Chapter 118: Farewell
[Thank you for the pink of the solo erhu, and thank you for the tickets]
"Poisoned first? There is no solution to this poison now, isn't it a practice to seek death if you are poisoned? Ziyan looked at the two of them in astonishment, but Ruoan and He Hongxin didn't say a word, and Ziyan immediately wilted when she saw this: "How can this be?" Is there no other way? ”
He Hongxin shook his head: "If there is another way, the old man will tell you early in the morning, and he will not hesitate to say it until now......"
"It turns out that it ...... with this," Ziyan muttered to herself, no wonder Lord He didn't show a trace of joy when he developed the antidote, it turned out that someone had to try his life.
"I'll try it......" After a long silence, Ruo'an spoke.
Ziyan and He Hongxin were both stunned, their eyes suddenly focused on Ruo'an, this feeling of being noticed was weird, Ruo'an smiled: "What are you doing, why are you looking at me like this......"
"Sister, do you know what you're talking about? Now is not the time for jokes! Ziyan was a little anxious, but Ruo'an didn't laugh angrily: "I'm not joking, I'm serious, I'm here to test the medicine......"
"Sister! Don't you know the dangers of testing drugs? If this medicine is out of business, you don't have to wait for General Huo Lin to come back with the antidote, you will die! Ziyan's face was full of anxiety, and she grabbed Ruo'an's arm and refused to let go.
Ruoan patted her hand and said, "I know all this......
"Then why are you doing this?" Ziyan burst into tears as she spoke, choking up and crying more and more.
At the moment when she made her decision, Ruo'an still had a trace of apprehension in her heart, but as soon as the words came out, her heart was surprisingly calm, she reached out to wipe the tears from her cheeks for Ziyan and said softly: "Just because I know the Tao, that's why I have to do it even more...... I owe so much to Your Highness. There is only one life that can be repaid to him, this matter is because of me, and I have to take on this responsibility, Ziyan, don't be sad, it is my honor to be able to test medicine for His Royal Highness......"
"Sister!" Ziyan whimpered and threw herself into Ruo'an's arms, Ruo'an hugged her, looked up at He Hongxin on the side, and he sighed helplessly. The helplessness on his face was overflowing, and Ruo'an was relieved: "I am voluntary, Lord He doesn't have to feel embarrassed, and I also bother Lord He to prepare the medicine and arrange the drug test as soon as possible......"
"The old man understood...... It only takes an hour. You can prepare the potions...... Then I will ask the girl to ......" He Hongxin said with a little choked up, and Ruoan smiled: "Okay." I have one more hour to say goodbye to you. Enough is enough......"
He Hongxin was silent, but Ziyan cried even tighter, Ruo'an helped her up and said, "Ziyan, I still need you to help me do something......"
"What's the matter, you said, as long as I can do it, I will help you......" Ziyan stopped crying. Listening carefully to what Ruo'an said, Ruo'an smiled: "You go to Lord He Qishan and bring the poisoned arrow I gave him before......"
"Sister!" Ziyan was anxious when she heard this, and Ruoan asked, "Fang just promised me." Do you have to go back on it so soon? ”
"I ......" Ziyan was angry and anxious, and she couldn't bear to be angry, so she could only keep shedding tears. Ruo An put his arm around her shoulders and said lightly: "In this palace, the closest person to me is Ziyan, and it is not in vain to have a sister as good as you...... I don't have much time, and I ask my sister to help her do such a thing, I'm sure you'll fulfill my wish, right? ”
Ziyan couldn't cry, nodded reluctantly, Ruoan touched her head, got up and said to the two: "I still have some things to deal with, and I will leave the rest to the two of you, I'll be back in an hour...... " After speaking, he showed a comfortable smile and turned away.
Ziyan almost cried into tears, and He Hongxin patted her on the shoulder and watched Ruo'an leave.
Ruo'an went out, her mood was never brighter, the sky was getting darker, but Ruo'an was completely relaxed, she never thought that dying for a beloved would be so calm, but it was a pity that Leng Chen couldn't hear her confession, she only hoped that Leng Chen could last until the day when General Huo Lin got the antidote and came back......
Thinking about it, Ruo'an came to the Buddha Hall, the Queen Mother really prayed for Leng Chen here, heard that Ruo'an was back, the Queen Mother couldn't help but be overjoyed, Ruo'an looked at this white-haired old man, and her heart was full of gratitude, although she didn't know each other for a long time, but this kind of elder's care, she couldn't help but think of her parents, the feeling of being cared for, really good.
The Queen Mother reprimanded her a few words when she learned that Ruo'an went out of the palace to find an antidote without permission, but Ruo'an didn't care at all, but said: "Queen Mother, can I hug you?" It's like an ordinary person's family, where a granddaughter hugs her grandmother......"
"Presumptuous! A little palace maid dares to be so bold! Yuzhu on the side reprimanded sharply, but the queen mother seemed to notice something unusual, and asked with a slight frown: "Ruo'an girl, what's wrong with you?" Why is this all of a sudden? ”
Ruoan smiled: "It's nothing, when I went out of the palace today, I saw other people's children sitting around their grandmothers sharing their family, and even envy, so ...... Dare to ask the Queen Mother for her mercy, and hope that the Queen Mother will be fulfilled......" Ruoan said and knelt on the ground.
"Silly boy......" The Queen Mother stretched out her hand to pull Ruoan and hugged her into her arms......
Ruo'an held back tears and lay on the Queen Mother's shoulder and said: "Queen Mother, Ruo'an did something wrong today, shouldn't run out of the palace if you don't obey, you didn't find a prescription, and everyone is worried...... Sorry ......"
"Don't do this next time, Chen'er needs your care very much now, you can't have an accident again......" The Queen Mother said softly, stroking Ruo'an's back, Ruo'an nodded: "Queen Mother, may you live a long life, and you will always be able to protect Your Highness like this and take care of Your Highness......"
"The mourning family is not an old monster, there will always be a day to leave, at that time, I still want you to keep guarding Chen'er, no matter what happens, don't leave it......"
"Then the queen mother will have to live a long life......
"Ha Luha, this girl is talking nonsense today......"
Ruo'an's voice was a little choked, she stood up, knowing that she couldn't stay any longer, if she stayed any longer, the horror would be seen through, so she saluted the Queen Mother and said: "The Queen Mother take care, Ruo'an will go back to take care of His Royal Highness......"
The Queen Mother nodded: "Go, the mourning family will pass over in a while......"
"Hmm......" Joan nodded, and stepped back. Yuzhu saw her go away, and asked in her heart: "Queen Mother, what's wrong with this girl?" Acting so weird today? ”
The Queen Mother frowned and said, "I guess I'm worried about Chen'er's affairs, and I can't bear it...... That's it, when the mourners finish reciting this sutra, let's go and see it......"
"Yes! Dowager! Yuzhu responded, helped the queen mother to kneel in front of the Buddha shrine and recited the scriptures.
Ruo'an walked out of the Buddha hall, tears overflowed, she knelt at the door of the Buddha hall, and kowtowed three times in the direction of the queen mother: "The queen mother's kindness to Ruo'an, there is nothing to repay in this life, I only hope that the queen mother will live a long life and be blessed ......for ten thousand years."
When Ruo'an returned to Zhengxiang Palace, it was already dark, she saw Ziyan with red and swollen eyes crying standing at the door waiting for her, Aunt Qiao'er also came out of the room, she obviously also knew that Ruo'an was about to test the medicine for His Royal Highness, her expression was solemn, slightly sad, and Father-in-law Yanlu also greeted her, Ruo'an looked at He Qishan, who was still studying the prescription in the study, and made a silent gesture to everyone, she whispered: "Don't cry, this is Ruo'an's honor, don't let Lord He hear it...... Can I stay alone with His Highness for a while? ”
Aunt Qiao'er nodded, Ruo'an waved at her, turned around and entered the Changxin Palace.
In the hall, Leng Chen was still asleep, Ruo An slowly approached, but his mind kept coming up with Leng Chen's past, she couldn't help but smile when she thought of it, she walked to Leng Chen's bed and sat down, his face was pale and bloodless, Ruo An reached out and touched his forehead, and said with relief: "Don't burn ...... it"
touched the scene, and couldn't help but think of the scene when he almost fell down and was pulled back by him before, when he pretended to be asleep...... Ruo'an smiled bitterly, how she hoped that Leng Chen was also pretending to be asleep now, so that she could open her eyes to look at herself and listen to what she was saying, but it was a pity that she had never had the courage to show her heart before, and now that she missed the opportunity, what could she do......
But Ruo'an was not depressed, even if Leng Chen couldn't hear it at this time, she had to find out what was on her mind today, otherwise she would die unwillingly if she tried the medicine with such a heart......
She took Leng Chen's hand and held it in her palm, his hand was very cold, and Ruoan couldn't help but rub it.
"You've been asleep for too long, it's time to wake up, I have a lot to say to you, but I don't know how to speak, but if you don't say it now, I'm afraid I won't have a chance to say it again...... Since the first time I met you in prison, I have known that you will be the man who rewrote my life, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't be alive until now, because my intrusion caused you a lot of trouble, and instead of getting angry, you saved me from danger again and again, and now I am in a poisoned coma, or because I ...... I have nothing to repay you, only a bad life, to watch you live, is my greatest wish, so you must get better, don't forget that there was once a girl named Ruoan who broke into your life, forgive me for my selfishness, I just want you to live well......"
The two soft lips were pressed together, Joan hunched over and kissed Leng Chen gently, his lips were cold, but soft...... Ruo'an's tears couldn't help but overflow, and hot tears dripped on Leng Chen's cheeks.
"I like you......" This was the last sentence Ruoan said to Leng Chen, and after speaking, he got up and walked out of the dormitory. Ruo'an was resolute to leave, but he didn't pay attention to the beating of Leng Chen's eyelids...... (To be continued......)