Chapter 238: The Tangle of Love
The fabric complex that happened between Ah Hui and Ah Mei is still entangled, and no one can tell it in public to seek dismantling, besides, such a problem belongs to absolute privacy, and sometimes it is not necessarily a good thing to hide some secrets in your heart.
At this moment, Ah Mei and Ah Hui are each making efforts to relieve the entanglement. Once love happens, the effort to relieve the entanglement often profoundly affects the direction of life. With Ah Mei and Ah Hui's personality endowment, facing the entanglement of love, how will they be relieved in their respective inner worlds.
Ah Mei thinks that love is sinless, and loving others and being loved should make people feel happy, but such feelings can also hurt or be hurt by others if they are not handled properly. She has never made a clear statement to Ah Hui because she is still uncertain about the love affair between the two and it is difficult to make a clear statement between her love and dislove for Ah Hui. She thinks that how to deal with the relationship between men and women is a big test for their generation, and it seems that a woman like her, who is so superior in all aspects, should be more capable and qualified to fully enjoy the beauty of love, and have more reason to make her own choices calmly. Like any other problem, she also has enough self-confidence in dealing with her own love issues, and has an innate strong sense of superiority.
Ah Hui is using a spiritual attitude to deal with his love for Ah Mei, he wants to practice the purity of love, love is the mind, the purity of the mind, the Diamond Sutra is not to say that the mind is like Vajra, he has realized the sacredness, purity and power that love brings to himself, he wants to release the energy inspired by love to be a person and do things, to achieve the sublimation of love. Wu Wei's love was about to inspire him as soon as possible, but he went further and higher than Wu Wei's imagination. Ah Hui listened to the stories of his classmates in the weekly lecture activity, and at the same time imagined that everyone would encounter such and such psychological problems, and he also saw on the Internet that some people advocated that when encountering difficult and troublesome things, they should think about it like Ah Q, but he imagined that they should delete those unpleasant feelings like a computer using the delete key. He imagined. The human brain should be more advanced and intelligent than a computer. People's spiritual world should not be infected with viruses like the computer world, and if you want to delete it, you can't delete it, you should be in a bad mood for only 5 minutes, and it will be gone in the sixth minute, at least you must do it overnight. He continued to imagine that the problems encountered by the students now focused on how to deal with the college entrance examination, and the general awareness was to comfort himself with the problems he was currently encountering as a ladder to the university. In the future, if you can't get in, or if you do, you can't get into your ideal university. In the future, you will encounter such and such problems, and you can't think of them, borrowing the tricks proposed by the teacher's guidance and classmates' persuasion, or borrowing the various solutions provided in the books and still can't think of it, what to do, people will never live with such a problem that you can't think of one after another. The accumulation of these unthinkable questions will increase the psychological load and gradually form psychological dirt. Psychological pressure is caused by the accumulation of unthinkable problems in the heart. I fell in love with Ah Mei, if I was not accepted by her in the end. If your love is not realized, will you also fall into a painful situation and find it difficult to extricate yourself? He imagined how Ah Mei would solve the psychological problems she was facing. He wondered if Ah Mei would have some mental problems that he couldn't solve that he couldn't solve, and he thought that he had found a good way to deal with them with his spiritual problems. If a person cultivates excellent practice, that is, if he picks up bricks, tiles, flowers and plants in the ruins on the street, he can also use his mind to concentrate on this way to achieve the state of spiritual purification, and love is inherently intangible and substantial. It can develop and elevate to the intangible artistic conception of pure love. He imagined that there was such a spiritual conception, but he did not achieve such an artistic conception now, because he felt a very strong desire in his heart to be rewarded by Ah Mei. Now, not even the slightest hint has been obtained. As for her, will she find a more intelligent way to deal with such a mental problem, or will she be a problem for him, but not for her to worry about. He knew that the same problem would not carry equal weight in the minds of different people. He suddenly became miserable for the thoughts that welled up in his heart, what if she didn't love herself, but for a while she couldn't find a suitable way to let herself understand her love for herself and not hurt herself, so as to avoid causing herself an inextricable pain, he felt that it was he who threw out the fabric of love to put her in a psychological predicament. It was the first time that he had encountered such a psychological dilemma when he loved one had fallen into a difficult situation, and he used to just imagine how to express how to make her understand and accept his love. Now he is stumped by the psychological problems he imagined, and falls into new pain, if loving someone will make the loved one miserable, such love is not noble and immoral, such love should be terminated rationally, and the end of love is also love, although this kind of love seems a little bitter and tragic, but it makes him sprout a sense of self-sacrificing nobility, which is not another proof of love. Giving up and sacrificing one's love is also to make the loved one happier. Although this realization was out of helplessness, it helped him to complete his self-redemption, and he gained spiritual peace from it. He didn't expect that from his love for Ah Mei, a sense of morality would be sublimated. Although he didn't know what Ah Mei really thought of him at this time, he had won a rare spiritual freedom for himself, and he had won such a precious spiritual freedom for himself by relying on his own imagination.
Ah Hui now felt that Ah Mei could calmly deal with him, whether he reciprocated the mutual love he expected, or the kind and tactful rejection. He experienced that the human power of thought is fueled and lubricated by love, and that was enough for him. Love shouldn't be utopian, he has to take action, but he understands that Ah Mei is the kind of person who can do big things, and he won't take a fancy to or like that kind of man who is a little man. He consciously creates an atmosphere of support for Ah Mei, and he will respond positively to all the ideas she puts forward, and he can explain and resolve her ideas skillfully and skillfully by her classmates, and can put forward very enlightening suggestions to her, so that she has a sense of trust and dependence on him. He thought that it would be a great joy in life to be friends with someone like Ah Mei even if the marriage failed, so he set himself a priority position for friendship, so that he could let go and do something. To love her is to wish her well, and to make her better and better through his own efforts. He was excited to find a better way to express himself than to weave tokens of love. His approach coincided with Ah Mei's idea of establishing a core partner at this time, and what she felt was a tacit understanding from Ah Hui about herself, which made her feel very gratified. (To be continued......)