Chapter 320: Deng Jiu's True Heart
When he said this, Liu Jing hurriedly cried: "I don't want it, Jiulang, I don't want you to forget me." ”
Deng Jiulang ignored her crying and continued: "Later, when I came back from the southwest, I suddenly learned that there was an additional Baiyue queen in Jiaozhou Nanyue, and this queen said to the queen mother that she was happy to miss Luoyang......"
When Deng Jiulang said this, he smiled to himself, his Adam's apple rolled several times, and after raising his head and drinking the wine in the cup, he continued: "I'm still not angry, at that moment, I should have left you behind, but what can't I do?" Muttering to himself, Deng Jiulang said again: "I can't do it, I can't help it, so I brought someone to Jingzhou, I want to meet you." ”
As he spoke, there was a long silence when he arrived.
The wing room was extremely quiet because of Deng Jiulang's silence, and when Liu Jing's breathing was a little painful, Deng Jiulang slowed down his voice again and continued: "So, I went back to Luoyang again, and used the things you said about the Huns to ask the Queen Mother for the post of Jiaozhou assassin. At this time, Deng Jiulang didn't think about what to say to Liu Jing, and Liu Jing didn't feel that he was at fault for taking the news as his own. He and she are both smart people, and they know very well that for the Empress Dowager Deng, Deng Jiulang has a lot of information in her hands, which is a blessing for the family and the country, and if Liu Jing holds a lot of information, it will be the disaster of her Empress Dowager Deng, and the stimulation to the Empress Dowager Deng is not comparable to the current wealth. That is the bane that will make Empress Dowager Deng pour the power of a country to exterminate!
Deng Jiulang was still saying: "I led the army to Jiaozhou, and I didn't want to let you go cheaply. At this time, I fell into the trick of a few people in the torture show, thinking that you were unfaithful to me. ”
He fell silent again.
…… Choked up, Liu Jing, who couldn't tell whether it was uncomfortable or regretful, couldn't imagine that in Guiyang County, when she and Deng Jiulang met again, he suddenly looked radiant and glamorous as if she was a different person, and the strange and familiar Liu Jing was, how great the impact on her soul was.
…… In that thumping heart. He forgot about hate. Forgetting the annoyance, forgetting the humiliation, he only remembered that she walked off the soft sedan chair in a charming manner, and only remembered that she held her plump and smooth arms. I looked back at the sound of the bell. That moment. He felt the excitement again.
…… He was. Fell in love with her again!
Maybe in his bones, he is actually tired of the kind of noble girl in Luoyang City, maybe it's his life. has too many wishes come true, there are too many things at his fingertips, so the more difficult it is for Liu Jing to conquer, the more he wants to reach out, and the more changeable she is, the more he is excited.
…… At that moment, he only had one feeling, he was going to strip her naked and tie her up on the couch, and her day and night!
…… At that moment, he couldn't help but wonder, did he owe this Liu family in his previous life? Why does he think she is beautiful when she is dignified, and he thinks she is beautiful when she is indulgent? Why did every face of her fascinate him, making him feel that the women in the world were too light and boring compared to her?
Next, her repeated teasing, those titles of Wang Fu that were almost humiliating to the men of the Central Plains, for him, were not so hateful. He thought that as long as this woman was his from beginning to end, then all these gossips, her coquettish manners, would be left to her.
Deng Jiulang's mentality is actually shared by most men in the world. On the one hand, they hope that women will be obedient to themselves, take themselves as the most important and respectful of themselves, and be a good wife and mother who is easy to control and let themselves be at ease. But on the other hand, he longs for the kind of woman who is full of charm and feminine charm, but he can't fully grasp it. Therefore, Deng Jiulang was angry when he saw Liu Jing dressed as the queen, but in addition to that anger, there was more of a spontaneous desire for conquest and a sense of freshness and excitement.
In fact, men and women in this world, the so-called love shelf life, that is, after getting along for a long time, you are like a glass of water and a glass of juice, the other party has tasted enough, and understands more clearly than yourself, and there is no freshness. At this time, those women who are rich in personality can give each other a sense of freshness, an impulse and desire to conquer that can arouse his excitement, but is not enough, so that he cannot fully grasp it.
In this world, there are many men who are always clamoring to find pure and good women, asking women to be gentle, tolerant, and kind, and asking women to stay at home and be good wives and mothers. But often later, it is always this kind of good woman who is abandoned, or she is raised here by her husband as a yellow-faced woman, guarding the children of firewood, rice, oil and salt and surviving with him all her life, while he himself is swaggering outside with red flags. And when others ask, men will always say that the yellow-faced woman at home is too light and boring...... But it was this light that made him ask for it!
Therefore, it is best for a woman to always be herself, to be a good wife and mother, but not to give everything for other people and other things, until she forgets that she also has a pair of wings that can fly freely.
After being silent for a long time, Deng Jiulang said softly: "Ajing." ”
"Yes."
"This year, you are pregnant, you ran away from me with your belly, and you traveled overseas in South Vietnam, and you hated me so much that you killed that concubine in front of me...... I couldn't help it several times, and I almost told you the truth. The reason why I am mostly silent in the face of you is that I am afraid that I will soften my heart and tell you that I have never had any eldest son, and that son and daughter are not my flesh and blood...... I hated you and annoyed you at that time, and I didn't want to be too cheap for you. Do you know? ”
Liu Jing nodded and said in a dumb voice, "I know now." ”
"Your pregnancy is so hard, and the pain during childbirth is like that, I can't bear to say it, and it's too much to think about it. But I just want to punish you, I just want to see you suffer for me. ”
Liu Jing: "......"
Talking here, Deng Jiulang turned his head, facing the screen window in front of him, and also facing away from the sun, his deep eyes looked at Liu Jing fixedly.
Liu Jing was also looking at him with her eyes open, she had just shed tears, her eyes were dark and bright, and there was a touch of pink at the end of her eyes, which made her white and beautiful face more and more seductive.
Deng Jiulang's gaze turned to the child who was hugged tightly by her, and after looking at the child for a while, he said in a low voice: "Ajing." ”
"Yes."
"Even when I hate you the most and want you to be miserable, I can't forget you......"
This is a love story, this is the most beautiful love story in the world. Liu Jing's slender white fingers caressed Sakura's lips, and tears flowed down her cheeks in large gulps.
Deng Jiulang walked over slowly.
He walked up to Liu Jing, slowly squatted down, and said with a gentle smile: "Fool, don't be afraid of what will happen to me when I go back this time...... As I said earlier, if I could forget, I would have forgotten you two years ago, and if I could, I would have given you up a long time ago. At this point, I also resigned myself to my fate, and I really don't want to have any more tosses with you. He leaned over slightly, hugged her and the child in his arms, and said in a low voice: "When I am away, take care of the child and wait for me to come back." ”
With that, he lifted his footsteps and walked out.
After sending Deng Jiulang out of the door, Liu Jing's lips trembled, and she looked at Deng Jiulang with teary eyes, and after a while, Liu Jing nodded fiercely and said in a low voice: "I know." Jiulang, you can go back to Luoyang with confidence. ”
"It's good to know, but also take care of yourself." Deng Jiulang hugged her heavily and walked out.
As the door creaked open and closed, Liu Jing stood up in a daze, and unconsciously burst into tears.
Deng Jiulang, as the assassin of Jiaozhou, commanded all matters in the border of Jiaozhou, and he couldn't just leave, just when he was busy handing over with people, Liu Jing looked at everything that was making noise below, and his heart was very blocked, so he walked towards the study.
At this time, in the Nanyue Kingdom, because of Zhang Jinghuo Yan and other extremely capable vassals, Liu Jing was actually not very much of a council, she walked to the study in a daze with the child in her arms, and she was busy inside.
She looked at it for a moment, then turned away.
At this time, a guard came over and said in a low voice, "Your Highness, Xiao Wenxuan wants to see you." ”
Liu Jing shook her head, and she replied in a low voice, "Didn't I say it?" I don't blame him, I don't blame him at all, it's just that I'm in a bad mood right now and I don't want to see anyone. ”
The guard sighed and said, "Okay." By the way, did Xiangguo tell you? Deng Jialangjun is being a matchmaker for everyone, and just yesterday, he has sent his own people and staff to say goodbye to the major families he likes. Lang Jun is targeting the families in the Jiaozhou area of Jingzhou, Yangzhou, and Langjun of the Deng family means that he will send someone to say that he will come to the door first, and then he will visit him in person. The situation of those families has gone through everyone's own affairs, princess, do you want to take a look at it? ”
Say pro? That's the big deal.
However, this major event passed through Zhang Jing and Deng Jiulang, and it didn't matter if Liu Jing watched it or not. She is preoccupied now, where does she have the heart to see?
So, she shook her head again.
Seeing Liu Jing leave, Zhang Jing walked out slowly, and he said in a low voice: "Has the princess asked Huo Yan?" ”
The guard replied, "No." ”
Zhang Jing smiled and turned his head, and called to the corner: "Huo Lang, when I heard that everyone was going to say kiss, the princess didn't think to ask if you were among them." Now, you know what she wants, right? ”
Huo Yan walked out of the corner, he watched Liu Jing leave, for a long time, he didn't answer Zhang Jing a word.
Seeing that he was still a little obsessed at this point, Zhang Jing sighed secretly, and in a blink of an eye he said again: "By the way, your three fellows, you have been making a lot of trouble in the past two days, what was that Chen or something yesterday?" I said that if you don't see her, she will die in front of me or something...... I was really annoyed, so I put the three of them into custody and explained the situation to Deng Jialangjun. What he meant was that I could leave these three women at my disposal. (To be continued......)