighed, "It's divided." My cousin's heart is dead and he doesn't want to continue, Xiao Yan can't stand it, she cries too much and falls asleep, you let her rest and rest, and I'll talk about it later. ”
Huo Baixiao was shocked, "How can this be?" ”
"I don't know what to do, it's difficult for outsiders to understand, look at their fate, none of us can help them." Ni Lang sighed and rubbed his eyebrows, "I still have to go back to the hospital, go first, and then we'll see you!" ”
"Okay, goodbye!"
Huo Bo shook his head and saw Ni Lang leave, he closed the door, carried Xiao Yan into the bedroom, and settled down on the * to sleep.
Belle blinked her eyes in surprise and asked in a low voice, "Mommy, is she sleeping?" ”
"Shhhh Huo Baixiao signaled, pulled the quilt over and covered Xiao Yan, he picked up the remaining velvet pants and continued to put on Belle, and said in a low voice, "Stay for a while and wash your face and go to the living room to play, uncle will make breakfast for you, don't disturb your mother's rest, do you know how to go?" ”
Belle nodded sensibly, "Okay, Belle is the best baby in the world." ”
Huo Baixiao was sincerely pleased, he kissed the little girl lightly on the forehead, and then scratched her little nose drowningly, "That's good!" ”
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At noon, the sun was shining and the weather was rare and sunny.
Xiao Yan woke up and looked at the familiar room, she sat up with her support, only to feel a splitting headache, she pressed her temples, hung her head and sat still, her nerves were numb.
She didn't know what to do, her mind was in a mess, she wanted to cry, she wanted to scream, she wanted to yell hysterically, but she couldn't do anything now, she just sat stiffly, like a walking corpse.
Do you just give up? As he wishes, will they break up forever?
No, she didn't want to, she finally knew that he loved her, and he had loved her for so many years, and awakened her heart, which was already desperate, how could he throw her into hell again?
Let her leave him, it really hurts more than tearing out her heart and bones, how deep the torment is during this time, only she knows how to say, insomnia all night long, neurasthenia, depression is getting worse and worse, there are a few times she can't hold on, she just wants to die and get free, but every time she sees the photos of Belle and Xu Jinqiao stored in her mobile phone, she has the courage to ignite the belief in living.
Therefore, if she doesn't break up, she must redeem him, this time she doesn't want to back down again, a person who is not even afraid of death, what threat is she afraid of? She didn't listen to Old Man Xu anymore, that deceitful old man, it was clear that Xu Jin Qiao didn't abandon her when she returned to the United States for her mother, and it was clear that Xu Jin Qiao didn't love Situ Yan anymore, but she coaxed her, making her cruelly hurt Xu Jin Qiao, again and again......
It was she who hurt him too much, so he was disheartened, she wanted to make up for it, and she wanted to do her best to compensate him while he still loved her and didn't forget her!
Xiao Yan raised her head, she wiped her eyes vigorously, and lifted the quilt under her*.
Huo Baixiao didn't go to work today, Xiao Yan was like this, he couldn't rest assured, so he simply ordered the secretary to send the documents to home, Belle lay on the carpet to play intellectual puzzles, and he sat on the sofa to review the documents.
Hearing footsteps, he turned his head to look over, "Yanyan? With a soft call, he put down the papers and got up, "You're awake, wash up, lunch is ready, I'll go and warm it up for you." ”
"Bai Xiao!
Xiao Yan took a deep breath, she walked over, raised her chin, and looked at the man's slightly puzzled handsome face with a firm look, "Can I ask you for something?" ”
"What?"
"Belle is a bargaining chip threatened by the old man of the Xu family, and I can't protect her with my ability, so I want to hand over Belle to you temporarily, please protect her for me, okay?"
"What do you want to do?"
"I want to move back to the Oasis Villa, I want to save Xu Jinqiao's heart, I want to be with him again, I want to be brave for my love and make some efforts! But Belle is my weakness, and I can only let go if I settle the child down! ”
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PS: Today is a temporary shift, I have something to go out, what time will I come back, will there be a second shift, I can't say.