Xiao Lingling didn't react, just silently lay on Xia Yun and shed tears.

Xia Yun sighed slightly, let go of the hand that was wrapping around Xiao Lingling's slender waist, and pushed the sofa, the whole person sat up with Xiao Lingling on his body, hugged her and put her in the seat, and sat outside her at the same time to prevent Xiao Lingling from getting excited and running away.

During the whole process, Xiao Lingling was like a puppet, hanging her head and not saying a word, letting Xia Yun fiddle.

Looking at the girl sitting next to her with her hair covering her face, Xia Yun took a tissue with a headache, wiped the tears from her face, and said softly, "Lingling, can you listen to me first!" ”

Knowing that Xiao Lingling would definitely not react, Xia Yun began to talk about it on his own.

"You should already know by now, my dad was in Yuening last month, when crossing the street, he was hit by a BMW car that ran a red light, the driver is a scumbag, powerful, not only did not have any apologies, but even instructed some relevant departments to suppress everything......"

"Although I'm not very good, but I also have my own principles and bottom line, my dad let people bump, it's impossible to do nothing that didn't happen, and I don't dare to let go of a fart, no matter what the result is, some things that should be done still have to be done, and before this thing is done, I don't want to think about emotional things for the time being!"

"That's the first reason, the other ......"

"Emotionally, I'm not a good person, I've had two girlfriends, and for a while I went clubbing and had a one-night stand every day!"

"When I was a sophomore, I talked about a girlfriend, her name is Zheng Wei, it should be my first love, I love her very much, she is too, we are like all boyfriends and girlfriends in college, we study together at night. Skipping classes together, shopping and watching movies together, riding bicycles and buses around Hangzhou together, watching the flowers bloom and listening to the ebb and flow of the tide. We've done what college couples do. ”

"Zheng Wei is a very cheerful and spicy girl, dare to love and hate, in our class, there were four golden flowers in the school, and she was one of them. Known as the Thorny Rose, the craziest thing she ever did was when she ran to the school's radio station after we fell in love, and loudly announced to the whole school and her suitors, Sister is now famous, you all go back to your own home, what should you do, don't bother Sister......"

Thinking of the golden years of burning youth in the past, the corners of Xia Yun's mouth unconsciously hooked up a smile. "When we meet, we must grow old and work hard for each other's vows and futures, never like those fast dating couples who break up after graduation......"

"After graduation. She turned down a lucrative job and accompanied me to work in a cosmetics company in Wucheng, which was the starting point for our family and career, but ......"

Speaking of which. Xia Yun's words gradually had a hint of bitterness, "When the piano, chess, calligraphy, painting, poetry, hops, become firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea." The friction in life gradually increased, and we began to have different opinions and opinions on the same thing, and began to have arguments, cold wars, and even quarrels. ”

"Of course, in fact, these are what the young couple must go through after forming a family, as long as we tolerate each other, be considerate, and calm down after the quarrel, it will still be sunny and good as ever, until an incident happened two years later, which really hurt the feelings and trust between us......"

Thinking of that incident, Xia Yun's eyes flashed with complex emotions, sadness, guilt, regret, and remorse, and finally turned into a sigh, looking at the light on the wall in a daze, as if through the light, through the wall, I saw the two stubborn and non-admitting defeat figures, and after scarring each other, they each hid in the corner and licked their wounds silently.

"That'...... And then? ”

In the middle of the night, Xiao Lingling's faint voice sounded in the quiet box.

Xia Yun woke up from the memories, turned his head to look at Xiao Lingling and smiled gently, and continued, "Later, we broke up, she went back to her hometown in Hangzhou, and I stayed in Wucheng to continue to mess around, and I mixed for another two years, until I ...... last year."

"My mother also gave me a death order, I must find a girl to marry, either I will find it myself, or she will find it for me, I think that I am indeed not young, I died early and was born early, so I found a girl in Wucheng."

"Her name is Xie Wan, she is two years younger than me, she is as her name suggests, her personality is very gentle, she is the type of person who is very small and has a good wife and mother, basically she follows me in everything I say, and rarely has any disputes......"

"At first, I had the idea of finding a similar girl to marry and dating her......"

Under Xiao Lingling's clear gaze, Xia Yun told the emotional entanglement between himself and Xie Wan from beginning to end, completely, and even did not hide his various mental journeys, except for the fact that he won the jackpot.

This is also the first time he has revealed his heart to others since he broke up with Xie Wan, and he has a feeling that his heart is exhausted and happy.

And Xiao Lingling is also the best listener, she just listened to Xia Yun quietly on the side, and did not interject to answer, but her focused gaze showed that she was listening carefully.

"Later, that morning, I cleaned the house I had lived in for five years from the inside out, and then I found the landlady and bought the house, and that night, I came back from Wucheng with a guitar on my back, and I have been ...... until now."

Xia Yun let out a long breath, looked at Xiao Lingling and said sincerely, "Lingling, it's not that I'm hypocritical, and I'm not a saint, it's just that, as a man, don't say anything else, I can't do this kind of thing to deceive women's feelings!" ”

"I'm not sure about my feelings now, and I'm not ready to fall in love again, I'm worried that I won't be able to forget Zheng Wei and Xie Wan, and when the time comes, I will hurt you like hurting Xie Wan, that feeling of hurting others and hurting myself, I don't want to experience it a second time!"

"So, please give me a little time, and when I have dealt with my father's affairs and straightened out my feelings, I will give you another answer! Give yourself a little time to think about whether a man like me is worth your love......"

Xiao Lingling looked at the table in silence, didn't speak for a long time, and just when Xia Yun was a little worried, she raised her head and smiled at him.

"Well, thank you Xia Yun!"

Xiao Lingling's eyes were clear and moving, and after listening to Xia Yun's story, she seemed to have fully recovered, and she no longer looked like she was lost and depressed, "You are a good person!" I'll think it through! ”

"Besides, I don't have to fall in love with you, I just think we're old classmates and we're quite fated, so ...... Don't overthink it! ”

Seeing Xiao Lingling recover, Xia Yun was also quite relieved, he really didn't want this simple, kind, and easily shy junior high school tablemate to be hurt a little, hehe smiled and said, "Lingling, don't send good person cards indiscriminately, especially don't send them to men, it's hurtful!" ”

Xiao Lingling sneered, glanced at Xia Yun, and reached out to slap him on the shoulder, "You are so annoying!" ”

"Shhh ……”

It's just that Xiao Lingling slapped it casually, but it happened to shoot the place where Xia Yun was bitten just now, Xia Yun rubbed his shoulders with a bitter face, and hissed in his mouth, "Lingling, I really can't see it, you Si Swen can actually bite people, and bite so hard, you see, the blood is coming out." ”

"You deserve it! Who makes you so annoying, always, always ......"

Xiao Lingling's face flushed, and then she glared at Xia Yun viciously, and reached out to flip his collar, "I'll take a look!" ”

At Xia Yun's left shoulder, a neat tooth mark with bloodshot popped up in her eyes, looking at this tooth mark, Xiao Lingling's face turned even redder, she didn't expect that she was so bold and ruthless, stretched out her green jade finger and pressed it on the tooth mark, "I'm sorry, does it hurt?" Do you want a band-aid? ”

Watching Xiao Lingling's fingers caress over the wound, Xia Yun felt a strange feeling in his heart, and then pressed the feeling to himself, and smiled, "It's okay, it'll be fine in a while, this is a man's medal, representing a man's charm!" ”

Xiao Lingling let out a long sigh, her fingers suddenly slid over the tooth mark, and stopped in a place next to her, "It seems that you really have a lot of medals!" ”

Xia Yun followed her gaze, but saw that next to Xiao Lingling's new tooth marks, there was a neat row of tooth marks, and they also looked relatively new, not like they were left before.

was slightly stunned, and then remembered that this should be the masterpiece of the little witch Gu Ruotong a few days ago, and looked up to the sky and snorted, "Men's medals, of course, the more the better!" ”

Xiao Lingling glanced at him and didn't speak, withdrew her fingers, put the overturned coffee cup on the table in place, and pulled out a few tissues to wipe the coffee that was flowing around just now.

Xia Yun smiled wryly, got up and sat down in his original position, looked at the steak and other food on the table that had all been cold, and asked Xiao Lingling, "Do you want to order something again?" ”

Xiao Lingling shook her head, "No need, I'm already full!" ”

Xia Yun looked at the steak that was still more than half in front of her, and then looked at her thin figure, nodded thoughtfully, and decisively changed the topic, "When is the holiday?" ”

"Just these two days!"

"How to deal with the blind date? What do you say when you go home, let's unify the caliber first! ”

"Dragging...... Let's just say try it first, save them from annoying us for three days, and wait until I think about it! ”

…………………………

Next, the two chatted about their work, life and the interesting things they used to have in school, and laughed heartily from time to time, and the atmosphere gradually returned to normal.

Just as they were chatting happily, Xia Yun's phone rang.

"Fang Junrong?"

Xia Yun looked at the caller ID and picked it up. (To be continued......)

PS: Thank you for the book friend Fat Boy's good words, Fengfeng Fengfeng, Dream Paste, Leisurely Love, Ghost Sadness, (Scarecrow) for the reward

Today there is a brother married, drunk dizzy, I try to write, write three more, if you can't catch up, you may have two more, sorry!