Chapter 13 I am willing to be sad and happy

[If you see it, you're about to fall off the list of new books signed by category.] Sadness, sorrow. 】

Yue Luo was immersed in that beautiful feeling of self-deception, and suddenly heard that Fu Jun was going to send him back, and he couldn't help but be stunned. He is cold now, but he is willing to endure the cold wind and take a walk with Fu Jun.

And after hearing Fu Jun's words clearly, Yue Luo couldn't help but look into Fu Jun's eyes. He found that Fu Jun's eyes did not have the cunning before, but with sincerity, pity and warmth. He suddenly understood that Fu Jun was sincere.

Is he really worthy of his sincerity?

After asking himself this, Yue Luo suddenly felt that the previous confusion and hesitation were gone. In the face of sincere people, you should also treat yourself with sincerity. Maybe the result will make you sad, but that true feeling, you should be content if you have had it.

Thinking of this, Yue Luo made up his mind, smiled at Fu Jun, and said very softly: "Wow." ”

This smile is beautiful because there is a decisive sadness hidden in it. Fu Jun didn't see it, but he felt the beauty, and he felt that his heart sank deeper in this smile.

Fu Jun is a caring person, after he learned from Wu Ping that Lu Dao Yueluo was in the first class of soft workers, he found out the class schedule of the first class of soft workers through various channels, as well as the location of the girls' dormitory. In order to return Yue Luo's book, as well as today's date - if Yue Luo hadn't gone out when he talked on the phone before, maybe he would have taken the initiative to go to the dormitory where the girls in the first class of soft workers were located to pick up people.

Most of the juniors live in the East Side dormitory. And now the small river where Fu Jun and Yue Luo are located is the East District, so Fu Jun didn't ask Yue Luo which dormitory he lived in, so he walked to the girls' dormitory with Yue Luo with a heartbeat.

However, as soon as he walked up to the side of the creek, Yue Luo stopped on the side of the road in a men's dormitory.

"Why don't you leave?" Fu Jun looked at Yue Luo strangely.

"I've arrived." Yue Luo smiled as hard as he could.

"Arrived?" Fu Jun glanced at the women's dormitory closest to here, his eyes full of confusion.

It's at least a hundred steps, and it's not a dormitory for a soft worker. Could it be that she doesn't want others to see me sending her?

With doubts, Fu Jun smiled and said, "Let me give you another ride." ”

"No need."

After categorically rejecting Fu Jun, Yue Luo looked at the confusion in Fu Jun's eyes, and the most hesitation in his heart disappeared, but his eyes couldn't help but moisten.

Isn't it just a stranger who hasn't known each other for three days, why are you so serious?

After comforting himself, taking a deep breath and controlling his mood for the time being, Yue Luo looked at Fu Jun with a cold face and said, "I'm sorry, you really shouldn't call me senior sister, because..." Yue Luo paused when he said this, but finally said it, "I'm a boy!" ”

After speaking, Yue Luo didn't dare to look at Fu Jun's expression, and ran to the men's bed next to him without looking back.

As soon as he ran into the dormitory, Yue Luo's tears couldn't stop flowing. He walked upstairs with his head down to prevent anyone from seeing him cry, and at the same time he thought to himself: Why do you cry for Lu, why do you want to shed tears for Lu? Is it for someone who's only known each other for three days, or for that relationship that had to be cut off?

I don't know what to do, anyway, I feel distressed, I just want to cry.

Oh, then cry.

Just don't let others see it.

Yue Luo didn't go back to the bedroom, but went directly to the roof. The roof of the building was dark at night, so Yue Luo didn't have to worry about someone seeing him cry. Besides, the roof of the building is very wide, and a few people are leaning against the parapet and looking into the distance, they should all be thinking about their own thoughts, how can they pay attention to Yue Luo?

Sobbing slightly, letting tears run down his cheeks, Yue Luozhao walked straight to a corner. wiped away his tears and looked down, only to find that what he was looking at was the place where Fu Jun and him were downstairs before, where Fu Jun's shadow was gone.

Yue Luo chuckled, and his tears flowed even more.

Escape so fast?

My heart hurts...

The third floor of the east stands by the river, and between it and the river bank is a large slope covered with grass, in addition to the grass, there are sparse camphor trees, gardenia bushes. In the night, all this becomes blurred, except for a low lamp dotted like stars, attracting the gaze from afar.

Beyond the slope is a cobbled riverside path that winds along the creek into the distance, occasionally passing a small square. On the riverside of the trail is a stone guardrail, and at regular intervals a tall street lamp illuminates not only the cobblestone path, but also the rippling river.

Before, Yue Luo and Fu Jun came to the dormitory area from this cobblestone road, but now, Yue Luo can see in the hazy tears, where there is a couple between every two street lamps, or walking slowly hand in hand, or whispering by the railing, which makes people feel very happy when they look at it.

If I hadn't done that, maybe I would have been able to experience this happiness now.

After a long time, Yue Luo's tears finally stopped flowing, the tears were also dried, and his eyes became astringent. sighed lightly and pulled out a self-deprecating smile, which was also astringent. He unconsciously took out his mobile phone, saw that the time was already nine o'clock, and couldn't help but flip to the address book, where there was Fu Jun's phone number.

Looking at that number, Yue Luo laughed at himself again. At the moment when he took out his mobile phone just now, he actually had a trace of delusional - will he send himself a text message? No matter what you say, even if it's just the word "see you again".

But there was nothing on the phone, as if everything about him had been forgotten. Although he had known the Tao for a long time, and although he knew that he was very self-pitying, Yue Luo still had the pain of being abandoned. The pain stabbed him in the heart again, and in the end, no tears flowed again.

Deleting the communication record about Fu Jun, Yue Luo rubbed his face, took a light breath and went downstairs.

Yue Luo thought, the school is so big and there are so many people, maybe he will never meet him again. Maybe I will meet him again, but I can only pass by like a stranger.

Back in the bedroom, the white fat man sat cross-legged on the bed and stroked vigorously, Shi Liang still had no one there, the eldest was lying on the bed watching a movie, and the second was playing Dota. Everything is the same as before, no one knows what kind of bizarre relationship Lu Dao Yue Luo has just experienced. Yue Luo looked at the time, took a set of clothes at the head of the bed and went to the bathroom to take a bath.

After taking a hot bath, Yue Luo felt better. He was wearing a small black shorts, pale pink wide long sleeves, and stood in front of the mirror with his hair cagged, giving himself a smile. And in his heart, he said: Yue Luo, don't be sad, don't be afraid. If you dare to play, you can afford to lose.

Walking out of the middle to Kan Jiangshan's bedside, Yue Luo glanced at the movie playing on the computer, then sat on the edge of the bed, dangling his slender white calves, and called softly: "Boss." ”

When Yue Luo came out of the bathroom, Kan Jiangshan had already noticed it, and when Yue Luo sat on the edge of his bed, he unconsciously shrank inside, so that his legs could not touch Yue Luo. When he was about to ask Yue Luo what was the matter, he suddenly heard Yue Luo's "boss", and he only felt that his heart trembled, and he was clever, and he couldn't say anything.

Seeing the boss like this, Yue Luo could probably understand his feelings at this time, and he didn't care, he chuckled lightly and got up and went back to his small space. Seeing that there was still enough time, Yue Luo turned on the computer and calmed down to prepare to write another chapter.

There aren't many storylines that are very reversed, and if he can finish it sooner, then he can do other things he wants to do earlier. Thinking about it, he thinks that maybe life can really be as wonderful as in the novel. In just one or two years, his life needs these wonderful, whether it is sad or happy in the future, he is willing to experience it.

[From the second volume onwards, each volume should be relatively long.] Ask for collections, ask for recommendations! 】